I know i havent updated in a long time i blame it on writers block and my own lazyness ive also had to move a lot of shit around and my life feels like a low budget sitcom anyway on with the chapter
As I woke up i saw a unusaul person kneeling and medetating she at least I think it was a she was slightly taller than me and was wearing brown robes her skin was an unuasal goldish hue and she had some cat like features particully in her face and ears her hair was jet black and was styled in a pony tail near the top of her skull she instantly saw our camp
"I will be your doom" she yelled as she froze everyone exept me and Seth and leapt at us with her light saber I blocked it with my own that I had crafted myself it glowed blue to show myself as a jedi gaurdian her's glowed red to show her allegance to the sith as i blocked her attacks Seth created a small tornado of force energy making her deffencless while she was distracted I put my saber away and blasted her with force lightning brused singed and disarmed she gave in
"you are strong stronger than me even in my darkness" she fumed exasted Seth asked her a fewquestions we found out her name was Juhani she was a padawan being tested and she had mudered her master in cold blood
"well thats not exacly a glowing ressame is it" I joked
"no it isnt" she smirked "but it showed power power enoght to crush some one like you or so i thought"
"well its not to late reject the darkside go back to the jedi they like to go on about peace and redemtion and all that" Seth said with a smirk
"Will they even accept me back" she was close to tears
"wont know til you try will ya" Seth smiled Juhani noded and thanked him before running away to rejoin the jedi
"wow" I said as a slapped Seth on the back "thats the first time ive seen a guy win a fight by speaking"
"its what I do" Seth smirked
"very impressive fighting without a weapon is the skill of a true warrior" Canderous said as he smiled
"we should go back to Jedi masters tell them the taint is gone" Bastilla said and so we begain our way it was a long journey so we had time to talk
"so Carth you've been allover the galaxy right how would you rate taris compared to all the other places youve been to" Mission asked the republic soldier
"to be honest Mission Taris would rate pretty low not a nice place the rich feeding on others while the poor get spat on in the streets"
"yea but that was only scince the sith took over before that it was ... well yeah it was pretty much the same" Mission admited as she looked down at the floor
"trust me mission there were a lot of places better than taris worse to but it was no place for a kid even one thats got a Wookiee to look out for her" Carths tone had taken on something yould expect a farther to use with his daughter
"hey I look out for Zallabar as much as he looks out for me Big Z's my friend not my baby sitter damn i ask a question and you give me a lecture" Mission snapped she didnt like being looked down on due to her age and I couldnt Blame her
"dont you snap at me missy" Carth snaped back again like a man who was having a disagreement with his daughter "you want a lecture hows this only bratty litttle children start a fight over a simple comment"
"would you to shut up ive got enough problems" Seth sighed as he rubbed his temple unfortantly niether lisened to him
"just leave it Carth you aint my farther though your sure old enough to be so keep your opinons inside your withered old head cause I dont need em"
"and I sure as hell dont need this lets just drop it and ket back to what we were doing" The rest of the walk was an uncomfortable scilence we got back to the enclave and after a long speach about balance and other crap me and Seth were given our robes and accapted as padawons.
We spent the rest of the day doing our own thing Bastilla was giving Seth more lecture about emotions and passion Carth and Cadoerous were discussing wars and junk Big Z was stuffing his face again I swear the guy has more stomache room than fur I was meditating Bastilla showed me how to do it I kinda liked it helped make me feel calm and foucas, As I was Meditating I Heard Bastilla call my name I stopped and saw her sitting on my bunk
"hey Bas whats up" I asked with a calmer tone than usual
"well its about you and Mission" She sighed like she hated herself at the moment "the Jedi masters say it has to stop"
"well tell them to suck own their own Lightsabers" I snapped " Misson and I are together and she decides when we end it not you not the Jedi not even Seth" every syllable dripping with anger
"Connor I hate this as much as you but Jedi have to keep ould of thier emotians and passions it leads to the darkside otherwise"
"Im not Seth Bastilla Im not going to lisen to you just because ive got a little crush on you" I metally slapped myself you collasal Idiot Seth is gonna murder me for that
"He has to get over it and so do you I dont want to see either of you hurt"
"Ild NEVER HURT MISSION!" I shouted
"not intentanlly no but Love is selfish it means that you give your feelings to only one person and"
"SHUT UP!" I interrupted not wantting to lisen any more"get out of my room you Bitch" She left but she had an 'im sorry' look on her face
I just kept pacing back and fourth I didnt hate Bastilla she was only telling me what the Jedi said but I was still angry and I really didnt like myself right now as I sat on my bunk with my head in my hands Mission walked in sat next to me and put her arm round me
"I heard" she said before i could say anything "its ok If we cant be together then Il survive"
"no Mission I dont give a flying fuck what they think they think they know me but they dontI know who I am and im not gona let this lie" I got up and walked out of the Ship and into the enclave.
The masters looked at me the small alien looked at me "greetings padawan Connor I hope your doing well"
"oh yea sure you pricks just told me to dump my girlfrend thats all" I snapped sarcasticly
"Look Connor its not something we take pleasure in Jedi and relationships rarely work trust me" The purple twilek said as he put his hand on my shoulder to comfort me
"cut the crap I want to fit in here I want to control my powers but i refuse to stick to your bullshit code"
"the code is law boy" Vrooks snapped at me
"I dont care you dont have to like this you just have to accept that its their I mean if you refuse to let me be with the woman I love"
"What was that" The small Alien asked
"yea what was that" Mission asked she must of followed me in she had a look of pure surprise on it, I wasnt embaresed about it anymore
"the woman I love" I repeted "I love you Mission not really something I should say for the first time infront of the Jedi Masters who are by the way Three of the most sinfully boring people I have ever met" I chuckled
"I love you too Connor" She smiled at me I held her face and kissed her for a moment that was all that matterd to me not the darkside not the jedi not the sith nothing was more important than Mission to me right now.
A/N Yea sorry about the long wait guys my life hasnt been exaclly flexible but with collage and xmas shopping done I can update now Consider it my Present to my readers (if i still have any) I will have the next chapter up after new years so cya then people :)
Disclamer: I dont own Star wars Geroge oh wait he doesnt Disney does now thats gonna be fun