Disclaimer: Still wishing.

Yes, people, this is it xD The big Bori chapter :p
I wrote most of it on a train, going from one side of the country to the other :D

I hope you like it. This is the first time I actually wrote explicit Bori, so forgive me if it isn't as good as you'd hoped.

ENJOY!

Chapter 10
BECK'S POV

After I'd convinced Jade she should try to get over André, I couldn't think of anything better to do than to lay down on my couch, staring at the ceiling, trying to grasp the concept of how fucked up my life had become.

I was in love with my best friend's girlfriend, my ex was in love with my best friend, my best friend hated me and the girlfriend didn't really seem to know what she wanted. The only ones that seemed to act even remotely 'normal' were Cat and Robbie.

What kind of a fucked up world was this?

I caught myself yet again thinking of Tori, but I didn't have the energy anymore to stop myself. I was so tired of trying to tell myself that I wasn't hopelessly whipped when it came to Tori Vega. There was no way that I was actually going to believe it, no matter how many times I repeated it.

I closed my eyes, sighing while I listened to the pounding of the rain on the roof of the RV. Maybe tomorrow would bring something new, some easier way to deal with this mess. And maybe it wouldn't.

I groaned. I hated feeling this confused and messed up. I hated not knowing exactly what I wanted.

Sure, I wanted Tori. I needed her. But I also needed her to be happy. And I wanted her to be with me.

Ugh! So frustrating!

I glanced at the clock, groaning because it was only seven PM. Way too early to try to get some sleep. Even if I did fall asleep, I would be awake in the middle of the night again, freaking over this whole damn situation.

Sitting up, I considered calling André, to try and clear the air between us, because I really needed my best friend right now. Even though my best friend was the reason I was in this mess.

No. I told myself. I can't blame André for falling for Tori. So, sighing, I picked my phone off the floor and was about to dial André's number when the bell of my RV rung. I jumped in surprise and frowned.
It was pouring outside. Who in his right mind would come calling now?

I tossed my phone on the bed and headed for the door. 'Who is it?' I called before opening it. 'Beck?' An all too familiar voice called. 'Beck, open up, it's me.'

I ran for the door, stumbling over my own feet several times, and wrenched it open, finding a soaking wet and yet exhilarated Tori Vega standing on my doorstep.

Her clothes and hair were drenched, and she smiled apologetically when she walked in and then stopped, realizing she was dripping all over the floor.

I managed to keep my cool somehow and frowned while closing the door. 'Tori. What are you doing here? Where's June?'

She swallowed and turned back to me, rubbing her hands together nervously.

'I have to tell you something. And . . . I'm not sure how to say it. Nor can I really think of why I'm telling you. I mean, I could just be messing everything up for all of us, but . . .' she sighed and looked up. Her eyes met mine and I stopped breathing.

'André and I broke up.'

Her words hung between us like a cloud, and for no good reason whatsoever, I couldn't precisely grasp the meaning of what she had just said.

They broke up. She broke up with André. She's free.

Slowly, I felt relief well up in me, but dancing around and singing in joy seemed like a really stupid thing to do right now.
Instead, I settled for running a hand through my hair and trying to hide my smile. 'Oh. I'm . . . I'm sorry. Why?'

She shrugged, biting her lip. 'We both knew that it was time. If we hadn't broken up now, I don't think we could've agreed on remaining friends. I don't even know if we'll manage now.'

Though there was nothing that made me happier now, I was still thoroughly confused. 'But, why tell me? Why not Cat? Or Jade?'

She looked up again, taking my breath away, and smiled apologetically. 'I couldn't think of anyone else I wanted to tell more.' Confusion grew.

What is she saying? Does she mean. . .

'Oh.' I couldn't think of a response that would be fit for what she had just said. She took a step closer, her eyes sparkling. 'But that's not what I wanted to tell you.' I frowned and involuntarily took a step closer to her.

'It isn't?'

She shook her head. 'No. It's not. It's . . . Something else. Something that could change everything.' My heart started pounding so hard and fast, I was convinced that if she'd stop talking, she could hear it.

'Well . . .' I managed to choke out, 'What is it?'

She bit her lip and looked in my eyes, stopping my heart in the process, and took one calculated step closer. 'Beck,' she whispered, leaning up, cupping my face in her hands, 'stop talking.'

And then she kissed me. And I seriously mean that she kissed me for a change. I didn't do anything. I think I was in shock.

It was only a peck compared to that once we'd kissed before, but it was filled with passion and love and . . . And. . . What was I saying?

Before I got the chance to do more than blink, she leaned back and smiled sadly.

'I love you, Beck. And I know that you're way out of my league, but I don't care. I'm done hiding my feelings. I needed you to know how I feel.' She took a step back, and though my head was screaming at my body to respond in any way, I couldn't remember how I was supposed to move. Or breathe.

She shook her head and looked at the tips of her shoes. 'So that's it, I guess. I'll . . . I'll just go.' Before I had caught on with what she was doing, she pushed past me and walked outside, into the pouring rain, leaving me standing frozen in the middle of my RV, trying to remember why I wasn't doing anything to stop her.

It took me about .0000000001 seconds to realize that if I wouldn't go after her, I'd lose her. And it kind of pissed me off that she assumed I didn't love her back. Was she insane?

So, finally regaining control over my body, I turned and followed her. 'Tori!' I yelled, hardly able to see through the rain.
She stopped a few feet from me, and I could clearly see she'd been crying, despite the raindrops that were drenching me to the bone.

'Tori, what the hell was that?' I had to raise my voice to make sure she could hear me. Taking angry strides towards her, I grabbed her shoulders and shook her. 'You can't just waltz into my RV, tell me that you and my best friend broke up, kiss me, announce you love me and walk away without giving me the chance to say anything!'

Tori pushed me back, throwing her hands up in the air angrily. 'What would you have said, Beck? I'm sorry that I don't feel the same?'

She kicked at a tiny rock that lay hidden in the grass. 'I'm sorry, but you're my best friend's ex and that's just wrong? What, Beck? What could you possibly have said that would make me feel any better?' Her voice broke, and I knew she was crying.

How can she think I don't feel the same? How can she possibly believe I never meant any of it? I kissed her!

I felt my anger and frustration leak away and I took another step closer to her.

'How about I love you too?'

She looked up, her eyes large in wonder, but a smile spread on her lips nonetheless. 'You do?' She whispered in amazement, involuntarily taking another step closer.

I smiled and nodded, reaching for her hand. 'You can be so airheaded sometimes. Did you really believe that I kissed you because I was bored?' She shook her head. 'I was afraid to believe it meant something and then be disappointed.'

I laughed, no longer caring that the rain was soaking me and her and that we'd both probably be sick tomorrow, and pulled her closer by her hand, caressing her cheek. My heart started beating faster again, and I noticed her breathing was uneven. She was still nervous.

I chuckled softly and stroked the hair from her neck, pressing soft kisses on her neck as she gasped and grabbed my arms instinctively.

'I love you, Tori Vega,' I whispered as I let my lips brush past her ear. 'I love you.'

TORI'S POV

Who would've believed it? He wasn't fooling around, he meant what he said and did.

I breathed in sharply as he moved closer, and he chuckled softly while stroking the hair from my neck. A chill ran through me as I felt his lips ghost over my neck before he pressed down several gentle kisses.

As he brushed his lips past my ear, he whispered the words I'd been longing to hear for years. The words that caused butterflies to erupt in my stomach and make me feel lightheaded. 'I love you, Tori Vega,' he whispered, 'I love you.'

I let out an involuntary sigh and gripped his arms tightly. I took a moment to try and focus on what to do next, but he didn't give me the time to do more than gasp.

He set more kisses on my neck, suddenly biting down hard enough for me to gasp sharply. Subconsciously, I dug my nails into his arm. I felt his smile on my neck as he kissed the spot where he'd bit, setting a definite hickey, and I felt my mind go into overdrive.
I couldn't think of anything but what he was doing to me and that it wasn't enough. I needed more.

Quickly moving my hand from his arm, I used it to bring his head up and level with mine. I barely registered the intense look in his eyes before I crashed my lips onto his.

Thinking my mind had been gone before was idiocy. It had been obliterated the second his lips touched mine. The moment out lips came into contact, I was gone. I hardly knew what my body was doing; it was as if it had a mind separate from my own. Not that it was doing me much good at the moment anyway.

I pulled him closer by his shirt with one hand, twisting my fingers in his hair with my other hand. I could feel his heartbeat as he tightened his hold around my waist. Letting out a low moan as he bit my bottom lip, I thought I heard him growl in response.

And we still weren't close enough.

He definitely felt the same, as he let his hands travel down my back, to my waist and further down to my thighs. Gently, not breaking the kiss, he forced me to wrap my legs around his waist, groaning loudly in the process.
As I tilted my head, deepening the kiss, he growled softly, kissing me back with more passion and fervor than before.

Slowly, he began to stumble back, to his RV, while slipping his hands under my shirt. I yelped in shock as I felt his ice-cold and wet hands on my skin, but within seconds, I'd forgotten all about it when he did something to distract me again.

Finally, his back made contact with the side of the RV, and he broke the kiss with obvious reluctance.

I pouted and he smiled widely as he opened the door of the RV, carrying me inside in an almost-bride-like fashion. As soon as the door had been closed behind us, I pulled him closer, pressing my lips on his again.

He smiled into the kiss, stumbling back until he hit something hard – the bed. He sat down, pulling me onto his lap. I smiled into the kiss, twisting my fingers in his hair, bringing his face closer to mine before knocking him down on his back, grinning when he grunted. I moved my lips from his, smiling when he gasped as I gave him a hickey identical to mine.

Still smirking, I moved my hands under his shirt, tickling his tummy, and pulled it over his head. He looked even better without a shirt than he had in my imagination. He flipped us, so now he was on top of me, hitching my leg around his hip firmly, while moving his other hand under my shirt, pulling it over my head when he saw the chance.

The kisses that were shared now were more sweet and gentle. I giggled when my lips were free, as he tickled my tummy softly. Beck laughed as well, a sound that made my heart do a double back flip, and ran his fingers through my hair on both sides of my face.

And suddenly I became more aware of myself and what I was doing. Beck felt my hesitation as leaned back, a frown on his handsome features.

'Tori? Are you okay? Did I do something?' His voice shot up an octave in panic. 'I'm sorry, I didn't mean to –' I smiled at him and put my finger on his lips, silencing him effectively. 'No, you didn't. . .' I bit my lip. 'I just don't think I'm ready to go there yet.' He sighed in relief and slowly made to pull away, but I stopped him, causing him to frown again.

I smiled. 'Who said I was done with you?' He grinned and leaned down to press his lips on mine again.

LATER

Beck smiled at me as I slowly buttoned the shirt I'd borrowed from him while my own clothes were drying.
He sat on his bed, shirtless – I couldn't keep my eyes off him – with a dry pair of jeans on.

'I liked it better when you were taking your clothes off,' he smirked, 'Although,' he got up and wrapped his arms around my waist, 'you do look irresistibly sexy.'
I smiled. 'Right back at you.'

He leaned down and softly pressed his lips on mine, smiling into the kiss as I moaned.

He leaned back and smiled, refusing to let go of me. 'What time is it?' I asked, trying to get him to turn around, so I could see the clock.
He glanced over my shoulder. 'Around eleven. Why?' I sighed. 'I can't keep June's babysitter forever.' He frowned. 'You hired a babysitter?'

I smiled. 'Well. . . Actually, André's babysitting her. I asked Jade and Cat to keep him company, but Jade's the only one that showed.'

He stared at me. 'Wait,' He said, taking a step back, shaking his head. 'Let me get this straight. You left June with André.' I nodded. 'Okay,' he nodded, 'That much I can get. But you left André alone with Jade.' I smiled as I watched him catch on with my intentions.

'Jade and André. In one room. Alone. Tori,' He said, still frowning, 'Jade's kind of –' I interrupted him, 'in love with André. Yeah. I know.'
His mouth fell open. 'But how? She didn't even want to tell me.'

I grinned. 'Oh come on. I'm not blind. I saw the way she was looking at him. And I knew he used to crush on her.' At this, he seemed to be completely speechless. 'Wait. Pause and rewind. André used to crush on Jade?' He said, running a hand through his hair. He was sweet when he was confused.

'Yeah. Long story. Before you and Jade broke up. Remember 365 Days?' He nodded. 'He wrote that song for Jade.' I was sure he might fall over because of an information-overdose, so I smiled, wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.

He groaned and pulled away, still confused. 'But Jade –' I pressed my lips on his again. 'Beck,' I said as I leaned back, 'Talking about your ex and my ex together is really the last thing I want to be doing now.' He smiled and returned his lips to mine.

He leaned back, smirking at my pout. 'Why don't you call them and ask them if they mind taking care of June all night. Your clothes aren't dry either, and it's still pouring outside.' I smiled. 'My, my. Beck, are you seriously suggesting I sleep over already? We haven't even decided what this all means for us.'

He nodded, smiling slightly. 'True. Very true.' He advanced on me, the sly smile still on his lips, wrapped his arms around my waist again. 'So. . . Maybe I should get things cleared.' His smile made my heart flutter.
'Tori Vega, will you be my girlfriend? All mine, and I'll be all yours.' I felt a smile grow on my lips and nodded.

'Yeah. Of course.' He smiled and kissed me softly. 'So,' he said when he leaned back. 'Now will you sleep here?'

Soooooooo, what did you think?
Love it? Hate it? Want to kill me?

Please, let me know what you think xD

Next chapter will be up soon, but I have to work out the lining first, so it might take a while longer than usual :p

Shoutouts:

Wibbelkind - Spawn of Hades - StrawberryCrush: Yes, you guessed right, but just because Jade likes André, doesn't mean he'll like her back ;)

Wibbelkind: Actually, he isn't, but you're right, that would've been a twist xD
I just might've used that, were it not that Beck and Tori never had sex. Too bad, huh?

Anyway, everyone, thanks for reading and PLEASE review!

Xx Annaelle