I am excited because my friend Kitty has started reading this too! Even though I barely have anyone following/ favorite its fine because I enjoy writing this anyways. I enjoy the sadistic/rape fics with Envy and Edward but I like some fluff too which is why this was created lol

Envy laid awake while Edward was asleep with his arm around him. They made it back to the military dorms about two hours ago and he couldn't sleep. His mind kept on thinking about the things Edward said. The fact he wanted to be with him and that they were going as a couple to the dance. He didn't want to go to some stupid ass dance.

"Ughh," he groaned rubbing his face with his free hand.

He rolled over and draped an arm over Edward. His golden hair smelled wonderful and clean like. He couldn't place the smell, but it was soothing. Was it lavender maybe? He ran his fingers through the ex-alchemist's hair wondering what he was dreaming of. He never had a dream until early that day but it didn't feel like a dream, more like he was pulled somewhere.

"I'm too tired for this…" he said sighing and closed his eyes.

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"You have got to be kidding me!" Envy yelled slamming the new stack of books onto his table.

"It's what the Fuhrer wants."

"Wearing a tux isn't the end of the world," Edward said trying to fight off the smile threatening his lips.

His purple eye twitched with anger and annoyance. Hawkeye sighed and shrugged her shoulders.

"If you want to keep using the library then you have to do it."

"We will… what time are we being picked up?" he asked as Envy fumed in his seat.

"Around three. The party is at six."

"Alright see you then."

Hawkeye left the room and left the two men alone.

"I can't believe I have to fucking dress up," Envy spat going through his notes.

"I think you would look sexy in a tux."

The sin glared at him, "No. Besides… if you keep talking like that I'm going to think you actually like me more than just a 'research buddy.'"

"Maybe I do."

Envy said nothing and went back to organizing his notes. It wasn't going to take him all day but he didn't want to wear a suit. His mind switched over the white person in his dream. It made no sense that someone would randomly show up and start talking to him in a dream. If was the Truth that Edward spoke of then that means something was wrong with him. He wondered if he was being pulled back.

"How's it going over there?" Envy asked tapping his paper with his pen.

"I have everything arranged right now but you did take more notes than me. I can help you if you want."

"I want you to draw what the Truth looked like to you."

Edward nodded, "I think it's about the same for everyone. I suppose that might help."

Edward dragged his chair over across from Envy and sat down. Envy watched him draw out the outline of a person with a big creepy smile. Edward showed it to him and he couldn't believe it- it was the same. The Truth was the same for both of them. So, the Truth was the same but the doors were different. He sighed and looked at Edward who was studying his reaction to the drawing.

"Have you seen it before?"

Envy bit his lip.

"I wasn't sure if it was a dream or reality…" he said trailing off.

"When did you see it?" Edward asked.

"Yesterday when I fell asleep."

The look on Edward's face darkened.

"Have you ever passed out and dreamt of him?" the blonde asked.

"No. That was the first."

"Al had problems when his armored body started rejecting his soul because it didn't belong in there. Maybe because when Father was around, you were able to sustain a body of your because he had the power to allow you but now that he's gone, your soul isn't actually yours at least not until I make you human. So… your body is rejecting the soul even with the stone in your body."

"That is fucking great."

Edward placed his forehead on the table, "I guess I'm stupid for not realizing that in the first place. I'm sorry Envy."

"It's no one's fault. If I go back I can ask."

Edward shook his head, "I don't want you going back."

"If I do then I do but I won't force myself there."

"What should we do now?" Edward asked.

"Do they have any big sheet of paper?" Envy asked.

"Yea, I think so. I can go ask. Why?"

"We need to design the transmutation circle for this. We'll draw a smaller one before transferring it to the bigger one. As long as we can read the words for the moment it will be fine."

"Alright. I'll be right back."

Edward left the room leaving Envy by himself.

Who knew being a homunculus was as bad as being a human. How did I become so fragile?

He picked up the paper with the Truth on it.

What a creepy looking fucker.

"Alright! I got it!" Edward said coming through the door.

"Right, let's tape it to the wall."

The two men hung the paper up and stared at it like they were hoping the circle would just pop up on it. Most circles already pre-existed so he never had to create one. Edward looked at Envy who was staring out the window now. The idea hit the ex-alchemist like a ton of bricks.

"I know how to make the circle."

Envy looked at him like he was stupid. "How do you know how when we haven't seen Al's or your teacher's-

"We are trying to get my gate and make you human, right? What if we make the circle then on the outer part use the human transmutation symbols then on the inside draw out my gate? I can't do alchemy without it so why don't we just make one for me? What do you think?"

Envy grabbed his face and smashed his lips against Edward's, "You're a fucking genius! We might have to make it more complicated than that but that should work!" '

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They were already outside waiting for the Fuhrer's car when they pulled up. They climbed in and Envy didn't even complain getting into the front seat. He stared out the window thinking. To think they came up with the idea so quickly… It seemed like it was almost real now for him. To have a beating heart… to feel the same way Edward did when he touched him. To feel sad or happy…

"We're here sir."

Edward, Mustang and Envy got out of the car then walked into the building. There were a few older men in there, they were dressed really nice but they only worked there. They got all of their measurements quickly and looked for the suits that would fit them all. They had been in there almost two hours before they got out.

"I never want to do that again," Envy said trying to get used to the suit. It was so stiff feeling.

"Let me put your hair up when we get back. I think it'll look better that way," Edward said smiling.

The sin nodded trying to hide the embarrassed look on his face from Mustang. Surprisingly, he never said much the whole time they were there. Envy didn't talk much either but maybe it had to do with the fact they were steps closer to their goal than they were yesterday. Either way, it made for a quiet and easy trip for poor Edward.

They got back to their room in the military dorm building and Edward pulled out his brush. He started brushing Envy's long green hair. It was soft and silky to the touch. There were hardly any knots in it but Edward enjoyed brushing his hair so he kept going at it. The feel of the brush and Edward's fingers on his scalp was enough to make him relax enough to sleep.

"Do you want a ponytail or a braid?"

"Huh? I don't care you pick."

"I'll do a braid then."

"Can… can you leave your hair down for me?" Envy asked quietly.

"Of course. Anything for you."

Why does he have to say things like that?

Edward set the brush down and ran his fingers on Envy's neck making him shiver from the touch. He pulled down one side of his tux and shirt kissing his shoulder blade and neck.

"W-What are you doing?' Envy stuttered.

"I told you that you would look sexy in a tux. I can't help myself… You think after the dance I can have my way with you?" Edward asked softly breathing against his neck.

"I don't know if I will make it through the dance thinking about those words…"

"Is that so?" the blonde said and licked his neck before sucking on it.

Envy jerked slightly and he was hard already. Edward pulled him down onto the bed and got up. Those piercing purple eyes followed the ex-alchemist as he bent over pulling down the sin's pants releasing his hard dick. Edward got down on his knees on the floor and pulled Envy closer taking his length into his mouth. Envy moaned loudly not giving a damn who heard.

He slipped both hands into Edward's golden hair and pulled as Edward sucked harder and faster. He was wasting no time- he wanted Envy's hot liquid in his mouth now. The idea of him cumming in his mouth made Edward hard but he had no time for his own release. He reached up and grabbed Envy's balls giving them a light squeeze.

"Argh, fuck Edward. I can't-

Edward gave another light squeeze and the sin came hard. He filled his mouth full and he swallowed with no problem. Envy was shaking from the hot release. Damn… I'll go to any fucking dance as long as he does that every fucking time. I think my balls hurt… Edward should up and wiped off his smiling lips as Envy was unable to stand.

"You should get up in a minute. We'll be leaving," Edward said in a teasing tone.

"Oh my god… I don't think I can go. I'm willing now but my legs won't work…"

After ten minutes Envy managed to pull up his pants even though his body was not cooperating correctly. They headed down stairs after Edward brushed his teeth and they waited on the Fuhrer's car. Envy was in lala land still with a dreamy smile on his face making Edward laugh occasionally. Edward took his hand and placed a kiss upon it. They locked eyes for a few seconds and Envy felt so full of emotion but it was foreign to him.

"There they are now," Edward said as the car pulled up.

It was just Roy Mustang and Riza Hawkeye this time. They smiled at the men and the men climbed into the back seat.

"Are you two ready?" Hawkeye asked sounding excited.

"Of course. Today has been a pretty good day."

X

They arrived at the giant mansion and there were cars everywhere. A giant water fountain in front with people around it drinking and talking. Envy had his face pressed against the glass. He never actually been somewhere so big without trespassing so it was a sight to see.

They got out of the car and walked by the water fountain. Envy half expected to see fish or something kind of water life in there but the water was clear and sparkling in the fading sunlight. They walked up the building together when Edward took his hand and gave it a small affectionate squeeze. The doors were opened by the two men standing by it and they entered the place.

It was well lit with white and black tiled floor. The walls were made of some kind of marble and there were chandeliers hanging down. There were different kinds of statues all over the place with some type of white marble. Edward and Envy stood there stunned by the sight before them.

"Wow," the sin said.

"I know... It's so big and fancy," Edward said.

Mustang laughed at their reactions.

"Go on boys, go mingle."

Envy's purple eyes sparkled with excitement for the first time. He grabbed Edward's hand dragging him around to look at everything. He was excited seeing all the stuff there. Mustang made a face realizing that they weren't going to go talk to anyone. Riza tapped Roy on the shoulder getting his attention.

"Want to dance?"

"Of course."

The two of them rushed to the dance floor laughing with the others.

"Hey," Edward said pulling on Envy's arm, "Let's dance."

"Aren't you afraid people will see you dancing with a man? What would they think?" Envy said mocking him with a devious smile.

"I'll be too busy dancing with you to notice," Edward said pulling him against his body.

"Why do you say things like that?" Envy murmured hiding his face in Edward's shoulder.

Damn his hair smells so good.

"Because I mean it."

"Dumbass."

"I know I am."

They slow danced for a little while. Envy listened to Edward's breathing because it was so soothing. His blonde hair tickled the sin's face. Why in the hell did he feel something in his chest? If he was human it would be easy to figure out but he wasn't... yet. He pulled his face away slowly and looked up at Edward. He had his sun colored eyes closed but there was a sweet smile on his face that made him want to melt.

And punch him in the face again.

"Are you staring at me?" he whispered.

"Y-yea…"

"Is it ok like this?" Edward asked, "I would like to stay like this for a while."

I'm gonna die from his sweetness… I don't know if I can stand this much longer…

"It's fine. Why... of all the people in this country you chose me to be so nice to me? Huh Fullmetal?" Envy asked.

"Because you brought me back to life."

They stopped for a brief moment just to look at each other annnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddd the moment was ruined when Mustang slapped a hand on Edward's shoulder.

"Elric, I want a word with you."

I swear on this fucking planet if he does that ever again I'll punch him in the face.

"What- why?" Edward asked his face turning bright red.

"We need to speak business. Alone."

Envy literally hissed at him and Edward chuckled nervously.

"Ok, ok. I'll be right back Envy."

Mustang and Edward walked away. Envy almost felt lonely the moment Edward left their embrace. He walked off over to the side and decided to watch where they went. The walked down the hallway a ways and opened the door then disappeared inside.

Edward looked around the dark room as Mustang closed it and locked it. The Fuhrer walked over to one of the windows and looked out at the dark scenery outside of the mansion. Edward felt like something wasn't right but he followed him over anyways. The two of them stood there in silence without saying anything. Edward felt awkward being alone.

"Fullmetal I have a question."

Roy Mustang turned around and leaned against the wall.

"What would that be?"

"I have been watching and had you two followed. It seems like your relationship with Envy isn't strictly… research partners. Maybe I'm just seeing things… or are you into men now?"

His face turned white almost. Honestly, he hadn't tried his blooming affections for Envy. He wanted nothing more than to be around the sin until he became human. Even if Envy left him alone and left a big hole in his heart- he would be ok. He didn't want to admit his feelings for Envy to Mustang of all people but to Envy himself. He wanted the green haired homunculus even if it killed him.

"I… I don't know what to say to that."

Mustang inched closer to him and his heart pounded against his ribs cage.

"I do have another question… Edward."

Roy had him backed against the wall. His face barely inches from his.

"About what?" he whispered nervously.

"You know what Envy did… right? You haven't forgot have you?" he hissed into the ex-alchemist's face.

Edward felt the heat leave his body.

"I haven't forgot. That was years ago. You gave up on your revenge, haven't you?" Edward asked.

"I did… until I saw him all over you…" he whispered.

Envy shape shifted into a beautiful blonde woman and snuck down the hallway. Envy flattened himself against the door as well as he could before crouching down. He peered through the keyhole seeing Mustang almost on top of Edward. His anger flared up almost to the point of him wanting to break the fucking door down.

"Fullmetal… You don't have to go through such great lengths for an ungrateful asshole."

Envy was shaking now.

"He's not ungrateful!" Edward yelled, "You don't understand and don't talk like you-

Edward was cut off and Envy watched Mustang leaned in on him. Something inside of Envy snapped and he jerked on the door trying to open it. He let go shaking the door. He wanted to break those doors and kill Mustang. He wanted him dead on the floor. Envy took off down the hallway stomping shape shifting back to his favorite form. He was beyond furious now.

Edward slapped Mustang across the face.

"Don't ever touch me like that again. Just because you're the Fuhrer doesn't mean anything and you can't do that kind of thing to me or anyone else. We will finish by the end of the week and be out of here. Goodnight Fuhrer."

Edward looked all over the mansion trying to find Envy but no one had seen him since they had danced together and Mustang had interrupted. He couldn't find him at all making him feel even worse. He felt gross after Mustang kissed him. He went outside and looked around but he was nowhere. Edward sat down on the steps and put his face in his hands.

"Edward?"

The blonde looked up to see Riza.

"What's wrong?" she asked sitting beside of him.

"I can't find Envy."

"You really care about him, don't you?"

He nodded.

"Maybe he went back to the dorms. I'll give you a ride."

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The ride to the dorm seemed like it took forever for Edward. He felt like he wanted to cry. He just wanted to hold the green haired man in his arms. He had no clue why Mustang would even try something so malicious and cruel in the first place. He thanked Hawkeye and got out of the car as fast as he could.

He ran through the hallways and up the flight of stairs. Edward ran down their hallway and saw the door was already cracked open. He thrust the door open and it slammed against the wall. He didn't care if he woke anyone up. His eyes widened in shock and fear seeing Roy Mustang sitting on their bed in the middle of the torn up mess.

"Why are you here?" Edward snapped becoming angry.

"Isn't this what you want? You let me kiss you."

I felt like absolute shit with some family shit going on but I was put in a better mood thanks to your review egefried (its a wonderful, messed up love story lol) and the fact one of my other friends has read this too. I wanted to get this out yesterday but being an adult and all… I had to sleep for work since I work at night. So goodnight and I'll update again soon