Hey guys! Here is the next chapter of Ritsu will be mine! I'm sorry it took me so long to post it. I have been college hunting and it has taken forever. Also, I have started my new series (yes series lol) about Ritsu and Masamune life together! This will be a on-going story with many surprises, sex, family, and of course LOVE! Anyways, let's get into this story, shall we?

Disclaimer: I do not own Sekaiichi Hatsukoi AT ALL! The characters go to there rightful owners except Jake Johnson. The story below is also mine.

Chapter Eight: Masamune POV

As I kissed Ritsu long and hard, I thought about everything that happened in such a short time.

Ristu 's ex-fiance (who he dated 7 years) came back to be with him.

Jake found out about Ritsu cheating on him with me

Ritsu was a drinker, druggie, smoker, and had play around for a year

Ritsu then fell into depression and stopped eating and cutting himself

Ritsu tried to kil himself who knows how many times

Ritsu soon became better with the help of Jake... and fell in love...

Jake told me he let Ritsu fuck him... something I honestly don't know how I feel about..

Jake was right about me not knowing many things about Ritsu...

Jake told me he would take Ritsu away

Ritsu always thought of me even when dating Jake

Ritsu confessed finally

Ritsu chooses me

Ritsu wants to be with me... only me

I pulled away from Ritsu and looked into his eyes. He stared right back me with lust. The lust slowly changed into confusion as I kept staring.

"Masamune, are you okay?" I shook my head and sat up. Ritsu slowly sat up and crossed his legs. He put his hands into his lap and look at me.

"Ritsu... can I see your arm?" I asked while looking down. I am scared he will get mad and leave. I thought about this last night before falling asleep. I want to be with Ritsu and I swear to God I will do things right this time. He won't be hurt like that again and I will never end this relationship. I still love him no matter what. However, we need to talk about this. I need to hear his side. I looked up slowly and saw Ritsu with his head down.

"He told you, didn't he?" Ritsu looked up at me and there was sadness in his eyes now. I nodded my head slowly. Ritsu sighed heavily and shook his head. "Did he come to you or did you go to him?"

"He came to me after I sent you a text. He knew who I really was and he kinda just invited himself in. He wanted to know why we were together and what I meant in my text. He put two and two together and found out we had been having sex. I will admit I got mad after awhile because he was being a dick so I used things against him I shouldn't have. He ended getting really mad and said something like 'do you know what I had to do to fix him?' So I asked him to tell me because I knew you never would. He then said he was gonna fight for you and left."

"Masamune... I'm so sorry about that. Jake doesn't like anyone who fucks with me and in all honesty, he hates you more than anything in this world. He blames you for everything that happened. Last night, I was too shocked to tell him everything that has been happening and all I could think about was if you were ok. I was gonna come over here after he fell asleep but I fell asleep first. That's probably when Jake saw the message and came over. I am so sorry." Ritsu started to cry and covered his eyes. I reached over and uncovered his eyes. He wouldn't look up until I touched his cheek and kissed his tears away.

"Ritsu please tell your side. I heard his but I need to know what the fuck you were thinking. Why you do things like that? I know I did drink, smoke and play around also but I was in college and twenty. You were only sixteen, how did you even know where to get it or how to use it? Also, you cut yourself and starved yourself. How many times did you try to kill yourself?" Ritsu took a deep breath and started talking with his head bowed.

"I really don't want to talk about this but I don't want there to be secrets between us and I want us to be able to talk to each other. When I was getting off the plane in England, I ran into some people who were some drug dealers and pimps. You have to understand I made myself look completely different. I didn't want to look like a good little rich kid. I dyed my hair into a ash looking color. I bought a whole new look. I looked like a kid you didn't want to fuck with. You remember what Jake was wearing?" Ritsu looked back up. I nodded my head with a soft yes.

"I wore stuff like that. The leather jacket he was wearing was mine. Anyways, one of those people came up to me and offered me cocanie. My family gave a million to last for the year so I had the money. Most of it was on a card but I had about five hundred in my pocket. The guy told me his name was Axle and that the drugs could take me a whole another world. I brought it because I wanted to go to a place with no pain. I also bought whiskey and some random girl who was with them saw me. She started to flirt with me and I felt weird because that has never happened. Well, I ended up taking her to my parents house which became my new home. Her name was Rosemary. I later found out that she 'worked' for them. Anyways, she showed me how to do the cocanie. We were high off our asses and drank all the whiskey. We started making out and next thing I knew I woke up in my bed with her. I forgot everything that happened but the feeling of drug and drink. I loved that feeling." I sucked in my breath. Ritsu looked back down and shook his head. Does he regret doing what he did? Also, I want to kill whoever this fucking Rosemary bitch is! How dare she seduce my love!

"When she woke up, she started smoking and offered me one. Next thing I knew, I was living off all of that shit. I smoked a pack a day, drank some much my body became used to it and snorted cocain until I passed out. I sex with Rosemary many times and also just random girls who I ran into. I did it every chance I got. The one time I wasn't high or drunk or had some random girl on my dick, I went to the gas station and there was Jake. A cop was pointing a gun at him and Jake looked beat up. He had things inside his bag and I knew that he tried to steal something. When I got closer, I saw how big his clothes were and how old they looked. I stepped in and paid for everything. When we were standing outside, he told me thank you and I started asking him questions. He told me he didn't want pity and ran. He didn't know though that I saw him going though a window of this old building right next to my house. So I followed him, he told his story and I felt bad for him. I used to think I let him stay with me and bought him all things out of the kindness of heart. However, I know why I really did it now. I did it because he reminded me of you. I couldn't help you or save you from everything that was hurting you. So, I tried to fix that mistake with Jake. We become best friends and it seemed like we were happy but I started to get worse with each passing day." Ritsu looked so far away. I could feel the sadness take over my body again.

"The day Jake found out everything, I remember I was only thinking about how I was out and that if I didn't get it soon, you would pop back into my mind. I left and went to see Axle. I brought everything I wanted and met a friend of Rosemary's. She looked a lot like you. She had black hair and your eyes only a little darker. She was also a very big pervert. Her name was Poppy. I wanted her and she gave in without any second thoughts. She took me upstairs to her room. She was a 'worker' for them also. We had sex and then again and then Rosemary came up and joined us and we all had sex." I looked at him with shock. Ritsu had a three way!? What the fuck!?

There is another chapter! Sorry but this was getting a little too long for my liking. If you want to read, just hit next lol!