Part 10

Aizawa touched his forehead to hers then closing his eyes. He takes his breath heavily. He feels hot, is he sick? No, he doesn't think he is sick. He was fine until a moment ago. He didn't think their dinner have problems. It's impossible a ryokan this famous poisoning their own guests. The most suspicious is Fujikawa's champagne, but he's not a kind of man who hurts others. If it's the champagne, Megumi might feel the same too.

Now he has this urge to bed her badly. What the hell with him now? He clenched his fists tightly, a little bit afar from either sides of her body. He didn't dare to touch her. He wouldn't know what will happen if he touch her body directly now, their yukata were too thin. He can't act harshly too or she will run away from him.

His breath labored, he needs to touch her. He pecked her left cheek then continue his lingering kiss to her ear, bite the tip a bit, she startled and grabbed his arms. As he moved down to her neck, her hand moved to his shoulders. He breathed in her neck and feels her carotid artery beating faster pumping her blood. He kissed her neck open mouthed, sucked at her skin.

"Kousaku," She moaned in his ear, panting heavily. Open surge of pleasure dawned at her when he sucked at her neck. She can feel his hardness nudge her leg, that's increasing her body temperature again. The urge to touch his skin, panting her breath, the urge to want him buried deep inside of her, her messy mind keep urging her to raise her hips, but his lower body pinning hers to bed hold her still.

"Tell me to stop and I will stop," she heard him told her, what? No! He's still sucking her neck waiting for her answer, but she didn't say anything. He stopped and opened his eyes to look up at her. She looked back at him, her face flushed and still out of breath.

Shiraishi's body feels hot. She craved for his touch. "Don't stop." She said it breathlessly, her hands cupping his cheeks, pulling his head down. She kissed his lips awkwardly, then she kisses his nose, eyes, and his furrowed eyebrows and moved down to kiss his chin and last but not least she bites his neck then sucked at her bites mark trying to imitate him.

He groaned then gave her long passionate kiss, she meets his tongue, sucked at each other, whimpering at his mouth then he holds her hands with his hand above her head, his other untie her obi. He broke their kiss to concentrate unwrapped her body. He looked at her naked body startled.

"I was nervous and just take the yukata to the open bath." She hides her face in his shoulder, embarrassed. He chuckled at her then tensed when he felt her free hand slipped inside his yukata touched his chest. He grabbed her wrist to stop her, he refrained himself to do this slowly.

She looked at him confused then moved her interest to his obi struggled at the knot, looked at her trembling hands, He decided to help her. She hastily shoved open his yukata over his shoulders to add more contacts to his skin. She gasped at his nakedness and his hardness jutting at her near her opening. She moved her eyes elsewhere. He cupping her chin and directing her face back at him.

"I was nervous too." He whispered to her ear, she's blushing furiously. He smirked at her then shrugged off his own yukata. His jaw clenched when her hands exploring his body timidly, touching his chest lightly pressing at his nipples then moved down to his stomach spreading her palm on his toned abs and up again to his firm back pulling him to her body. She gasped when he positioned himself between her legs and leaning over her body completely. She raised her thigh to his hip rubbing her legs at him and successfully rise her hips and grinding her pubic to his hardness, he groaned loudly at her neck.

He carefully holds his body with his arms not to crush her. Her body still hot and moved restlessly below him. He moved his hand down to touch her already wet folds slowly, opening her with his fingers. Her wetness eased his finger deep inside, pulling out and added more fingers to massage her inner muscles slowly in and out until her wetness drenched his fingers. She moaned at his chest, biting his skin and writhe uncontrollable.

"Kousaku." Her heart beat faster and her breath quicken. She moved her lower body continuously to meet his fingers and seek her pleasure. He takes out his drenched hand then reached her breasts, smearing her wetness to her nipples. He sucked hard at her glistening nipples and licked clean her areolas, her fingers scratching deep at his back, "Kousaku. Please." She begs him, panting heavily in his neck.

He pushes her right leg up widening her opening folds then thrust his hardness slowly, penetrating her tight inner muscles, stretching it, he gritted his teeth. He stilled himself when reached her hymen. "Kousaku," he looked at her glistening eyes. He couldn't contain his urge anymore; he pulled out his hardness until his tip then thrust hard into her to the hilt, filling her completely. She's screaming on his shoulder, sobbing faintly.

He kisses her eyes and gives her lingering kiss to where her tear stains, kissing her lips softly and touching their noses calming her. She let out her contented sigh, looked at him lovingly then he start to move out slowly. She gripped at his shoulders, her hips rocking into him, rubbing her clitoris to his pubic then gasped at the sensation. His eyes never leave her face when he moved in and out inside her, thrusting deep inside of her. He quickened his rhythm when he saw her budding pleasure. His hand reached her clitoris rubbing it hard then feels her inner muscles tightened, squeezing him. She moaned with pleasure, arched her back. He groaned, continued to thrust harder into her. He changed his thrusts angles in search of his own relief. She reached her climax again moaning softly squeezing him more then he reached his climax too, spilling all his seeds inside her.

She can feel warm sensation in her womb then his heavy body landed on top of her, crushing her into the bed. She gripped his back, his labored breath on her neck matching hers for a moment then slowed. She feels content and happy. He starts to rise but she tightening her grip and locking her ankle behind his leg, keep him still. She doesn't want to lose his warm body so soon.

"I am not going anywhere," he whispered then kissed her cheek softly. She looked at his eyes then loosened her grip. He smirked at her then in fast motion turning over their body, his back landed on the bed and she sprawled on top of him straddling his hips. She embarrassed at their bold position then pushed his chest, gasped as his hardness thrusting deeper inside her. She start to move up to free herself but his hand gripped her waist pulled her back down, she moaned loudly at the pleasure then covered her flushed face. He looked at her amused then pulling down her nape, leaning her hot body to him, rubbing her back soothingly. "How is your body?" he asked her softly.

She looked at his worried face then smoothen the wrinkles in his forehead, "hurt a little at first, I am alright now." She smiled at him reassuringly.

He mesmerized at her beautiful smile then cupped her face and kissed her open mouthed, she opened her mouth, their tongues entwined together. They engaged in hot searing kiss before her hips start to move again seeking more relief from his hardness inside her, clenched him from inside, he groaned with pleasure and rocking up his hips into her, gaining more leverage.

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The sound of chirping birds awakened her, she blinking her eyes. Her head hurt a little, she uses her hand to rub her forehead to ease her pain. She remembered last night, her body feels hot suddenly. Is this a dangerous disease? She shakes her head, maybe just her immune down a little, she is too tired, stressed and soaked in onsen too long, but Kousaku's body feels hot too. Kousaku, she repeated his name in her mind, his name calming her messy mind. She recalled what they did last night. She lost count of how many times they had make love, she feels hot again. She cupped her blushing hot cheeks embarrassed. She shocked at her own wanton behavior.

She heard his groaning pain behind her. She turns her body and looked at Kousaku, his hands clutching his head. She touches his shoulder lightly startled at his still hot body then start to check him. "You have a fever. Did you have a headache too? Wait a minute I have aspirin in my bag." She told him worriedly then hurriedly gets out from the bed. She just moves a step when she feels her legs wobbled and her surrounding spinning in front of her. She collapses on the floor.

He wake up with severe headache as if someone pounding at his head then he felt cold hands touching his hot body soothingly and heard Megumi's voice. He opened his eyes looking at her side of bed, she's not there. "Megumi?" he called her.

"On the floor." She answered him softly.

He sits for a moment, clutching his head. He grabs his yukata on the floor then tried to stand, tightening his jaw to suppress his headache. He ties the obi carelessly then walks toward Megumi. She scrunched on her legs still naked, her head bend between her knees, and her hands clutched her head. He sat beside her, "Tell me where is hurt?" he looked at her worriedly.

"My head, I feels dizzy, I have aspirin in red first aid kit, inside my duffle bag." She told him specified.

He stands slowly and walks carefully toward her bag, rummaging inside her bag dizzily. He saw the red bag then blinked at the transparent black fabric on top of it. He thought it was a kind of bag cover, his mouth gaped when realized what is it really was. He carefully take the first aid kit bag out and not to touch the fabric. He moves toward the table pouring water to a clean glass carrying it carefully to her side. "Can you move?" he leans her body at the side of bed and helps her drinks the aspirin. She looked at him worried.

"You looks worse than me, hurry take the aspirin." She told him.

"Later," he carried her to the bed and wrapped the blanket around her body, "sleep," he told her sternly then turned. He takes her glass and aspirin then walks back to the table, pouring her glass with water then drink the aspirin. He sighs heavily then lying on the floor to ease his headache.

"Are you okay?" She asked him still worried.

"Ah, I swear there is something in the champagne." He told her a little annoyed.

"I don't think it's the champagne." She told him dubiously.

"You drank a glass then feel hot not long after that and feel dizzy in the morning. I drank two glasses, how do you think I feel?" He told her harshly. No more voice on the bed, she didn't say anything.

Knocking sound on the door interrupting them. She hurriedly buried herself inside the blankets. The nakai asking them about the breakfast, he decided to have it in their room. He walks to their bed and sits beside her, pulling down her blankets, cupping her face, "I am sorry, are you alright?" He asked her worried.

"I'm better," reassuring him. "Are you?" Her hand reached his hair, sweeping it from his forehead then raising her body kissing both of his temples.

"Ah," His hands grabbing her waists, pulling her closer, kissing her lips tenderly then moved his lips to her left ear, whispering, "will you have your breakfast first or take a bath with me?"

She blushed furiously then seeking his lips again, "a bath with you," she answered in his lips playfully. She's shrieking when he carried her bridal style to their open air bath.

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After late breakfast Aizawa Kousaku and Shiraishi Megumi can have their sleep properly. She is still in her deep sleep on her side, resting her head on his chest, snuggling tightly while he already wake up, laying lazily on his back contented and rubbing her back tenderly.

He recalled what happened to them last night. He's sure there's something mixed in the champagne causing them to act wild. They had make love all night as if being drugged... his thought trailed off. He cursed under his breath, he know what is it. is this Hiyama's other plans again? He's so stupid falling into her plan three times in a row. He was fortunate Megumi already accepted him and have mutual feeling toward him, if not he will regret it all his life.

He smirked; Megumi isn't as dense as he thought. He just curious how long she had a feeling for him, he looked at her sleeping state, so contented near him, it's calming him. He would be happy to see her face every time she woke up, her body growing big with his child inside her... his smiled face dropping and his body tensed.

He never used any protection last night. She could be carrying his child right now, their child. It's not that as if he doesn't want a child from her, but he doesn't think this is the right time. She is so proud of her work and has a big passion to reach her dream with lifesaving; even she was supporting him to go to Toronto to reach his own dream. He wouldn't dare to rob her, from her own dream.

He remembered what happened to his own mother. His smart ambitious mother ended her own life because of her depression having him, in her peak of career. His existence killed her life and dream. His face darkened. No, Megumi isn't his mother, she would never take her own life, but he's sure as hell she would stop her duty as flight doctor as soon as she knows she's with child. He's afraid if in the future she would over thinking everything again, losing her dream, regretting their closeness, rejecting him, rejecting their child...

"Didn't I tell you not to furrow your eyebrows often? Will you tell me what are you thinking?" She touched her fingers to his eyebrows smoothing it.

He looked at her startled. She's always known what is in his mind. He should change the topic. He smiled at her, "ah, you finally wake up. I am hungry, want to have lunch?"

She observed him silently. She already awake when she feels his body tensed. He's in deep thought, his eyebrows furrowed, his face darkened again and he tried to evade any questions from her. "What are you hiding from me?" She asked him patiently then she can hear her stomach grumbling, her face flushed.

"Lunch it is." He smirked at her.

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They wasted their afternoon touring Shuzenji areas walking hand in hand, eating ramen, tasting various foods, taking photos and enjoying the beautiful view. Shuzenji's area has such picturesque places with traditional culture that still remain long-lasting.

He smiled at her happy face, pointing somewhere she like, talking nonsense things that really out of her character in lifesaving. "Kousaku let's try that public hot spring foot bath, it's seem refreshing!" He complied her, carefully seated her on the pile of rocks then sit beside her.

She soaked her legs in hot spring water, wringing her toes happily, hissing with pleasure, "ah, this is really pleasurable, my fatigue will go instantly."

"Is your body still sore?" He asked her worriedly. She just sleeps for few hours this morning. He feels guilty at her.

"What a handsome couple, are you in your honeymoon?" An older lady asked them from across. Megumi's blushing furiously.

"Why are you asking them like that? Looks at her, you make her embarrassed." An older man looks like her husband beside her warned her playfully then laughed, "Young man you catch a really beautiful wife." He told Kousaku proudly.

"You makes her face reddened." The old lady's slapping her husband's hand. "It's alright dear, many young couple coming to this place for their honeymoon. Hope you can have a handsome child sooner." She told Megumi reassured.

Megumi's mouth gaped, loss of words then smiled at the older lady. Not long, her eyes widened, what the old lady said dawned to her when she remembered their love making last night, they were too engrossed at it that they didn't realize not using any protection at all. She could be pregnant. The thought of her carrying Kousaku's child warmed her heart, her hand unconsciously reaching her stomach protectively.

She sensed Kousaku's body tensed beside her, she tensed too. Is this what he was thinking before? Did he regret it? She glanced at him trying to read his facial expressions, he bend his head a little, but she can see his furrowed eyebrows, he looked at the water blankly, he must be thinking about it and doesn't look happy at all. Does he not want their child? Her face paled, if she really pregnant he would marry her instantly to take his responsibility. He would be trapped with her for the rest of his life. She doesn't want to force him into marriage.

"Megumi, do you want to go back? You look pale. You should take a little rest before dinner." He asked her worriedly.

She looked at his worried face, he's really care to her. It's too early to know, maybe she's not pregnant at all and he's just thinking about other matters. She doesn't need to worry and try to think positive. She smiled at him, "I think it's a good idea."

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"Tonight's dinner is really good and tasty!" She told him happily, they walked back hand in hand to their room.

He opened their room's door for her. She smiled thankfully at him then walks in first. She looked at the table, "uh, where is Fujikawa's champagne? I didn't see it again." She looked at him questionly.

"I disposed it in the toilet. It's too dangerous if someone drink it accidentally." He told her seriously.

She looked at him amused, "are you still thinking there was something mixed in it? It's just champagne, even though I'm bit suspicious when he gave it to me to make us drunk, I don't think we was drunk last night. Maybe, we catch the disease somewhere before we came here, don't think too serious" she told him.

He looked like he wants to say something then hold it back, "forget it, let's get to sleep." He walks to the bed ignoring her.

She followed him to bed. He already sprawled on the bed, his hand covering his eyes. She lies on her side of bed, looking at the ceiling, looked at his covered eyes then let out a sigh. She's not sleepy at all.

"Kousaku." She called him, she's sure he's not sleeping yet but he's not answering her. She encourages herself to move closer to him. She snuggled at his body and kissed him on the lips seductively then his body tensed.

He shoved her body then told her harshly, "What are you doing?"

She looked at him startled, "I... I am sorry, I am just not sleepy yet, I thought you too, I thought we can..." she looked at him embarrassed. "Forget it, good night." She moved back a little bit far from him then lying on her side, her back at him. She buried herself inside the blankets.

She can hear his heavy sigh, the bed behind her dipped, she closed her eyes. His arm sneaked at her waist pulling her closer toward his front, he hugged her from behind. He kissed her shoulder tenderly, and then told her, "I am sorry. I didn't mean to reject you. I just want you to rest. Last night you wasn't sleep at all and I made a mistake bedded you without any protection. Tonight, I don't want to make another mistake, added more risk impregnating you." She feels her heart freeze then shattering, she holds her tears.

"Megumi?" She heard him, but she keeps her silent.

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A/n: Sorry about the smut part it's a bit meh and too rushed (I am fail at typing this kind of scene). Back to the story, how about it? Is this too sad? Aizawa's doing a bad move, they should solve their problem sooner. Should I give another twist? I am still thinking next scenes in my mind. I hope you like this long chapter (it's the longest so far). Thank you so much for your supporting comments! ^^