Chapter 10
Hello so um, I'M SORRY? Yeah that isn't enough huh yeah okay so I already made 2 or 3 more chapters after this to post the next day as a compensation for those months I was gone, school was a pain in the butt and stress has been by my side ever since December so I hope you guys like these chapters to come. ~Serena :))
Kaitlyn POV
Ms. Lancaster and I were slowly walking to Hazel Grace's hospital room, and yet I couldn't help the fear of going there that was slowly creeping up to me...I look at Hazel's mom,
"Kaitlyn" I heard her whisper, I turn to her as we walk the halls occasionally passing other nurses doctors and patients and their families, and we were one of them... I ignore the gut wrenching feeling in my stomach and just focus on the conversation we were having even though I've been ignoring it,
"What is it Ms. Lancaster?" I asked stopping my steps making her stop and turn around as well.
"I never really did say thank you to you Kate; for being with her, even if she was trying to ignore everyone and everything, I just thank you, you've never even tried to give up, on her, on you, on yourselves." and with what she says I couldn't help but smile,
"I got it from Hazel's stubbornness" I reply back, she gave a small smile back as a reply to my comment, I sigh and direct my head to the hall again meaning to start walking again to our destination,
She nods at me and we continue our walk in silence, as we pass a few more rooms and turn a few corners and we finally reach her room; I can feel my heart pounding in my ears,, it was too fast for my taste...
I breathe in a large gulp of air and bravely walk in the door, and I knew inside me I wanted to cry right there on the spot of what I see before my eyes, Hazel, my best friend and my only friend that I would gladly give everything I'm doing for just to see her truly smile right before my eyes, was at her weakest once again ever since she was 13, and I can't stand it.
I walk in slowly not even noticing the door being closed silently, I walk closer and make my way to the chair just beside Hazel's side of the bed I knew I was too distracted to even ask Hazel's mother to sit with me at her side
I reach out my hand slowly and grasp her IV filled hand and grasp it gently, heaving in a deep breathe I raise it to my head and cover my head, specifically my lips to stop those whimpers coming out of them,
I look up and see that Mrs. Lancaster wasn't with me at all, even though I looked around the room she wasn't there, well I have a few minutes left, I smile and I knew that I can't stop the tears that we're about to fall from my face
"H-hazel" I said in a shaky breath, "It's so nice to see you again darling." I gulp in air "so far darling I, we, all of us just don't even know what to do, right now please don't go away, don't leave us, me, your parents..." I say tearful,
"Gus, especially Augustus darling, he loves you too much to let go of you, he's in deeper than you think, he's fighting, and always will be as long as you're there please, Hazel please don't let go not right now, I don't want to lose my friend, my best friend..."
I sob no, I was in hysterics when I finally said that, and I couldn't help these tears on my face, my hand tightens around her limp IV filled one and close my tear filled eyes making my water filled ones let go of more tears,
I use my ears as a substitute for my eyes being closed, I only hear her machines beeping...
'beep'...'beep'...'beep'...'beep'
"Hazel" I whisper and open my eyes, no, this isn't happening, "Hazel" I screamed at her weakening form, Mrs. Lancaster came in, "Kate what's wrong- no Hazel no, doctor, nurse help us please we're losing her!" she screamed, fear evident in her voice eyes and form she looks at me
"go get them hurry, I'll stay here Kate, go hurry, she might...she may not make this time." she sobs, and couldn't help it and cried with her and hugged her and nodded my head, which was situated at her neck and turned around and ran as fast as I could to the boys, because I can't waste another second, because...
We may finally lose her, and there may be no more chance on getting her back at all.
So the next chapter will be up next in a few days still I'm deciding of the ending so thank you. ~Serena '_'