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Chapter 10: Mental Break

Things between Roxas and Riku calmed, same goes between Riku and Sora. Riku has been quiet since the kiss with Cloud. Sora had been feeling guilty with what he did with Cloud, he wanted Roxas to be his first but the pain Sora felt and the fact Cloud was comforting more than the others made some desire pop up between them. Sora and Cloud swore never to do it again and so it has been the last couple weeks. Roxas and Sora are sitting in 7th hour waiting for the bell to ring.

"Come on...come one...ring." Sora leaned next to his boyfriend and whispered in his ear.

"Roxas...I have a birthday gift for you at your house." Roxas loved gifts, he didn't know what it was but he wanted it.

"5...4...3...2...1..." The bell started ringing. "YES!" Roxas grabbed Sora by the hand and ran down the hall outside and got in the car taking off. Roxas drove home and noticed his mom wasn't home.

"I wonder where she is..." Roxas saw a note on the fridge.

Roxas I figured you would want to be with your boyfriend tonight...and don't get embarassed, I knew all about him from your diary. So enjoy you birthday son.

love mom

"She read my diary!" Sora came up behind his boyfriend. "How are you the dominant one in this relationship?" Roxas grabbed Sora and pinned him to the fridge kissing him.

"Oh...that's why...listen babe I got your gift in your room so give me five minutes to fix it up and knock on your door to make sure you can come in."

"How could I not find the gift in my room." Sora smiled. "You may have seen it but let me get it ready."

Sora walked up to the bedroom and got ready for Roxas.

(Five minutes later)

Roxas walked up to the room and knocked on the door. "Come in babe." Roxas opened the door and smiled. Sora was laying on the bed naked with a bow in his hair.

"Happy birthday Roxie." Roxas walked over to his boyfriend and climbed into the bed kissing his boyfriend while taking his bow off. "This is the greatest gift you can give me Sora." Sora leaned up and kissed Roxas. "Why is that babe?" Roxas kissed him again pinning him to the bed and started taking his shirt off.

"Cuz I get to take your virginity and that means alot to me." Sora's smile lowered slightly but kissed Roxas so he wouldn't notice. Sora helped Roxas get out of his pants, giving him a kiss before going over to the dresser.

"So-ra watcha doing baby?" Sora turned around with oil and a pair of cuffs. "I think I have been a bad boy Roxas you better cuff me down." Sora gave a not so inocent smile and walked over to Roxas and kissed him again. Sora handed over the cuffs and oil. Roxas gave him a quick kiss and put his hands behind the bed post and cuffed his hands. Sora gave a smile.

"Come on baby...I am ready for this."

"Ok..." Roxas put oil on his hard dick and on his first three fingers.

"Ok Sora, I am gonna kinda stretch ya." Roxas inserted one finger and let Sora get the fell before he inserted another and his third finger.

Hmm.mmmm...mmm" Roxas smiled at his moaning.

"Ok babe I am gonna stick my dick in kay...so tell me if you want me to stop, it will hurt but it will go away."

Sora nodded getting impatient. Roxas pushed his dick in slowly letting Sora get used to it.

"Ahhh...Roxas..." Roxas smiled again. Roxas began to thrust harder into Sora.

"Oh FUCK...YES harder...faster.." Roxas gave a hard thrust into him. "YESSS...ohhhhhhh..ohhh."

Roxas was still moving at a slow pace and Sora looked up in between his moaning.

"I am not a porcelain doll...you can fuck me harder." Roxas was shocked but happy at the same time. Roxas thrusted harder and faster to hear Sora moan.

"Hmmmmmm.mmmmmm...ohhhh...yes...yes...Roxas..." Roxas was smiling at this and he could tell Sora was about to cum .

"Oh my god...Sora...I'm gonna cum baby." SOra was too busy moaning to anwser him.

"ROXAS!...ohhhhhhh." Sora came when Roxas thrusted one final rime and collapsed on Sora.

"Sora...I love you." Roxas kissed him and grabbed the keys to the cuffs unlocking Sora. Sora wrapped his hands around Roxas and kissed him. "Happy birthday Roxas...I love you." Sora held Roxas as they fell asleep in eachothers arms.

( Sora awoke on a beautiful island under the moons gaze. Sora looked around and saw palm tree's and the ocean that looked silver from the moon.

"Roxas?" A figure dropped from the tree.

"Why do you always ask that? I would think you know your only with me here."

"Oh...Shuyin...didn't recognize you with the black leather." Shuyin smiled.

"Well...that's how your feeling which is also why I am still here."

"What...no I'm not sad...I have Roxas he makes me happy."

"Happier but the misery from your mother, Herks death, your guilt and your love for Riku erase his effect on you"
Sora looked down to the ground.

"Not to mention that your lying to yourself makes it even worse." Sora look at Shuyin.

"Then why is this place beautiful?" Shuyin smiled and sat in the sand waving Sora to sit by him. Sora couldn't resist the cat like look in his eyes so he sat by him.

"The reason is because of Roxas, your friends and your hope for Riku to change that make this place beautiful but as long as I am here you are losing your mind...every day I remain you lose yourself and I take over becoming less like me and more dark and cold hearted...when that happens you become dark and cold hearted."

"No...it won't happen I can handle it...Roxas will make it better." Shuyin looked into the sky seeing the dream begin to fade.

"The dream is fading but remeber what I said...everyday the pain groes and I grow darker effecting your mind and judgement." Sora nodded.

"What if I want to talk to you and I can't come to this place when I dream?"

"CLose your eyes and say Lunar Island and when you fall asleep you will wake up here...good bye Sora." Shuyin blew a kiss and Sora woke up.)

"Mmmmmmmmmm." Sora was still holding Roxas when he woke up to a bunch of flashes and giggles. Roxas woke up to the flashing and Sora making them fall on the ground when he freaked.

"MOM! What are you doing.?"

"Just getting of pictures of you two when you guys lost your virginity!"

"Oh my god mom...that is so weird and your gonna make Sora embaressed to come here."

"I'm fine Roxas just shocked." Roxas smiled kissing himwhich got another flash of the camera.

"Get dressed you two...school is in an hour." The two moaned and got ready. Withing 30 minutes the two were done showering a cuz they got a little excited in the shower despite the pain from Sora's ass from the previous night. The next 15 minutes they were dressed and ready and said good bye and the two drove to school

The two walked into school meeting up with their friends.

"Yuna, Lenne, Tidus, Wakka and Cloud what's up guys?"

"Were fine but while you and Roxas were...celebrating his birthday...Yuna and Tidus are going out." Sora frowned at this news but quickly made a fake smile.

"Great...(Fucking bitch)...great I am happy for you two...(you stole him Yuna you slutty whore, always was the least favorite friend)...hope you two will be happy." Roxas squeezed Sora's hand knowing he must be pissed. Selphie and Axel came walking up to them.

"Hey guys." They all looked at them. "Hey Selphie...Sora I have known you my whole life so I know when you fake being happy, what's wrong?"

"Nothing...nothing at all..." Sora was walking past them when Tidus grabbed him. "Cut the shit Sora...I know you.
what's wrong?" Sora slapped Tidus.

"You knew I was in love with you for the longest time and you date her." Sora pointed to Yuna.

"Sora you know I'm not gay...I could-" Sora slapped him again "Bullshit...Cloud told me...he told me your bi." Tidus stood there speechless.

"I'm sorry Sora..." Sora rolled his eyes. "I'm sure." Tidus lowered his head.

"Sora...babe...you have to forgive him." Sora looked angry but sad at the same time. Cloud decided to step in and talk.

"Yea...also remeber he won't date you so if you two broke up it wouldn't hurt you friendship." Sora looked over at Cloud.

"I guess your right...Tidus, Yuna I'm sorry...especially you Yuna...I shouldn't have called you a bitch and whore." Yuna's eyes widened. Roxas smiled.

"Uhh...babe you didn't call her a bitch or whore." Sora's eyes widened. "Ooops." Tidus shook his head.

(Time skip a month later)

Things between Riku and Sora fired back up and the hate continues on. Everyone was getting tired of it especially Roxas, Tidus and Cloud, those three had to do alot of stuff for him. Sora kept talking with Shuyin and getting close to him. With in the month time Sora could here him talk to him even when he was awake and Sora could talk back. Right now Tidus and Cloud were talking together down on the beach.

"This is really getting tireing...Sora makes us do alot of shit and Cloud you always look wore out after he calls you over to his house."

"Yea even after we swore we wouldn't sleep with eachother again he still want's to fuck...oh shit..." TIdus's eyes widened.

"You and Sora slept together behind Roxas back."

"It...was only ment to be one time ...-" Tidus punched him. "Fuck you...I am telling Roxas."

"No you can't he will break up with Sora."

"Yea and Sora doesn't deserve Roxas." Tidus walked off and got into his ar driving off. Cloud layed there holding his cheek. "Shit."

Tidus went over to Roxas's house knowing Sora was out with Lenee and Yuna at the mall. Tidus knocked on the door and waited for Roxas.

"Tidus what are you doing here?"

"It's about Sora." Roxas immediately panicked.

"What is wrong? Is he ok?"

"He's fine except that he has been cheating on you with Cloud."

"He wouldn't do that."

"Cloud told me himself, it was on accident but he still told me."

"Why would he-"

"He has been fucking him...he lost his virginity to Cloud not you." Roxas fell down on the door step and leaned against the frame.

"No...no...he was so perfect...I thought we were ment to be..."

"I'm sorry Roxas..." While the two sat there Lenne, Yuna and Sora came up to thm.

"Hey...baby were back from the mall..." Sora noticed Roxas was crying. "Babe...what's wrong?" Roxas stood up.

"You are...your what's wrong." Sora looked confused.

"Roxas what did I do?" Roxas shook his head.

"You let Cloud fuck you...you...lost your virginity to him...you have cheated on me...I hate you...were through."

"No...no please no...Roxas I need you...your the only thing happy in my life right now besides my friends like Tidus."

"Sora are you serious...you think I will be your friend after what you did to Roxas."

"No...please no." Roxas just shook his head and went inside closing the door. Tidus walked off with Yuna. Lenne walked over to Sora and put her arm around him.

"Hun...we can fix this...you screwed up but we can fix it." The two friends parted and Sora went home and went past his parents into his seperate section of the house that was added on with money they made with his mothers book.

"Shuyin...I need you." Sora layed on the bed crying.

"Well...what is it Sora?"

"Shuyin but how?"

"You said you needed me and here I am but only you can see or here me...cuz I am techniclly you."

"Roxas broke up with me and Tidus dumped me as a friend...I have nothing to live for..."

"Not true...let me help you...with my help we can get them back."

"I thought that was dangerous...you said you might efect my mind in a bad way."

"Yea but this will be good...trust me..." Shuyin gave him a smile he couldn't resist.

"Ok...what is your idea?"

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