Sorry about the late update life got in the way but no I'm not giving up on this fic :) I have a lot of ideas for where I want it to go hope you guys like the update and I'll try my best to update sooner..
Sophie's pov
I decided to ride around for awhile to cool down before I went home. Can't really seem to shake this anger after my counseling session. I'm stoped at a red light and I notice its starting to get dark. Man how long have I been ridding for,I reach into my pocket and see I have a couple of missed calls and messages from sian and one from Rosie. I shake my head at my phone not wanting to deal with them right now but it is 7:45 so maybe I should head home. A car pulls up next to me as I put my phone back in my pocket. Animal?! I hear the person in the car yell out. I look over and recognize him instantly. Ah I thought it was you ! Why you been such a stranger you forget where you came from?, he laughed out as he held his fist out for me. Nah just been busy you know how it is, I said casually bumping his I saw the video of your fight last night nice work, he said with a smirk. Nah we were just settling something don't get it twisted. Hmm to bad cause Charlies been asking about you. Hey im out that's that, I said firmly. Alright alright that's what I told him. Well hey I'm throwing a party tonight swing by you know my party's are never dull, he said changing the subject quickly. bring Ben along And I guess the scrap dog can come too seeing as he's always with y'all, he said with a toothy grin. alright see ya mac , I said as the light turned green and we went our separate ways I feel myself get angrier as I replayed his comment. scrap dog is what he calls Ryan because he's not from our side of town but he would always hang there because me and Ben used to live their. Ryan wasn't like us we grew up fighting on the street same as mac. Ryan kinda just fell into it and wasn't doing so well till me and Ben stepped in. Mac hated that to say the least. Mac way of thinking is if you can't take it then don't step into it. Which is true but i don't me and Ben felt bad for him so we helped him get better. Twenty minutes and I'm now pulling into the driveway. I notice Jason's squad car is out front hopefully he's just stopping by and not looking for me. Rosie does have a tendency to overreact. I thought as I pulled my helmet off and started walking to the door.
General pov
Jason I'm serious if she's not here in 10 minutes we're going to go looking for her! Rosie yelled out to the living room as she finishes cooking the pasta. Babe relax I'm sure she'll be here any minute, Jason calls back as he picks up one of the cars him and jack are playing with. Well she better ! Jack come and eat, Rosie said as she starts to set the table. I want to playyyy, jack pouted. Come on little man, Jason smiled at a grumpy jack. Just as they were getting up sophie opens the front door and walks in. See babe told you she'd be home soon, Jason said triumphantly but when he turned to look at Sophie his eyes widened at the bruises and cut on her eyebrow. Hey sorry I didn't call I .. Sophie has a big boo boo! Jack interrupted. making Rosie stop what she's doing and rush from the kitchen to the living room where Sophie stood. Oh my god Sophie what the hell happened!? She said reaching to touch Sophie's face but Sophie quickly stepped back away from the touch. Nothing happened. Nice going snitch, Sophie said looking at little boy bowed his head at her words. Hey don't you talk to him like that! Rosie said losing her patients at this point. Jason can you take jack to his room , Rosie asked and Jason just looks between them and nods. He walks over and pick jack up as he silently cries. Which doesn't go unnoticed by Sophie. I hate that I made him cry why did I have to say that to him, Sophie thought as she stood there watching them disappear into jacks room. That was uncalled for he's only 5 Sophie, Rosie said crossing her arms over her chest giving Sophie a not to impressed look. Look I know I just need to cool down and I'll apologize, Sophie said trying to walk past Rosie but she stepped in her way. Oh know you don't your not getting off that easy. What exactly happened to your face Sophie ? Rosie asked with concern in her voice. Nothing ok I fell not a big deal, Sophie said as she feels her anger getting the better of her. That's such bullshit! Really you fell that's the best you could come up with?! Rosie yelled as Sophie clinched her fist in attempts to control herself. Are you fighting again please tell me your not fighting on the streets again? Rosie asked frustration in her voice. No! I'm not fighting like that anymore, Sophie said taking a intimidating step forward. even though Rosie was taller then her Sophie movement and intimidating facial expression was enough for her to flinch. Jason saw this and walked over quickly pushing Sophie back lightly. Hey you need to relax Sophie she's been worried about you all day and then you show up like this what do you expect her to think. No one asked you! Sophie snaps and shoves Jason hard. Sophie ?!Rosie calls out trying to grab her attention from Jason as he gets up. Sophie just moves past her and swings for Jason's head . He quickly dogged the punch and caught Sophie's arm twisting her arms so there now behind her back . Sophie looked like a savage dog as she thrashed back and forth trying to get away. Careful Jason don't hurt her, Rosie said with concern in her voice. I'm not going to babe but I need to put her in her room. I can hear u jackass! Sophie yelled as Jason walked her as she fought to get out of his hold. Once Jason got to Sophie room he pushed Sophie hard enough in the room but not to hard to make her fall. She came running towards the door but he closed it and held on to it so she couldn't get it opened. Rosie flinched as Sophie begins to bang on the door and then they herd the banging move to the walls. After a few minutes it becomes silent. Something had to of set her off to flip like this Rosie finally said after a moment.
Sophie pov
Well if they think they can keep me in there they got another thing coming, I thought as I jumped out of my window and walked over to my motorcycle. I put the keys in the ignition but didn't turn it on yet I pushed it down the driveway and down the block before turning it on. Just before I was going to leave I feel my phone vibrate. I check it and see I have two missed messages one from sian and one from mac. I opened mac message and it's a picture of him and two gorgeous blondes.
From mac: ones for you animal;)
To mac: on my way, I replied with a smirk before putting my phone back in my pocket. It took me less then 30minutes to get to macs and when I pulled up I wondered if I should be doing this. I feel my phone buzzing again as I get off my motorcycle. Its sian I hover my finger over the answer button and decided to ignore it. I walk inside macs house. music is blasting people are dancing and there's alcohol literally everywhere. Not to mention how many sexy girls are here tonight. I see a few eyeing me and I can't help but smirk. I see mac on the couch just talking and laughing with a few people. I walk over and he instantly greets me. No fucking way animal bout time u got here! He said ecstatically. Sup Mac told you I'd come so where's the blonde , I said Cooley as I sat next to him. Mmm right here baby , I look to the blonde that's now standing in front of me. I bite my lip as I look her up and down. She just smirks at me and casually sits on my lap throwing her arm over my shoulder as she takes another sip of her drink. Hmm so what's your name beautiful? I asked as I placed my hand on her thigh and move my other hand to the small of her back. Lilly ,She said moving in closer as she smiled flirtatiously at me. She looks to my lips then back up at a pretty name , I said starting to lean in to kiss her when a flash goes off. We both look to the left and see mac with his phone out laughing. Haha sorry animal. Mac what the fuck man ? I said laughing abit as lily starts to laugh to. I took her cup and drank abit of it. My bad just funny how your here two seconds and your already scoring just wanted to mess with you, he said still laughing. Oh trust me it's not ganna be that easy, lily said with a chuckle before taking her drink back with a smirk. it's not? I asked with a raised eyebrow. Lily just took a sip of her drink and leaned in to whisper in my ear. Meet me upstairs and find out, before getting up and throwing me a wink. I couldn't help the cocky smirk that I'm wearing now. See ya Mac , I said getting up. Haha animal does it again, he said bumping my arm lightly. Just as I make my way threw the crowed my phone starts to vibrate. I pull it out and see I have a missed call and message from sian. I start to feel alittle guilty so I opens the message.
From sian: babe ur starting to worry me, call me or at least txt me bak so I know your safe. Xx
Ugh honestly I just asked her out its not like she's my girl or anything why does she even care. See I could never be serious with someone I mean look I'm about to go fuck another girl. sian means nothing to me I thought to myself as I reply.
To sian : yeah I'm fine. Few seconds later she replies and I found myself just waiting for it. I mean why am I waiting when lily down and waiting.
From sian: so you just been ignoring me then!
To sian: yup, I wrote simply. I couldn't help but think what am I doing. Why am I even at this party, why am I treating her this way. Oh yeah because that's what you do I mentally scream at myself.
From sian: nice one soph, realy know how to make a girl feel good ,Night.
Right then I finally realized that I was messing up big and stoped being mad and stopped thinking about sex. I hurt her and I didn't want to but I did. I mean I could still fix this I mean I didn't sleep with lily so I'm still good. I quickly start to walk out of macs house and call sian but it just goes to voicemail. I got on my bike and send her a txt.
To sian:babe please answer the phone let me explain. I try to call her two more times but no answer.
To sian:babe come on pick up the phone just let me explain. Few seconds later I received a message.
From sian: doesnt feel good to be ignored does it, I don't want to talk to you right now, I'm going to bed I have to be up early for school so good night.
Damn ok I messed up how am I gonna fix this I don't want her to go to bed angry with me... what am I saying why do I care what the hell is so special about her damnit. I mentally scream at myself. I start my bike and just start driving trying to figure out what's going on with me and how sian has me like this. And after 15minutes I've got nothing ...I don't know why it bothers me so much but I need to fix this. After 20minutes I'm parked in front of Ryan's house. I take out my phone and send a message to him to come downstairs I'm outside. I get off my motorcycle and walk to the front door. His mom car isn't here so she must be working lucky for me. Ryan opens the door smiling and waves me in. What's up animal? He casually asked as he shuts the door. Erm well I kinda messed up with sian and just wanted to talk to her but she shut her phone off. Bad day at the doc ? He asked sympathetically. Erm yeah guess you could say that.. how'd you know? I asked confused . Every time you have a bad session you ignore everybody till the next day. I mean we all get it But seeing as sian doesn't know that explains why you came by, he said casually with a smile. So could I go up and talk to her then? Yeah I'm pretty sure she's up but Sophie ... what exactly is going on with you two? He asked looking alittle more serious. To be honest I don't know. I asked her out because I wanted to get to know her but thinking about it now I probably should of asked you if you'd be cool with it. So if I had said no it wouldn't matter, Ryan asked smirking because he already knew the answer. No not really, I said laughing. Well just don't hurt her Sophie. She's been threw a lot and for once she's in a place.. he paused for a second before continuing. just don't hurt her ok? his voice getting serious again towards the end of his words. I wouldn't be here now if I wanted to hurt her ry, I said shrugging my shoulders and dropping them again. He nods as he starts walking towards the stairs. I fallow behind him trying to figure out what I'm going to say to sian. I stop at Sians door and looked over in the direction Ryan was walking as I watched him disappear into his room. I looked back at the door I'm standing in front of and sigh as I knock on it lightly. Few moments later and sian opens the door. Sophie? What are you doing here? She asked as I'm struggling to string words into a sentence. God she looks so sexy she's wearing a really low cut top and a pair of really short night shorts. She noticed me openly checking her out and I guess she felt uncomfortable because she reached behind the door and put on her hoodie. What do you want Soph? She said crossing her arms. Erm can we talk please ? I managed to ask. Yeah alright , sian said as she stepped aside so Sophie could come into the room. Sian shuts the door behind Sophie. So what you want to talk about first. How you, Ben and Ryan fought last night. Or maybe how carried way you were getting every time we were alone! Or how about my personal favorite how you ignored me all day and then when I did hear from you it was to confirm that you where ign.. I cut her off with my lips on hers. kissing her alittle more forceful then I intended she returned the kiss for a second before pushing me back lightly and turning so her back was facing me. It's not ganna be that easy, she said wiping a tear that was threatening to fall before she crossed her arms over her chest. I know I hurt her I know I did all those things but I just don't know how to start this. Look I suck at this ok? I finally said not really knowing what to say. Yeah I've noticed, sian said turning to face me. So where do you want to start? I asked uncomfortably. How about the fight last night, She lets out a sigh as she sits on her bed. Ok... erm I hurt Katie even though it was an accident we needed to settle it one way or another, I said honestly. Why like that though? And why did that even happen with Katie , I mean I know it was an accident Katie said it was, but how did she get that bad of a bruise. That's just how we've always settled thing in the neighborhood I grew up in not saying it's the greatest but you always leave with respect. You mean fear, sian whispers out as she looks at the floor then back at Sophie. Yeah well where I grew up it's one in the same, I said in a low intimidating voice. And with Katie I grabbed her arm to stop her from leaving and I just don't know my own strength sometimes. Sian just stands Silently thinking processing, so I continue. I'm sorry that I kept getting carried away last night i was kinda drunk and I didn't mean to come off as such a jerk. So you don't usually act that way then? She asked with a raised eyebrow. Not always , I said half heartedly. righttt , sian said sarcastically. I just let out a sigh dropped my head for a moment before looking at her again. I missed you, I said honestly and I see she doesn't believe me. Right you missed me so much you ignored me all day, she said getting up from the bed and taking a step towards me. Look I had a really bad counseling session and I couldn't control my anger so yeah I ignored you to make sure I didn't ruin this but clearly by the way your looking at me I have, I said raising my voice as I feel my anger start to get the best of me so I turn to leave. I feel sian hand on my arm and feel my self calm just with the simple touch. I stop and look at her as she holds a guilty look and with that my anger is replaced with concern. I'm sorry ok but I don't like being ignored a simple can't talk right now would of been fine but don't leave me hanging like that all day I was really worried babe, she said softly and I couldn't help but feel bad. You have nothing to be sorry for ,I said after a moment. I won't ignore you like that again I'll just be real with you. She smiles at me before saying, that's all I want . I wrap my arms around her waist and hug her tightly. Do you want to stay the night? I've really missed you, She asked softly against my neck. God knows I want to but I have a feeling I'll just mess things up if I do, I thought to myself . I can't babe I have to get home and fix something with Rosie and jack. Ok, she simply said as she looks up at me smiling sweetly. I love the way she smiles I thought to myself as I lean in and give her a soft kiss which she returns. I go to pull away but I feel her hand slowly move from my shoulders to the back of my neck. My neck is my weak spot so this simple touch is honestly driving me crazy. I pull away reluctantly smiling as she smiles back at me confused. What? She asked with a giggle. Nothing I just have to go before I mess anything up, I said smirking. I give her a quick peck on the lips before turning to walk towards the door. I opened the door and suddenly I hear her ask, Soph ...what are we? I look back at her and she's standing there playing with the bottom of her jacket. I mean I know you asked me out but are we the type of dating where we can see other people or just each other. The question took me by surprise but hearing my options on how to answer did help. Seeing as what almost happened at macs party I chose the more realistic answer I mean I know how I am and it seams like a win win , I thought to myself. You can date other people if you want, I said with a smile. She nods with a not to convincing smile. You ok ? I asked confused. Yeah just tired Soph I'll see you tomorrow though, she said smiling at me but something still feels off. Alright night babe, I said as I leaned in for a kiss but at the last second she turned so I was only able to get her cheek. I looked at her confused and she lets out a cute laugh. Nighttt, she said smiling as i gave her a confident smile and walked out hearing the door close behind me. What just happened, I thought to myself as I made my way out of the house.