Okay guys. I want to tell you something. On my first story, Help Me, by the time I had 10 chapters up, I had 28 reviews. 28! For this story, well, this is chapter 10, but I have currently 124 reviews. That's almost 5 TIMES THE AMOUNT THAT I HAD FOR HELP ME! THAT'S SO AMAZING GUYS! KEEP IT UP!
Sorry, I'm just really excited.
Now, I still had some people review saying that they still didn't know when there was a flashbacks. They said that the italics didn't show up on their device. So, here's what I'm going to do in the meantime. I will announce, in parenthesis, right before I do a flashback, until I can figure out something else to do. I'll let you guys know in the meantime before I flashback.
Also, one last thing, and then you can read the chapter. What did you think of the length of the chapter? Too long, too short, what? Thanks guys.
Anyways, enjoy the chapter. Here it is.
Chapter 10
Jace and I walked into our apartment. He closed the door and, suddenly, I couldn't stand the distance between us anymore. I stayed where I was, though, and put my hands behind my back. He came forward and ran his hand through his hair.
"You really did look beautiful tonight, Clary. I'm glad you came," he said.
"Me too," I whispered.
He started walking closer to me slowly. "Why are you whispering?" he asked.
"I don't know," I said. He was so close to me now. I backed up against the wall. He pressed his body against mine. I couldn't take it anymore. I crashed my lips to his, making him gasp. He quickly kissed me back. You know the kisses that you've waited forever for? And, when you finally get them, they're like the only things keeping you alive? It was like that. It was needy, like both our lives depended on it.
I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he pushed me harder onto the wall, making me moan. He put his hands on my thighs to support my weight and started carrying me to his room. He blindly opened the door and shut it with his foot, never once breaking the kiss. He pushed me against his door and started kissing down my neck. I moaned when he started sucking and kissing a sweet spot on my neck. I started panting and leaned my head back against the door. I made my neck more available to him. I moaned again, and I felt his smirk against my skin. He picked me up again and walked over to the bed, still sucking on my neck. I knew it would leave a mark, but I didn't really care. It felt good.
He laid me down on the bed and supported his weight on his elbows. I kept my legs wrapped around his waist and pulled him closer to me. I wanted us to be touching.
All of us.
I grabbed his face and brought his lips against mine again. I pulled at his shirt, and he reached up and pulled it off, throwing it on the ground in one swift motion. I ran my hands up and down his abs, and he unzipped my dress. I wiggled out of it and kicked it to the ground. I only had on my bra and underwear now. I pulled at the hem of his pants, and he unbuttoned them and kicked them off. The only thing between us was my bra and panties and his boxers.
He reached behind me and undid my bra, and threw it to the pile we had on the floor. He grabbed my left boob and squeezed gently, making me moan. He brought his mouth down to the other boob and flicked his tongue around my nipple. I gasped and arched my back to him. He smiled and switched breasts. I started to pant; the sensations felt great, and I never wanted them to stop, although it did stop all too soon. I groaned, and he chuckled. He slipped my panties off and threw them in the pile along with his underwear. He positioned himself at my entrance and looked at me, his eyes asking the silent question.
Are you sure?
To be honest I didn't know. Obviously he would be the one to take my virginity, but was I ready now?
I bit my lip and nodded.
"This might hurt a little. It won't last long though. I'll go gentle, I promise," he said.
I nodded again and looked him in the eyes. He looked a little worried, but he started pushing into me anyways. I gasped and cried out, and he looked at me with guilt.
"Clary, I can stop. We don't have to do this. I'm just gonna stop."
"No, Jace, please. I want this. Please, Jace, please," I begged, tears streaming down my face.
"Are you sure? Clary, don't do this if you think it's what I want. I'm perfectly fine with not doing this tonight. I don't want to hurt you."
"No, please, it's what I want. Please, Jace. I need this. I need it, and it doesn't hurt as much anymore."
"Clary, I'm not all the way in yet."
"Just do it. Please, Jace, I'm begging you," I said, looking pitiful.
He sighed. "I'll try to be gentle." I nodded.
.
"Okay," I said, squeezing my eyes shut.
I heard him sigh. "I'll be quick, Clary."
I nodded. He started to push in. I arched my back and cried out again. He grimaced, but kept pushing in. Finally, he stopped and stayed still for a minute. I gasped and laid there. I just focused on my breathing and not on the pain in my bottom half. It stopped hurting a few minutes later, and I moved my hips, hoping he got the idea. He did, and he started thrusting his hips into to me. All the way out, slowly, and back in slowly. Eventually he sped up, and a little after that, we both found our peaks. He collapsed on top of me and pulled out. He rolled next to me, and I laid my head on his chest. I was going to be sore in the morning.
I sat straight up in bed, cold sweat rolling off my forehead. I looked next to me, and I saw that he wasn't there.
Thank god, I thought.
Why was I dreaming about stuff like that when we'd only just barely gotten back from our first date? We literally got home, he kissed me, and then we went to bed. In our own separate bedrooms!
I got up and walked to the kitchen. I got myself a cup and filled it with water. I took a long gulp and put the glass back in the sink. I walked back to my bedroom and fell asleep.
I would never tell Jace about this, though. His ego was too big as it was.
Okay guys! Here's the chapter.
Sorry for not updating in a while. I had another state test and I've just had a lot on my mind lately. Lots of things to figure out.
Anyways, yes that was a dream! What do you guys think about that?
Tell me what you thought of this chapter. Thanks for your support, don't forget to review.
Thanks again guys,
-Jace loves me.