A/N: I hope every one had a very merry christmas[or whatever it was that you celebrated] I want to do a Christmas chapter, but I want your opinions whether or not I should. I know it's not as long as the past couple have been, but I didn't think this one should be very long... enjoy! Btw.. this is Tuesday afternoon :] and also... 79 REVIEWS!!! Omgosh!!! ily guys!
Chapter 9
The drive to their graves, I though about what I was going to say, and nothing came to mind. I guess it was something you just couldn't prepare like a speech for school, and this was nothing like that. I was telling my best friend goodbye for good, and it was something I wasn't prepared for because I didn't think this day would come so soon. I couldn't just a say a simple goodbye, but I didn't want it to be too long of one either.
I guess there isn't a right or wrong way to do it, it's however you feel you should do it. We had known eachother our whole lives pretty much, we grew up together, helped eachother in and out of trouble, and picked eachother up when we were down. We had counted on many more years of all this, but I guess God has his own plan.
I was vaguely aware that we had stopped. "Do you want to do by yourself?" I shook my head, "I don't think I would be able to do it by myself. Please come?" He nodded and helped me out of the car. "Do you know what you're going to say?" I shook my head. "Do you have an idea?" Again, I shook my head. I clutched onto his hand as hard as I could as we walked up the hill.
I saw his mom's gravestone, then I saw Jacob's, then it was Billy's, Jacob was placed inbetween them. I fell on my knees infront of Jacob's grave. I didn't want to notice the details or the inscriptions or anything for that matter. The only thing that mattered to me is that I was infront of their graves, his grave, but I couldn't cry. I knew where I was, who I was infront of, and yet I couldn't muster one tear. Then the words just seem to fall out.
"Jacob Black, I for one refuse to tell you goodbye until I no longer fell your presence. You were the only one to seem to really understand me. You got me out of a lot of trouble with Charlie. Remember last year, I wanted to ride your motocycle, and I fell off. I twisted my ankle, and fractured my wrist. You had to lie to Charlie, telling him that I had tripped over a log down at the beach, ,and when I did it, I put my arm out to stop myself. I doubted he believed you, and when we got home that day, he threw me up the stairs saying that I was faking, and that you were a liar.
"I want to thank you for always standing up for me, no matter what, even if it ment that you risked you life to do it. I never told you that enough, and I never told you that 'I love you' enough either, and I should've. Jacob, I love you like the brother I never had. And I thank you and your father for everything you've done for me. I could never repay you for risking your life to protect me, never. I love you both." I touched both of their graves. "This isn't a goodbye, I will see you guys again, maybe not for awhile, but one day we will be reunited, and I looked forward to that day every second of my life. Bye Jacob, Billy. I will see you guys again."
I walked over to Edward, and wiped the tear off my cheek. "Thank you for bringing me here Edward." He wrapped his arms around me, "I love you, I will do anything for you, just ask." I buried my head in his chest. "I love you too, and I will do anything for you. You just have to ask." Edward quickly picked me up, and he ran to his car and put me in. "What was that?" He shook his head. "I'll explain at the house, duck down as best as you can and don't get up for any reason." I did as he said. There was only one thing that would have him like this.
Edward's P.O.V
I smelled the monster approaching the grave site, with a quickness. I didn't know the smell, but I knew the thoughts, and they were not pleasent. I picked Bella up and ran back to the car as fast as humanly possible. I told her to duck down as best as she could and that I would explain myself when we got back to the house and for her not to get up for any reason, and she did.
I rushed the car back as fast as I could, looking over at her every few seconds. Her face was anxious, and her hands were shaking slightly, only because she knew what was happening, she knew who that was.
When we got home, I got her out of the car and into the house, where Alice met us at the door, all three of us said the same name at the same time, "Charlie."
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