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Edward's P.O.V. (second half of the second month)

I sighed, I had been talking to Jacob regularly and it didn't seem like he wanted to come home anytime soon. I looked out the window at my kids playing with Renesmee and Seth, they were so full of life, I knew they were worried but I couldn't talk to them about my on coming depression.

I had a feeling that Amelia was zoning in my thoughts she always tried to acct more cheerful when I was around. As if she was trying to distract me from my pain, I could only smile, despite how I was feeling I wasn't going to ignore my children, but that didn't mean they had to suffer with me.

I looked up as Rosalie came in, she looked at me like she was going to kill someone, after we locked eyes for a minute and then she walked upstairs and slammed the door. I looked at Emmett as he came in he smiled some what weakly. "what happened?" he sighed.

"well..... I did something stupid and now I have to pay for it...." I cocked my head, "I kind of knocked someone up and we just found out....". My eyes widened, "Emmett? Your joking right? You didn't really cheat on Rosalie with anyone did you?" he looked down.

"with who?" I asked, the curiosity was getting the better of me, especially sense he wasn't thinking about it. He sighed and ran his hands through his hair, "Angela Weber" my mouth fell open, "Angela! From school?! You are NOT serious!" he bit his lip.

"I know it sounds bad but...maybe it wont be, I mean look at Renesmee" I looked out the window as he said this. "i suppose you have a point, are you still going to stay here?" he shook his head, "are you serious? No way, Rosalie would hurt....no kill Angela, I can't risk that, I'm moving in with her down in Seattle".

I nodded, "I came to get my things thats about it, are you going to be okay?" I nodded, I smiled at him to show I wasn't mad at him. Rosalie had no reason to be mad, she had been constantly on his case lately and refused to spend any time with him.

It made sense for him to look for love else where, he came down with a couple of bags and I stopped him, he looked at me. "did you tell her?" he nodded, "what did she think?" he smiled, "she seemed kind of thrilled, she said she'd been looking for something unique after her and Ben broke up".

I nodded and stepped aside, I waved to my 'brother' as he pulled out, I would miss him but if he wanted to be with Angela then maybe that would make him happier than staying here. I looked at the steps and Rosalie was looking at me, "I'm moving to Alaska" and then she left and went to her room.

I sighed, so much was happening and Jacob hadn't called today, I picked up my cell and dialed his cell, I always called the office, but a little change couldn't hurt anyone. I waited for a minute and then I heard his voice, it sounded deeper.

"Hey Jacob" he cleared his throat

"Edward? You finally called me?"

"You were waiting for me to call?"

"Well, we haven't talked in a while, you always call the office and the boss tells me what's going on"

I froze, "when was the last time you talked to me?" he was quiet, "I can't remember, sometime last month". I slid onto the floor against the wall, "you never wanted to stay in New York?" he scoffed, " are you kidding, I hate it hear, I miss you and the kids" he cleared his throat.

"how are Amelia and Chris?" I smiled, "their good, their outside playing with Renesmee and Seth" he hmmd, then was quiet. "is something wrong?" I asked him, "yes there is, why would you think I wanted to stay in New York?".

I swallowed, "i thought I was talking to you that night, that your boss offered the job to you, he was speechless I could hear him sitting the phone down. He called his boss in, "Jacob? Is something wrong?" then I heard something that sounded an awful lot like a jaw snapping, "I quit!".

Then I heard shuffling and he grabbed the phone, "I'll be home in a few hours Edward" and with that he hung up. I smiled to myself, then stood up and walked out, "hey kids!" they looked at me expectantly, "daddy's coming home" I don't think any other simple phrase has ever gotten so much energy from the people who heard it.

That Night

The kids had gone to Leah's so they could pack up their stuff, and I was packing up mine, Rosalie had left not to long ago. She may not be the nicest but I knew I would miss her too, I was use to having someone to argue with around.

I shook my head and went back to packing, I jumped as someone knocked on the door, I turned and it was Esme. She smiled at me, "hello Esme, is everything alright?" she smiled, "yes, I'm glad to see you so happy, I expect you to come over regularly for your appointments".

I nodded and she hugged me, "by the way, I hope you like your house" I looked at her, "what do you mean?" she smiled and kissed my forehead then walked out. I scratched my head and took my stuff to Carlisle's car and he drove me home.

When I got in I looked around wondering what was different and then I realized a downstairs had been added and another room, no color for when the new baby comes, I smiled, downstairs was a perfect little den and with three kids we were going to need it.

I put my stuff up and then arms were wrapped around my waist from behind, I didn't have to look to know who it was. I leaned back and inhaled his earthy scent, "i missed you" he kissed my cheek, "i missed you too".

I turned around and hugged his neck, it felt like it did on our first date, and then I kissed him and something just clicked that, that wasn't enough.

(Lemon, skip to 'Lemon Over' if you don't want to read this part)

he lifted me up and set me on our bed, he smiled at me, I studied his face the same boyish appeal I was in love with. His hair was longer and pulled into a low ponytail, I sighed as he kissed me again, we were so overdue.

He pulled off my shirt and trailed butterfly kisses from my jaw and down my chest, around my nipples and down my stomach. I groaned slightly, the temperature difference made everything even more sensitive.

He pulled my pants down and licked my inner thigh, I bit my lip he was teasing me and I hated that, he bent and took me into his mouth. I arched into his mouth, it felt so overpowering it was all I could do to not release right then and there.

When he finished he smiled at me again and stood up to take off his shirt, I moaned at the sight he had a few more muscles and a slightly darker tan. Then he slipped out of his pants and I could have sworn he had been smaller last time.

I swallowed but I didn't stop him as he climbed over me again, he kissed me full on the lips and I moaned as he rubbed our members together. The friction was driving me crazy, I hugged his neck close to me and ravished his mouth.

I hadn't noticed, until he pulled back, that he had slid into me, I smiled at him and bucked to get him moving. He complied and suddenly his smile turned into something fierce then he pinned my arms above my head and started to thrust very roughly and he bit my neck rough.

I squirmed, "Jacob! Stop it!" he looked at me and I froze, his eyes resembled those of an animal, "I'm not Jacob" and he went back to what he was doing. I gasped, I could feel the tearing here and there and I whimpered.

I sobbed as he got rougher and rougher, I felt blood and cum mixing beneath me and then just like that....it was done.

(Lemon over, now you can read on)

Jacob's P.O.V.

I looked out my front mirror, "I can't wait to see Edward and the kids again" he drove on, not knowing what was going on in his house. I pulled up and spotted a similar truck in my usual parking spot, i cocked my head, "that's weird, Edward has company?".

I got out and jogged up to my house, when I got in the first thing I noticed wasn't the new additions to the house. Or the fact that my kids weren't home yet, it was the smell of blood......on Edward! I darted upstairs and spotted my boss getting dressed and Edward shaking on the floor.

He looked up and grinned, "why Jacob, you missed the party, too bad you had to quit, oh well at least your whore was good in bed". I'm not sure what happened to the anger management I had but I soon morphed, tore my boss into more shreds than I can count, paced, cursed his dead body, cleaned up, calmed down, turned back into a human, and went looking for Edward, in that order

When I found him he was in the bathroom trying in vain to scrub the filth off him, a bit too rough in my opinion. I walked up and took the soap from him and turned on the shower, when I looked back at him he was staring at me, "Jacob....I'm........".

I kissed him, I didn't want any apologies, it wasn't his fault that happened, my boss had been pretty talented. I looked at him and stroked his cheek gently, "take a shower, and don't apologize to me....until you really do something wrong".

He looked really upset but he forced a smile, I pulled him close, I wanted to go upstairs and rip the body up some more, b

ut I sighed when I realized I had thrown it in the fire place. I helped Edward into the shower and left him to gather his thoughts.

I knew he was blaming himself but I would never, I looked in our room and the window was open, I walked over to close it and a single red rose was leaning on the window sill. I picked it up and red the note,

Dear Jacob

to the happy couple, are you ready for your new addition?

Emily

for a minute I was confused and then it clicked Edward was pregnant?....................

TBC

well how was it? Not too graphic I hope, anyways yes, the 'boss' is gone for good, and um, review if you want another chapter!!!