Section 2 - Not Alive, but not dead (Arvo)
I awoke, sweaty, shirt off, in the middle of the night. I was sitting on a bench, barely able to control my breathing... what happened...
I shook my head, and realised what happened... I passed out from shock over... over her.
I look outside, too see no evidence of her body through the window. Not even dried blood... was it a dream?
I look over to my left, where I was supposed to be at, too see Blake... breathing. She was alive... it was all a dream. A terrible, terrible dream.
Was that day two months ago a dream too? And I was just dreaming the time after it? No... impossible. I go over, tap her on the shoulder, and she jerks up instantly. She turns to me, and says, "Hm...? Oh hey, love."
I shake my head again, and said, "Oh thank God... it was a dream, your okay!" I hold her close, feeling her presence near me... it really was a dream...
I took the covers, got under them, and held her for a long, long time. Blake says, "Jeez... it must have been that bad, huh?" I nod my head, and she hugged me back. I felt myself drifting to sleep, holding her in my arms still. Dreams are very realistic...
