Dear Reader,
Ya, it's currently 6:53...in the morning...Ya, nuff said. If this chapter sucks, it's not my fault. Blame it on...Envy and his damned relationship. This chapter is nothing but fluff. But god I love it. Oh, and I decided to add in some creepy Dante stuff. she's kinda sorta coming onto Envy in this part, and that's because she's realizing she's loosing him to Winry. And mama can't have that.
- Ramona F.
Confessions
Envy hadn't wanted to leave her. Not at all.
This is why he was currently staring daggers into Dante as she chattered about her stupid plans. She had unknowingly dragged him away from Winry when he had been about to ravish her.
Her taste. Her smell. Her words with him only moments ago where still painfully fresh on his mind. She had been so delectable, so inviting, and he couldn't help himself. He felt his resistance crumble merely at the sight of her tear, which had felt like someone was stabbing him. Only she could make him feel this way.
He still recalled how he had felt her once he had stepped off the train.
It was like she had an invisible rope tied to him that pulled when she was close.
He had fled instantly, using his super human speed. Envy had come to find her in a beautiful sleep. She had been stirring slightly, and appeared to be having some sort of nightmare. He had curled up beside the couch, and watched her for nearly twenty minutes until she stared saying his name. It had shocked him. She was dreaming about him? And he distinctively remembered her saying " Don't go." with his name mixed in the sentence. Then she had awoken and had fallen into his arms. He had been so enchanted with her, when she babbled for the next minute he hadn't even heard her speak. Just saw her gorgeous lips moving in provocative ways she hardly knew she possessed. Even her stuttering had turned him on. And then she had started talking about her parents. Envy had had no idea until that point that they where dead. And that he had been the cause of it. Well, not really him, but he had helped cause the war. He decided to keep this information to himself.
And then she had started to cry...and he couldn't help but touch one of her tears. He couldn't stand to see her in pain.
She had kissed him.
He had been so filled with disbelief that he could only stare at her. Especially when she had moaned his name in please, not pain. He had tingled, and then had wondered if he was hurting her. He just couldn't believe she had been crying out in pleasure.
" Have you listened to a single word I've said?"
He blinked rapidly.
Dante was giving him a cold look. Well, colder than usual.
" Not really." He admitted.
Dante scowled, then smiled. She stood and joined him by the fire. He wasn't used to her coming up to him like this, so hos body stiffened. She got very close to him, more so then he would have enjoyed. He then realized he was taller than her. It was ironic. Because she acted much taller.
She looked up into his eyes and he badly wanted to tear away from them.
They where like a corpses eyes.
" What's gotten into you Envy?"
He smirked down at her.
" Nothing. Maybe your finally going crazy and imagining things."
she stared at him and reached up to his face with both of her hands. Her touch felt like two blocks of ice of either side of his face. He desperately wanted to pull away, but he was frozen with shock.
" You think your so strong Envy...But without me, you would be nothing."
He stared down at her. " If it wasn't for you and Hohenhiem, I wouldn't even exist."
She laughed at that, but it was a sharp sound, like nails on a chalk broad. She hated it when he spoke of Hohenhiem. She hated him for leaving her. But Envy couldn't blame him for that.
" Yes...Quite true. But with out the stones, you would be powerless and weak."
He gave her a lop sided grin.
" I don't need your stupid stones. I've lasted this long without them."
She stared into his eyes.
" The girl seems to have gotten used to you humunculie."
Envy stiffened at Winry's name, and he hoped she didn't see his reaction. His face was still in her hands, and she slowly started running them down to his chest. He didn't like it at all. It made his skin crawl.
" Wouldn't you say, Envy?" She asked.
He looked down at her, totally at a loss for what to say.
Her hands reached to his stomach now, her sharp nails grazed his skin in a sickening way.
" She surely likes you..."
Envy grabbed her wrists and had to hold back all of his being not to crunch them to dust.
He didn't know what had come over Dante, but he really didn't like the look in her eyes at the moment. He looked down at her sharply, a look that could kill if it wanted to.
" I don't know what your talking about Dante." He said sharply.
She smiled and ran her eyes over his body. He stiffened under her gaze.
She yanked her hands from his grip and sat back down in her chair. She picked up the old book she had been reading, but not before giving him one last cold smile.
He took this as his order to go, and turned. He was more than happy to leave her.
" But remember this Envy..." She called, just as he was at the doors threshold.
Envy turned back to look at her.
Her face was unreadable.
" You mine. And no girl is going to take you away from me."
She had seen.
How the hell had she seen them?
Envy had the strange feeling that she was bluffing, just to get an answer out of him.
He gave her a confused look, hoping it was convincing, and then turned it into disgust.
" If you think that I have feelings other than hatred for that human, then your crazier than I thought." He hoped his acting was up to par. After pretending to be other people, he was very good at putting on a show and lying. But Dante's assumptions made him feel uneasy.
What would she do to Winry if she found out?
He hid his anger as he clenched and unclench his hands.
He wouldn't let her lat a finger on Winry.
" You can go now." She snapped.
He turned on his heals and made his way down the hall, back to the living room to finish what he had started with Winry.
He found that she wasn't along, to his annoyance.
Sloth was on the opposite couch, and was knitting something. He almost doubled over from shock. Sloth? Knitting? Well, he was just thinking about making out with a human...
He stopped at the foot of the couch when his eyes landed on Wrath.
And where his head currently was.
Jealousy and anger surged through him as he stared at the little imps head on Winry's lap. She was absently running her hands through his hair, and looking down at him with a smile. That little bastard was fast asleep, and was curled up in a little ball.
He must have made a noise in the back of his throat, because she looked up at him.
All of Envy's anger and rage smoothed over at the warm smile she gave him and the blush that crept up to her cheeks.
" Hey." She smiled.
" Hey yourself." he couldn't help but grin like an idiot.
He saw Sloth smile slightly, and then put down her knitting to look between them.
" What did master have to say?" she asked.
Envy sighed and sat down on the part of the couch that wasn't currently occupid by Wrath.
" The usual." Envy lied.
" Where's Lust?" Winry asked, looking around for the beauty.
" She's in her room. She wasn't...feeling well." Sloth said, but not before fixing her stern gaze on Envy. He smirked and rested his feet on the coffee table.
" Oh..." Winry yawned, and Envy couldn't help but notice how wide her mouth stretched. His cheeks heated up and his throat got thick.
" Oh dear, your tired. Here, let me get Wrath." Sloth said as she got up.
Finally, Envy smiled.
Sloth bundled the child into her arms and he didn't stir. Sloth smiled, and was about to disapear down the hall, until she stopped and looked back at the two.
" Envy, can you show Winry to her room?"
Oh, I'll show her alright.
He scowled at her and she just smiled, then disapeared down the hall.
He looked over to see Winry, and found she was looking at the fire. He smiled darkly and slid in close to her, using his stealth. She didn't even feel him beside her until he had scooped her up into his arms and she was sitting in his lap. She yelped in surprise, but wrapped her arms around his neck.
She looked down at him and blushed, and he felt even hotter.
" Miss me?" He asked, his voice husky in her ear.
He delighted in the way she shivered.
" Cold?" he asked, rubbing his hands slowly up and down her arms.
She answered by slowly kissing his cheek. Her little butterfly kisses smoldered him where they touched and he let out a shaky breath. He leaned down on his back, and allowed her to stay on top of him. She trailed her kisses down his neck and on his chest. She paused, and leaned back to look at him. She was straddling him, and Envy was now fully aware of his growing want, and where it was pressing. The only thing separating him and Winry was thin pieces of cloth. He looked up at her with hungry eyes, and she blushed. She ran her hands down his chest, just like Dante had done. But her touch made him feel like he was on fire, and he hardened even more. He turned his sharp gaze on her.
" Stop your teasing."
He smiled despite his angry tone.
She gave him a saucy grin and slowly bent over him, grinding on him for a second and rubbing into him. He couldn't help but moan a little, and wonder where she had learned such things.
She put her hands down on either side of his face, and bent down into the crook of his neck. He felt her breath tickle him and he hardened even more. He wrapped his arms around her and pushed her against him. He felt her lips pull into a smile.
" Consider this pay back." She whispered, and pressed herself against him even further.
Envy smirked through his ecstasy, and surprised her by suddenly flipping her over, turning the tables. She let out a surprised yelp, but smiled up at him. He took her hands and pinned them above he head with one hand.
" Ah, ah, ah. Your not going to pull those tricks." He held up his finger and swayed it in front of her face. He let his eyes wander to her chest. And the thin strip of cloth hardly covering them.
For some reason, he was angry at her for actually wearing this as an actually top. He could only imagine the thoughts of Fullmetal when he saw her, let alone other men.
But he let his anger subside as he trailed his free hand from her neck, and placed hit completely over one of her mounds. She let out a pleasured gasp and arched her back slightly. He smiled and squeezed the soft flesh experimentally. She moaned and glared at him.
" What? Don't you like this?"
He squeezed her again and her eyes sparkled with lust.
He grinned darkly, " Or, is it not enough?" Envy purred.
She blushed and sucked in her bottom lip, chewing on it.
Envy bent down, and bit into the hem of her tube top. He used his sharp teeth to slowly drag it down, and he felt her body arch in response. Once his work was finished, he leaned his head back to stare down at her. He instantly grew warm and hard, and he looked up into her eyes, which where wide from anticipation.
He slowly dragged his tongue over his top lip.
A blush spread across her cheeks and she mewled.
Envy bent down and slowly kissed her, being as gentle as he possibly could. He released her arms, and loved the feeling of her hands through his hair. She ripped off his headband, letting more of it fall to his shoulders. He wrapped one arm around her waist while his other hand snaked down to her exposed breast and grabbed it. The feeling of her flesh between his fingers drove him crazy, and he felt her moan into his mouth. Be broke the kiss, and began slowly kissing his way down her neck. She arched her back and he playfully nibbled at her.
" Envy..." she gasped.
His lips finally found her breast, and he smiled in delight.
He took her nipple in between his teeth and bit down very softly. This earned a ragged cry from Winry, and her body shivered. Driven by her cry, he took the whole bud into his mouth and sucked like he had her snake bite. Winry's hands lightly clawed into his back, but not enough to cause him pain. The feeling actually soothed his tight muscles, and he felt himself relax. He sucked and sucked, and her cries grew louder and louder. Envy was suddenly afraid that Dante was going to hear.
He managed to pull away and found himself smiling and giggling down at the heavily breathing girl. Her eyes where closed, and she was breathing with her mouth open.
She was so beautiful.
" Shhh Winry, your going to wake up the whole house." He whispered huskily in his effeminate tone.
Her eyes fluttered open and she was blushing. " Sorry..."
Envy leaned down and tenderly kissed her on the lips, but didn't deepen it.
He parted and rested his forehead against hers, closing his eyes.
" Envy?" She whispered after a few moments.
He opened one eye to look into her.
" Yes?"
" I'm sorry i-if I'm not..." Her voice quivered.
He opened his eyes and leaned fully away from her. He looked down at the blushing girl and saw she was looking nervous.
" Not what?"
He had no idea why she was so nervous.
She looked up into his eyes.
"I-I've never done this kind of stuff before and...and you might not..."
His eyebrows pulled together and he tilted his head to the side. Was she actually saying...?
He burst out laughing, and she blushed deeply.
He tried to stop his laughter, and eventually succeeded. He couldn't stop his smile.
" Don't laugh at me!" She grumbled, but looked embarrassed more than angry.
He shook his head. " I wasn't laughing at you. I was laughing at...Well I was kind of laughing at you." She punched his arm, possibly as hard as she could, and he faked a wince. " It's funny because you think I won't be pleased."
She blushed and then unconsciously began smoothing out his hair. He closed his eyes as a feeling of complete comfort washed over him. Even the little things she did had him craving her.
" But I know you won't...I'm not like Lust."
He opened his eyes quickly and gave her a look of confusion.
" What's Lust have to do with anything?"
He thought of Lust as a sister, and nothing else. Sure she was attractive, but she was too easy. He liked Winry's purity and frailty. And to hear that she thought...Envy had to straighten this out.
" Winry, I don't find Lust attractive whatsoever." he said flatly.
But like always, she protested. Envy sighed.
" But Lust is beautiful! She's smart, and knows how to...Do everything."
He felt angry. Did she really not know how beautiful she was? Or how beautiful he thought she was? It then dawned on him that he never actually told her.
He looked into her eyes, and felt a healthy glow come to his cheeks.
" Winry, your perfect. I wouldn't want you any other way. Your beautiful, strong willed, and stubborn, " He flashed her a smile, " And not to mention, sexy."
She blushed, and a smile came to her eyes.
" And don't let anyone tell you otherwise." He added.
She smirked and traced a finger over his lips.
" You think I'm sexy?" She smiled.
He found himself grinning.
" Winry...I'm a man. And your a beautiful creature. Even if I'm not human, I can't deny that."
She sighed and rolled her eyes. But her smile widened and she ran her hands which had been stroking his hair down his face. She trailed over of her fingers down his cheeks and then brushed it over his lips. He playfully bit the finger, and delighted in her shiver.
" But yes, I think your very sexy."
His lips twitched and he leaned forwards, not able to look into her eyes. They where too beautiful. They reminded him of how pure she was.
And how impure he was.
He let sadness sweep over him and he stopped himself from kissing her. Instead, he drew back and looked down at her and Winry gave him a questioning look.
" What's wrong?"
He sucked in a deep breath, but decided to go for it.
" I...Winry, I'm not what I seem."
This simple statement made her eyes double in size, and her eyebrows pulled together. She tilted her head to the side. " What do you mean?"
He suddenly felt very nervous, but her had gotten himself trapped.
But he had to do this.
" I'm four hundred years old."
She gasped and stared at him. She raised a hand to his face, and traced his features.
" But..."
He grabbed her hand and held it to his face.
" I don't age Winry. I'll never die. I'll always be the same. And over the amount of time I've lived, I've killed thousands," her eyes grew wide in shock once again, but he made himself continue, " And I like it. I still do. But...I would never hurt you Winry..I..."
He struggled with the words.
Her eyes smiled and she shook her head.
" I know you wouldn't."
He closed his eyes from the pain. He leaned his head down until his forehead touched hers.
" I've taken so many lives Winry. I killed brutally and mercilessly. I'm evil. There's nothing good in me..." He whispered this, afraid to hear the truth that was eating him up.
She closed the gap between them and ever so lightly brushed her lips against his.
He opened his eyes and looked down at her.
" Yes, there is. I know it."
The look in her eyes...The determination of them. Envy fell for her even further right then. But he knew she was wrong. There was nothing good in him. Hell, he'd killed children before. Done it right before their mothers eyes. And he had loved it. But the thought of anyone hurting Winry...It made his blood biol. And now he knew what those humans had felt when they had watched him kill their loved ones.
He hated it.
But he couldn't deny it any longer.
He felt remorse.
" You humans and your compassion...I envy it so." He whispered.
He opened his eyes again to see she was crying.
Tears fell slowly down her cheeks, but her face didn't twist in pain. It just smiled at him.
Envy kissed her tears away softly, his throat closing up. He felt horrible for making her cry.
" I'm sorry..." she whispered, her voice thick with emotion.
" What are you sorry for?" He whispered.
She hugged him close to her, and he was stunned for a moment. He had never actually hugged anyone before. Winry's bare chest pressed against him and he felt a flutter in his stomach. Her body shook with tears, and he smoothed out her long hair.
" What's wrong?" He asked, not trying to hide the concern in his voice.
" I'm sorry your life had to... be this way...I'm sorry..." she whispered.
He had never, in all of his four hundred years, felt anything quite like this sensation he was feeling now. He felt like he was suddenly held down to earth by one thing. Her.
He pulled himself from her and looked at her watery eyes.
He kissed her eyelids softly.
Gathering her up in his arms, he stood, holding her against him closely, to shield her naked chest. He marveled in how easily she fit in his arms for a moment, and then made his way down the dark hall. He climbed up the stairs, and came to the first room her could find. He kicked in the door, and shut it behind him. Envy placed her on the soft bed very gently. She was reluctant to let go of him, and began unhooking her jeans. He watched her do this with a calm expression, and when she had finally unclasped them, he put his hands over hers, stopping her from continuing.
She looked up at him with a confused expression, and he couldn't believe what he was about to say. But he had to.
" You know how strong I am Winry...I could kill you."
She rolled her eyes." Just shut up and kiss me Envy."
He couldn't help the toothy grin he gave her.
" Alright, but it's your funeral."
Envy dragged her jeans slowly down her legs.
Winry just wanted to rip them off already, but he was taking his time, staring down at her with that grin of his. His eyes where shining brightly in the light the moon spread into the room.
He was breath taking.
Winry couldn't get over the emotions she was feeling. She had never experienced such wanted in her entire life. Not even with Edward, she she'd had a crush on him since she was a kid. But with Envy...Her insides heated up when he so much as looked at her. And when he touched her...
He finally had her pants off, and she slipped the rest of her tube top over her head. She took in the look he was giving her, and couldn't stop herself from blushing. His eyes glowed with his desire for her, and all that was separating them was her panties and his loin cloth.
She got up on her knees, bringing herself to him.
She had only managed to take off his bandana, but now she was going to get him out of that weird get up if it killed her. She didn't find it fair that she was half naked and he wasn't.
His hands caught her wrist as she hands went to his bottoms. She looked up and saw his eyes where wide with alarm.
" W-what?" She asked.
His head snapped to the side, and she realized he was staring at the door.
His eyes narrowed.
" Someone's coming."
Winry leaned into his chest, and his arm wrapped around her. She stared at the door for a second, then looked up into his eyes. She knew what he was thinking. His eyes glanced at the window.
" Please don't leave." She whispered.
His expression was calm, but she could see the conflict in his beautiful eyes.
He leaned down and kissed her tenderly. She felt her stomach do summer salts, and she was heatedly kissing him back. She didn't want him to go. She wanted him so bad, she could hardly stand it.
Winry wouldn't even mind if he just stayed to sleep beside her and hold him.
He pulled away, and she was left seeing stars for a moment as she regained her composure.
Envy's eyes shifted back to the door and he narrowed them.
Whoever it was, he really didn't want them coming in there.
He looked back down at Winry, and he smiled softly. It was the softest smile she had ever seen on his lips, and she decided it was her favorite, besides his lop sided grin. But she knew where this smile was headed, and she couldn't help but clutch onto him, pleading with her eyes.
She opened her mouth to speak, but he held a finger to her lips.
Envy leaned down and whispered in her head seductively, " To be continued..."
And he was gone, already at the window.
He stared at her through pain filled amethyst eyes, and he gave her a half heated grin.
She suddenly remembered her dream.
" Don;t go..." She whispered.
He didn't answer, just jumped from the window.
She knew she should have been scared fro him, but after seeing him fight the chimera, she knew he wouldn't just let himself fall.
Winry stared at the open space.
She closed her eyes, and a single tear fell.
Right now, Animal by Neon Trees is playing on my iHome. If you want a song to go with this chapter, then just listen to that about infinity times. And Magic by Ladyhawke. Ya. I'm gonna sleep now.
