A/N: Come on everyone! You can do better than that. Review.

I'm going to put up this really short chapter but then I'm going to put up the next chapter at the same time, so it's not really short, it's just split up into two chapters. Okay? Some more action in this...

Enjoy!

Chapter 10:

Diary POV

Dear Dimitri,

I find myself back in that forest with you, in my dreams.

So I guess you haunt my mind night and day. But then again, you always did.

Then I must still love you.

As requested by psycho counsellor guy, I'm going back to school.

What part of 'I don't want to be a guardian' gives you 'Going back to guardian training'?

I suppose this is Alberta's way of twisting my life even more.

Adrian was here last night, in the morning I told him to get lost or I'd personally strangle him. I don't know why, but I can't stop pushing everyone away. He is repulsive to me, Lissa is as well.

I'm going to sleep now, forever thinking of you.

I can't forgive myself for what I did to you,

But I can't stop feeling this pain either.

Love always,

Rose.

A/N: As I said, short. Rose can't bear to write more. However, I can. I am posting the next chapter now.