A/N: Ahh, here it is, as promise. Fantasies galore!!!!!

BPOV

The cool air of the morning stung my face, but I welcomed it. I had to get it together. I had woken up disoriented and distracted. I shook my head, trying to keep the dream from creeping back into my mind; I didn't want to crash my car. I came to a red light and as the motion of the Sunfire ceased, so did my control. It had been so real, felt so real, how was I ever going to make it through the school day and... oh my goodness. How was I going to make it through lunch! Sitting at the same table, I knew I wouldn't be able to control myself from crawling across it to get my hands on him.

I tried to dislodge the picture I had in my head of Jasper sneaking up my stairs, silently closing the door, the moonlight gleaming off his teeth as he grinned at me. It was only a dream, but I would have traded anything to make it real. He had walked towards me slowly until my back had pressed against the wall, my heartbeat rising in my throat. His arms spread as he leaned against the wall behind me, pressing his body along the length of mine. His blonde curls had hung in front of his eyes as he tilted his head down to look at me. His eyes were dark in the room; I could barely see their rich green tones. I had reached up, pushed his silky hair away to see them better, but they remained shadowed. His hand pressed on the side of my neck, curved to cup my shoulder. When I had rested my hands on his chest, he pushed me back roughly into the wall. Our bodies couldn't have been closer. The fabricated memory made me quiver in the seat of my car, even though I wasn't cold.

I jumped in my seat when a car honked at me. The light had turned green while I was too busy thinking about impossibilities. I puzzled over why Jasper had such a strong effect on me. I had never been one for day-dreams and fantasies, but I couldn't stop my self from running over his perfect body in my mind. I drove the rest of the way to school without any accidents. I met Alice and Marcus shyly in the parking lot, trying not to be rude to them as I searched for him everywhere. Alice noticed my distraction.

"You seem awfully jumpy...are you always this excitable in the mornings?" she asked me curiously. Her eyes narrowing in suspicion.

"Hahaha" I laughed nervously. "Um, no. I guess I was just expecting everyone else to be here as well. Do you, um, know where they all are?" I was terrible at acting nonchalant and I had a feeling Alice could tell. She raised her eyebrows at me.

"Well, Emmett and Vanessa were no where to be found when we got here. Marcus arrived a few minutes before Rosalie and me. As far as I know, everyone else has a spare. It's a pain being friends with so many seniors, they really like to rub it in that they get to sleep in and we don't. Though, I guess some could use it more than others. I heard Jasper get up at least five times last night."

My eyes shot up when she said his name and I kicked myself. So much for being subtle. I stood there, trying to think of something to say. Instead I just said: "Oh. Well, should we be getting to class?" I turned abruptly and walked towards our English room, Alice following behind me. I was digging my own grave.

When we got to class, Alice didn't say anything, but she sat very still staring at me. Her eyes were wide and unfocused as I felt them on me. I tried to ignore it, but it got the best of me.

"Will you please tell me what you're staring at? Do I have cereal stuck to my face or something?" I said as nicely as possible.

"You know, Bella, you have a killer body. You should show it off a bit more. Let the boys see the goods, you know?" Her eyes narrowed as they took in my boring jeans and t-shirt.

"Uhhh, thanks, I guess? But I'm not a big exhibitionist..." I mumbled, feeling uncomfortable. I had never garnered a lot of attention in Phoenix, except from Mike, who had taken it upon himself, unsolicited, to be my personal fan club.

"Well, this can all be fixed. I'll get Vanessa to come shopping with us after school. You don't have plans do you?" She said in a spacey voice, as if she was already dressing me up in her head.

"Um. Sure. I mean, no I don't have plans." Under normal circumstances, I would have said no outright, but I liked Alice and I didn't want her to think I didn't want to spend time with her. "Shopping isn't really my thing though..." I said hesitantly.

"That can be fixed too." She said with a wicked little grin and I knew there was no way out. I would have to fake my own death.

Mr. Bertie started class and Alice turned away from me as I stewed, trying to think of excuses I could use to get out of these plans. The class was over before I knew it, and Calculus blew by as well. I didn't realize until halfway through Spanish that Jasper had arrived after first period and I should have been looking for him. I kicked myself for missing any opportunity to see his glorious perfection. Of course, the realization that I would be seeing him at lunch made the second half of Spanish slow to a snail's crawl. I threw my books in my bag before the bell rang and was half out of my seat when it finally sounded. I was in such a rush I tripped over the leg of my chair and as I tried to disentangle myself from it I heard giggling behind me. The two girls who had been whispering about me yesterday increased their laughter as I finally made it back to my feet. I flipped my hair across my shoulders and walked away from them. There were millions of petty people in the world and I wasn't going to waste my time on a single one of them.

I tried not to run to the cafeteria, not wanting to face-plant. I looked down at the outfit I had thrown on this morning and cringed. I should have paid better attention. I was wearing my favourite jeans and a thin brown sweater. It wasn't horrible, but Alice was right, I could probably do a lot better. Now that there's a reason to look good, I thought with a smirk. My attempt to feel bad about trying to bait Jasper failed miserably. I tried to feel guilty that I was in pursuit of him right under Kate's nose, but I couldn't. It was apparent that she didn't really want him, and I was willing to take him off her hands. And get him into mine.

The faster I walked to the lunch line, the more excited I got. I was practically vibrating by the time I reached the line. It got stronger and stronger the more I thought about him, the more I realized I could breathe again once I saw him. I stood impatiently, feeling like I was ready to explode. My breath caught and my blood pulsed as I thought about the possibility of him skipping lunch again. My body was almost shaking when I felt a razor heat across my shoulder, moving my hair to the side as he tapped on my shoulder. Ah. That was the cause of my trembling. It had to be Jasper. Nothing in the world could make me feel this weak except his presence. I breathed out, my body throbbing with the realization that he was so close to me. I could feel his body heat radiating onto me, caressing me in waves.

I couldn't resist any longer and I turned to him. I kept my eyes on the ground, worried he would see the intense relief I felt at having him beside me.

"I knew it was you." I said, surprising myself. Where did that come from?! I instantly didn't care. I panned up his body, all 6'3" of him. He was wearing brown leather runners, jeans that looked soft as silk, a green collared polo that stretched across his perfect chest, and a smile that I could almost feel brushing across my lips. If I hadn't seen him coming out of the pool, dripping wet and half-naked, I would have guessed he couldn't look any better than this moment. I raised my eyes to his; they reached out and pulled me in. I melted into the earth of his eyes. I felt like he had liquefied himself and poured it into my very centre. My heart drummed his name, could he hear it calling him?

His breath hitched as he let out a slow chuckle, and it pulled me back to the present. "And how did you know that?" he asked in a low, seductive voice. Did he mean to have this effect on me? My knees began to shake as I thought about telling him. His body gave a quick shudder and it provoked my answer.

"I could just feel you." I said. I tried to sound flippant, as if I told people all the time that their presence had a physical effect on me. I couldn't tell if he bought it or not, he was slowly shaking his head.

He leaned down slightly, and said in a soft voice "I can feel you, too." My vision began to quake and I reminded myself that I had to pull it together. I was about to walk with him into a room full of all our peers. It would not do an ounce of good to be caught looking at him like this. I turned slightly away from him, not being able to bear turning my back to him, and began walking down the lunch line as it moved. I filled my tray with anything; I paid no attention. I was absent-mindedly putting my hand into the fruit bowl, not caring what I would pull out, when his fingers wrapped around my wrist. A current ran straight up my arm, up my neck and straight down my centre. It was what I always thought electrocution felt like.

"No, try the peach." He drawled at me. I could deny him absolutely nothing. I took the fruit he offered me. The satin skin of it prickled the senses on the tips of my fingers. His hand brushed mine when he put it in my palm, and the mixture of textures, the velvet of the fruit beside his rough hand sent me plunging into a pit of fire. I could not take the surplus sensations. I nearly cringed at the intensity. My mind shot to last night's dream when his coarse hands had brushed against the skin at my waist and I had to turn away before he could read the voracious hunger in my eyes.

We walked out of the cafeteria line and I let him lead me to the table. I tried to be sneaky but I'm sure I failed as I stared at his perfect ass. The jeans he wore fit him perfectly, not too tight, but not too loose; they didn't leave enough room to my imagination, but I was sure that my mind could not have created anything that looked quite that good. I had to get my hands on it, dip them into his back pockets as he pulled me close to him.

I was just about to lose it when I felt a pair of eyes prick my forehead. I looked up to see Jacob staring at me; half incredulous and half trying to keep from laughing. SHIT! He had totally caught me practically ripping Jasper's pants off with my eyes. When Jasper walked past him to sit next to Emmett, Jacob wiggled his eyebrows at me surreptitiously. I tried to cool myself down so I wouldn't flush eight shades of red. I gulped in mouthfuls of air trying to stop myself from hyperventilating. He wasn't going to let me live this down.

I sat down between him and Alice and stared at my tray.

"Well hello there, sister-dear. Have you been enjoying your day?" He said to me, and I could feel the set up coming, and no way to stop it.

"Um, I guess so..."

"Seen anything around campus that's sparked your interest? We have great scenery here, don't we Alice?" He continued looking at me manically while I silently pleaded with him to drop this and not embarrass me. Luckily, Alice didn't hear him.

"Alice!" Tanya had called. "WAIT until you hear what Heidi told Renata, who told Carmen, who told me about Jessica and Lauren!!!! They got pulled over coming back from the Hoquiam Res at 3 in the morning last night!!!"

I was about to ask Alice who Jessica and Lauren were when a familiar voice called Jake's name to the left of me. I looked up to see a very grown-up Garrett walking towards us. Jake saved me from asking him what he was doing at F.H. and Garret filled him about the move Charlie had forgotten to inform us of. He was asking for directions when I offered him my useless instructions Jacob had given my yesterday. I felt Jasper's eyes follow me as I went to give Garrett a hug. I hadn't seen him in a couple years, but we still had the easy friendship. Charlie had never known what to do with me when I had come to visit, so he generally held get togethers with the families of his co-workers. The adults got to shoot the breeze while I was left to make friends with four of their sons. Garrett had been the least afraid of cooties at the time, so he and I had become friends. I had kept in touch with him over the years, and it was good to see he had finally grown into his ears. He rumpled my hair and went to get a chair to put in between Jake and me. I moved a bit closer to Alice, which put me directly across from Jasper.

Even Garrett's re-entrance into my life couldn't keep my eyes and mind off of Jasper for long. I was hyper aware of him. He smiled a wide, easy grin when he was introduced to Garrett. I couldn't seem to turn the volume up on my surroundings. Everything was muted and fuzzy, except for Jasper. It was like looking down a long tunnel and seeing the light at the end of it. He pushed his hair back as he leaned forward, not eating his lunch, but moving it from one side of his plate to the other. I picked up the peach he had given me, deciding to try it. My mother only bought canned peaches because she hated bruised fruit, and with her, everything eventually dropped on the floor. I watched as Jasper twirled his fork around with his long, slender fingers. My teeth broke through the flesh of the peach and incredibly sweet, sticky juice filled my mouth. I had to swallow to keep it from running down my chin. It was so incredibly delicious, I could barely think. The only thing my eyes saw while I consumed the fruit were Jasper. He filled up every inch of my vision. I imagined walking over to him, taking the fork from his hand, throwing it to the ground. I would push his chair back as I sat facing him on his lap, I would feed him the piece of heaven he had given me, I would kiss the peach's blood from the corner of his lip, I knew it would only taste better off of him. As I fed him the next piece he would catch my finger with his teeth, taking the nectar off it while I skimmed his bottom lip with the others. I would take my finger from his mouth and try the taste of his mouth on it, try to differentiate which was sweeter, the fruit or the man. Abruptly my teeth hit the pit of the peach and I was launched from my fantasy. My eyes refocused and I saw Jasper just before he relaxed back into his chair. His back was ramrod straight, his hand closed into a tight fist on the table. His jaw was strained and his eyes were like liquid fire, burning into mine. What had just happened?

I gave myself a mental once over. My feet were crossed, my knees and thighs pushed together tightly, my one hand was holding onto the edge of my chair; I slowly relaxed my fingers and put my hand flat on the table. I prayed I hadn't done anything embarrassing while I was in my trance. I looked at the peach pit in my hand in wonder; I had eaten the entire fruit without realizing it, the only thing left was the stone from the middle. Jasper coughed slightly and picked up his bottle of water and drank it without stopping. He couldn't possibly have known what I was thinking, could he? A light sheen of sweat covered his neck and arms; I looked to the others, but everyone else looked perfectly comfortable. I began to blush in embarrassment, and decided I should start talking to someone before they noticed my head and brain had disconnected. I was going to ask Jake to fill me in on who these Jessica and Lauren girls were when Garrett said loudly and clearly in my ear:

"No, you're wrong. It was 1986." I looked at him, puzzled, and then realized everyone else was looking at Kate. I followed their gaze to see her shoot daggers at him. She said something, and he responded. They exchanged several more words that made no sense to me whatsoever. I decided not to pay any attention, but when Garrett and Kate both stood up and pushed in their chairs, I started to wonder more. If this was an argument about dates, I mean, talk about over-reaction! I looked at Jacob and he just shrugged his shoulders at me.

I passed the rest of lunch in a much more cautious way, paying attention to every little detail that passed from the people sitting around me. I could not get sucked into another fantasy like that or I would literally throw all the food from the table and push Jasper onto it. The force of my lust took me by surprise, but I knew it was true.

I asked Tanya about the girls she had been talking about, and she gave me a description of the brunette and the blonde from my Spanish class. I decided I was doubly glad that I hadn't tried to play nice with them, or confront them. They really weren't worth my time. I kept my eyes to the four people surrounding me and no one else. I couldn't risk looking at Jasper, even when we all left to go to class. I walked to the gym, wishing I was going to see him at the pool again, but knowing I wouldn't.

As I walked past the pool on my way to the gym, the smell of the chlorine triggered my memory of him. The way he had come up from the water, droplets clinging to him. I wanted to kiss each and every one off his gorgeous body, his defined abs, his hip bones, the crease between his shoulder blades. I could only imagine what he felt like underwater; soft and incredible.

The bell rang shrilly and I jumped a foot. I was loosing it completely. I went to gym and all sexual thoughts were pushed from my head when sweating Coach Clapp told us we would be playing volleyball. He held up a pair of old, worn knee pads and I shrank back, trying to make myself disappear. I tripped twice and hit myself in the head with the ball, but I didn't hurt anyone else, saving me from making enemies.

My last class finished quickly and I started to worry about shopping with Alice. She seemed convinced this morning that I would go without a fight. Maybe I would, just to make her happy. She was being incredibly nice to me. Vanessa was great too. I could tell Jake was head-over-heels for her, which made me like her even more. She was sweet and caring, but tough too. She needed to be with Jake, he was not one for spineless women.

They were both leaning against my car when I walked out of Biology with Edward. He left me to go find Tanya and as I watched him go I saw Kate getting into a truck. Jasper appeared next to her and I didn't even have time to register how sexy he looked behind the wheel. My heart fell at the thought of them together; it was a ridiculous reaction. I had known all along that they were together. Their not sitting together at lunch could have just been a coincidence, or a sign that she was still mad about last night. But she hadn't given me any dirty looks, and I hadn't gotten the impression she was antagonistic towards me. I stood there, slowly losing faith in myself. What if Jasper never broke up with her? What if he never asked me out? I would have to suffer here for an entire year before he would be done school. I'm not even sure being out of his presence would stop this gnawing need from eating me alive.

"Wakey-wakey! Let's get this show on the road!" Alice said as she snapped her fingers in front of my face. I unlocked her door and saw Vanessa getting into Jacob's Rabbit. Our convoy left one after the other.

Jake made it home first, and Alice and I got there just in time to see Jacob walking around the corner of the house, Vanessa thrown over his shoulder. She was laughing and looked up to give us a "What can you do?" look and Jake called out to us.

"You can have her back in half an hour!" and continued his march down the side staircase.

I looked at Alice and we both cringed, not wanting to know what they were going to be up to. We headed onto the main level and I lead her upstairs to my room.

"Good," she said. "I can use this time to inspect your wardrobe". She started piling clothes up by colour and fabric and I went to sit in my chair. We sat in silence for a while as she combed through my closet. "So, how are you liking Forks? Still overwhelmed?" she asked conversationally.

"Yea, it's a bit much to take in. You guys have all been so nice to me, though. I never expected to be taken in so fast." I smiled widely at her, trying to let her know that I was glad she was here.

"Oh, don't be silly! You were one of the family before you even arrived. I feel like I've known you forever. And not just because of Jake, though he has told us an awful lot about you. I feel there's a connection between us, you're like a sister to me!" She came over and gave me a big hug. I was shocked, so I hugged her back automatically.

"Thanks, Alice. That means so much to me. I've never had anything close to a sister."

"Well, being a sister is fun, but it can be hard work. Do you know how many times I've had to listen to Rosalie complain about Emmett? Ugh." she wrinkled her nose in distaste. "The things they fight about are so ridiculous, but I think they secretly like it." she gave me a wink to let me know they were fine.

"Brother's are easier," she continued. "They tell you like it is. Edward's quiet, but he's hilarious once he gets to know you. He's a great listener and he always knows just what you're thinking; he's very understanding. Jasper's a different guy all together. You probably haven't gotten a great first impression of him, what with the whole fainting thing and then him having this fight with Kate." She stopped like she might have said too much. She looked at me and her eyes hardened a bit. She plunged onward. "He really is a great friend and brother. He'd do anything to make you happy, and he's great at picking up your moods. When I'm in a bad mood, he just steers clear, gives me my space to cool off. Normally it's just the space that I need and then I cheer right up! But listen to me going on and on! You have Jacob, so you pretty much lucked out on the whole brother side. I'll make it my mission that you don't miss out on the benefits of both siblings."

She gave me a big smile and I radiated it back to her. She had no idea how much she had given me. Not only had she said how much she liked me, how she wanted me to be comfortable, but she had given me endless information about Jasper to think over. I would save digesting it until the mall, when I would indefinitely need something happy to think about.

Before I could respond, we heard Vanessa's voice float up through the vent in my floor that lead directly to the basement. "HOW DARE YOU CALL ME THAT YOU DOG! DO YOU KNOW HOW BIG THAT THING'S ASS IS?!" There was a muffled thump and we heard her running upstairs.

She burst into the room, red faced and furious "Of all the stupid, ridiculous... oh my god, Bella!" She stopped halfway through her sentence, her face falling on the piles Alice had created. "You have way too many dark clothes!!! We've got to get to the mall before this black hole swallows us!" She grabbed my hand and dragged me from my chair. I just managed to grab my wallet and my keys before she was prodding me down the stairs.

"Bye, Jake! I'll be home later!" I called out as they pulled me towards the front door. I just heard him laughing from the basement before I was pushed into my car and the door shut in my face.

This was going to be a nice, relaxing afternoon. I pulled out my memory of Jasper from lunch, revved my car and hit the gas. If I had to go, I might as well enjoy it.

A/N: Ahh, I hope that was juicy enough. Man, these things take me FOREVER. I started writing at midnight and just finished at 5:11! I can really only write once my roomates go to bed, I don't know why. Oh well! Please review! I've been getting great ones, but more are always welcome! :D