A/N: Hi there! Thanks as always for everyone who took the time to read and/or review and my apologies for being late in updating.
This story just more and more keeps developing a life of its own and what I had planned out for the last couple of chapters gets stretched and twisted and changed but I hope it's all for the better.
And just for clarification, in this story Blaine does go to Dalton but actually lives in Lima.
A Week with the Hummels Chapter 10
Kurt was just about to bounce up from his bed and go into the bathroom to tell Dave about the slight but somewhat fortunate change in plans for tonight when he heard a knock on the door.
"Come in" Kurt said sitting himself up on the edge of his bed, trying to contain his obvious excitement but not managing too well.
"Hey kiddo, I would like to have a quick word with you," Burt said as he walked into the room and sat himself down next to Kurt on the bed at a slight angle so he could face him.
"Sure" Kurt said too cheerfully for Burt's liking and he looked at him perplexed. What was going on in that head of his son? A few minutes ago he stormed out of the kitchen having been nothing but short of rude to his step brother and now he was sitting here smiling as though Christmas had come early and most of all he was trying to hide it as Burt couldn't help but notice.
"Kurt I'm tired of beating around the bush. There is obviously something going on with you and we have had way too many unfinished conversations lately. It's like I don't know you anymore. The way you just snapped at Finn upstairs was really uncalled for and now just when I come down here to have a word with you about it you are all beams and smiles. I know I've asked you before but I'm going to ask you again, what are you not telling me?"
Oh gosh. Kurt hated to see the worried and stern look on his dad's face. Had he really been that snappy towards Finn? He couldn't even really remember; his frustration had obviously temporarily clouded his mind. What could he possibly say to his dad? Nothing would come even close to the truth about the sea of emotions that was swirling inside of him and the big secret he was keeping for Dave. He just needed to get a better grip on himself and now with the prospect of not having to worry and plan for tonight that should not be so difficult, after all there was no need to fret about him and Dave all day. Kurt looked up at his dad and was met with a searching look. Oh, of course, his dad was probably waiting for him to say something.
"About that … yeah sorry, I will go and apologise to Finn too if you want me to. I don't know what came over me, maybe I'm still tired or something … we have been doing a lot the last couple of days … And as for being happy … I … I suppose I am just really looking forward to meeting up with Blaine later, I just was on the phone to him confirming tonight."
Burt looked at his son his face suddenly changing into what could only be described as sudden realisation. "Oh … I see … But … I thought that you and Blaine … you know … were just friends and …" Burt swallowed. "Is there something I need to know? You know you can talk to me about these things … boy stuff … and …"
What? Was his dad implying him and Blaine…? "NO!" Kurt said empathically. "No, no, no…"he said again as his dad looked at him in shock at his outburst. "It's nothing like that… he's got a new boyfriend … and it sounds kind of serious … and I'm just really happy for him and looking forward to meeting him later."
Burt looked at his son and didn't know whether to believe him or not, and that saddened him, because until now he had always believed that there would be no secrets between them. The odd omission of course, as probably there was between any parent and their children, but outright secrets he just never expected. But maybe that was just part of growing up. Kurt was bound to have a life outside of his family sooner or later and while Burt had always hoped he would share it with him maybe there were parts of this new adult life that Kurt wasn't comfortable him knowing about. And that thought had Burt truly worried.
But that aside, the honest truth was that Burt was plainly exasperated with Kurt's behaviour. He had been really accommodating and understanding, especially when Kurt got all emotional a few days ago but he had reached the end of his tether. What if the reasons Kurt wouldn't share was because he had gotten himself into trouble? Kurt had denied it before when he had asked him but his continuous erratic behaviour has not really done much to quieten that thought for good. So when Burt started talking again it came out a bit sharper than he had intended it to.
"Kurt, I know I can't make you talk to me about whatever it is that is so clearly bothering you if you don't want to. I just need to know that it's nothing bad or illegal you got yourself into and …
"What? No, DAD!" Kurt yelled out.
"Kurt …" his dad said trying to stay calm. "THIS … is exactly the kind of behaviour I'm talking about. When did you get so jumpy and edgy?"
"Dad … how would you have me react when you are basically accusing me of being up to no good?" Kurt said his good mood all but gone now. He looked his dad straight in the eyes. "But I promise you, I am not in any kind of trouble. I … I just have a lot to deal with at the moment and … but that will get sorted out, and …. Oh gosh, dad, you really don't need to worry about me." Kurt didn't want his dad to worry. That was the last thing he wanted, especially with his dad's heart condition. He hoped he would be able to reassure him enough.
Burt looked at his son and tried to get any extra clues from his body language as to whether Kurt was telling the truth or not. There was one question still burning on his tongue and he didn't know whether it would be wise to bring it up with the way Kurt was already working himself up but he just had to for his own peace of mind.
"Ok, I believe you and I have to trust you but let me just ask you something, and please be honest. This … has this got anything whatsoever to do with Dave? Is he …" Oh gosh, how could he say what he wanted to say without sounding like a complete douche.
"DAVE?" Kurt's voice jumped by about an octave. "Why would Dave have anything to do with anything?" Kurt suddenly felt hot and cold and short of breath. He was sure he could actually feel Dave hold his breath in the bathroom. Although his dad was talking quietly he was convinced that Dave would be able to hear them. Oh god, no… did his dad see anything more than he had let on?
"Kurt!" His dad said firmly. "I just … ok this might sound really bad on my part but … his dad has mentioned to me some of the reasons why Dave had gotten himself into trouble and … I don't want to imply that he did, he seems like a nice guy but… did he say anything … you know … bad to you or about gays in general?"
Kurt's eyes were big as saucers. He knew he couldn't audibly heave a sigh of relief as to not sound too happy about his dad's accusation because that would be just weird. Well, also technically Dave had said hurtful things but that seemed already like a million years ago and had nothing to do with the Dave he knew now.
"No dad, Dave is ok, really, we actually get on really well and … whatever it was that might have caused him to react that way in the past I don't know … but really you don't need to worry about him … or me. Would he come with me to Blaine's party tonight if he was … you know … like what you're implying?"
Kurt tried to spin the argument in his favour without giving too much away. And at the same time he hated himself for lying to his dad. But his integrity about not outing people, and Dave in particular as he had enough to deal with as it was, meant even more to him. In a few days this would all be over and his life could go back to boring but normal and he could patch up anything with his dad that might need fixing as a result of this.
Burt nodded. For the first time in a while he actually believed what Kurt was saying and he was just tremendously relived that his best friend's son didn't turn out to harass his son.
"Ok, so it's not Dave and whatever it is, you're not telling me. I can accept that you have to work through some things on your own but let me remind you of two things. Firstly, that I will always be here should you need to talk, and secondly that certain behaviour is not acceptable. We all go through tough times on occasion and still need to be able to control ourselves. Any emotional outbursts and rude behaviour will not be tolerated and there will be consequences should you overstep these boundaries again."
Kurt looked at the floor and gulped audibly a few times. He didn't even know what to say to that other than nodding his head in agreement.
"Kurt … you know I love you, right?" his dad said and pulled him into a hug. "Sorry if I am coming across as being tough but I am just concerned for you and also as your dad it's my responsibility to guide you along the path of growing up even if that means being tough on you."
Kurt let himself sink against his dad. He suddenly felt like a kid again and just wanted to relish the embrace his dad was offering him. "I know dad, it's just …" Kurt sighed and closed his eyes letting his dad hold him.
"What is it Kurt, why is it so hard for you to talk to me? You know I might get mad but I will always have your back regardless."
"I know, I know …" Kurt replied croakily. "I … it will be ok ... don't worry, really." Kurt wanted to reassure his dad and at the same time needed to feel the comfort his strong shoulders gave him just like they used to when he was little. Despite knowing that most certainly things would not be ok come Thursday, his dad needed to hear that they were.
"Ok, just know I'm here…" Burt said as he slowly got up from the bed and gave Kurt's shoulder a gentle pad. "We're going to head out in about half an hour. Where's Dave? He still needs to have his breakfast as far as I know."
"Oh, he most likely is still in the shower." Kurt replied. "You know after the run he probably just needed a long hot shower."
Burt looked across to the door of the ensuite. Oh, he hadn't thought of the fact that Dave might be in there. He hadn't heard any water running but then again he hadn't particularly listened out for it. He hoped Dave didn't catch their little conversation suddenly feeling rather foolish for accusing Dave of bullying Kurt. Well, if by some chance he did overhear, he would just have to deal with it and apologise.
"Ok, just let him know that we're leaving soon when he comes out." Burt nodded at Kurt and left the room padding back up the stairs.
Kurt let himself sink back on his bed and closed his eyes. He wanted to forget about the look of frustration on his dad's face and the feelings that were yanking at his own heart. He took a few deep breathes to steady himself when he heard the bathroom door open. He opened his eyes and saw Dave clad in nothing more than a towel around his waist walk towards him with a sad smile. Kurt flashed him a smile in return as Dave sat himself down next to Kurt and took his hand in his own.
"Tough time with your dad?" he asked as he let his thumb move up and down Kurt's.
"Yeah … oh god, how much did you hear?" Kurt blurted out remembering those words his dad had said about Dave.
"Not all that much but I noticed your raised voice and that you were talking about me at one point. Well, I couldn't really not hear your rather high pitched uttering of my name!" Dave chuckled. "Didn't get any particulars though but … oh gosh Kurt, I'm sorry if I'm being the reason you and your dad are going through a rough patch. You know I never … oh god, if only I had this all figured and wouldn't be such a wimp, Kurt, I'm …"
Dave had to take a deep breath to keep a hold of his feelings. He hated himself right now, well nothing new there; he had pretty much hated himself for the last two years. But despite Kurt giving him this glimmer of hope and deserving more than what he could offer him, he knew he would not be brave enough to just walk up those stairs and tell his family about him, about them and Dave had never felt more like a coward in his life.
Kurt propped himself up on his elbows and lifted up his head placing a kiss on Dave's cheek. "No, please Dave … despite what you might think or feel … I knew what I let myself in for …and while I didn't quite think it through at the time I really …" he looked at Dave and that hopeful look in Dave's eyes made Kurt's heart melt. "I would not change any of this, I mean … come on …, you and I were just meant to happen …"
Kurt decided to go for seductive, desperate for a change in the mood, and let one of his fingers travel down and then back up Dave's chest. He marvelled at the reaction he was able to get from Dave as he felt him taking in a deep breath and Kurt could feel Dave's muscles tense up and then release under his touch.
"Oh gosh …" was all that Dave was able to whimper biting his lip. "You really have no idea what you're doing to me…" If Kurt was trying to take his mind off things he was definitely succeeding.
"But… you see… I think I do …" Kurt said, surprised by his own boldness, as he twirled his fingers through Dave's chest hair while bringing his lips up to Dave's torso and gently nibbling at the skin there. "And … tonight …" Kurt's voice was getting that high pitched excited edge to it as he couldn't wait to finally tell Dave. "Tonight … we might just get that time to ourselves we have been craving so much…"
Dave looked at him his eyebrows knitted together while at the same time trying not to get lost in the sensation of Kurt's lips on his skin. "But … I know Scandals is a gay bar but really … other than kissing there is not much …"
"Oh…" Kurt smirked impishly now. "But you see … we're not heading to Scandals. Courtesy of Finn … long story by the way … we will be heading over to Blaine's house for a little get-together … and as he has so kindly informed me… there are a lot of guest rooms at our disposal should we need them."
Kurt studied Dave' face intently and couldn't help but smile as it changed from confused to realisation to shock and then to bashful within a matter of seconds.
"Oh … ok … I …" Dave was lost for words. To be longing being close to Kurt was one thing but now the news of this suddenly becoming a real prospect had him speechless. Was Kurt expecting them to do things tonight? Dave had no idea how experienced Kurt was but his experience pretty much equalled zero, not counting his disastrous encounter with Blaine. The sudden onslaught of his nerves was threatening to get the better of him not helped by the way Kurt was looking at him and still had his fingers caressing his chest hair, which had him shiver at the touch. Gosh, Kurt was so hot. Dave sighed at that thought. "That's just … wow … " Could his brain please catch up with his mouth and have him actually say something? Dave groaned.
"You're ok big boy? We don't have to do anything we're not ready for… we can just … I really just want to spend time with you," Kurt said still smiling and not wanting to push Dave. It was just after what happened last night in the kitchen he had really thought Dave would want to do more.
"Yeah…" Dave huffed out smiling shyly. Leave it to Kurt to put his mind at ease. "It's just … well, I'm nervous I suppose and also … how do you expect me to function for the rest of the day after this bombshell?" Dave was finally getting his ability to talk back. He leaned down and placing his hands either side of Kurt's face let his lips connect with Kurt's. Kurt's hands, in return, flew up and grabbed hold of Dave's neck pulling him closer until their chests connected and Kurt moaned into the kiss. Oh, he so loved feeling Dave's weight on him.
Dave pulled apart after a moment panting hard and looking like he was having a hard time controlling himself. "Oh god … you're such a tease you know that!" he laughed.
"I just … I better get dressed … ahm … I think I will need a minute to calm down though …" Dave said as a light blush started to spread across his cheeks.
"Oh …" Kurt exclaimed, his eyes involuntarily travelling down to Dave's problem area, the dent clearly visible through the towel. "Did you not … in the shower?" he blurted out before he could stop himself and suddenly matched Dave's facial colour perfectly.
Dave shifted a bit trying to hide his bulge as best as possible. "Mhhh … yes … but …" Dave was not really ready to have this conversation. He was nowhere near comfortable enough talking about his jerk off habits with anyone let alone Kurt, the recent object of his jerk off fantasies."
Kurt raised an eyebrow, half impressed with Dave's apparent stamina and also half smug about being able to have that effect on him after he obviously had just relieved himself a short while ago and started to giggle. "Me too … and … oh gosh, I can't believe I just said that!" Kurt couldn't believe he just shared this with Dave.
"… Take all the time you need to calm down … as long as you get yourself upstairs in 30 minutes or probably more like 20 by now! They're ready to head out to Columbus soon," Kurt said as he got up from the bed and after placing a kiss on Dave's forehead sauntered out of the room, swaying his hips and with a short sultry look over his shoulder left the room and closed the door.
Dave stared after Kurt and groaned. The thought of tonight terrified him but at the same time tonight and whatever it might bring could not come soon enough.
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It was quite amazing what the knowledge of some guaranteed make out time could do to one's frame of mind. Both Kurt and Dave had found themselves thoroughly enjoying the day out in Columbus with their families. There was no urgency of figuring out the where, when and how's of any actual physical contact and they could just convey their longing for each other with the odd stolen look or fleeting touch as they were dragged around by their dads from one sight to another as they went on a trip down memory lane.
They had shown them their old campus and had spent a good amount of time moaning about how it all had changed and used to be so much better in their days. Of course Finn and Dave had to check out the various sports facilities and stadiums and both Burt and Paul tried convincing them that studying here would be an excellent choice for them as the sports programmes were really good. They even tried to convince Kurt that he would find something to his liking at OSU and it would be nice having their kids carrying on the family tradition of studying here. Kurt ever so kindly reminded his dad that he had his eyes already set on New York and that he couldn't really see how Columbus could compete with that.
Next they went on to show everyone their old haunts of where they apparently had spent way too many of their evenings and weekends and Kurt, Dave and Finn were only a little bit embarrassed when Burt and Paul squealed out like overexcited teenagers on discovery that their favourite coffee shop near the south campus still existed. Of course they had to go in and sample the coffee and Kurt had to agree. It was probably one of the best coffees he had ever had and he knew a thing or two about good coffee. It was nice watching their parents interact so carefree and Kurt was glad to see that smile back on his dad's face.
Kurt didn't even really mind Finn monopolising Dave again for a fair amount of time. The knowledge of later was enough to keep him calm and relaxed. Kurt just smiled and was happy watching Dave interact so animatedly with Finn while still finding time to give him the occasional smile and craving look, which each and every time had Kurt's stomach in a flutter.
In the afternoon they all headed for the Olentangy Indian Caverns and Kurt had the perfect excuse to hang on to Dave's arm to stop himself from tripping as he tried to not start to panic as they made their way along the winding passages that connected the underground rooms. He was not made for scurrying around in caves, especially not caves 100 feet below the ground. The parents on more than one occasion looked at this odd couple in front of them with a befuddled expression as Dave so willingly and patiently guided Kurt along. Both Burt and Paul were relieved that at least their shared concern about their sons not getting along was obviously not something founded in reality and even pulling Kurt's leg for hanging on to Dave as though his life depended on it.
All in all it had been an amazing experience and Kurt had learned something new about Dave as well. Apparently he was quite a nerd when it came to history and Kurt on more than one occasion had to drag him along when he was getting too absorbed in reading yet another information tablet about the history of this place while Kurt was desperate not to lose the rest of the group. It was kind of cute though Kurt thought and he could not get enough of this Dave. His mind did wander once or twice to the question as to what kind of place Dave must have grown up in that made him feel that he needed to hide all these things that made him unique and loveable and just Dave. He really hoped that Dave would be able to hold on to whatever he has discovered about himself here and once out of that place he would truly be able to be himself.
Happy and contented all the kids had taken a little snooze on the drive back and by the time they arrived home they all felt very much refreshed and ready for face the rest of the evening.
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The drive over to Blaine's house had been filled with playful banter between all three boys although Kurt could feel Dave tense up the closer they got to their destination. Eventually the car fell silent and Dave started to stare out the window. Kurt more than once glanced over at Dave trying to gauge his mood but he was not really able to read him.
"Dave you're ok?" he said quietly hoping to avoid Finn's attention.
"Yes … just … a bit nervous about meeting Sebastian again I suppose" Dave replied not looking at Kurt.
"I understand … but I'm sure it will be ok. Keep in mind that what has happened has led to them finding each other" Kurt tried reassuring Dave.
"Who's Sebastian?" Finn enquired not wanting to be left out of the loop.
"Erm … he's Blaine's new boyfriend." Kurt answered him shortly.
"OK … but why would you be nervous about meeting him?" Finn asked Dave after a moment. "Did I miss something?"
Dave looked over at Kurt, panic evident in his eyes. "I … ahm … I …"
"When Dave and Sebastian first met a few days ago, they got off to a bad start, some kind of misunderstanding but … nothing to really worry about." Kurt quickly chipped in and Dave mouthed a silent "Thank you" as Finn grunted in acknowledgement and changed the subject to telling Dave at length about how everyone had always assumed that Kurt and Blaine would end up together, to which Kurt just groaned and face palmed and finally told Finn to shut up when he went on to enquiring as to why Kurt and Blaine actually didn't get together. If talking about Blaine hadn't been a particularly sore topic for Dave he would have enjoyed the way Kurt was squirming in his seat as he just looked adorable like that. It did have Dave wonder though why they actually weren't together. They seemed close enough and getting on very well. Maybe he could ask him some time but then again it might not really matter, fact was that they weren't and that Kurt was with him.
When they eventually pulled up outside the Anderson residence Dave couldn't help a "wow" escaping him. The house was huge, the kind of house that probably had a massive staircase in the middle of the hallway leading up to the first floor and where you would expect to be asked to have your dinner in the dinning room in the west wing. That would explain some of Blaine's cockiness Dave thought as he got out of the car and had to take in a deep breath. He had told Kurt he would be ok meeting Blaine again but now he was not so sure. He wished he could hold on to Kurt for support but with Finn being so close by that just wasn't an option.
They could already hear music coming from the house and a fair amount of cars were parked in the huge driveway. Kurt was impressed. Blaine obviously had managed to mobilise quite a few people by the looks of it. They made their way to the front door which was left ajar and Kurt, having been here a good few times before, comfortably walked into the house and led Finn and Dave towards the noise.
They walked into the big family room, where furniture had been moved to the walls and a big makeshift bar had found its way to the centre. People were already helping themselves to drinks, mostly non-alcoholic but the odd beer and spirit was being consumed. From what Kurt could tell they were all Warbles and spotting that the massive TV had been hooked up to Blaine's favourite toy, a deluxe karaoke machine, Kurt knew what kind of party Blaine had arranged; one where he could shine of course. Blaine loved nothing more than to sing and make a spectacle of himself. He really was like some kind of male version of Rachel Berry in that respect.
"Hey guys! Glad you could make it." Blaine appeared from the next room and giving Kurt a wink engulfed him in a big hug.
"Yeah, thanks for inviting us!" Kurt replied trying to keep a straight face.
Dave was standing back a bit from the rest, busy taking in the crowd before him. A few days ago he without a doubt would have run screaming from this place filled with dapper looking posh boys and the obvious lack of girls and he couldn't help but smile. Despite still feeling incredibly out of place here it didn't send him flying into a panic anymore. There was no fight or flight urge and he marvelled at how much he had indeed mellowed.
"Hey Finn, my man! Long time no see. We have to catch up properly later!" Blaine said also giving him one of his massive all engulfing hugs. Finn by now was used to Blaine's ways and just let him get it over and done with, chuckling.
"Yeah, when I heard you had one of your famous get-togethers planned there was no way you could keep me away!"
"Well, it's always great to see you and … Kurt why don't you get yourself and your brother something to drink" Blaine pointed to the bar while gesturing to Kurt that he would like to have a moment alone with Dave.
Kurt was not too sure if that was a good idea but when Dave nodded at him he grabbed Finn by the sleeve and dragged him off.
Blaine motioned to Dave to follow him out into the hallway. Once they were on their own he cleared his throat. He had thought a lot all day about what he could possibly say to Dave. Under normal circumstances he wouldn't have bothered to say anything but for Kurt's sake he knew he would have to at least try to make amends.
"Well … this is kind of awkward" he chuckled. "… but … you know I probably should apologise for what I did … you know at Pucks party and … well, it's just me and my fucked up way of … you know … having fun sometimes … not really thinking before acting … and I'm sorry that I dragged you into it like that, I suppose." Blaine sighed. Dave was just staring at him and not really giving him much to work with.
After a moment of silence Dave just shrugged his shoulders and gave Blaine a tight smile. "We're cool, dude. I mean under different circumstances I probably would have punched your lights out by now for what you did … but … knowing you're Kurt's friend and … you did do me a favour by taking care of Sebastian when I fucked up … and you're kind of helping Kurt and me out tonight … I think with all of that we can call it quits."
Blaine smiled one of his big toothy smiles at Dave. "Ok, let's forget this ever happened. Friends?" he said holding out his hand for Dave to shake.
"Well … I wouldn't quite say friends … yet … acquaintances with benefits?" Dave offered in return, smirking embarrassed when he realised how this might have sounded.
"Acquaintances it is" Blaine grinned and Dave took his hand and they shook on it.
"Come on … I'm sure Sebastian wants to say hi to you. He is in the kitchen getting the party food ready. You know that boy really knows how to cook." Blaine grabbed Dave's arm and the obvious ability of this guy to just enjoy life was kind of infectious and Dave let himself be dragged along by Blaine, shaking his head in disbelief.
Dave was rather anxious about going into the kitchen to face Sebastian but he needn't have worried. It was obvious that he was smitten with Blaine and he actually seemed genuinely pleased to see Dave and to know that he and Kurt got together. He also let him know that he knew their 'thing' had to be kept a secret and that it would be safe with him.
When Finn was busy sampling the nibbles Sebastian had prepared Blaine had taken the opportunity to pull Kurt aside. "Hey, just to let you know, whenever you and Dave want to sneak off for a bit just go for it. The first floor guest room next to my room is all yours should you need it. It locks as well." Blaine said giving Kurt a mischievous smile. Kurt didn't know whether to giggle excitedly or whether to be embarrassed so he went for something in between which came out as some kind or squirrel like squeak.
"And I will try to keep Finn as busy as I possibly can but just in case I need to get hold of you keep your phone on … Oh and I put supplies in the room for you should you need them."
"BLAINE!" Kurt squealed out clearly embarrassed now. "What do you think is going to happen in there?" He whispered.
"Hey, you were the one who said that you would go with the flow and … you just never know where things might lead… so … I'm just looking out for my best friend. After all you don't want to find yourself without … in case … you know …"
Kurt was bright red and needed to get himself something to drink to calm his nerves. "Thanks Blaine!" Kurt said with a small smile. "You really are a great friend," he added before quickly bee lining for the bar. He already regretted having offered once again being the designated driver but he just had assumed at the time that Dave would need a drink more than him and Finn; well if he was occupied drinking it would be easier for them to slip away.
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An hour later the party was in full swing and Blaine was just about to start on the first round of karaoke sing offs. He glanced over at Kurt as he announced Finn as his starting singer. Kurt caught Dave's eyes from across the room where he stood talking to one of the Warblers and they both just knew the time was right to escape. Dave watched Kurt head out of the room before he excused himself and followed Kurt up the staircase.
Kurt felt giddy and nervous and a whole set of emotions he couldn't even put a name to as he walked up the big staircase and felt Dave's gaze on him as he could hear him a few steps behind him. Just the knowledge of being alone with Dave had him starting to swell up and he really had no idea what to expect or what they would or wouldn't be doing. He half hoped Dave would just grab him and fling him onto the bed the minute they closed the door behind them but he also knew if Dave was only willing to give him cuddles and kisses he would more than happily soak up every last one of them and just enjoy his presence.
Dave's eyes were zoomed in on Kurt as he followed him up the stairs. He was actually feeling dizzy his heart was beating so frantically in his chest. This was just surreal. It would be the first time that they wouldn't just end up being together by chance or a fleetingly stolen moment and Dave was scared shitless but knew at the same time that nothing in heaven or on earth would be able to drag him away from here, he was sure of that.
Ever since Kurt had told him about this in the morning the whole day had inevitably build up to this moment. Every look they had shared, every touch and smile and conversation had the underlying promise of 'tonight' in it and now here they were, 'tonight' had finally arrived. The relatively short walk up the stairs had already left Dave breathless and he had to steady himself as his breath came out in short shallow gasps. Kurt was waiting at the top of the stairs for him trying to look confident but Dave could see that he was just as nervous underneath all his bravado. Kurt took Dave by the hand and led him to the guest room Blaine had told him about earlier. He moved them inside and closed the door and locked it. Dave gulped when as he watched Kurt lock the door. Shit they were really here, alone in a room with a locked door and no one would be able to bother them.
They both just looked at one another, the room in total silence apart from the raspy gasps of breath that echoed through the silence.
"You're ok?" Kurt whispered after a moment when he couldn't take the silence any longer, smiling up at Dave but not moving closer to him. If Dave would feel panicked Kurt knew that he would need his space.
The look and the shy smile Kurt gave him released something inside Dave and he smiled back at Kurt, holding out his hand and Kurt keenly took hold of it letting himself be pulled in by Dave and sighed contented as he felt Dave's strong arms engulf him in a big bear hug.
Kurt of course had to choose this moment to get the giggles and buried his face in Dave's chest as he tried to not let his emotions run away with him.
"What is it?" Dave asked in a husky low voice as he nuzzled himself against Kurt's neck, trying to hold his own nervous giggles at bay.
"Nothing…" Kurt managed to get out; "just … this is … talk about nerves and …" Kurt had another fit of giggles escape him.
"You don't need to tell me …" Dave laughed not being able to hold back any longer. "Been feeling like I was slowly going crazy all day."
"So not just me then …" Kurt tried catching his breath. "Oh god … sorry … but I really needed that …" he said detaching himself from Dave and walking over to the bedside table grabbing a handful of tissues and blowing his nose before grabbing some more and offering them up to Dave who gladly took them and blew his nose as well.
"Feeling better?" Dave chuckled smiling at Kurt.
"Loads!" Kurt let out another breath that released some of the remaining tension he had felt
Still smiling Kurt kicked off his shoes and let himself fall back onto the fluffy big king size bed, perfectly made with white sheets and covered with soft springy cushions, and padded the spot next to him. Dave took off his pair of trainers and walked over and like Kurt let himself fall back onto the bed next to Kurt.
They turned to face one another and suddenly the atmosphere was charged as blue eyes met hazel ones and their hands started travelling up and down each others arms while they continued to consume each other with their eyes.
Kurt could feel the heat building up in his body, all his senses were heightened and he could feel his stomach twisting itself into knots at the way Dave looked at him. He wasn't sure if Dave was just being a tease or if he really didn't want to do anything more than fleeting touches and googly eyes. But not being renowned for being patient Kurt was quickly reaching the point where he could not take anymore of this.
"Kiss me already big guy!" he groaned out, almost begging, after another moment of Dave fucking him with his eyes but not actually making any indication of doing much else. He knew he sounded totally desperate and he felt like it as well. Whether on purpose or not, Dave well and truly had managed to unravel him right before his eyes.
TBC…
A/N 2: I am soooooo sorry, APOLOGIES x 100. I really, really had intended of having the full scene of the evening in this chapter but blame the story and the various characters that just continuously scream for attention. I had to cut it somewhere and I at least wanted to have some of the bedroom scene in here. I am not being a cock tease on purpose (well maybe just a bit…)
Also, if you look at it from a different angle, it means there will be more than just the 2 chapters I had originally envisaged were left for this story…