Me: .....I've been listening to this song.
Temari: I know that, I heard it when I called. Whats up with your mood?
Me: ...I dunno... I always get depressed when ever I talk to Adam or think about...S-Stephen
Temari: Your really nervouse now aren't you?
Me: ...Yeah. I dunno whats gunna happen when I see him again...
Temari: *thinks: Jamiey...*
Me: Anyway...Don't worry about me..I suffer again...It's my fault I promise..
Temari: ....You've made it clear that I can't stop you...
Me: I don't own naruto...So..Lets get on with the story already ok? Oh yeah? Do you believe in Ghosts or spirits?
Recap
"I hate you"
March 27th, 2009
Sakura layed on her bed Monday morning after her alarm clock went off..Tears rolling down her cheeks because today was the day before her birthday...Also the day...Her Mom was shot and killed Mommy..... She thought to herself as she rolled over with her back facing the door. She pulled the strings to her canopy bed...
The bed her Mom bought her when she was five. It was queen size because Sakura rolled around alot in her sleep...But her pink curtains were traded in for black..since her Mothers blood was all over the cherry blossom pink color curtains. Sakura still kept them.. They were in a box under her bed..
"Kura? You up?" Chu asked through the door. Holding a steaming cup of apple cider, the way Orihime made it. Chu always let Sakura stay home from school on March 27th.. Because he knew even school wouldn't stop her from going to their Mom's grave..
"Go away..." Sakura said while laying on her bed. It was already made up, her hot pink and cherry blossom pink pillows matching perfecly with her knee length black shirt and black halther top along with her black hoodie...Today it was raining. To her...God was crying because in her eyes Orihime was an angel, Sakura's Angel. Her Mother...Her Mentor....Her number one person...
"Sakura....I've got a gang meeting, Dad's out looking for a job right now and won't be back till lunch. When are you going to Mom's grave?"
"In an hour..."
"Alright. I'll meet you th-"
"Don't bother. You'll just bring Dad with you..." Chu's mood sank sadder... Sure she started calling their Father "Dad" but she still didn't see him as family...
"Fine...I'll go later tonight.." He said as he turned his back to the door and walked down the hallway..leaving the rest of the cider on the table for Sakura and headed for the door to his meeting
An hour later with Sakura
"Hi Mommy...How's heaven?" Sakura asks quietly to her Mothers grave "I hope it's everything the Bible calls it to be.." She sat down on the ground and traced over the words on her tomb stone "I wish you were still here Momma...I need you, Dad's back...And....And...I'm sca-ared Mommy" Sakura said as she broke down and started to cry even harder then she ever had, her hands fisting on the ground, her body becoming wetter by the rain. She never showed anyone this side of her..
In the trees
There was a group of 7 boys watching the pinkette quiver from tears "Sasori? What is it today un?"
"The 27th Deidara.." The redhead responded back his eyes never leaving Sakura's form "Poor Sakura un.."
"What are you guys talking about?" Kisame said
"Nothing" both Deidara and Sasori said together because they truely knew why she wasn't in school
With Sakura
She stood up..Her body soaked to the bone from the cold rain. Then she looked at the sky. Her eyes widened...There floating down to infront of her...Was her mothers Spirit "M-momma?" She asked..She nodded her head, Sakura's eyes became watery as her mothers form solitified a bit and she hugged her Daughter whispering the words Sakura thought she'd never hear ever again, "I'm here My baby It's ok. Mommies here" Sakura cried onto her Mothers ghostly form..
The akatsuki thinking their going crazy "T-Thats Sakura's mom un"
"No Deidara...It's her Spirit" Sasori said back his eyes wide with disbelief
"Mommy heard my plea" Sakura said as she sniffed and wipped her nose
"Of course. Oh Sakura...I wish I could stay here forever but I'll always be in your heart. in your mind. In your dreams...I'd still be alive if your father-If he hadn't did what he did..Sakura my baby I'm so sorry...I had to protect you"
"I know Mommy...I know" Orihime hugged Sakura one last time as her figure faded away "Mommy!! I please! don't go!!!"
"I can't stay here on earth baby God's calling me home. You'll join me soon enough.. And in heaven..You'll be young like you were and regrow in life I'll wait till the day my darling" Orihime put her hand on her Daughters cheek and carressed it before she dissappeared for good this time
"Momma!!!!!" She yelled out and she collasped to her hand's and knee's "She's gone...." more tears started to stream down her face since it was horrible..To watch her mother come to here in life then fade away 2 minutes later was huge on her when she lifted her head she was looking right at her mothers tomb stone he nose touching it..
Later that day
"Sakura? I'm home" Senshi called as he walked into the house..Her soaked hoodie on the floor followed by her boots her shirt and her skirt....her skirt on the floor infront of the bathroom door"Sakura?"
"Go away!" she shouted through the door...She was taking a hot bath to unfreeze her limbs
"Sakura? Please don't be harsh... open the door you and I need to talk"
"No way in hell you son of a bitch!"
"SAKURA ANNA HARUNO! You will not talk to me that way! I am your father and you will respect me"
"Like hell I will! Why don't you go find your own place to live? Instead of being here with Chu and I because no matter how many time he assures you. I won't ever make amends with you! EVER!"
"Why Sakura? Why won't you?"
"Because you killed Mommie!" She broke down..Her voice cracked as she said that and she started to cry "You took away my chance at having a Mom to grow up with Dad...Because of you.....I'm corrupt.."
Senshi layed his head against the door "Sakura...I'm so sorry..." He whispered then walked away...Picking up Sakura's clothes and putting them in the washer and he leaned against it..His head down "She won't ever forgive me because I took away the one thing that she and I loved so much.." He closed his eyes and tried to remember the time he'd shared with Orihime,Chu,and Sakura...
When Chu came home
He was holding a box of chocolates, a stuffed bear and some cherry blossoms in a bouquet. He saw a bunch of beer bottles on the floor in a pile "What the?" he walked into the kitchen and saw his father sitting at the table...passed out from beer and a half full bottle in his hand. He stiffened and ran down up the stairs and down the hall to Sakura's bedroom the things he still had for her in his hands he was worried about Sakura "Sakura?!?!" He said through the door noting "SAKURA!!" He busted into hte locked bedroom and on the bed sleeping was Sakura Fully dressed in wool Pj's "Thank god.." He said to himself and walked over to his baby sister
He moved some hair from her face and took her book off her lap and took out her ear buds only to hear the song "A different kind of pain" By cold a frown crossed his face and he turned off her i-pod putting it on the night stand next to her cell phone, alarm clock and keys and lifted her legs pulling back her covers and laying her legs down
as he did he tucked her in when her cell vibrated and the screen flashed a new message he wanted to know who it was from sicne he didn't know the number but the name was "Dara" he listened to it
/Hey Cherry blossoms it's be Deidara, I wanted to call and know if your ok. I saw you at your Mom's grave God only know what you me and the rest saw..I wish I could come over but I'm busy with meetings and other things...Ummm I might stop bye on my way home to check up on you Ok? Since Sasori and I truely know how hard you were crying-C'ya around Cherry blossoms\
Chu scowled and saved the message so she could hear it "So Baby sister your smitted with Deidara-san huh?" His memory flashed back to when she was 15 and that inccident had just happened with her and their Mom "He took good care of her that day. So I suppose I should be nice to him" He said to himself as he left her gifts on the pillow next to her and left her room quietly