Happy Sunday Guys! So sorry about not updating early ive been busy with stuff but Im here now with a new Chapter of ''The Pain and Love''and Im quite interested of your guys thought good, bad kinda I don't care really as long as you guys review Im happy. Okay so heres the new chapter

Chapter 10: Our New Life

Kim Pov

''Ben Can you come here I have to tell you something important'' I said ready to tell him the story

I went to close the front door then went to sit next Ben, who looked up at me with his hazel eyes that seemed really sad.

''Yeah'' he said in a baby voice.

''Ben, wow this going to be hard to explain but umm, remember how I told mommy is on vacation for a while'' he nod and I continued ''well her vacation is over she umm'' I told him trying to think of the right word.

''Mommy is coming back, Mommy is coming back'' he yelled with happiness

''No,No Ben Mommy is not coming back, she was in accident and might not come back'' I said a tear spilling.

''What type of accident'' he asked kindly, I opened my mouth then closed it.

''She was asleep and wouldnt wake up'' I said lying to my brother

''Will she ever wake up?''

''I dont think so they tried and I guess she didnt want to wake up'' I looked up

''Oh, Dad will never wake up right'' I looked down at him who had tears spilling down

''Im sorry Ben'' I said bringing him to a hug which he returned.

''Ben I need to tell you something'' I said pulling apart and looking at him

''What''

''We need to pack our clothes and leave the house next week'' I said to him

''Why I dont want to go'' he told me

''Its not my decision, a lady came to me and said we have to go'' I said to him

''Why cant Aunt Sara or Uncle Billy take care of us'' He said

''They both moved Aunt Sara went to Virginia and Uncle Billy well moved somewhere'' I said

''Do we really have to move'' He told me

''Yeah'' I said

''Okay, but I want you by my side only'' He said

''Of course'' I told him hugging him

Next week was going to be a Nightmare that I didn't want to face.

*1 week later*

Jack Pov

I was waiting and waiting for Crawford to reveal my secret I know I am going to do something about it. I haven't seen Crawford for like a week, I know her dad died so I guess she is trying to take care of her mom and brother.

I walked downstairs and I saw my mom talking to a person it must be a bad conversation because my mom keeps tightening her hand.

Once my mom hanged up she made a large sigh,

''What up with you mom'' I told her

''I dont know but I need a beer'' she said getting out vodka instead of beer from the fridge.

''What was the phone call about'' I asked

''Uggg, well I guess there are two people living in this house'' she signed

''What, Why, Who?''

''I know, There was a mom and dad the dad died because someone shot him, and the mom she killed herself because she wanted to see her husband. I dont who the people are not even there name but there is a girl your age and a little boy around 3 or 4'' she finally said chugging on vodka.

''Why are they coming here, why cant they go somewhere else'' I asked my mom

''They looking for a parent that has an only child and lives near to them'' she finally said

''Look Jack deal with it 2 people will live here'',

''I dont want them to'' I spat

''Thats to bad because they will live here'' I thought of something

''How much are they paying you'' She raised her eyebrows

''Excuse me''

''How much will they pay you if you let them live here'' I spat at her she rolled her eyes

''300 a month and then a thousand a year'' she told me

''You better give me some money if they live here I dont care I will get some'',

''I always wondered why I ever had you''

''Your mom told you to keep me'' I said remember what she told me when I fell unconscious

''And that was a disappointment'' she said leaving with the vodka in her hand

''Whatever Mom I dont care'' I yelled to her

I didnt here anything that she said then I walked to my dads office that actually where he gets drunk.

I walked in and saw my dad smoking and drinking shots or beer he did look drunk actually I closed his door because I have questions that I know he wont remember.

''Ja ck whatrs u p we ne verr t a lk anyr more'' he said acting drunk

''Dad how much have you drank'' I asked I saw him put up 8 fingers up

''8 beers'' he nodded then put 5 fingers ''5 shots, so your pretty drunk'' he nodded again

''Okay Dad Im going to ask some questions''

''Oh Jack do we need to have that talk'' He said slurring ''You know what I think I have a condom somewhere'' He stand up only to fall down

I helped him up and back to his chair and I sat down to.

''No, No I already know everything about sex and condoms I just have a question'' He nodded and I turned to make sure the door was locked it was so I turned back to his attention.

''Do You Love Me as a son'' I asked

''I do nt knwo whatr lovem i s'' I rolled my eyes

''Listen carefully and dont talk just nod or shake your head got it'' He nodded

''Be truthful okay, did you ever want me?'' He shook his head

''Did you ever wanted to spend time with me when I was little?'' He shook his head

''Are you disappointed you had a son like me'' He shook his head this time for a ''no''

''Did you or mom ever really love me'' He shook his head

''U ne ver opened up with us ne ver'' He said sipping on a beer

''I never opened up because you guys gave no attention to me'' I knew he would forget all of this by tonight.

''Dad just tell me, Did you ever want to adopt me'' He nodded his head

''Is th at all u wan ted to kn0w''

I nodded my head licking my bottom lip then leaving his office closing the door, returning to the kitchen I saw my mom heading out.

''Oh yeah, Jack I will be gone I'm meeting my friends at a club and wont be back until the morning, but those Kids that are coming are coming today and pretty early so make the house feel welcome then ill think about paying you'' she said leaving while I nodded my head.

I didnt even really care who was living as long as they dont get in my way and dont mess with me,

I watched my dad leave his office and wear his jacket I knew he was leaving to go to the club.

''Jac k iml leavjing okay, sorpry ab out todnay thought u sh ould know the trufth'' he said patting my back and leaving the house still drunk.

The thought of the conversation made me angry more usual, I was full blown angry I need that one thing, that one thing that calms me down.

I ran upstairs back to my room and went to my drawer to find my pack of cigarette I touched it, examined it and thought of it. I haven't touched since I went to the doctors and told me I needed surgery and radiation therapy I didnt even schedule a appointment yet.

I looked at it my anger stopped but when I think of my parents it comes back, Ill only have one It will kill you dont No I will be fine your chest will kill you again I didnt listen to my head and opened the pack took out a cigarette and put it between my 2 fingers.

I took out the lighter I had in my back pack and lit the cigarette and put the end in my mouth

I started in inhale then exhale perfectly, The anger, the stress was all gone I just felt the smoke in my mouth that made more and more calm.

After Smoking 3 more cigarette the door bell rang it probably the two people who will live here. I lit out the cigarette and went downstairs to see a lady by my door I opened and was greeted.

''Hi I'm Anna this is the Brewer household right'' she asked and I nodded

''Is Your mother I have informed her about two people living here and i just need her to sign a paper'' she told me as she held up a piece of paper

''Umm no she is at work but I'm her son Jack so I can sign the paper'' I told her she nodded while I signed the paper

''Okay Jack you can wait inside while the kids come in with their bag, but they might be a little late because we have their bag but the girl is driving here with her car and her brother'' I nodded while they went to get their bags and brought it back here.

Once they were done I asked them for their names but they wouldnt tell me so I let it be and waited for them it was annoying how long they were taking.

After 10 minutes the door bell rang and I ran to the door to meet a little boy through the glass but when I opened the door I was shock who was here.

''Ben'' I gasped he looked up at me with his big eyes and smiled

''Jack'' He yelled jumping up and down with happiness

''Hey kiddo what are you doing here'' I said bending down to give him a hug which he returned

''My sister said we had to move because a lady told her'' I looked at him with confusion then I heard a voice.

''Ben Its not nice to leave the car and answer a stranger doorbell you have to wait for me'' A girl voice appeared who was by her trunk. I stood up when the trunk closed only to see Crawford getting her bag and saw me with disbelief

'' .God'' we said at the same time I saw her glare at me then ran to Ben

''Come On Ben we are not living here, Im going to talk to the lady'' she said pulling his hand

''No. No I want to stay and live with Jack'' He begged trying to flee her hand

''How do you know him and his name'' she asked

''He umm was crying in the hospital so I calmed him down, just let Ben stay okay dont go overboard'' I finished the question

She let go of Ben hand and walked towards me with anger in her face.

''Listen we are leaving, Im not going to let my brother stay here''

''Why nothing is going to happen'' I said trying to convince

''Look I just dont want to live here, and why are you telling us to live here you hate me'' I rolled my eyes

''I Didnt say I wanted you to live here, I want Ben to live here but its fine if you live here just get out of my way'' I glared at her while Ben came running to me clutching my leg

''I want to stay here Kim Please just stay'' He said with puppy dog eyes I laughed and Pick him up and I saw Kim glare at me then the floor I knew it meant not pick him up so I let him down.

she crossed her arms then said ''Fine show us our room'' I let them in and made sure they followed up stairs

While we were walking Ben would hold my hand and I would to I could feel stare I know Kim is probably really jealous.

I showed them the guest room that had 2 bed queen size the room was huge, It had a own bathroom and walk in closet, The room was painted red and the ceiling had a fan.

I feel Ben being happy because it also has a t.v. I put on spongebob for him and he got really excited, I chuckled and saw Kims eye burn into flames she was angry

I rolled my eyes and grabbed her arm, I closed the door so Ben wouldnt listen and I went to my room she was really pissing me off with her glaring

''Okay whats your deal'' I said as we walked in my room

''Oh Nothing absolutely nothing'' She Put sarcasm

''Look your really pissing me off, what is it because Ben is only hanging out with me'' I snap

''No, I dont care but you listen to me if you do anything bad to Ben I swear Ill hunt you down'' She angrily said

''Im not going to do anything to Ben hes a cool guy'' I said she rolled her eyes

''Whatever''

''Why are you here'' I asked curious why she came here?

''None of your business''

''Its is actually''

''No Its not''

''My house if you live its my business to know what my enemy is doing here'' I yelled at her

''You want to know why'' she said, I nodded forcefully and I saw tears in her eyes

''Fine, My dad he died someone shot him and I didnt even get to say I love you It was my fault because I called him and told him to leave just so he could see what was wrong with you. When I came home my mom was so angry she Slapped BEN and he is such a great kid and doesnt do anything wrong, Then After 5 days she came back and started to cut herself she said she couldnt handle anything anymore she wanted to see my dad, She Plunged a knife to her heart and I had her blood in my hand, I was so thankful that Ben Didn't see anything and all I could do was think it was your fault'' She screamed with tears spilling everywhere.

I didnt do anything just stared at her with disbelief I didnt know she screamed more and more with more tears spilling.

''Your fault, Your Fault! My Parent are dead because of you'' she yelled in tears while punching my chest

I let it go on then I grabbed her and brought her into a hug she just cried on my chest while still punching but I still let her in my embrace because for the first time ever I felt guilt and a lot of it especially what I did at school and told everyone.

So Hey Guys that was Chapter 10 I was actually happy to put the ending a Kick ending it was kinda like Kim and Jack both have the same pain with Jacks Parents and Kim parents both life ending yeah I really liked it. Okay so heads up we are meeting a new character next chapter now I dont give any spoilers but It could be a boy or a girl. The new character will be a love interest so ill give you that and we will be meeting the character more on and on and you will actually learn about him/her. Okay so thats is all im giving you guys see you later:) bye.

Wait Oops guys I cant leave without giving you guys hints for Chapter 11 dont worry guys I Got you.

Chapter 11 Hints:

-Kim Feels Jealous

-Jack has a sweet moment with Kim

-Kim and Jack both have different options

-The New Character is introduced *Him/Her*

So that are the hints hope you enjoyed this chapter and cant make for you guys to read Chapter 11 See Ya.

-Kristina