A/N-DON'T OWN ANYTHING

Chapter 9- Reunion

I had been on the road for about 3 maybe 4 days now, when I finally arrived it my destination, the only place I wanted to be.

The Cullen's finally did something right. They made me realize I didn't want to end up like Bobby. Alone. I wanted something real more than I have ever wanted anything in my entire 19 years on this earth. They made me think that time files by and I didn't want to hunt my whole life. I wanted to settle down. Even though I knew I would never get my dream. I know that if I met the right person we could share the life together and there was only one person I wanted that to be.

I pulled up to the familiar place and got out my car.

I approached the door slowly to absorbed in my thoughts. I was considering what could happen it could go really well or end up with me in the hospital. I hoped more for option A then B, for obvious reasons.

I pushed open the door. When I heard it my angel. My salvation. My life.

"We're closed." Came the voice that could stop an entire army.

"How about one for old time's sake?" I replied. She gasped and turned slowly round from the table she was cleaning. She had tight blue jeans, a black vest top and a pair of cowboy boots. I saw the tears come to her eyes as she saw me.

She slowly made her way over to me and put her hands on my chest- just above my heart (I know this sounds cheesy but from the moment I met her, it belonged to her) - she gasped again. She looked up at me with her big blue eyes which it this moment in time were filled with tears that begin to fall.

"I didn't think you would ever come back." She whispered. My own eyes began to fill with tears. "I missed you so much and I know, I mean we only spent a night together so,"- I cut her babbling off by pressing my lips to hers. We shared a passionate kiss. I spent the whole time trying to burn into my memory the feel of her lips on mine, the texture of them, and the taste of her mouth, tongue and lips.

I pulled away and press my forehead into hers. "I missed you too, baby." She smiled when I called her that. "Oh, shit. Where's your mum?"

"She had to go see Bobby about some demon problem." She answered with the biggest smile on her face. It was like my whole world had lit up.

"Oh, good." I said, anxiously.

"Are you scared of my mum?" She asked, amused.

"No." I said and even to my own ears I sounded scared. I smiled at her.

Finally for the first time all was right with the world and even I was a fool to think that would last.

"So do you want to have a drink?" She asked me, shyly. I nodded. "Bud?"

"No, I'll have a whiskey and a shot of tequila." She looked a bit…..weirded out. "What?"

"It's just that's what Dean orders every time he comes in." She said. I didn't think anything of it till I replayed what she had said in my head.

"Wait what?" I asked her. "What do you mean every time he came in?"

"Yeah he used to come in anytime he could with Sam. Why?" She looked at me questioningly.

"No reason." I said shaking my head. "Why don't we skip the drink and go straight to your bed." I said raising my eyebrows suggestively.

"Don't you think we should talk first?" She said looking at me expectantly.

"What do you want to know?"

"I... what have you been up to?" She asked though I could tell she wanted to ask something else but I went with it.

"Nothing really.. just hunting." I replied. "So what about you?"

"Nothing." We fell into silence. I could feel the nerves coming off of her and she kept looking towards the door- like she was expecting someone to walk through.

"So what did you actually want to ask-" I was cut off by the door opening. Shit, it must be her mum. I heard boots walking towards us as I had my back to the door. Just then a tall guy came into sight with blond hair and blue eyes. He looked it me. Then went over to Jo.

"Hey, baby." He said to her while bending down and kissing her cheek.

I looked between her and him. I felt my heart shattering in my chest as I saw the way he looked at her the way I had been looking at her a few seconds ago.

"Bella-" She began to say.

"I better go." I walked out without looking back. I felt my eyes fill with tears as I realised this was the second time I was walking out on her and that thought tugged on my heart strings. No, I was not going to feel guilty she should have said something. FUCK! Too late. I could feel the guilt bubbling in my stomach. I heard the door open behind me and turned to look it Jo. She had tears running down her face and it took everything in my not to go over and comfort her. To tell I wasn't going anywhere and that I would love her forever but... I couldn't, my feet were planted to the ground I couldn't make myself move towards her. I was in to much pain.

"Just let me explain. Please." She said in a pleading voice.

"No." Her face fell and the pain in her eyes seemed to match my own. I put my cold hard mask on. I didn't want her to see what she did to me. "You don't have to explain anything because there is nothing between us. We slept in the same bed one night that's it." I know it was harsh but I didn't care. "Why don't we just do each other a favour and forget about everything that happened between us." I turned and to my car. Before I got in, I looked towards her. "I hope you are very happy with him."

I turned the ignition on and 'Goodbye My Lover' by James Blunt started playing. How ironic. As I drove away I felt tears running down my face. I think this is karma getting back at me for ever thinking that someone could exist in my life without hurting me and shattering my heart and soul.

What do I do now?

A/N- God I had tears in my eyes while writing this chapter. I suggest you listen to the song it's really good. R&R

JCM49