Fanfic request 1: Japanese Clute's "It's time to go" Poem
A/N: I hope I did this right, JC. This is hers full on! The only thing I did was add a story. So enjoy!
Fanfic Request 1
Kaoru watched as his brother teased the king of the host club by flirting with Haruhi. He knew his brother really did like her but Hikaru loved Kaoru too. Kaoru thought it was wrong for him to live two worlds in one life. So Kaoru decided to do what he thought was best.
Hikaru and Kaoru walked in their room. Hikaru read a comic book while Kaoru was writing.
"Uh. Hey, Hikaru. Are you sure you aren't going to ask Haruhi out?" Kaoru asked.
Hikaru looked at Kaoru, "Why did you ask that, all of a sudden? Well, why should I ask her out when I have someone like you?"
"But I know you aren't happy with the couples. Why can't you just admit it?"
"I am happy being with you, Kaoru!"
"No you're not."
"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GET OFF MY CASE? UGH! I'M GOING TO THE STORE FOR SOME POCKY!" Hikaru stood up and stormed out of the room, calling for their limo driver.
Kaoru sighed and continued writing. After he finished, he ripped it out of his notebook and put it on the bed. He, then, went into the closet and got a knife he had hidden from everyone in the house. He sobbed a little before he sat down on the bed and put the knife on his wrist.
"I'm sorry, Hikaru." Kaoru had a tear run down his cheek as he cut deep. All the white sheets that was by the younger had red stains from Kaoru's blood, Kaoru smiled as he laid down to die.
An hour later, Hikaru came back and walked in the room only to scream. There was his brother, a hunter's knife in his palm and a note by his dead body. Hikaru picked up the note and read.
This is all wrong
The way I find your voice to be singsong
How I love the way your so headstrong
The way I let you drag me along
My feelings for you aren't right
So I'm letting you go and heading for the light
I hope you'll be alright
And without me you'll finally take flight
Here I hold a giant knife
Ready to take my life
It will only take one giant slice
Though I'm begging to think twice
My Thoughts are all on you
And how our love would've been taboo
I'm silently hoping you'll come through
Through to my rescue
I'm doing this of my own free will
And I'm going to sit here trying until
Forever I'll finally remain still
It's time for me to die
To give up on this endless lie
I just can't seem to tell you goodbye
Will you be able to let me go?
Oh how I hope so
I'll always be with you, that you'll always know
I finally bring myself to make the slice
In a instant my heart feels shrouded in ice
So much blood seeps from a cut that is small but precise
My eyelids begin to descend
My heartbeat slows and comes to an end
I smile knowing this will help your world extend
Hikaru please forgive me
For making you see
This beat up empty shell that was once my body
I draw my last breath
Not hearing any sound am I deaf?
Doesn't matter here comes my death
My eyes stare somewhere far
Do you know what really bizarre
My last thoughts are:
Please don't copy me
I don't want to see you die to quickly
Sooner or later surely
You'll figure out that you love Haruhi
Lots of love,
Kaoru 3
Hikaru finished the poem and cried. Flies was already flying over Kaoru's face. Hikaru looked at Kaoru's dead face that had only one emotion: mystery. Hikaru kissed Kaoru's forehead and looked at the poem again.
"I will never fall in love with anyone but you, Kaoru. But I won't kill myself, either."
Hikaru cried again before he called 911. And arranged a funeral.
RIP
Kaoru Hitachiin.
A brother, a friend, a son, a lover.
A/N: Sorry it was sad, but I made this idea before I got the depression medication and Japanese Clute was looking foreword to this. So, love you all! Please have fun requesting!