DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM KUROSHITSUJI THAT CAN AND DO APPEAR!
Warning-Explicit scene between TWO MEN.
Madness
James's POV
I shoved my face into Ciel's pillow, inhaling his dark, soft scent.
Smiling contentedly I stretched out on his large bed. It was perfectly sized for two people; Ciel and, hopefully, me.
I looked out the small space between the drawn curtains. The sunlight was blinding. I stood up and went to close the gap when I felt strong emotions tug at my consciousness. Ciel had left the room with Sebastian about 5 minutes ago and even though I had felt urges to read his mind to find out what was going on, I restrained myself. This time the temptation was too hard to resist.
I gave into the part of myself that was dying to have Ciel's emotions pouring through my mind. What I felt was unexpected. It was frustrated and sad. I thought maybe I had accidentally found a way to read into the Lord's servant, Sebastian, but I could tell these feelings were from the man I loved. I sat down on the bed and tried to focus on why these emotions were being released from Ciel. I attempted to pry into his mind further but something was blocking my ability. Balling my hands into fists, I attempted to break through this barrier again. I couldn't even dent it. I let out a frustrated snarl; I'd just have to go find Ciel.
I stood up and exited the room. Following the emotions from Lord Phantomhive I walked with my eyes closed.
And ran right into a door.
I fell down and rubbed where my head had slammed into the wood and opened my eyes. It was the room across the bedroom where I'd just spent the night. My eyebrow shot up in puzzlement, why would they just go across a hallway to talk about "important matters"? I shrugged to myself and stood up.
I prepared to knock the door when I heard a soft crying from inside. I turned the handle and peeked in. What I found shocked me more than anything I had experienced today.
Ciel was hugging Sebastian.
And Sebastian was hugging him back.
I almost gasped at the extreme display of emotion from Sebastian. He seemed so distant -so against human contact- yet here he was, hugging his master! I continued to look through the small opening. Ciel calmed down and the crying stopped. All of his previous emotions of aggravation had gone away and all that was left was relief and security. I looked more closely at the embracing bodies in front of me. They seemed so sure of each other. It stayed this way for a few minutes and I was about to creep back into Ciel's room when Sebastian moved his face closer to Ciel's. The servant looked deeply into his master's eyes who returned the same stare.
Sharing some sort of consent between their gazes, Ciel moved even closer to his servant, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's neck. Their faces were only a few centimeters apart and Sebastian was pressing Ciel tightly onto himself, practically molding Ciel's body to his own. I desperately wanted to look away because I knew what was bound to happen, but I couldn't. My eyes were completely glued to their embrace.
Suddenly Sebastian looked up, right into my eyes. He stared at me for a moment and then smiled devilishly. My mouth dropped open. Before I could leave Sebastian pressed his mouth onto Ciel's soft lips. I could hardly believe my eyes. Sebastian was kissing his master, and Ciel seemed to like it!
I wanted to leave but before I could escape Sebastian's eyes met mine again. They rooted me down and I couldn't look away.
Sebastian released the kiss, but only to go right back to Ciel's awaiting lips. His tongue invaded his master's mouth and Ciel let out a moan. Ciel turned his face away and panted while Sebastian smirked. Before Ciel could stop him Sebastian was kissing along the Lord's jaw, down to his collarbone. Ciel let out breathy moans, turning both Sebastian and me on.
Before I got more sucked into this crazy scene I turned and ran back to Ciel's room, still feeling Sebastian's eyes on me.
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Sebastian's POV
That bastard James decided to peek in during my "conversation" with Ciel. So I decided to let him know that Ciel was mine.
Ciel continued to pant as my mouth went farther down his body. I was almost to his nipples when he pushed my face away with his hands. He looked me in the eyes, his face still red from the passion he continued to feel.
"Sebastian…" he paused for a moment to slow down his heart rate, "we… should stop here for now." I continued to look into his shockingly blue eyes, begging him to let me continue. His resolve hardened quickly though and he pushed my whole body away. I pouted a little and Ciel's eyes softened slightly.
"We can't yet. It's still morning and still light out. Otherwise I wouldn't have stopped you, I mean I could have but I-I wouldn't have wanted to stop. What I mean to say is that I wouldn't have disliked it or anything- it felt good- and I didn't dislike it now-" he mumbled as he looked down. I smiled at his nervousness and cut him off with a kiss.
He looked up -startled- and began to protest but I held a finger to his lips.
"Shush, don't worry. I'll just wait until tonight…" I looked passionately into his eyes again. He blushed and looked away.
"I-I should change. James is probably-" my mood turned sour at Ciel's mention of that nuisance.
"Don't talk about him right now." I ordered. Ciel looked at me, confusion showing in his face, and began to ask me what was wrong. I unhooked my arms from around his waist and left the room without another word.
I went into Ciel's room to begin preparing him for the day and was greeted by annoying filth that went by the name of James.
"What do you want?" I asked, not bothering to be polite.
"What do I want?! I want answers, that's what!" he demanded. I breathed in deeply and tapped the side of my head.
"What sort of answers? I am very good at history if you need a tutor." I replied sarcastically. He grew more agitated.
"Don't get cheeky with me! What the hell was that?!"
"Now what sort of thing is that?" I couldn't help myself.
"I mean what I just saw in the other room! Why was Lord Phantomhive and his servant -you- kissing?!" he almost yelled.
"Keep it down, will you! Ciel…" I looked towards the door, worried that Ciel had overheard across the hall. It seemed he didn't so I turned my attention back to James.
"It is honestly none of your business so I do not have to tell you." I said.
"Tell me or else I'll… I'll…" he tried to sound threatening.
I stifled a laugh, "You'll what? You can't do a thing against my master or me." I chuckled.
"I'll… yes…" he mumbled to himself, then raised his voice so I could hear, "I'll expose you!"
I could hardly hold in my laughter.
"You? Expose us? I don't think you could even try! This is too much!" I began to laugh a little.
"I'll do it!" he tried to seem brave but he was nothing compared to me.
"I know exactly how you feel towards my master, and if you did something to hurt him he would never forgive you. He isn't the type to let things go. I'll give you one piece of advice- don't get too close to Ciel. A demon who sees his prey escaping will make sure to get it back- even if that means killing someone dear to their target..." I looked down at James, hatred coursing through my veins. James was obviously intimidated. As soon as I backed away from him he quickly left the room.
"I just saw James leave the room with a look of absolute terror on his face? What happened?" Ciel asked innocently.
"Hmm? Oh, I just talked to him some about how he should stay in his room tonight. And the next night, and all the other nights he's here." I replied.
"Oh if that's all- wait you WHAT?! Don't intimidate the man! He's simple like a child, he didn't know any better!" he defended.
"So now you're protecting him! That guy is bad news, he shouldn't even be here!" I attacked.
"Stop treating him like a criminal!" Ciel yelled at me.
"Maybe he is one!" I yelled back.
Everything was quiet for a moment. I turned away in frustration. It was only the first day James had stayed here and already I had argued with Ciel twice.
"This isn't good." Ciel said softly. The feeling of worry grew in my chest.
"What do you mean?" I asked in monotone.
"We shouldn't be fighting again. It hasn't even been an hour since we last fought! Damn!" he kicked the wall.
I remained silent.
"Fine, I'm sorry! But it's not completely my fault, you're to blame also!" he admitted.
"I guess you're right." I sighed, "I'm sorry. But I still don't think he should stay here for very long."
"I know, but I can't go back on my word, can I?"
"You don't have to. I'm going to leave as soon as I get used to the sunlight." James had entered the room.
"James…" Ciel said softly.
"No, I know that I'm intruding. Just give me some more time and then I'll be out of your hair." James said, glancing at me occasionally with a look of defeat.
"I guess you've finally figured it out…" I said to myself.
"Did you say something?" Ciel asked me.
"Hm? No, my lord." I answered.
"Hmm… oh well then." he turned back to James, "If you'd be so kind as to leave the room, I need to change now. I have a meeting that will take up the whole day, so if you have any questions ask any of the servants. They'll be happy to help."
"Of course. Good day, Ciel, Sebastian." he nodded at both of us.
"Good day." be both replied. Ciel nodded back, I bowed slightly.
May the madness be over soon…
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-That Evening-
I knocked on Ciel's bedroom door.
"Yes?" he asked somewhat tiredly.
"It's me, may I come in?" he grunted in approval and I entered the room.
Ciel was lying in his bed already, looking positively sexy. His bare legs were showing since his nightgown had risen to his upper thigh. His hair was messy and his lips looked extremely enticing.
I came closer to him and picked up his scent. It filled my mind and left me wanting more, to be closer to him, to touch him.
I sat on the bed next to him. He turned over to look at me. His blue eyes were dark and filled with lust.
"Hello." He said seductively.
"Hello." I smiled. He blushed adorably. I bent down to his ear.
"I've been waiting all day for this. Don't disappoint me." I whispered. He shivered slightly. I nibbled playfully at his ear and his body temperature increased. His hands snaked around my neck and moved my lips to his.
I moved farther onto the bed and closer to Ciel. His hands were still holding my face close to his; both of our hearts were beating faster.
I positioned myself so I was looming over his delicate body. I felt up his legs and under his nightgown, removing the troublesome cloth from his body. He shivered slightly at the loss of clothing. I kissed him deeply, our mouths completely exploring one another's. Ciel moaned slightly, letting me know that I wasn't just the only one enjoying this.
We broke the kiss and Ciel gasped for breath. He panted lightly and I moved onto his neck. He emitted low sounds of pleasure as I kissed down to his cute nipples. They were so adorable, and already perked up.
I smiled softly and began to tease them by kissing, pinching, and licking. Ciel was letting out erotic sounds more clearly now and his member was getting harder.
"Mmh, Ciel." I mumbled while still kissing his chest.
"Wh… what?" he asked breathily.
"You're so sexy." I said, moving my hand closer to his crotch.
"What are you talking about?! You're the sexy one!" he protested and I shook my head.
"No, it's definitely you. I wish you weren't so seductive." I held his hand to my mouth, giving it light kisses.
"Huh?!" he demanded.
"It's just that I'm so worried all the time. I'm so scared someone I going to come and take you away from me… it's horrible." I kissed the back of his hand gently. He blushed even more than he already was. I touched his member and he instantly got harder. He tried to push my hand away but I didn't let him.
Ciel attempted to protest but before he could say anything I kissed him again. Since he continued trying to remove my hand I decided let go of his cock. He moaned breathily while he unbuttoned my shirt and slipped it off me. He curiously felt around my bare chest and began inspecting me.
"Ciel…"
"Shh…" he hushed me. I instantly fell silent.
Both of us were incredibly aroused, partially because of abstaining from physical contact with each other for the past week, partially due to incredible amounts of desire running through us. Ciel unconsciously opened his legs. I restrained myself so I wouldn't hurt him. He was fragile and I didn't want to break him.
After a minute his hands went down my waist and found the button to my pants. He began to take those off too before I stopped him.
"Wait Ciel, be patient." He pouted slightly but continued to try removing my pants.
"Stop!" He ignored me. I gave up trying to convince him and instead decided to let my instincts take over.
I grabbed his wrists and held them above his head, "You should have listened to me, now I won't stop..." His eyes opened wide. I put my fingers inside his mouth, getting them completely moist.
I inserted one, then two fingers into him. He tensed up slightly but quickly relaxed. I pushed another finger in and Ciel got even hotter. He bit his lip to hold in his sounds of pleasure.
"Don't hold it in… I want to hear you…" I ordered.
"Mmmmh… you… pervert!" he still managed to hold in his moans, for now.
"I can't take it anymore." I barely managed to say. I removed my fingers and flipped his body over, completely exposing his ass.
"What?…" Ciel began. He couldn't continue though because he began to moan loudly.
Deeper. I just wanted to be deeper inside of him. I wanted this heat from his body to completely surround me. I wanted to hurt him, make him cry out my name, to be unable to think of anything but me. The desire to do all of these things overtook my mind. I thrust farther within Ciel.
"Sebastian! Ahh! Oh yes, oh my god yes! Yes, yes, yes!" Ciel was yelling out but it hardly registered within my brain.
"I'm… coming! AH!" He grew tighter around me and I couldn't help but climax also.
"I… I love you Ciel…"
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Ciel's POV
"I… I love you Ciel…" Sebastian said while panting.
It was the first time he actually said he loves me.
As we lay in my bed later, on the edge of sleep I suddenly felt the need to order Sebastian to do one last thing.
"Sebastian." I said, sleep thick within my voice.
"Yes?" he sounded exhausted as well.
"In the morning… I expect you to be lying next to me in bed. Do you understand?"
"Of course." He kissed my cheek and I blushed, "On one condition." my eyebrow rose in suspicion.
"What condition?" I inquired.
"I can spoon you as tightly as I want." he demanded.
"What?! No way!"
"Well I guess then I'll be running errands in the morning…" he trailed off.
"Wait! Fine, just… not too tightly…"
"You already said it was alright, so I'll hold you as close as I want!" he pulled my body to his and my heart couldn't stop beating loudly in my chest.
It was going to be a long night.
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