Chapter 10

Finn's POV

I don't know what the hell I was doing at Rachel's house. I couldn't tell her. But if I didn't Quinn would and that would be even worse. I found her in the living room watching old movies on Netflix. "Hey, Rach."

"It's just so sad! At the same time? All 17 of them?" She was watching some movie called 17 Girls about a bunch of teenagers who get pregnant. "And did that boy really need to cheat on his girlfriend? I mean she just loved him so much!" She was going back in forth with some reality show about real life couples. I thought it was stupid. "What are you doing here? I told you to leave."

"What were you gonna do here by yourself? Just sit there and eat ice cream all day?"

"No, Kurt's gonna come over so we can watch some 16 and Pregnant. But then we decided we'd rather watch She's Having a Baby because, you know, it's really sad. But it's so good!" She smiled and I sat next to her.

"Rach?"

"So I was thinking about what we could name our baby," She was still crying. "And I thought Emma would be really cool but then I was like, no Miss Pillsbury wouldn't like that…"

"Rach?" She ignored me again.

"So I thought maybe Elizabeth and she could go by Lizzie like my cousin but then I thought that's too much like Puck and Quinn's baby so I…"

"Rach?!" I finally yelled.

"What do you want?" She yelled back.

"I know what to name our baby." I did. I had been thinking about it the whole drive from Quinn's house.

"So do I! I thought that we could name her…"

"Rach, wait. Can I tell you mine first?" I asked. She nodded. "I want to name her Sophia Rachel Hudson-Berry."

"That's beautiful," She smiled through her tears. "That's perfect. I love it!"

"I thought that would make you smile," I grinned as she hugged me. "I love you."

"I love you, too."

I never told her about Quinn and me. I couldn't. It would hurt her too much. So I forgot about it. I made sure Quinn forgot as well. She didn't want to hurt either of us anymore. Although in a way I could tell I still liked Quinn and it could've happened again, I promised myself it wouldn't. A few days passed and soon was the funeral for Sophia. Everyone was there: Rachel, me, Quinn, Puck, Kurt, Blaine, Santana, Emily, Ali, Tina, Mike, Allie, Mercedes, Sam, Hiram, LeRoy, Ms. Fabray, Ms. Puckerman, Burt, my mom, Hiram's younger sister Jennifer, and Jennifer's daughter Lizzie. I hadn't met Lizzie or Jennifer yet so that was exciting. Apparently Allie was also Hiram's sister so he was the oldest of three. "Hey! You're Finn, right?" Allie walked up to me. "Rachel's boyfriend?"

"Yeah. And you're Allie?" I asked. I knew who she was. She and Jennifer looked a lot alike. But Lizzie looked really different. Allie nodded.

"So Sophia? That's the name you came up with? Brilliant. You're a great boyfriend." Allie smiled. I noticed Quinn looking at me. She waved. I slightly waved back. "Is that Quinn?"

"Um…yeah, how'd you know?" I looked back at Allie.

"You did cheat on Rachel, didn't you?" She said as more of a statement than a question.

"I don't know what you mean," I answered but I could tell she knew.

"Don't worry, I won't tell her. But you should, before somebody else does."

"Quinn promised she wouldn't tell," I admitted without much hope.

"It could be someone else. I hear that Quinn and Santana are suddenly really close. And some girls named Ali and Emily? What if they tell her?" She explained.

"I have a horrible cheating habit. I cheated on Quinn with Rachel at least four times. I never thought I could hurt Rachel that way. But technically Rachel's cheated on me before, with my best friend." I felt like I was talking to myself instead of Rachel's cousin (or aunt I guess). I decided not to talk about that. "So how exactly does Lizzie fit into this situation?"

"She's Jen's daughter. Jennifer, I mean." She smiled and walked over to Jennifer and Lizzie. It was like Allie was a mind reader. How could she tell? I was so discreet! What does that even mean? I have no idea. But Quinn told me to do that so I'm trying. I noticed Quinn coming towards me and snapped myself into a different person.

Rachel's POV

"Isn't he so sweet? I couldn't imagine having a boyfriend any more loyal." I bragged to Allie and Lizzie.

"Neither could I," Quinn smiled as she joined the conversation. "He's a great guy, Rachel. You're really lucky."

"I know I am. Except for the fact that my great-grandma's dead and I'm pregnant," I rolled my eyes.

"I'm sorry, Rachel, for your loss," Quinn said as if she was making me feel better. "I'm also sorry for everything that I've said and done to you. Especially recently."

"What do you mean recently? Nothing's happened in the past few weeks," I turned my head towards her and she looked shocked.

"Right…well if something comes up…just…I'm sorry," She started to hug me and I stood there confused. Then she walked over to Finn.

Finn's POV

"Hey," I smiled.

"Hey, so you haven't told her yet?"

"What do you mean?" I asked. "You told me not to."

"Well I didn't think you'd listen! She's gonna kill you!" Quinn rolled her eyes. Ugh. Why did I ever date her?

"She's not gonna find out," I reminded her. "Allie knows."

"You told her cousin? Why?!" Quinn started freaking out. "She's gonna tell Rachel!"

"I didn't tell her! She figured it out. Calm down!" I stopped when I saw Sam walk in and look at Quinn. She glanced at him, too, and just like Allie knew about Quinn and me, I knew there was something going on there. "What's going on with you and Sam?"

"None of your business," Quinn smiled at Sam when she thought I wasn't looking.

"Come on, Q; if you don't want me to tell Rachel about that kiss then tell me about you and Sam!" I begged. I just wanted to know!

"Fine!" She finally gave in. "At your party, Mike drove me home but he didn't come inside. He was just dropping me off. Puck and Tina still hooked up. I called Sam and he came over so then we hooked up, so yeah…" She stopped nervously. "I want to be with Sam, not Pick or Mike or you, but Sam. That's the reason I've been terrorizing Rachel. I just…she found out after the party. The next morning she came over to ask my advice about something and Sam was there. Don't tell her I told you please. And don't say anything to Sam. I promised I wouldn't tell."

"Why? You're both single."

"I think he still likes Mercedes," She sighed. "And he thinks I still like Puck."

"He's over Mercedes," I said.

"How do you know?" She had a hint of sad in her voice. I hated it when girls were sad. She looked like she was gonna cry. How could Sam Evans make that happen? Sam and Quinn were perfect together. I guess I ruined that relationship.

"He told the whole boy's locker room. He's still in love with you, Quinn," I hated myself for telling her but I kinda felt bad for her. She was Quinn Fabray and he was one of my best friends. I needed to help them; especially since they broke up because of me. It's my job.

"Seriously?" She asked.

"Yeah, so if you tell you're still in love with him, he'll say he feels the same way." I suggested. "If you don't tell him, nothing will ever happen between you two."

"I know," She admitted. "I'll go talk to him."

I smiled as Quinn left to talk to Sam. "Finn?"

"Hi," I turned around. "Are you okay?"

Oooh! Cliff hanger again! Happy six days until the Glee season 5 premiere :) Finchel forever! Will update soon :) Been really busy lately but I'll try :) I'm now officially a Quam shipper. Definitely not as hard as Finchel but I ship them. I want to make Quinn a good character and kind of shift into Ali being the mean girl with Brittany or something? Tell me what you think! I love Quinn now; too…yeah… forums make you go crazy. I'm not even gonna finish that sentence. I love you all! Bye :)

~Alexis