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CHAPTER 10
My breath was shaky against the cold air that befell us at dusk. Night was the best time to hunt, according to him, but I could barley see. My heart pounded in my chest as I drew my bow on a small animal 50 yards ahead. I licked my lips to moisten them and I chewed the inside of my cheek. I was nervous. We tracked this small deer like creature to a meadow not far from the ship and I was watching its every move. 3 times I had broke a trig and scared off the creature and now I was a statue. I had an arrow pulled back, aimed at the deer and now I was hesitating. Its just an animal. Its ok to kill for food. I told myself these things non stop as I squeezed my eyes shut to adjusted my tired eyes. When I opened them again I exhaled slowly and readied to release the arrow. Kill or be killed. I didn't like the sound of that and it only made things worse. Thoughts raced in my mind and my body began to tremble. I was scared and nervous.
His hand gasped my shoulder to calm me, it worked and I relaxed. "you made it this far, release the arrow." he whispered but I only hesitated as the deer began stepping out the path of my aim. He had given me a few days to practice with the weapon that he put together with a bamboo like material. I had done well with it and in no time he thought I was ready. But I knew I wasn't. my shoulders sunk down as I dropped my aim and he sighed in annoyance. "what are you doing?"
"I cant do it. I freeze up every time I try to fire." I voiced quietly. He sighed once more before putting his hands over mine and forced me to aim. Slowly he drew our hands back and waited for him to release the arrow but remembered my hand was in control. "what are you doing?" I questioned him.
"I'm going to count to 3 and we are going to release the arrow together." he said in my ear. A shiver slid down my spine as when his steaming breath nipped my icy skin. I breathed deeply, anticipating the coming action. "1…." his voice echoed in my head and my eyes widened as I realized this was happening. "…2…." my body tensed and my breath hitched as the string cut into my fingers. This cant be happening.
"….3….."
His voice was deep, dark, and my body trembled against the vibrations in his chest. Time seemed to stop when I felt our hands slowly release the string and the arrow. I closed my eyes and turned my head to hide against his massive arm as I waited for the innocent creature to fall. I flinched at the sound of flesh being broken and cries of pain filled my ears. I missed its heart. He had told me time and again to aim for the heart and I missed. I turned my head to see the animal on the ground with the arrow piercing its left shoulder. Dachande moved from behind me and stalked towards the injured animal. I immediately felt cold replace the heat on my back. I followed him cautiously, carefully as I looked around in search of any danger. I think I became paranoid lately, after learning about this planet and its inhabitants. I couldn't even sleep when I began thinking about how close the camps of the badbloods were. All It took was getting lost to find them and be killed. I cringed at the thought. I approached him and kneeled to see what he was doing. The arrow had been removed his hand traveled to his blade.
"finish it." his words caught me off guard and I stumbled backwards. I thought I only had to fire the arrow, not stab it. My eyes wandered to the blade and I bit my lip. "now is the time to show it mercy, unless you want to leave it to die a slow and painful death." my hand traveled along the hilt until I grasped it and fell to my knees. I raised the blade over the frail body before me and I began remembering my fight with Boris. Just like then, I was hovering over a life with my hands raised. My tooth sunk into my lip drawing blood and then I felt my hands fall as if I wasn't in control. The blade pierced the heart and the animals eyes went dull. I didn't feel any better. In fact, I felt like shit. There was no true motive behind this kill except to get over my weakness that brought me here.
If I had been able to kill Boris, then I wouldn't be here. Or maybe Nicolai would have killed me. Either way Dachande would not have been banished and he probably wouldn't have chose to take me with him. I could think of all the options before this but now I wondered…..what comes next? Big things come from small packages and that frightened me. I'm not a killer. I'm just an innocent girl with a child like mind at times. Sure I could defend myself, sure I could injure someone…..but I never thought of taking a life. I had watched a man take my parents life so easily and so suddenly. The blade had showed no resistance as it cut the flesh of my mother and the same went for dad. My mouth hardened into a flat line as I dozed off in deep thought. It was only a small animal that we would take back to eat, but it died purely to conquer my fears. I could hear my heart beat from inside my chest, and I could feel my blood course through my veins. Both were signs that I was alive, me, but I had just stopped a heart. Shredded it even. I felt nausea rise in the pits of my stomach as I focused on him beginning to gut the body of my victim. There goes my appetite. I turned and walked a few steps away before collapsing again and violently vomiting. I just couldn't do gore.
I regained my composure moments later as I straightened up and breathed deeply. My hand traveled to my mouth where it wiped away drool that escaped my mouth. I turned back to the male to find him ready to leave, and so I followed with my bow in hand.
We stayed out late hunting and I watched him take down large animals before he helped me track small ground based creatures. The second animal I killed was easier, and the third even more so. I felt myself getting comfortable with his encouragement. Perhaps the others were easy because there was real reasons to killing them. I made it back to the ship with 5 animals strung on my back. Dachande had 3 large ones for himself. Inside I had dropped my collection as I wandered to the bathroom to bathe. I knew he would take care of the animals on his own while I went to do my thing. In the bathroom I stripped down and waded into the warmth of the pool, feeling an actual bath was best for me. I sat in the pool before leaning back to cleans myself of impurities. I held my breath under the water as I looked to the ceiling. My lungs began to burn a moment later and I resurfaced. I slicked my hair back before draping my arms over the sides and leaning my head back. My eye lids fell as I dozed into a half sleeping state, still aware that I was in the pool. I lay there for almost an hour, only to come to my senses as the door slid open. He was standing there and I glanced to him, showing him I was alive, and he quickly turned his head away. "…its ok," I voiced looking from the ceiling back to him. "I think I actually want some company right now." he looked around in thought before stepping inside and taking his place on the floor. I could see his eyes wander over my body and I blushed some.
In his hand he held a small skull, clean of blood and I recognized it as the animal I killed. He passed it to me and I looked at it with a blank expression. It was a trophy, my trophy from my kill. I wasn't sure how to feel about it, proud, angry. I was at a loss of emotions as I contemplated its clean surface. "you have been in here for quite sometime, I only thought it best to check on you." he voiced, eyeing the wall opposite of him.
I placed the fragile skull to the side before I opened my mouth to speak, "I appreciate the thought," I simply replied and rolled over to face him. "why…." I stopped to search for my words before continuing, "why would you abandon you status for a weak human like myself?"
He looked at me with questioning eyes. "haven't we talked about this before?"
"I think so but I'm still trying to figure it out. I mean you had so much going for you. Hell you were about to be a king!"
he chuckled and scratched his neck as he thought. "I just….couldn't stand to see something so amazing be destroyed. Even if you won that competition, you would have became a slave to another, in which you would be forced into doing things you didn't like. If not that then you would have been killed. Point is you would have died in the end." I was silent as I processed his words. He hadn't saved me 3 times, no he saved from an infinite count of possible endings. My debt would never be repaid.
I stood from the pool, no care that I was naked before him, and stepped out as I walked to him and straddled his legs. I could feel his body tense beneath me as I leaned forward into his chest. His skin singed mine but it felt good, a warmth so gentle and comforting. "i…never said thank you….for saving my life." I voiced in shallow breaths as I pulled away to look him in the eyes. "so uh….yeah…thanks." I looked away shyly but returned my gaze when his hand found and caressed my cheek. What came next I didn't even plan.
I leaned in and pressed my soft lips to his forehead. His chest began to vibrate as he purred gently. I blushed as my skin began to tingle with Goosebumps. I didn't know why I did it, but moved my lips lowed and kissed his mouth. My only thoughts were that it felt like the right thing to do in that moment. My heart fluttered and I felt my cheeks grow red as my hands traced up his chest. His muscles tensed again and I felt his hands press me against him as his mouth traveled to my neck and his mandibles tickled me. I shuddered at the feeling and my hands roamed up to his dreadlocks. I played with one and felt him freeze. Was he sensitive there? I traced my index down its shaft and watch him shudder and his breathing hitched. Between his legs I could feel him grow hard as his erection poked at my core.
"violet," he stopped me when my hands began to roam his torso. "I don't want to be so blunt, but, If you don't stop I will only lose control and pauk you on this cold hard floor." I had never heard him speak like that but I was clearly having a massive effect on him. I looked away shyly and shifted off his lap.
"sorry…" I voiced but he caught my wrist and gently pulled me back down to his level. He gazed into my eyes before letting his eyes roam. It looked as though he was second guessing his refusal as he stood and pulled me up with him as a deep sigh escaped his mouth. I could tell he wanted it to and I knew he wouldn't refuse. Not after learning the Yautjas sexual nature.
"come," he commanded and I let him lead me to the bed room, still naked. Inside he pointed to the bed and I climbed onto the pile of pelts. I watched him remove his armor until he was in nothing but a loin cloth. His body had been sculpted by the gods, every curve and every muscle. My eyes roamed his body more as I committed it to memory. I felt myself grow aroused at the site of him standing there shifting out of his armor that concealed his larger muscles. I bit my lip at the sight of him and held back a begging moan that fought to escape my lips. He turned to me and approached. My body froze against his gazing eyes as he stalked closer and closer until he was on the bed in front of me. I fell back onto my back and he hovered over me. One of his clawed fingers traced a thin line down my chest, teasing me. With the same hand he drew my arms above my head before leaning into me and kissing at my soft skin. His breath was searing hot against me and I inhaled sharply. I began to move my hands to his head but he caught them and pinned them above my head again. His hands traveled to my breasts and he squeezed them gently before taking one of the hard pink nubs into his mouth. I winced as his teeth ensnared it before he began to caress it with his tongue. My head tilted back in pleasure as his hands roamed farther down my body. What had I gotten myself into? I was far to curious of him and let it overwhelm me. My body trembled against his touch and my insides burned with desire. His tongue traveled up my sternum to my collar bone where he nipped my skin. A shallow moan escaped my vocal cords.
His hands travelled lower until one reached the space between my legs. I gasped when a lone finger circled my moist folds before travelling back up to tease the bundle of nerves with a circular motion. I felt my toes curl and my heels lift off the bed as I squeezed my eyes shut. I hummed a pleasure filled tune and a purr erupted from the depths of his chest.
My heart pounded in my chest as my body begged for more of his attention. I tilted my head to the side to give him access to my neck where he bit ever so gently. When he pulled away I looked into his eyes begging. "are you really ok with this?" he asked in a low voice. I couldn't find words to speak so I replied with a simple nod. He pulled away and sat up to watch as he removed the barrier that separated us. I began to feel nervous after seeing him in all his glory. He was far larger than any human and I began questioning what I got myself into. I wasn't even sure what brought me to make a move on him. I had been in the tub chatting, then I thanked him, and then…. I teased him. But why? Yeah I admitted to being curious but that wasn't it.
I acted on a whim, a sudden desire with no explanation.
He approached me and I leaned back, letting him take control as he gently parted my legs to reveal my entrance, ready and waiting. He positioned himself at my entrance and pushed inward. I clutched the pelts below me in an iron grasp as pain reverberated through out my body. I was being impaled by him. He looked to me for reassurance when he noticed my body shaking. "don't stop." I ordered and he continued to enter me until I couldn't take anymore of him. I relaxed around him and allowed him to begin thrusting slow and steady at first but picked up the pace. My legs encircled his waist and my hands clutched his strong arms to steady myself from rocking so much. His breath was deep and calm whilst mine was erratic as I failed to find a set rhythm. I moaned in pleasure as a wave of ecstasy crashed over me like a tsunami. This feeling of him inside me was so incredibly enticing and I wanted more. He thrust into me faster and harder, making me moan louder. In a subconscious act I grabbed hold of one of his dreads, making him growl as he grew more aggressive. My body was his to do with as he pleased while I accepted the waves of pleasure I full force. My back arched and my toes curled as I felt myself nearing my climax. He closed the distance between us as he sunk his razor like teeth into my skin. I didn't feel the burn and sting as Adrenalin had flooded my bloodstream.
His last thrust was the one that sent over the edge in a massive orgasm. I screamed in pleasure as I felt his hot seed fill me as he reached a peak of his own. He pulled out and collapsed on the bed next to me. My breaths were heavy as I tried to calm myself. My body was still shaking violently from the rush of Adrenalin and I was paralyzed by the wave of pleasure that was still subsiding. When I felt my body able to move, I curled into a ball on my side and closed my eyes. I was exhausted after what just happened but I didn't question it any more than I already had. I let myself drift and fall victim to the dark abyss behind my eyes.
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