I am sorry it took me so long to update and that is not long but work has been hectic..

Chapter 10

A kiss can mean so much.. Some people believe that just from one kiss you understand a lot.. Love, lust, wanting.. In my case kissing her was like fireworks.. I always heard that from people but never experienced it.. I kissed a lot of people but not one made me feel like this moment..

When I felt her lips on mine my heart started to beat so fast.. I thought that my heart would break.. I was kissing a girl who happened to be Quinn, a girl I was falling for for the last month.. I should have wondered why I was attracted to her.. She was a girl after all and I was straight.. Yes, I was straight.. But while I was kissing her I couldn't stop.. My mind wasn't thinking.. I just knew that I had to kiss her.. It felt so right..

"Wow.." I heard her saying after we stopped kissing because both of us needed time to breathe.. I missed her lips already.. "I didn't expect that"

"I am not sorry I did what I did Quinn"

"I am not sorry either.." she touched my face and I felt the warmth from her hand with me leaning against it.. "I am not going to deny that I didn't want that since the first day I saw you"

"I.." I didn't finish what I wanted to say to her.. My phone was ringing and when I saw who was it especially at a time like this my face frowned.. I didn't want to pick it up especially now that Quinn was here with me.. But Tony kept calling..

"I am sorry.. I have to pick it up"

"No problem"

I moved away a little bit so I could answer to his phone call..

"Hello"

"Hey babe.."

"Its late Tony.. What do you want?"

"I want you.." I could hear from his voice that he was drunk.. That would explain the drunken phone call

"You are drunk.."

"No, I am not.. At all.. So are you going to open the door?"

"What? What door?" before I finish I heard the bell ringing.. I looked at Quinn and she was looking at me back surprised as well.. Tony and Quinn at the same place.. Last time it was at the theatre and Quinn left leaving me behind with Tony kissing me..

"I think you should open the door Rachel.. He will wake up everyone" I didn't want to open that door.. Because if I would then Quinn would go away.. And I wanted her to stay..

"Open the door.. I'll go.." she said and took her handbag on her hands ready to turn her back on me..

"Quinn, please.. Don't leave.. I'll tell him to go.. Please stay"

"Rachel.." I walked close to her and cupped her face giving her a kiss on her lips trying to show her with that way that I wanted her at this moment and not my star boyfriend..

"I'll tell him to leave.."

I opened the door and a very drunk Tony with his shirt opened was leaning against my door.. Once he saw me he took me in his arms getting us both inside.. It wasn't difficult for him being muscular and taller than me.. He started kissing my neck and then my lips while I was trying to push him away

"Stop.. You are drunk"

"I want you so bad right now.. I want to ravish your hot sex body of yours and I want you to do what you did the other day.. You were so good babe" I wanted to hide from embarrassment once he started to talk like that.. Quinn was still here and she was listening to what he was saying.. Tony haven't seen her with all his drunk self.. But I could see her walking to the door ready to leave.. I wanted him to stop touching me..

"Tony stop.. Stop touching me.." once I was free from his arms I walked to where Quinn was standing and touched her hand, looked at her in her eyes saying I was sorry..

"I am sorry.. I didn't know he would be here.."

"Why you are sorry Rachel? He is your boyfriend after all.. No need to feel sorry about that.."

"Who is that girl babe?" Tony said from the couch interrupting..

"Go back to your boyfriend Rachel.. He asks for you.."

"I don't want to go back to him.."

"I have to go.. Goodnight"

"Quinn.." she gave me a look that said everything.. I could see the disappointment in her eyes.. And like that she closed the door..

"Babe.. Who on earth was she and what she was doing here?"

"What on earth are you doing here?"

"I came for you.."

"No.. You came to have sex with me.. I am not your sex toy Tony.. If you want to have sex go find a girl and have sex with.. I am sure there are a lot of them who would like that" he smiled at me and he came closer..

"Are you jealous babe?"

"Ha.. Not even in your wildest dreams.. Now go please.. I am not in a mood for sex and especially with you.. And stop calling me babe.. I hate it" I walked to the door and I opened it waiting for him to leave..

"What is wrong with you lately? You are turning into a bitch"

"I never stopped being one.. Now go.." he looked at me and left.. I closed the door and leaned against it.. I couldn't believe how my life was turning out to be..

I couldn't sleep after all this.. After feeling for the first time Quinn's kisses, after knowing how good her hands felt around my neck.. I laid on my bed just thinking of her realizing that this girl was blowing my mind away and at the same time i was scared because no one knew.. And what was I really?

TBC

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