The following day Sophia was able to leave the hospital with Logan. She was nervous to bring him home, but Luke was probably more nervous driving him home. Although it usually takes forty minutes to get to their place, it took an additional twenty minutes. Maybe because he was driving slow and careful? No matter how many times Sophia told him to drive normal, he just wouldn't, which annoyed her.

Sophia carried in the baby and placed the car seat carrier down on the living room couch. Even though he was asleep, she picked him up out of the car seat and had him lay down in her arms, just adoring him.

"I just can't get enough of him." Sophia smiled. "I just don't know how I'll be able to leave him when my maternity leave ends."

"Well you have two months to get sick of the both of us." Luke joked.

"I could never get sick of this little guy. I love him too much."

"What about me?" Luke asked, as he sat down beside Sophia and wrapped his arm around her.

"A little bit." She admitted. "Could you actually watch him? I really want to take a bath."

"Right now?" He asked.

"I feel so filthy from being at the hospital and giving birth." Sophia explained. "I'll be quick. I promise."

Sophia handed Logan to Luke. "Uh... Are you sure I'm ready to be left alone with him when we just got home?"

"You'll be fine."

Five minutes later, Luke carried a crying Logan up to his and Sophia's bathroom where she lay in the bathtub.

"Luke, if you make me get out of this tub, you will be in huge trouble." She said.

"I don't know how to stop make him stop crying."

"He probably needs a diaper change or if he's hungry, there's a bottle in my bag from when I pumped at the hospital."

"Sophia, he just wants you."

"You're in trouble, Luke." Sophia climbed out of the tub and grabbed the crying baby after she put her robe on. "Shh... mommy has you." She carried him across the hall to the nursery to change is diaper and then nursed him. "I don't think daddy will be able to take care of you when I go back to work, huh?"

"Sophia..."

"Luke, don't talk to me." She said. "I told you to do one thing... Just watch him and you couldn't. I even told you what to do and you couldn't do it."

"Sophia, I'm new to all this and don't know what to do." He justified. "I'm inexperience."

"I'm new to all this too, Luke. You act like I know what I'm doing. I don't. I'm just taking one day at a time and trying to be the best mom I can be to him. You need to do the same." Sophia sat Logan up and burped him when she finished feeding him. "You won't learn if you don't try."

Luke walked over to the window and watched as the snow came down. "I'm just scared I won't be a good father."

"Luke, I'm scared too, but we need to trust ourselves that we'll do a good job. I believe you'll be a good dad, but you need to try and when I ask for you to watch him, actually watch him, care for him. I can't do this all on my own, Luke. I need your help." Sophia got up from the rocking chair she was sitting in and placed Logan down in his crib. "I really need your help."

"It'll get easier on the both of us." He assured her. "It's just our first official day as being parents."

"I know and we're learning the ropes of taking care of him."

"I'm sorry."

Sophia gave Luke a long hug, resting her head against his chest. "I love you."

"I love you too."

"Do you think you can manage to watch him while I get dressed?" Sophia asked. "I just took care of all his needs so you probably shouldn't have a problem."

"I think I can handle it."

"Thank you."

That night was pretty rough. Logan cried, what seemed like a hundred times. Sophia was the one who always got up to take care of his needs, so she was exhausted the following morning, and made Luke be on baby duty until she got enough rest. Her mother called the day before, when they came back from the hospital, and said she'll come over the next day to help out. So at around ten, her mother arrived. Sophia went back to sleep, since her mother could be on baby duty, while Luke headed into town to pick up some groceries and fix some things up around the ranch, even though it's snowing and freezing.

Sophia woke up an hour later. She fixed the top bun she had her hair in and then went into the living room to get Logan from her mother.

"Thanks for watching him." Sophia said, grabbing the baby from her mother. "Last night I got absolutely no sleep."

"Luke didn't help you?"

Sophia shook her head. "Speaking of him, where is he?"

"I think he said he was going to fix some things up outside, which I find very ridiculous because it's snowing and freezing out."

"He's used to it." Sophia said, sitting down on the couch. "He would always have to work outside, at his mother's ranch, so it wouldn't fall apart. Plus, he just enjoys doing that type of stuff. I basically had to beg him to hire a crew to come paint and replace the flooring. He wanted to do it on is own."

"Humph."

"He's probably just fixing the barn up, so it's not like he's fully out working in the snow."

"Well I think he should be inside helping with the baby."

"You know what, mom? It's fine. I'll have to leave Logan with him while I'm at work and he probably won't be able to get things done around here like he would hope to or get to go horseback." Sophia placed Logan's pacifier in his mouth when it fell out. "I'm really fine with the amount of help I get from him, really. But I guess he could start helping me at night so I'm not the one being sleep deprived."

"Tell him that."

"I will."

Haha guys, sorry for not uploading in a week. I totally forgot about this story :p . I have like one more pre-written chapter so there will be longer waits for uploads. Thanks for reading! Review, follow, favorite if you haven't done so already!