New chapter! Ugh that last chapter was so sweet and cheesy it gave me a cavity! I loved it too, but I´m more of an angsty kind of person hehe. So, I have no school on Friday meaning: a long weekend! YAY! Maybe I´ll finish this fic this week, I have a couple more ideas for other fics (Kames and Jagan, yeah!) but that will have to wait a little longer XD

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CHAPTER 10

James PoV

Kissing Kendall was proving to be one of my favorite things in the world. We were on his couch because he was grounded and didn't have permission to go anywhere besides school, so as the good boyfriend –I felt goosebumps every time I thought about it- I was, I decided to go home with him; originally we were sitting arm to arm watching a movie, now he was lying on his back I was almost on top of him. The kiss was lazy and not heated at all, I didn't care, after all we had our first –technically second- kiss just some hours ago.

"The movie´s over" Kendall said smiling while he touched my hair gently.

"Who cares?" I hid my face on his neck feeling his hands caressing my back "If you keep that I´m going to fall asleep"

"Do it, you look tired" I closed my eyes enjoying the sensation of having a warm body next to me feeling comfortable and happy.

"What would your mother think if she finds me like this?" I started to get up but he didn't let me.

"Fuck her" he upped himself searching for my lips but I stopped him firmly putting my hand on his chest keeping him down.

"What happened between you and your mom?"

"Nothing, I just can´t stand her" he said avoiding my gaze.

"I told you the most important secret in my life, you own me" he glared at me clearly not happy with the emotional blackmail before he sighed and closed his eyes.

"Before my dad died four years ago we were a happy family, almost like yours, but after he died things changed" I putted my hands on his chest resting my chin on them waiting for him to continue "He died in a car accident, I was with him and we were arguing. I started yelling at him and he wasn't entirely focused on the road trying to calm me down…we didn't see a trailer heading our way" I notice a small solitary tear slide from his closed eye "I wasn't wearing my seatbelt and he jumped to protect me…we were hit so hard that his spine broke killing him instantly" he opened his eyes making me catch my breath, they were glassy and light "I know my mom blames me for his death"

"You don´t…"

"She said it to me" he interrupted me, his voice strangled "If I wasn't gay he would have lived, she said…if I used the fucking seatbelt he would have lived…she kept going on and on, at first I believed her…later the police officer told me that the trailer driver was the one guilty, not me…it was my freshman year in high school, I was just dealing with my sexuality, I didn't need a mother that hated me…"

"Why did she blame your preferences? What were you and your dad arguing about?"

"He was taking me to a therapist, he said that given that I hadn't that much trust in him to talk about everything, he wanted me to have someone because he didn't know mature Carlos" I smiled hearing him, but decided not to interrupt him "I was telling him that I wasn't crazy, that I didn't need a shrink, and making a whole tantrum out of it" he sounded his throat "My dad was gone, I´d just started high school and my mom hated me…let´s say that I wasn't the happiest person"

"Camille told me about you two"

"When?" he frowned looking at me.

"Before first period, I asked why she hated you and she said that you used to be friends" I blushed at his raised eyebrow "I was curious, I wanted to know more about you"

"Yeah we were, until I met Jett" he bit his lip "Did she tell you about Jett?"

"Only that he´s your ex and that thanks to him you changed"

"Yes and no" he chuckled "I did date him, but not that much…he´s Dave´s nephew" he looked at me like he was expecting some sort of reaction.

"Who´s Dave?" he laughed.

"I forgot how little you know about me" he kissed me before explaining himself "Dave is my stepfather"

"Oh…that´s inconvenient"

"Yeah, but he also hated him so it was cool, he did give me a nice advice" I raised my eyebrow "Assert your right to make mistakes. If people can't accept your imperfections, that's their fault and make sure they know that"

"Fortune cookie?" I joked making him smile.

"Internet or facebook probably…I took it as my mantra, being who I was not caring about other people´s feelings… when some guys started teasing me I started to fight back, feeling good about making them suffer…I don't know when that changed into bulling…"

"And that´s how the infamous reign of Kendall Knight started" I mocked hating the face he was making, it was something between self hatred and a sadistic smile, if my dad was here and decided to name that face he would use something like "Asshole face" I said out loud without realizing it until he looked at me quizzically.

"Huh?"

"You´re making the asshole face" I rolled my eyes "Lousy name I know, but it´s the face you make every time you hate yourself"

"If you say so" he smiled pulling me to another kiss, this time a little harder, I moaned when I felt his tongue against my lower lip asking for entrance, I parted my lips granting him access moaning at the feeling. I ran my hands through his hair deepening the kiss.

"James…" he breathed between kisses "Getoff…" I didn't give him time to finish before I assaulted his mouth again "G-get off…ngh" he moaned; I stopped what I was doing to really look at him, his eyes were closed and his breathes hasty, I frowned trying to move my legs feeling something right under my knee "Fuck" he hissed digging his nails in my lower back making me instantly hard. Smiling I pressed my knee into his crotch making Kendall moan harder, he knew I was doing it on purpose and because of that he stopped asking me to get off, he just waited for my next move. I lowered my head and started kissing his neck at the same time I moved my knee against his clothed erection until I felt his leg right between mine making me gasp.

"Two can play that game" he breathed nibbling my ear with his lips. I closed my eyes prey of the pleasure I felt just before Kendall moved his legs to hug my waist with them and rammed right into me.

"Kendall" I panted feeling his hands inside my shirt touching my skin while he continued thrusting making me see stars, then I felt his hand slide down to the hem of my pants and a had a flashback of a calloused hand booting my pants and…Don´t go there James! I closed my eyes hard trying to go back to the moment.

"Ahem" we stopped death when we heard a small voice from the other side of the room, I turned to see an old Hispanic woman looking at us with a raised eyebrow and a not friendly expression. Knowing I was completely flushed I got off from Kendall and sat on the other end of the couch "Afternoon Kendall" she said when he sat, also flushed and his hair a mess…mine probably looked the same.

"Hi Maria" he said not looking at her "Its Friday, you´re not supposed to come on Fridays"

"Your mom called me to come and make sure you were still here" now her gaze turned to me "And you are?"

"I-I´m James, ma´am" I sounded my throat "Kendall´s boyfriend" I saw him smile at my words while he tried to comb his hair with his hands.

"Sense when?" now she looked at Kendall.

"8 am" he smiled standing up and walking towards her "Anything else? We were kind of busy" I slapped myself in the face, he did not just said that.

"Oh really" Maria smiled, I knew that smile, my mom used to smile like that every time she was about to ground me or do something I hated only to punish me "Well in that case I´ll stay longer and watch a movie with you guys, James would you like something to eat?"

"Sure, thank you" I said before she left the room and Kendall turned to look at me fuming.

"Do you believe her?"

"I do" I got up smiling "You never say things like that to a woman Kendall, they always take it wrong and do things like this"

Kendall PoV

I rolled my eyes at James´ words, he had a mother that was always there and a sister, he knew about women but I was still kind of mad about Maria being in the house. She had interrupted a really heated make out session with my sexy boyfriend; I wasn't going to let that pass like it was nothing.

"Your mom sent her, it means that she cares about you" he whispered hugging me from my back.

"It means that she didn't want me to upset her husband" I answered bitterly "I know that with your mom you can´t think about a mother not loving her son, but it happens and my mom´s like that" I put my hands on top of his.

"You´re still living here, that…"

"This is my house" I smiled turning to face him "My dad left it to me, along with the antique store, she can´t kick me out…she tried to do it when I turned 18 but my dad´s lawyer came to my rescue and told me the truth…but I didn't tell her or Dave, she forgave me and let me go back…I think I´ll break the news when they get on my nerves"

"Antique store?" I started to notice that every time he was uncomfortable with a certain topic he changed the subject.

"I´ll take you later" he smiled "I think it was a good thing Maria came"

"Yeah my forgotten boner doesn't think the same" I took his hand smiling at his joke, he had a really perverted sense of humor.

"I just think you are not ready" I passed my hand through his hair "Don't be so desperate, we have all the time of the world, we will go slow, I don't want to hurt you" I kissed his forehead.

"I love you" he said in a small voice looking at me in the eye taking my breath away at the beauty of his own "And it´s true, I-I had a bad memory just now and I almost panicked…and it was just making out! Maybe I´m not as good as I think I am"

"Then we´ll make you better together" I rested my hands on his hips.

"Kendall" I turned to see Maria standing at the door "Could you come and talk to me? Alone" I frowned not knowing what she wanted to tell me by myself.

"Go, I´ll watch the game or something" said James pushing me away.

"Ok" I walked to the kitchen where the housemaid was waiting for me.

"How long have you known this guy?" she asked.

"About five weeks" I smiled, so little time but it felt like a lifetime.

"Five weeks?" she looked at me like I was crazy "Kendall last time you went out with a guy after knowing him for so little time it didn't end up well for you" she took some glasses from the cabinet and put them on the table.

"I´s not the same Maria" I started pouring iced tea inside the glasses "I love him"

"Love? LOVE! Por el amor de Dios!" she screamed clearly mad "You can´t love someone this fast, Kendall I taught you better that that!"

"I know but I do love him" I put my hands on her shoulders making her look at me in the eye "He´s the best guy I´ve ever met, he´s caring, brave…sexy…Maria I don't know if it´s love, but I´m sure it´s something deep and beautiful, and nothing you say it´s going to change that"

"He is cute" she sighed "But I won´t be happy about this relationship until I know him better"

"Don't worry" I kissed her cheek "Now, let´s eat, James!" I called for him.

"Someone just parked in your driveway" he said going inside the kitchen.

"It must be your mom…" Slam! We heard the door, that wasn't my mom that was Dave and clearly not in a good mood.

"Kendall!" he screamed looking for me "Why is my car still dirty? I told you I wanted it cleaned, if you´ll be living under my roof you´ll do as I say" I clenched my teeth.

"I was busy" I answered before he came into view, he looked at me and then his eyes went straight to James "Who´s this? I told you, you´re grounded! No visitors, no nothing! I bet the whore of your mother gave you permission, didn't she?" I saw a tiny flinch in James´ body at the word, now Dave was making me angry.

"No, she doesn't know, she sent Maria to check on me" I talked calmly "And don't you dare call her like that" I growled looking at him in the eye smiling at his feared expression.

"Or what? You´ll hit me?" he said, I wished he didn't give me any ideas "Stop living in dream land Kendall, I don't know why you defend her if the only thing she does is complain about the shitty son she has, the fag that caused her first husband´s death" I was shaking trying not to kill him.

"Kendall…" I heard James´ voice "Kendall" I turned slowly and he grabbed my hand before taking me out of the house followed by the man´s screams.

"If you walk out that door you´ll never get inside again! I took you in once I won´t do it again!"

"Get in" said James signaling my car and the passenger seat, I did as he told me and he got in the driver´s seat before starting the engine and leaving the house.