Naomi's POV

Emily didn't speak on the car ride to the hospital she kept staring out the window she was lost in thought. It's an interesting thing to see her in thought because you really have to watch her expressions closely to make sure she is ok. She had her hand in mine and every once and awhile would give it a small squeeze to let me know she was. I knew she was worried about Effy, but I also knew she was more worried about Katie something was going between Effy and Katie and I hope the truth comes out soon. When we arrived Freddie was in the hallway folding cranes his hands fumbling with the paper. He looked up at us as we approached he had bags under his eyes.

"They said she's going to be fine after they make sure all the toxins are out of her. Katie is in by her bed If you want to speak with her." He directed his gaze to Emily

"What did they say she had taken?" JJ went to sit next to him

"oh just MDMA , but she drank so much it caused her body to shut down."

"she must have had a lot she drinks so much her body should be used to it by now."

I immediately regretted saying that. Dammit I always have to go blurting out something stupid, It was true Effy was a mess, but she had gotten herself into a real scary situation. I understood at least I think I did because I was afraid to love Emily for the longest time. That's why I was so glad when she made the first move. If Effy loved Katie like I love Emily I could see why she would do something like this. Freddie looked up at me his eyes burning pierced into mine.

"you don't get used to anything Naomi it's impossible and if anyone says otherwise they are lying." He crumpled up the paper crane and dropped it at his feet.

"why do you say that?."

"Take school for example you think you would get used to having to wake up, shower, brush your teeth, get dressed, and comb your hair. Then walking through the hallways, but you don't it still takes you an extra minute to roll out of bed and do all those things. You don't get used to how teaches talk or plan lessons you so you still make the same grades. Life is something people tell you to get used to, but no one ever does because you still believe there are different sides to things, believe there are different sides to people. All of us might just be unmotivated teenagers and god dammit we may party to much , but in our hearts we know this fact because when we screw each other over we don't care because we believe it won't happen again the next time."

Emily sat down on the other side of Freddie.

"Freds I know you feel hurt, but it is possible to get over anything even when you think it's not. Letting people back in are something we do because we care not because we can't let go."

He put his head in his hands and started crying

"I love her, but she is so confusing."

"you have to be strong Freddie and do what's best for you and for her. It might hurt , but you have two choices to fight or to let go neither one is going to be easy. I have a difficult decision that's bound to come into my life because of my mum any day now and I'm going to choose to fight for what I love."

Emily looked at me a hint of a smile on her face then back at Freddie. So she was going to tell her mum about us and she was going to be with me no matter what she said. My heart was overcome with happiness at the thought of her being able to say It to everyone that I loved her. Even more so I was so proud of my girl, Emily is one of the kindest hearted people I've ever met. She was helping Freddie because like always she know how to sooth with her words.

"I would fight too, but that's just me."

"oh, Shut up JJ now isn't the time for a JJ pep talk." Freddie replied , but a smile crept onto his face

"go on and see Effy and your sister I'll keep Freddie company out here and you go with her Naomi it can just be a bro party out here."

"bro party? That sounds a bit gay JJ." I laughed and resisted the urge to ruffle his hair since he told everyone he hates when we do that.

"Look who's talking."

"Touché"

JJ turned back to Freddie who was starting to look a lot better after his breakdown and I followed Emily into the room. I shut the door behind me as not to disturb them, it worked Katie was just looking at Effy and there were lines on her face from her makeup. She looked like she wanted to say something or make a gesture, but her lips and her body wouldn't move no matter how much her mind wanted them to.

"Katie are you alright?"

Emily's voice had snapped her sister out of the trace she was in. she looked over at us worry in her eyes, she straightened up in her chair. Katie never wanted anyone to see her weak, she knew how to put herself together just enough to reassure everyone she was ok. I wasn't fooled this time neither was Emily.

We both went over to her.

"It's ok Katie you don't have to say anything."

Emily sat down next to her and I decided to speak

"Katie you know I'm shit with words, but I do know this will all sort out you'll see."