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After the perfect kiss me and Quinn had shared, I left the house as quickly as I can, I didn't even take my car. I was scared I would do something to screw it up, and so I found myself in my English class ten minutes early, smiling like a complete fool and reliving the morning over and over in my head.

"Why, hello there Santana. It is a nice and blessed change to see you come to class so early. Are you here to catch up on the events of the previous lesson like I am planning to do?" Rachel Berry asked me, walking into the class.

"How can you talk so much? It's so early."

Rachel sat down beside me. "So I gather studying is not the purpose. Can I ask what is?"

"None of your fucking business." I spat on her. In just a second she had managed to ruin my day.

Rachel didn't seem fazed about my yelling.

"You know, if you're having a problem you can consult me."

"I don't have a problem and even if I did, what makes you think I would talk to you about it?"

"Then with whom?"

"Excuse me?"

"If you had any kind of a problem you would talk to Quinn. You being here alone suggests you have a problem involving her, and so you don't have anyone to talk to." Rachel answered.

I thought about it and realized she was right. Ethan is out of the question, he would spill the beans to my mother and none of my other friends would understand, they would think I want to sleep with the captain in order to get ahead.

"I won't tell anyone." Rachel added. She probably saw me considering it.

'No, Lopez, you can't talk to fucking Rachel Berry.' I thought to myself. Lucky for me, kids started walking into the class, saving me from consulting Berry.

I didn't have any classes with Quinn that day and so I decided to skip lunch in order to not see Quinn. Cowardly, I just walked to my next class.

I felt really stupid. Quinn and I had kissed twice, once she was drunk. We didn't talk about what any of us want or really feel and she is so fragile this days, I don't want to take advantage of her. Plus, what will happen if it wouldn't work out? I can't lose my best friend.

When the day was finally over, I had stayed sited in class for a few more minutes, just to make sure I won't cross paths with anyone. After five or six minutes I got up and left the class to the vacant McKinley High halls. I placed my books in my locker and went out, mentally preparing myself for the walk home.

A minute or two later, rain drops started dripping slowly, and then faster and then I was drenched. Suddenly, all I wanted was to be in my warm bed, watching T.V., eating and cuddling Quinn. I couldn't wait to get home.

When I entered my home, I saw Quinn sitting on the couch, leg crossed, looking at her hands.

"Hey Q, I am starving."

"Hey S." She said following me to the kitchen.

"So you decided to go on a run this morning, then to avoid me all day and finally to go swimming with your clothes on." Quinn stated sarcastically.

"You got me."

"Santana." She said my name and I knew she wants me to look at her, but I couldn't, I had a bad feeling, and so I kept making my lunch.

"Santana." She said more firmly this time.

"What?" I whispered, looking into her eyes. All I could see was fear in it.

"I am sorry, I'm really a mess right now and you are the only constant thing in my life. I had freaked you out this morning and then you had all day to freak out even more and I-"

"Quinn-"

"No' let me finish." She said with determination in her eyes. "We are best friends, a-and, and I think that is all we should be."

It hurt to hear that. I felt like the world has stopped and I was reliving that second over and over again. I wanted to tell her she was wrong, that me and her are so much more then best friends, but I didn't.

We stood there for a few minutes, not talking, just looking at each other. I knew I had to be strong for Quinn, she has gone through so much and so I said what I thought she wanted to hear.

"You are right." Quinn looked really surprised, like she had, and justifiably, expected me to yell and get mad."So what do you say I'll go change out of those wet clothes and then we'll have a movie night?"

Quinn had a small smile in her face and a few tears threatening to fall any second "With bacon?"

"Yes, with bacon." I said and approached her to whip her tears away.

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