Chapter 10
I still do not own glee.
Rachel's POV
Finn and I had got back together and everything was perfect. Well, almost perfect. Except for the fact that he was leaving in four days. Four days. That was so not fair, I mean we had like a week to be together as boyfriend and girlfriend. And it went by so fast. And then there is this whole distance thing. He is in Lima and I'm in NYC. I mean now that I have him back I just wanna be with him every single minute of every single day. Wow. Hm, that sounded really crazy. And really possessive. But hey that is love. Don't judge me. So we haven't talked about that yet, because since we have just a few days left I don't want to pass this days fighting. And I'm pretty sure that is going to lead to a fight. But we have to. In this moment Finn shows up, and sits on the living room couch with me.
"Hey beautiful!" He says
"Hi"
"So what are you doing?"
"Just thinking"
"About what?"
This is it. We have to talk about this now.
"Just about...hm...funny ,funny girl."
Or no. I don't know where this came from.
"Say it one more time and I'll believe it"
He gave me that half smile that I just loved so much. And in this moment I knew I needed to talk to him about that. Because we needed to figure it out. Even if that leads to a fight, if we don't talk,our relationship is just not going anywhere, it will be just a like a summer romance. And I don't want this. I want to see this half smile for a long,long time. I want to grow old seeing this half smile.
"Okay. So I was thinking you are leaving soon. And...and we, you know ,I live in New York."
"And I live in Lima" he says with a sad smile. This smile I didn't want to see.
"Don't you give me this sad smile"
"What?"
"Don't you give me this sad smile, like this is going to be over. And like this is not going to work is going to."
"I know we are going to work out. We are endgame. I just think the distance is going to be a problem. A really big problem."
"It is going to. But we are going to get through it, right?"
I waited a few is not answering.
"Finn,this is the part that you say 'right'"
"I just-"
"Finn."
"It's just that-"
"Listen to me. If you don't think we can do this, then we are going to fail. If you don't believe in our love, we are going to have to believe in us."
"I believe in ,so much, that I came to New York to win you back. I love you Rachel. But I was thinking, with this distance thing. What if you meet other guys?"
"I'm sorry? Finn you are the one that I want. You are the man for me. You are my soulmate. Why are you even questioning that?"
"Well, you are the love of my life. But when we broke up and you came to New York you met Brody and-"
"Yes, I met Brody. After not hearing of you for months, and crying over you! I didn't knew if you were alive for God's sake! So don't you dare to say we didn't work out because of distance."
"So are you saying that is my fault?"
"Of course not! You were confused, I know that. But can you imagine how confused I was? You left me. And you didn't even call me. Not even to say 'hi'.""At this point I was crying.
"And I wasn't the only one affected. Kurt, your brother. He didn't hear from you too. Your brother."
"I said I was sorry. I thought we were over this."
"I am over this. You aren't. You are afraid that it will happen what happened to Brody. I'm just explaining why I did what I did."
"I'm sorry. I-I just feel guilty. I know I shouldn't have left you. But when I remembered that Brody was there when I wasn't... I just...I mean I'm not perfect. What if you find a guy that doesn't snore or isn't too tall, when I'm not here?" He says with tears in his eyes.
"I'm not perfect either. But you are perfect to me. I love that you are just a giant. It makes me feel safe with you by my side. And i love that when I hug you I can feel your heart beating and that is the most beautiful sound ever. And about the snoring. I can't sleep without it. When you were gone, I downloaded the sound of someone snoring and played, because i just couldn't sleep without it. But it wasn't the same your snore is just so much better.I couldn't sleep without you. So if I find this perfect guy, it will suck, because i like the imperfect Finn Hudson."
"I love you so much. And I love that you love my snore. But you know you kinda of snore too."
"Take it back. I do not snore."
"Sorry babe,but you do."
"No I don't"
"But I love it. It is so cute. Sometimes, I wake up before you just to hear it. And i love that you deny it."
" I'm not denying it. I'm just saying it is not true."
"Okay, okay"
"So do you think we can do it?"
"Honestly?"
"Yeah."
"I hope so. Because without that snoring my day is just no good."
I laugh.
"For the last time I do not snore. You are making it up."
He laughs and then he gets serious.
"But when are we going to see each other?"
"Well we will talk everyday by phone or Skype."
"Yeah, but when we will see each other?"
"I-I don't know" I say "As soon as I get a break from funny girl I will go to Lima."
"But this could be months away!"
"You can come here."
"Rachel. I have things to do too. I'm in collage, you know that."
"I know I just-"
"This distance thing is not going to work if we both don't do sacrifices."
"Are you asking me to quit Funny girl?"
"Of course not. I'm never, never going to ask you to choose between your dream and me. You know that. At the train station I proved that to you. But I have dreams too. You helped me find them. I want to be a teacher, Rach. I'm just saying that you have to consider them too."
"I know you do. And i support your dreams."
He smiled
"So what are we going to do?"
"I don't know"
Then we got silence for 10 minutes. Just holding on earth are we going to do?
Then Finn gave me a passionate kiss and got up.
"Where are you going?"
"I need to think. I love you."
"I love you too."
"Don't worry, Rach. I'll be back. I promise."
Then we kissed again and he left.
What is he going to do?Five minutes passed and I was already missing his warm hand against for the first time I wondered if this distance thing would if it doesn't? Rachel Barbra Berry, stop this right now. It will work. It has to. You and Finn will work something out. You are Finchel.
AN: Sorry guys, it's been so long! Gosh, I'm such a horrible person did not updating. But I hope you enjoy this chapter! Continue reading and reviewing. I wanted to really thank those people that review because I love the reviews and they are really helpful. Anyway, thanks guys! Bye!
