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Chapter 10: What A Day!

James POV

I quietly walked downstairs and grabbed a bottle of water, before slipping my shoes on, as I opened the door I heard a noise behind me, I spun around and there was Bella, standing in the doorway of the living room. She looked upset and I had to clench my fists to keep from running to her. "Are you leaving?" She asked, she knew what I was doing, I could see it in her eyes, so I just nodded once and she turned around, heading back to the living room. "Make sure to take your key." She threw over her shoulder before she disappeared behind the wall.

I ran back up to my room, grabbing the key, and flew out of the door, before I could change my mind. I got to Victoria's place in ten minutes, shut my car off and sat there breathing heavily. 'Fuck' I cursed, holding my head in my hands, trying to decide whether to stay or to go back home. I heard a knock at my window, and jumped. Looking up, I could see Vickie smirking at me, wearing a very short, green baby doll dress.

She opened my door for me, and got in, straddling me. Closing the door behind her, in seconds her hands were in my hair, her tongue down my throat. She was grinding against me. I could smell her arousal, clear as day in the small space. But as soon as I closed my eyes, it was Bella grinding against me. Images from earlier still fresh in my head.

I leaned my head back, successfully pulling our mouths apart, but instead of her stopping she kissed, bit and licked down my neck. "Fuck Vickie I cant do this." I said, while grabbing a hold of her arms and pushing her back slightly. "I have so much going on in my head right now, this just cant happen, I'm sorry." I said. Her eyes turned hard and she reached down grabbing my dick through my pants. "What the fuck." I said through gritted teeth.

Vickie smiled sweetly. "I want to fuck, so fuck me." I let go of her arms and instead grabbed her hands, pulling them away, from my now very painful erection, seriously reconsidering just having a quick fuck. I shook my head knowing that wasn't good for anyone.

"I said I cant, so stop. Jesus fuck Vickie." I was getting pissed and she still had an amused expression on her face. "What." I yelled out. Her grin faltered, and she huffed pulling her hands away and crossing her arms.

"Its Duck isn't it, you got a thing for the Ugly Duckling." I opened my door, and gently lifted her off of me, and deposited her outside my car.

"You shouldn't fuckin call her that, she isn't Ugly." I gritted out. Victoria laughed and tried to look like she didn't care, but her eyes said something different. I hurt her feelings. "Listen, I'm sorry I came here, I didn't mean to upset you Vickie. I don't know how the fuck I feel about her anymore. I wish I didn't like her, it would be a hell of a lot easier." Victoria looked down at the ground, pulling her too short dress down, obviously starting to feel self conscious cause I turned her down. "You look fucking hot by the way, that dress is smokin." I said to her, her face brightened slightly and she stopped fidgeting. Victoria uncomfortable was a painful thing. I didn't want to be the one to take her confidence away.

"Thanks, but I already know I'm smokin." She shrugged like it was no big deal. "Are you sure you don't want any of this." she said while lifting her dress up, showing off her bare pussy, no panties. I groaned and shut my eyes. Willing myself to stay fucking strong. I opened my eyes and Victoria was smiling widely. "Well get your ass out of here then, go back to Duck." She said waving me away, with a smirk. I glared at her and she laughed. "Fine fine, Bella." She drew the name out, and turned around. I sat there to make sure she got inside safely and then took off down the street.

I closed the house door, and locked it. I peeked into the living room, but Bella wasn't in there. I figured she went back to bed. I wanted to talk to her and I had only been gone for no more than thirty minutes, I was sure she would still be awake.

I walked upstairs and was about to knock when I realized I really needed to change. My pants had a nasty stain on it from a panty less Vickie. So I decided just to shower and take care of the massive stiffy I had, before I had a serious talk with Bella.

Once the warm shower water hit me, I wrapped my hand around my cock and started to stroke. I closed my eyes and leaned my forehead against the cool tile. The hot water hitting my back.

I was thinking about her once again in my lap, grinding against me, this time we were both naked. I enter her slowly, her breasts pressed against my chest, nipples hard as pebbles. My hands gripping her hips, setting the pace. I could feel myself getting close, started pumping faster, thinking of thrusting into Bella fast and deep. A couple more thrust, and I came hard. I clenched my jaw grunting and moaning as I spilled my seed onto the tile wall. I stood there for a couple minutes, chest heaving, and feeling exhausted. Once out I grabbed the only towel, which was a damn hand towel and started to dry myself off. It was then that I realized, I forgot clothes.

I rolled my eyes at my stupidity too worried about getting myself off I forgot my towel and clothes. I put my ear to the door, making sure I couldn't hear anything I didn't want this conversation to be had while I had no clothes on, that would just cause a lot of trouble. I was satisfied with the silence and opened the door, holding the hand towel across the front of me. One step out of the bathroom and Bella's door opened. I turned towards her, so she couldn't see my naked ass, and I stood there frozen.

Bella looked up at me and gasped, her face went red and her breathing picked up. She was no longer wearing her shorts. It was just the same top and a pair of black, boy cut panties. I could feel myself hardening at the sight in front of me. Bella was 'eye fucking' me again, her eyes lustful. When she seen my neck, her lust faded and she instantly looked upset. My eyebrows furrowed and she said a quick sorry, backing into her room and slamming the door, successfully cutting me off of that amazing view.

I went to my room and threw on a pair of boxer shorts and grey jogger pants, with a black muscle shirt. I was about to walk out of my room, but caught something in my reflection, on the mirror that was on the back of the door, a small bite mark on my neck, it was bruising. That would be why Bella looked upset, she seen Vickie's bite mark, obviously thinking I fucked her. God this day was just getting more and more fucked up.

I could do one of two things, I could either wait till tomorrow and let her sit there thinking I stopped kissing her to go fuck another woman, or I could storm into her room once again and explain how much of a fuck up I really am.

I opened my door and stomped down the hallway. I knocked on Bella's door loudly and turned the knob to open it but it didn't budge. Damn it was locked. "Bella, can I talked to you?" I asked, my face practically pressed right against the door. She didn't answer, and I couldn't hear movement, so I knocked again. "Bella, please can I talk to you?" I was starting to whine and I knew it. I heard Bella growl on the other side of the door. And I continued to jiggle the door knob and knock. Finally I could hear her walking towards the door, so I let go of the handle.

She swung the door open and glared at me. "What do you want James?" Her voice was quieter than I expected, she sounded exhausted. I walked past her and sat down on her bed. "Oh by all means James, come in and invade my space. But can you warn me with your next mood swing… your making my head spin." She said sarcastically, I couldn't blame her. My feelings were all over the place.

"I'm sorry about that Bella, I'm kind of all over the place right now…" Bella sat down against her headboard. Waiting for me to continue. "I'm sorry about earlier…the kissing thing I - I just… fuck I don't know how to explain this." I said starting to feel frustrated with my own incompetence.

"I get it James you were horny, I was here. No worries. I see you got your fix, I know it

wasn't me I was just the closest body to you." I looked up at her wondering what the hell she was talking about, then I remembered the stupid mark on my neck.

"Well sorry to burst your bubble Bella, but you have it completely wrong. The reason I stopped earlier, is because these feelings I have for you are new, and strong, and I don't fucking get it. I have spent the last five years of my life, angry with you and hating you for reasons I don't even know myself… and this…" I said pointing to my neck. "is not quite what you think. After I left your room I was… hard as a rock and going to finish myself off, when Vickie text me." I looked over at Bella her eyes wide and face red, with my revelation. "So I went there, against my better judgment, we didn't get very far, before I stopped her…because all I could think of… was you Bella." She was staring at me, mouth opening and closing but nothing coming out. "I am really sorry that I am so fucked up, I know that the shit I did to you in the past was fucked up, my living here is fucked up, my kissing you was beyond fucked up. I just, I don't know what else to say, I should let you get to sleep." I stood up feeling like an idiot, hoping to god that she wouldn't kick me out and tell me I'm a freak, or a womanizer. I was both of those things, but it was different with Bella, she made me feel protective over her. I wanted to hold her close and keep her safe. I felt so frustrated.

I walked to my room and lay down on my bed on top of the covers, not feeling much like sleeping. I put my hands behind my head, and stared up at the ceiling. Pissed at myself for leaving Bella earlier, I should have done things differently.

An hour had passed and I could feel my eyes starting to droop, when Bella threw my door open. I sat up quickly throwing my legs over the edge so I was staring straight ahead at her.

She walked over to me, standing maybe a foot away and crossed her arms, she looked angry and she was breathing heavily, she had obviously been stewing over this since I left her room. I was waiting for the blow, for her to tell me to get the fuck out of her house, but when she spoke it was not what I expected.

"How could you leave me like that earlier, you start dry humping me and then dump me on my bed for fuck sakes, why the hell would you do that… and then you leave to go and hook up with someone else…" I was about to remind her that it didn't happen put she silenced me by raising her hand, which was now a mere inch from my face. "I know you didn't go through with it, but fuck you still left. I was well past ready do to some heavy petting then you fucked off." she growled in frustration and I realized quickly it was sexual frustration.

I grabbed the hand in front of my face, and yanked her closer, so she was now standing in-between my legs, then I ran my hands up her back, pushing her closer down, bringing her lips to mine. She instantly melted, and wrapped her arms around me tightly, maybe worried I was going to bolt again… that was definitely not gonna happen. I would take whatever this goddess gave me tonight.

Alright there ya go, As you can see James treats women half decent, even if it is just for a lay, the only one he ever picked on was Bella, which was mostly because his best friend was doing it so he thought he would follow, remember when they started picking on her they were young, grade eight would be 13?.…. So as soon as James started looking at her like a woman, and not a Duck, he changed his tune quickly, considering he watched his mom get beat down physically and mentally from his father, he knows what it can do to someone, so the guilt and the confusion he feels is deep. He has to fight against the urge to lash out at Bella, because of two things Edward, and his father. Edward is doing it so it would be easier for James to do it too, and he had been around it his whole life, it is easy to slip into that role, it's scary at how easy it becomes

Edward is the opposite, he was raised to treat women with respect, but also raised to take everything for granted. His parents have lots of money and don't like telling him no. So when he first seen Bella, in her crappy clothes and her short pants, looking something close to a bum, he saw her as beneath him. Not worthy of his acceptance.

With the James and Edward friendship, Edward also sees James as beneath him, but also a worthy opponent because James is hot and built and smart. But he sees him as beneath him, because his home life is crap. In parts of this story I have mentioned things about Edward bringing shit up James was afraid Edward might spread rumors about his family, to make people look down on him, or Edwards comment about not letting James stay there next time he gets laid out by his dad. Edward is a control freak, he has to be able to control his friends, his family, and most importantly Bella. She was so easy and fun to control. But since her Dad died she is done with it all. Which is why Edward started lashing out, he figured, hurt her once and she would fall back in line, but when she didn't he couldn't stop himself from trying it again.

I know I am vague on some issues like about Bella's mom. Her mom is a bitch, she didn't want Bella back because she was enjoying the childless life way too much. And Bella is almost 18 so they figured it would be fine to leave her be.

Emmet, Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, don't have big parts in this story, Alice is not going to jump on Bella one day begging her to go shopping, and Emmet isn't going to treat her like a sister, at the end of the day they stick with Edward, it is James who finally realizes how wrong he was, in the way there crew worked, everyone else just shrugs it off. Although Emmet was telling Edward the truth, if he EVER raised a hand to a woman again he will beat him down.. I just don't know if that is going to happen yet…..

Anywho just giving you guys a little more insight.… any questions at all about the characters, just ask!!!!

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