Chapter 10: In My Heart I Can't Contain It.

Frank:

The bus snapped backwards as our manager hit the breaks. Gerard and I stuffed some cash into our pockets and dashed out of the bus as we headed towards the bathroom.

Gerard slammed the bathroom stall's door open as I jumped into his arms and kissed him. He threw me on the toilet seat and latched the door. He yanked my pants down and gripped my lower part in his hands. He roughly forced it back and forth as I moaned. He was giving such passion that I began to moan even louder.

"AHH UHH OH OH YES GERARD!" I screamed. We heard someone come into the bathroom. Gerard stopped and removed his hand. I couldn't hold back, so I exploded all over the bathroom stall's floor. I blushed brightly.

We saw someone's shadow outside of the stall.

"Umm... Gerard, Frank? Are you guys in there?" Someone asked while knocking on the door. It sounded like Ray. Oh Fuck. Did I scream too loud?

"Yeah, its Frank. I dunno where Gerard is!" I yelled at Ray.

"But I heard you saying his name." Ray argued.

"Umm, oh! That's 'cause I'm looking for him too!" I yelled. Gerard put a thumbs up at me with a childish smile.

"Oh... Okay. Well the bus is leaving in ten minutes. Let me know if you find him." Ray shouted as he walked out of the bathroom.

"Holy shit! Close one!" Gerard exhaled while opening the door. I pulled up my pants. I tore a piece of toilet paper off and wiped my mess off of the floor.

We headed to the gas station's small shop. Gerard was scanning the shelves for chewing gum and sweets as I walked over to the fridge to get an energy drink. I saw a man with black, fluffy hair turn to face me.

"Oh hey Frank! Long time no see, buddy!" It was Billie Joe Armstrong, from Green Day. We'd met in the past.

"Hey Billie! How's the music comin'? I asked fist-bumping him.

"Oh, its goin' great. Got some ideas for some new albums." Billie said smiling at me.

"Hey dude!" Gerard shouted smiling at Billie Joe. He gave Billie a short hug.

"So I hear you guys went to record at the Paramour." Billie said staring at us with a concerned look.

"Yeah. Some fucked up shit went down in there, man." Gerard replied shaking his head and staring at the floor.

"Fuck. The guys and I were supposed to record there back in the Dookie era. But I was like, no definitely not after I heard what happens to some of the guys down there." Billie said raising his eyebrows.

"Yeah, good choice!" I smiled at Billie.

"Yep. So guys, I gotta run. Meeting Mike at his house for some song writing in a few minutes." Billie said holding out his fists for us to fist-bump.

"Awesome, man! Good luck!" Gerard smiled while fist-bumping Billie. I gave a him a fist bump and he walked over to the counter to pay. He gave us one last wave before exiting the store.

"I hope you're not gonna buy those." I said looking at the pack of cigerettes Gerard was holding.

"Agghhh. Okay, for you." Gerard said putting them back on the shelf. I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. We heard the bus blow its horn. We rushed over to the counter and bought our goodies before heading back on to the bus.

Gerard and I ate our sweets and laughed over old stories while we sat on the couch in the back of the bus. I sipped my energy drink while he sipped on some coffee he had made himself.

"Okay, Gerard, this is your stop!" Our manager said parking outside of Gerard's house. I could feel a pain in my chest. Mt heart felt as though it was being stabbed into by a dagger.

"No." Gerard cried while wrapping his arms around me. I started crying.

"Don't worry baby. We will be together soon. I swear!" I promised him.

He started to shiver as we stood outside of the bus together, it was cold tonight. I grabbed his bags from the bag compartment and dropped them on the floor as he threw his arms around me in floods of tears.

"No! You can't go! No!" He cried into my neck. My face was dripping with tears as I held him tighter than I ever have before.

"Gerard, I will see you again. I promise on my life! I will find a way to you even if I have to walk one thousand miles! I will never let you go!" I whispered with a weak voice.

I took off my black hoodie, which I adored and wrapped it around Gerard's shoulders. He gripped on to it tightly.

"C'mon, get in Frank we gotta go!" Bob shouted from inside of the bus.

"You will see me again." I whispered into his ear and I bit it as I cried.

"I love you more than anything, my Frankie." Gerard whispered into my ear.

"And I love you more than life, my Jelly Tot." I said balling my eyes out.

We stared into eachother's eyes. I gave him one last meaningful hug, before handing him his bags. I stormed into the bus in tears and went straight into the bus's bathroom. I slammed the door and curled up in a ball on the floor crying harder than I ever have.

Gerard:

As I saw that bus pull off and drive away into the night, I saw my heart go with it.

I dried my tears and opened the door to my house. The lights were on and I was hugged at the door by Lindsey. I dropped my bags and gave her a tight hug. I did miss her, but now I'd be missing the love of my life until I saw him again.

THREE MONTHS LATER:

"The albums are on their way to the stores right now!" I yelled happily in Lindsey's face.

"That means there's gonna be a tour soon, right?" Lindsey asked looking just as happy as I was.

Frank:

"So you excited about the albums getting sold today?" Jamia asked me with a smile.

"Very!" I yelled in excitement. My phone rang. I didn't check who was calling. I picked it up and held my ear to it.

"TOUR START'S IN THREE MONTHS!" I heard Gerard say from the other end of the phone. My heart raced as an enormous smile took over my face.

Gerard:

An enormous smile took over my face. I knew that I would be seeing my Frankie again soon. I knew that what I'd learned from all these spirits, all this horror and darkness at the Paramour was for a reason. To bring me closer to Frank and make me a stronger person. The night terrors stopped when I got out of that mansion. I was free from them and right now I was hoping Johnny and Mama would be on their way to Heaven.

I glanced behind me and saw both Johnny and his mother standing at my bedroom window. They were smiling as they waved at me. I smiled at them as they rose up to the sky. They were free. I was free from my depression. The album would be a success and I finally confessed my feelings to Frank.

In that moment I just realized something. I didn't see Ray get back in the tour bus at the gas station a few weeks ago...

Ray:

I'LL GET YOU FOR THIS YOU MOTHER FUCKERS!

A/N - Hello again Killjoys! Hope you enjoyed my story! I'll be writing another one again when I get the chance! Xoxoxo