~Chapter 10~

Too Fast

BPOV

I stayed at my apartment, not wanting to rush from one relationship to the next, no knowing what I truly wanted and needed.

But, I was selfish…

I wanted Edward, I was 100% sure of that. I wanted to be the woman he needed.

But with so many things going through my mind, I had to have the confidence to tell everyone about Edward and I.

Only the Cullen's they were the only ones to know. None of our other friends, co-workers or students knew about us.

Hell, half the school still thought I was sleeping with Emmett!

It always pissed me off at that, I wanted to punch them.

"Edward, why don't you and Bella take it slow for a while." Emmett said.

Ever since Edward talked with him, he was distant, but there.

I longed to just give in to my urges and go to his place, I knew it would be wrong, but I longed to see him, touch him.

I had to tell my dad first.

EPOV

Bella had been distant lately and I was hoping it was to keep up appearances due to her dad not knowing.

I was praying that's what it is was for.

I decided to call her.

"Hello?" A small voice answered.

"Bella? Is that you?" I asked.

"Edward, hi! Sorry, I'm so tired, I apologize for being short." Bella sighed.

"No problem, I just had to hear your voice." I smiled.

"Um, I was just calling to see if you'd stop by later tonight? I'd like to see you." I asked.

"Well, Alice was wanting me to go to a club in Port Angeles with her and Rosalie, so I was going to do that. Maybe tomorrow?" She asked.

"Sure, tomorrow. Have fun." I whispered.

"O.K., night Edward" she said.

"Night Bella" I said, very sad and hung up.

Shit! What the Hell???

Was she going to act like nothing happened???

She didn't even tell me she loved me!

Damn it!!!

I got on the phone to Emmett and Jasper, we 3 wayed.

"Hey guys! Let's go out for old times sake. I need to get out of this house, it's feeling to domesticated for me. I need to relieve this weeks stress. Pack some clothes, we'll stay at a hotel and just walk to some local bars in Port Angeles.' k! Pick you all up in 30!" I told the guys.

I didn't give them a choice to back out.

I knew Emmett would go, especially since his wife was going out. I was hoping that Jasper was just a whipped as Emmett and of course, I had no reason to sit at home, we were still keeping it hush, hush, so I had to keep up as Forks Most Eligible Bachelor!

My phone was ringing, shit! Jasper! Damn it! Alice was good!

"Edward. Listen, don't pick me up, just meet me at the bar (he told me the name), my band is performing there, we'll start there and work our way around Port Angeles, 'k! My bags are packed man!" Jasper said.

"Cool, that sounds great! Wait! Won't Alice and them be there, to watch you?" I asked.

"Yeah? And? We can start out there, we don't have to party with them, you hang backstage, Emmett will be down on the floor with the girls." Jasper informed.

"Sounds good" I said and hung up.

As I headed towards my house, I started thinking.

Well, if she's not sitting home, then I shouldn't either, right?

Maybe I should have listened to my dad… But, I knew I had did what I did, because I love her and want to spend the rest of my life with her.

She'll see that!

I ran inside and packed a small overnight bag and got ready.

I ran my fingers through my hair w/ a little style gel, put on deodorant and picked out something comfy but hot!

I selected my Gap jeans, they were nicely worn, a black tee and my black Converse.

I looked in the mirror, I looked good! I splashed on some cologne and headed out the door.

I got to Emmett's and I could hear arguing from inside.

I knocked on the door and Rosalie answered, blushing a little.

"Please, don't let me interrupt your domestic bliss" I smiled and kissed Rosa on the cheek.

"Edward, you look great!" Rosa replied.

"Thanks, I like your barely there dress, I'm guessing Em has a problem with it?" I asked.

She smiled and shook her head.

"Well, if Bella wore something like that, I'd want to cover her up too" I said.

Rosalie giggled.

Emmett came bounding down their staircase.

"Hey bro, what's up?" Emmett asked.

"Nada, just complimented your wife on the barely there dress" I winked at Rosa.

"Yeah, well let's go, I wanna check in to the hotel and get a few drinks down, I need one!" Emmett said.

He leaned down to kiss Rosalie on the cheeks and shook his head at her as he walked out.

We got into the car and I started.

"Man, what's the big deal Emmett? She always dresses like that? Why now do you choose to get upset?" I asked.

"Well, because we're not with them this time, I hate any of them dressing that way, when one of us isn't there. You know how guys are." he was whining.

"We'll be there at the first bar with them, Jasper is meeting us there, his band is playing tonight. You can stand in the crowd and protect the girls, I'm keeping my distance and I'll be with Jasper, backstage." I replied.

We were in Port Angeles in 35 minutes.

We found out hotel, right in the middle of the city.

We'd gotten the suite, because it had a bed, a couch bed and a recliner, not to mention the Jacuzzi in the room and a stocked bar.

Jasper was waiting with his band mates at the bar across the street, where they were performing.

They all came up to the room w/ couple local skanks and we started our party.

It was 7p.m. and Jasper and his band had to go, so we walked with them across the street.

Emmett and I sat at the bar, doing several shots and chasing them with beer.

The bar started to fill up and I told Emmett I was going to hang out with Jasper back stage, so I didn't have to worry about seeing Bella.

Well, that fucking back fired!!!

I came around the corner and Jasper and Alice were down each others throats and Bella was talking to some other guy. She looked fucking HOT as hell, even better than Rosalie!

She had on this sapphire blue dress, it was skin tight and one of those one armed deals, it showed her defined shoulders and barely covered her ass.

I was jealous at that point and time, I walked up behind her and put my arm around her waist, burying my face into her hair, which was loosely curled, but down, I kissed her neck and she smiled and turned around to meet my mouth.

She twisted her hands in my hair and I groaned, I picked her up and put her back against the wall, I grabbed her ass and slid my hand up her dress.

She broke our kiss, smiled and slid down, slowly, causing friction on my agitated male parts, not quite at attention, but enough I had to fix myself.

"Sorry" she said.

"For what I asked?" for that. I didn't mean to do that.

And with that she turned and walked away with Alice.

I was pissed, Jasper grabbed my hand and told me to let her go.

It wasn't going to help anything if I ruined our guys night out.

I agreed, he'd had another round of shots brought to the back, before they went on, we all did one and then I grabbed a beer from the cooler marked "band" and watched as they played.

I mostly watched my Bella and the girls in the front row, protected by Emmett, they danced and she was so carefree, I almost went crazy watching her.

I had to step outside.

I was standing out there, talking to the bouncer and asked if I could bum a cigarette from him, it'd been 7 years since I'd quit, but I needed one to calm my nerves.

We stood there talking for about 45 minutes, I walked in as they were finishing the last song and just waited at the bar.

I texted Emmett and Jasper let them know where I was at.

About 20 minutes later, they made there way to me.

"Bro, why do you have that vile thing in your mouth?" Emmett asked.

"I needed one, it's relaxing me." I said.

"Dude, didn't you quit?" Jasper asked as he lit one up.

"Yeah, like 7 years ago. I just was stressed tonight' I snapped.

I grabbed my beer and went to sit in a booth in the far corner, where I could watch the dance floor, but they really couldn't see me.

Emmett and Jasper went out to dance with their women, I kept my distance, which didn't seem to bother her, she paid no attention to me.

Emmett and Jasper made there way back to me and I asked if we could move on, this place was spent.

They agreed and told their ladies buy, Bella waved from the dance floor, I lit another cigarette and motioned bye with my head.

We hit several more bars and were totally shit faced by the time we had started walking back to our hotel.

Jasper wanted to go by the club he'd performed at, to make sure everything went smoothly for the payment and all, so we all walked in and that's when I lost it.

I scanned the room, Alice and Rosalie were at a table playing some drinking game and Bella was on the dance floor, grinding on some guy.

Emmett caught my site first and dragged me out.

I was cussing at the top of my lungs.

Jasper came out and asked what was going on..

Emmett explained and jasper went back in to check on the girls, all who were way too drunk to go anywhere.

Jasper made them gather their things and told them they could stay with us, since they couldn't drive.

Emmett had already drug me back to the room and thrown me into the Jacuzzi.

I stood up and stripped, I didn't care, it was my brother and my best friend, they'd seen it all!

A few seconds later, Jasper is knocking on the door.

I was in the hot tub, so I didn't know what was happening.

All of a sudden I hear giggling and look up, it's the girls.

They'd all slid out of their dresses and were getting it to the hot tub, followed by Em and Jasper.

Everyone had underwear on, except me, I was au natural!!!

Jasper had grabbed 3 bottles of champagne, one for each couple.

We were all drinking and having a great time, Emmett and Rosalie were the first to leave the party, they claimed the master bedroom, followed shortly by Jasper and Alice, to the couch.

Bella and I were still in the tub, I announced I was getting wrinkly and needed to get out, not remembering that I was naked, no one else had known.

I stood up and heard Bella gasp, not thinking, I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me and handed her one, I couldn't help but stare at her breasts, they were so perfect and soft looking.

I offered her the recliner, I found my bag, went into the shower, but on my boxers and grabbed a blanket out of the closet and reclined the sun chair and grabbed a throw pillow, to make my bed.

Ugghhh.. What a greatly horrible night this was.

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A/N: Everyone asked if it was going to be perfect between them, but I took it in the 'no' direction!

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