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Chapter Ten, Alexis POV:
I cuddled into Embry. I just told him I loved him which was true. I would always love him.
"I love you," I made sure to look at his face. He was staring at the water. His eyes were soft though. I knew he had heard me. "And I know you love me too."
He looked at me then, "This is wrong, I shouldn't be here. I'm sorry. This was just stringing you along. I never meant to." He tried to move away but I wasn't having it.
I wrapped my arms tighter around his arm. Wow, he had some muscles. He looked down at me. I titled my head and raised it to the side and kissed him again. He froze doing nothing.
I just continued to kiss him. He would give in, I knew he would and I was right. He groaned and kissed me right back but it surprised me when he picked me up and placed me in his lap.
His tongue asked for a entrance which I gave gladly. We were like that for awhile. A long time. Just on our rocking making out. It was normal.
I pulled away and looked at him, a smile forming on the edge of my lips. "If you don't want me anymore you wouldn't kiss me like that. And don't try and give me a excuse. It won't work."
He said nothing because he knew I was right. There was no point in trying to argue with me or anything because I could just see right past him. And he knew it.
"Look Alexis. It's dangerous to be with me."
"Why? Because your around Sam Uley? Is that why?"
"Sam has nothing to do with this," he said slightly glaring at me.
I glared back, ten times harder. I got out of his lap and stood up looking down on him. "He has nothing to do with this? Let's be honest now, he has everything to do with this! If it wasn't for him we would've never been separated."
Embry was on his feet now though, "You just don't understand!" He practically shouted.
"Don't understand? Understand what? Understand that after you started to hang out with SAM ULEY you left me! You left your friends even, Jake and Quil. But I guess that's okay because they joined you guys after right. I didn't."
"Leave it alone!"
"NO! I won't just, 'leave it alone' because I love you!" I said the last part slowly and felt tears coming down my face. I didn't try to hold them back when I had felt them coming.
"I'm sorry."
"Then tell me why you left. And don't just give me, 'It's too dangerous and some crap like that,' because I don't want to hear it."
"I don't want you apart of this, that's why." He said shaking my shoulders. "Because I don't want you. What I did was wrong, kissing you even talking to you. I don't want you." He said. If I hadn't been staring into his eyes I might've fallen for that again.
But his eyes showed he was lying. I don't think he meant for them too but he couldn't help it. His eyes showed that he was lying. They showed he was lying because he was looking at me with love.
And that was all I needed. It encouraged me.
He dropped his hands and just stood there looking to the water again. I stepped closer and then stood on his feet. I put my hands on his shoulders and jumped up, he caught me. "What the hell are you doing?"
I put my lips to his ear, "Your eyes proved it."
"Proved what?"
"That you still love me," I said giving him a last kiss. I put my whole heart into it. He didn't kiss me back this time but I could tell he wanted to because his lips moved slightly before they stopped.
I stopped and looked in his eyes. He put my down on my feet before shaking his head and saying, "You need to stop this. I don't want you anymore."
His eyes were still betraying him. Even his face was. I rolled my eyes and made sure I had my stuff and got down from the rock. I walked to my car. I could still see him when I got there though.
"EMBRY," I screamed. He looked at me. "I WON'T EVER GIVE UP ON US." I said turning back around and getting into my car. When I pulled out, he was gone.
I got home to be yelled at by my mother. I was grounded for two weeks. Didn't matter wasn't like I went anywhere anymore really. Since I didn't stay in school long enough to get homework I just played with Alexa the whole time.
Besides, Mom took my phone and my computer.
At dinner dad was giving me looks and a faint smile. For some reason I had a feeling he knew I was with Embry. He scolded me about skipping school though and I just rolled my eyes not paying him any attention.
That got me an extra week of being grounded so now instead of two I was grounded for three weeks. So no phone, no computer and no TV.
I left to my room when dinner was over sitting on my bed staring at the ceiling. Out of boredom I did some extra credit work for school. Didn't matter. Even though I was depressed I was still smart.
When I got into bed that night, I found myself turning my gaze to the window. I couldn't help think of Embry like he was there or something. It was set then. I had made up my mind because I felt it.
Somewhere deep inside of me I knew that he loved me. And somewhere deep inside of me a light was going off telling me don't give up and to fight for him. So I would do just that.
I would fight for the man I love. Embry Call.
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