Hello everyone. And I'm sorry that I haven't had the chance to update in so long .

I've been dealing with a lot of thing's and also…

God knows when. My parent's are selling their house…. =;/ so I would just like to warn you all… The house is listed… I swear when someone buy's the house and we need to start to move I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW! In the mean time… Enjoy this chapter…. And I know it's short but it's all I got. .

Jasper's POV

When thing's get confusing you know that you need to talk to someone about it. To get it cleared out of you're mind, and to have someone help you understand. So that is why, I am with Peter over 100miles away from our home.

"What is it that is bothering you Jasper?" I looked at the ground and sighed in frustration and glared at the forest floor and said "Why on earth did everyone agree to go on the animal blood diet?" Peter sighed and said "Jasper… We all love Bella. And we are willing to give up one thing that would make her happy."

Jasper looked him in the eyes and knew that what he said was true. We all did love Bella like family. But… I still don't understand, why that isn't enough for me. It's like I was suppose to be something more to her.

It was almost as if she were in fact my other half. But it just couldn't happen… She and I were far to different. She was deadly to me. But yet I couldn't find it in myself to hate her. Even though I wanted to just because I thought about her to much. She was always at the fore front of my mind.

"Jasper?" I looked up at him and said "Yeah?" he sighed heavily and said "Just tell Bella you love her already will you." I looked at him dumb founded and said "What?" Peter chuckled and said "Man you have it bad. I mean really… Where does you're mind go to when you don't answer someone right away now a day's? What do you think about?" I opened my mouth but closed it. And opened it again.

"You look like a fish… Out with it Jasper. What do you feel inside of you?" I opened my mouth and groaned. "Peter." Peter glared at me and said "Tell me now Jasper… Or so help me I'll…" I sighed and said "Fine Okay, I feel like just having her as a sister or a friend isn't enough for me. But yet I don't know why… I mean she is deadly to me and yet… I still want to be close to her."

Peter chuckled and said "Yup you love her." He skipped around me and said in a sing song voice "Jasper and Bella sitting in a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g first come's love then come's marriage than come's a cookie in a bridal carriage!" I swear if it weren't for the fact he was married to char I would have thought he were gay.

I glared at my brother and said "What ever you do… Please don't tell Bella." Peter sighed heavily and said "Take away my dream's why don't you?" Peter frowned and said "But, Jasper when are you going to tell her?" He looked at me with a serious face and said "I mean. If you want to be with her like I'm with Char then you should tell her, and it should be soon. You never know what will happen."

I smiled at my brother and said "Eventually Peter." And I ran off back to the house to spend more time with Bella. We had been becoming friend's and fast. But I had been finding my mind filled with thought's of Bella. Some where good and some were extremely nerve wreaking.

Their was a smile on my face just thinking about telling Bella that I loved her. That, I wanted her to be mine. But she wasn't mine to claim. It would have to be up to her if she wanted me. I know she could kill me in a instant.

One thing I couldn't understand is why I felt that something bad was going to happen. I couldn't shake off that feeling.

I swear the next chapter will have more i promise! Love you all! REVIEW PLEASE! =D