SezzaLuvBones: Sad. I didn't get to see you today. So, I'm updating early, just for you! xD I'm not dedicating this chapter to you because I don't think you will like it. Whoops! Anyway Post Slap- Here we go!

A/N: Oh My Gosh! I didn't realise how much confusion the last chapter caused! I apologise. But, just to clarify for everyone, Beckett was at Castle's loft just before she had her accident, like I think let's say Two hours before she crashed her car. I hope this has cleared things up for people, but if there is anything else, then don't hesitate to PM me.

Disclaimer: Don't Own Castle…

Chapter Ten

Co-written by Thre3 & SezzaLuvBones

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"I've been here before," she said slowly, "I mean, yes obviously I have been here before. But what I meant was that I've been here before the accident," she explained with a frown as she stared into the empty loft, "Maybe if I went inside," Beckett walked into the apartment, but stopped abruptly after taking to small strides.

Castle was completely confused. He was confused by her actions; he was totally confused by her statement as well. He couldn't recall inviting her to his loft before the accident. He certainly couldn't remember her being there, even without being invited, unless…

Before he could finish his thoughts, they were interrupted by his cheek being stung by Beckett's warm palm hitting his it with a penetrating slap.

She remembered what happened.

"You lied to me!" she said sternly before walking past him and straight out the door. She was overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings. Thoughts about that night. Feelings form that night.

She walked as fast as she could. Not having any idea what to do now, she decided she needed time to herself and considering the fact that she didn't live alone, she figured she would go for a walk, she needed to clear her head of her thoughts. But it was impossible; all she could think about was Castle and what happened those few hours before her accident. That one small memory rolling on in her head, replaying over and over again.

*Kate's Memory*

She was standing by the door of Castle's loft. She had gone over there to tell him what she wasn't strong enough to say before.

"I love you. I love you. I love you…too," she rehearsed it over and over again before she finally reached her destination. But when she got there, the door was slightly ajar. She peeked inside and the sight she saw made her heart collapse in agony. It was almost like torture for her. After having listened to what he said and then to see him in his loft with another woman. A blonde woman. Who is she? What is she doing with him?

Kate was feeling completely insecure. But it wasn't jealousy was it? No, there was nothing to be jealous of. They were only standing and talking, totally and completely harmless. But no, the woman was moving closer to him. She was slowly reaching up for his tie and with one quick tug, their faces met with a crash and just like that their lips were locked in a kiss.

Kate felt as if her heart had shattered into a million pieces. Tears stung her eyes and she couldn't believe what she was seeing. She blinked away the tears. But she still couldn't believe it because then it would mean that everything that she was working towards, everything that she had building up the courage for, had been in vain. She trusted him, she had faith in what he had told her and he had thrown that back in her face.

Without needing or wanting to see anything else she retreated and ran as quickly as she could. It disgusted her. How he could he do this? How could pour his heart out to her and then go off and do… that? She couldn't hold it in any longer, when she was out on the street, she burst into tears. She cupped her hand against her mouth in pain and sadness.

Interrupting her private sobs on the cold street was her cell phone's ring tone. She sucked in a breath as she tried to compose herself. Her face felt red hot from both embarrassment and from her tears.

"Beckett," she said aggressively. She had a crime scene to go to. With force of habit, she found Castle's number in her contacts list and pressed call. Quickly realising what she had done, she gasped and ended the call. She frowned at her contact list. Castle in bright blue text. Her thumb hovered over the delete button but before she could gain the will power to press it, she put her phone in her pocket and made her way to the scene, alone.

*End Memory*

The feelings of sadness and heartbreak were almost fresh in her memory. With those memories came feelings of hatred. He had lied to her. He had told her that there was nothing important that had happened before her accident. She had asked him repeatedly if there was anything she should know at all, but he only gave her the same response: no. But she remembered, she remembered her feelings of love, most of all she remembered the feelings of anguish and betrayal that had been left behind by him.

After only having recently woken up from her coma, Kate still felt as though she barely knew Castle, but after having remembered that small part of what seemed like an important event, she felt that she didn't want to know him at all. She wished those feelings would just go away. She didn't want to remember, but it just kept replaying over and over again. She preferred her view of Castle before she knew just the type of man he was.

Tears slowly began to trickle down her face as she once again thought back to memories of her love for him being shattered by his betrayal.

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A/N: Um…Review please.