*A lot of people normally have playlists for their stories, I dont just have two names to give you; Robin Thick and Micheal Buble. Their music is my inspiration. Yep.*

WARNING: LEMONS!

EPOV

We wont, the words echoed through my mind making me wince.

Brushing all negative thoughts aside, I turned from the stove where I was making pasta.

Bella sat across from me on the kitchen island drinking a glass of red merlot and smiling up at me. God her smile was contagious, it literally could brighten any room.

"If you could go back to college, would you study theater?"

She wrinkled her button nose and nodded, "I would. I mean who knows maybe one day I will and I'll produce some movies or a hit tv show."

The thought of her achieving her dream made me smile and eventually chuckle as I pictured her walking down a red-carpet in an Oscar De La Renta gown.

Taking my own glass I tilted it towards hers, "A toast to your future then TP."

Drinking the glass in one gulp, I set it down and leaned across the counter to give her a small peck on her full pink lips.

She was delicious.

"I cant believe I'm doing this, Edward..."

Bella trailed off getting lost in her own head as I lowered the temperature of my homemade pesto sauce.

"Let's not talk about anything but you and me when we're alone Bella. You dont have to tell me youre not this kind of person normally, I already know that. And I hope you trust me when I say I'm not this sort of person either."

Walking slowly towards her around the counter I swiveled her bar stool towards me so I could wrap her legs around me as I held her.

"Its different when its you and me, isnt it?"

She nodded as I whispered in her ear and ran my fingers through her long black hair.

"I dont want this to end," She admitted.

I kissed her forehead. "Then it wont."

**TC**

We had fooled around a lot, but had yet to do the deed. Even though it was obvious how badly we both wanted it.

That night we laid together in bed in the master suite flipping through channels and throwing popcorn at each other.

Bella wore one of my t-shirts. Her underwear was somewhere in the living room. My clothes were under the bed.

"You look really freakin sexy in your boxers Edward," She cooed into my ear as we finally decided on just ordering a movie on demand.

It was some sappy romantic comedy Bella had picked out titled "One Day."

Tp rubbed her feet against mine as we cuddled and traced circles on my bare chest. "Youre sort of ripped Mr. Cullen..." Her voice was low, and rough.

That was it, I was instantly hard.

Setting the bowl of popcorn down on the nightstand beside me, I hugged her to me and flipped on top of her as she laughed excitedly.

My lips crushed against hers in hunger and urgency as she put her hand down my boxers and stroked my cock.

"Youre so big," she moaned as I nibbled on her ear and she continued to stroke me.

"That's all for you, baby."

Taking her hand from out of my boxers she pushed me away slightly, and I watched in awe as she ripped off my shirt and stared at me, a fury in her eyes. A need blazing.

Her breasts were full, round, and completely natural.

Her skin was flawless, and her curves impeccable.

I sucked on a nipple as she moaned, my lips traced small kisses around her breasts as she pulled my hair.

"Edward, please. I want you..."

Bella pulled my boxers down and with one swift single stroke, I entered her tight wet pussy as her walls convulsed around my dick.

"Fuck," I moaned out, she felt so fucking good.

Bella squirmed and swayed her hips underneath me urging me to go faster. "Harder," she demanded as I complied.

I pulled in and out, quickening the pace with each stroke as she moaned and eventually screamed.

"God. Edward. God."

I stroked her hair as I pulled in and out getting lost in her body as she dug her nails on my back.

"Bella. Bella... FUCK!"

I came, really fucking hard and she followed.

Our bodys shook.

Turning off her, I laid beside her and began rubbing her clit making her spasms last a bit longer as she kissed me greedily.

I had came in her.

We were so desperate for each other we hadnt thought of even using a condom.

"It's okay, I always take the pill," she whispered in the air as if reading my thoughts.

The last time I had been inside a woman raw and came inside of her was when I was twenty-three. Twenty-three and stupid in love.

Forgot how much better it felt not to use a condom, everything felt intensified. Tighter and wetter.

**TC**

Thursday morning came too quickly, at least I wasn't anymore. We had spent the last two days wrapped against each other, everywhere.

My favorite was the beach and feeling the sand on Bella's beautiful round ass.

But, it was Thursday morning.

And Jasper would be back in New York tonight.

Fighting the jealousy that threatened to spew each time she had walked away from me to answer the phone and locked herself in the bathroom was extremely difficult.

I knew it was him, and I knew she had to lie. Lie to not hurt him, and lie because I had asked her too. It also didn't help that she had watched me disappear a few times to answer calls from Tanya.

They were awkward, and I was very confused when we spoke.

We were back at the office, Sue had taken care of everything while I was gone. She had been discreet and no one had asked any questions as to our whereabouts.

Bella was straddling me on my office chair, her skirt hiked up and my dick inside of her.

Cupping her ass, I kissed her as she bounced up and down on me; riding me slowly and holding back loud moans.

"Tp, you feel so fucking good," I whispered as she kissed me and sucked on my lower lip.

"Sh," She put a finger to my lips as she rode a little harder and I moaned a little too loudly.

A few hours later, after we had actually done some paperwork and answered a few annoying calls; we had skipped lunch and were back at it.

Bella had her butt in the air and was leaning against my desk as I took her from behind, cupping her breast through a few loose buttons in her shirt.

"Fuck, Edward. Fuck," She cried out as soundly as she could.

I wanted to stay inside of her forever.

Her body was my paradise, my drug, and I couldn't get enough.

**TC**

It was the end of the work-day. And my mind was racing with insane thoughts.

Running a hand through my hair nervously, I stood pacing my office in anger and confusion.

She was going to pick him up from the airport tonight.

He was going to kiss her and whisper sweet nothings in her ear.

Then they would go back to his place and they would...

"FUCK!" I picked up a stapler from my desk and threw it against the bullet-proof glass panel window.

The loud noise echoed throughout my office.

TP opened the door to my office and rushed in looking at me with wide-eyes. "Edward, calm down."

I couldn't look at her, at the moment I hated her. Hated her for ruining my perfect fucking life. Hated her for bewitching me with her charm and her body. I loathed her.

And I fucking loathed Jasper. I hated him for having her.

For no matter how many times I took her, or in how many ways; she could never really be just mine.

She turned on her heel and went to walk away, I grabbed her gently by the wrist and spun her towards me looking into her enticing green eyes.

"Don't sleep with him tonight TP, promise me you wont sleep with him tonight," I begged her.

Her eyes seemed to glaze as she nodded slowly.

She wouldn't sleep with him, I trusted her. Somehow I knew she wouldn't. She couldn't...