10 AYTOFM

Colette's POV

"Colette! Wake up! whats wrong? Where's Kendall?" Carlos' frantic voice screamed at me.

I opened my eyes and saw his scared eyes looking down at me.

"What happened?" I asked as he helped me stand up.

"I don't know! You came to my house in hysterics and all bloody then you blanked out! Are you okay? Whats happened?" He asked holding me by my arms.

"Kendall he- he..." I started but couldn't finish the sentence because I started crying so much.

"What did he do?" Carlos' faced tensed.

"He came home drunk, and we argued and I asked him if he was cheating on me and he practically admitted that he was! And he started saying stuff to me and then finally said that Kyle should have killed me and he wishes that he never met me!" I said crying my eyes out. I would be really surprised if he understood a word I said.

"What a fucking idiot! What the actual fuck?!" Carlos shouted.

He pulled me into a hug.

"What about your arms?" He said pulling my arms around to face him.

"I didnt know what to do. It felt like the only thing to do at that time. I was so happy because I didn't cut for such a long time then boom!" I said looking at my arms, tears falling down my face.

"I'm going to fucking kill him!" Carlos said standing up.

"No! Carlos don't! Can I clean myself up and stay over?" I asked wiping my tears away.

"Of course you can! Here, I'll help you! I'll speak to him tomorrow when he's sober." Carlos said.

"Please don't do anything to him! He probably didn't mean it!... I love him so much.." I said.

"Even though he says that to you, you still love him! Why?" He said, angry.

"I don't know, I don't think I ever will stop loving him..." I answered not looking into his eyes.

"'Lette... He's not worth it! Look what he did to you!" Carlos said, clearly angry.

"Can we talk about it tomorrow? I'm really not in the mood right now!" I said, my voice high because I was trying not to cry.

Carlos sight, he new that he upset me.

"Come on then, lets get you cleaned up!" He took me over to the bathroom and started cleaning my arms.

"This is familiar." Carlos smiled as he dabbed at my bloody arms.

"Oh don't remind me! I said I was sorry about that golf club!" I said and started laughing.

"It's fine," he laughed.

"That's it all bandaged up." Carlos said after he was done. "Wait you have some blood on your face too."

He took a tissue and started dabbing at my cheeks, while looking me in the eyes. We got caught in the moment and Carlos leaned in and pressed his lips against mine.

I was shocked at first but kissed him back. He's lips were soft against mine. He let the tissue fall down and put his hands on my waist, pulling me closer to him.

He pulled back after a while, breathless, "wow sorry I didn't mean that you just looked so beautiful and I couldn't... FUCK!" He said and put his hands on his head.

"Hey it's fine! I enjoyed that..." I said and bit my lip.

"I won't tell Kendall..." He seemed pissed off again, "come on, I'll show you to your room!"

I followed behind him and walked into the beautiful guest room. It was sky blue with white furniture.

"Oh gosh this is so pretty!" I said, in shock.

"Yeah, I liked decorating this one... Hope you sleep well." Carlos said and started walking out.

"Thank you... One more thing... Can I borrow one of your tops to sleep in?" I asked playing with my fingers.

"Yeah sure, wait a sec'"he said and walked out.

He came back a minute later, with a white top and a pair of boxers.

"Here, sleep well. We'll talk tomorrow." Carlos forced a smiled and closed the door.

I sight and got changed into his clothes, then went into the bed. I was really tired but I couldn't fall asleep because I kept thinking about Kendall and what will happen tomorrow. And the kiss me and Carlos shared.

I was so confused, I didn't know what to do. Sometime during the night, I fell asleep.

I woke you to someone knocking or more banging against the door.

I stood up and changed back into my clothes then went downstairs to see what was happening. Carlos was already there, and he was just away to open the door.

The door flew open just as Carlos turned the handle, it was Kendall.

"Where is she?!" Kendall shouted as he stormed into the room.

"Dude! Chill, she's sleeping!" Carlos said trying to calm him down.

"I knew she was going to be here, I need to speak to her whe-" Kendall started staying but then he saw me standing on the stairs.

"Cole baby I'm really sorry!" Kendall said and started walking towards me.

"Don't come near me, you hate me." I backed away and my vision went all blurry.

"I didn't mean it! I was drunk! I don't know what came over me, I can't even remember half the things I said! Baby I'm sorry please come back to me." Kendall begged me.

"Dude you seriously don't expect her to come back to you after what you said to her. Oh and you are cheating on her? Are you fucking dumb?!" Carlos said standing in front of Kendall.

Oh crap, they were going to start fighting.

"What does this have to do with you? And for a fact I didn't cheat on her, I was really pissed so I just lied... I didn't mean to hurt her..." He said with his puppy eyes.

Carlos snorted, "I've had my own suspicious that you were seeing someone for a long time... Guess my assumption was right because you confessed yesterday."

Kendall look Carlos in the eye and tensed his fists, "What the fuck do you know? I think I know better if I'm seeing someone, not you! Just because you're jealous because Cole likes me and not you!"

That's when Carlos put his fist up and punched Kendall square in the face. He wasn't expecting the punch so he fell.

"Carlos don't!" I shout as Carlos jumped on Kendall and kept punching him.

"You don't fucking deserve a girl like her! You're a cheating cunt!" Carlos shouted as he kept punching Kendall.

"Get the fuck off me you fucking Idiot!" Kendall shout trying to block Carlos' punches.

"Carlos get off him! Please don't do it!" I screamed as I tried grabbing Carlos' arm.

As he was putting his hand back for another punch, he elbowed me in the nose.

"Fuck!" I shout as I held my nose.

"Shit 'Lette I'm so sorry! Fuck, I didn't mean that!" Carlos said as he got off of Kendall and ran towards me.

"See now you're the one hurting her, asshole." Kendall said holding his face.

Carlos started walking towards Kendall but I stopped him.

"'Los don't! It's not worth it!" I said. I felt the blood trickling down my face. My nose hurt so much.

"Colette I'm so sorry, I just over reacted. He treats you like shit!" Carlos shouted throwing his hands in Kendall's direction.

"And you would treat her like gold huh? Tell me when is the last time you had a girlfriend?" Kendall said, provoking Carlos.

"Kendall shut the fuck up! Leave him alone! He is just standing up for me when you are being a total ass!" I screamed.

"Cole I'm sorry, really really sorry! I didn't and never will cheat on you. I was a stupid idiot, I don't know what came over me. And that thing about Kyle, fuck what the hell was I thinking?! I didn't mean a word I said yesterday! I love you so fucking much I would never do that to you! Please take me back, I love you." He said, holding my hands.

I don't know what was going through my head, I just loved him so much.

"Promise you will never hurt again." I whispered

"I promise, I swear on my life!" He said.

"Okay, let's go to the hospital and see if they can do something to your face." I said, his face was covered in blood and his eyes were already going to black.

"Cole are you being fucking serious?!" Carlos shouted.

"Sorry Carlos, I love it him." I said.

Carlos just shook his head at me and went upstairs.

Kendall grabbed my hand and we walked out the door.

"Let me drive you can hardly see anything, and you are hangover." I said. He just nodded and sat in the passenger side.

All the way to the hospital I wondered if I made the right choice by taking Kendall back...

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