A road, a butterfly, and two hearts Chapter 10: Endlessly, a twilight fanfic

A.N./ I'm so happy everyone loved the last chapter. Big Thanks to everyone who has reviewed. Seriously I've accomplished over 50 reviews on one story. You guys don't know how happy that makes me feel. I love ALL my readers.

Jezikial: First off thank you for your review. It made me smile and also grin mischievously. Jezikial commented that the prologue pretty much tells readers that this will end on a sad note. All I have to say is muhahahaha. My plan is working perfectly….. *grins*

Shaz89: I can't tell you what happens…you'll just have to find out. But don't worry it won't be to long…

Disclaimer: As you all should know by now I do not own twilight. I do however own two gold fish. Who I love very much.

Again I'd like to thank my Beta Reader, Eden Storm. Without you I'd be just a lonely young snapper takin snaps and wafflein all day. haha (you got to love
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Without further delay I give you the next chapter.

Enjoy

Endlessly

Like a Shadow in the moonlight, she walks
Across the darkened streets, she hears
The howl of the wind and the whisper of the trees, Alone
She must walk, for her love she must see.

To the place where her love once lived
She must go now, to win back
Her love and her heart,
Which shattered like glass, breaking within.

Now she must beg for her forgiveness
Only hoping she will hear her cry
The young girl walks this endless night
Watching the moonlight begin to die.

Almost to her love, she prays she will see
That all she ever did was love her, Endlessly
She wants her to know, that she will always be her love
And the heart she calls hers, is hers no more.

But what fate has done, the young girl doesn't know
That her love is Dead, only a ghost, white as snow.
Her heart shatters, when she hears
That true love is gone, and will never be hers

So she puts the gun to her chest
Takes her last, deep, shallow breath
For this is for her love, now she knows
That she must become a ghost, white as snow.

They say the shot stopped the howl of the wind
And put ease to the whisper of the trees
For it made the moon, seem not so bright
In the moonlight of that endless night.
It rang in the ears of the dead, you see
Her love did hear her cry, which put her at peace

Like a ghost in the moonlight, she walks
Across the bare and darkened streets, she hears
The howl of the wind and the whisper of the trees, alone
She will always be, a ghost white as snow
Wanting her only true love to see, how she loves her
Endlessly

There is a God.

There are angles.

I am in heaven.

Sweet, sweet heaven.

A heaven that I never want to leave. Unfortunately I still need to breath. I reluctantly pulled away from Alice, resting my forehead against hers, gasping quietly for air.

I've just kissed the girl of my dreams. Maybe I am dreaming.

I swear if this is a dream I will die.

I seriously will kill myself. I'll jump of a cliff. Or run in front of a car. Or-

"Bella." Alice whispers, her breath across my lips.

"Yea?" I asked, in a daze.

"Are you alright?"

Am I alright?

I mean I've just kissed this angle, no this goddess…

Hell yes I'm alright…

"Yes. I'm great actually."

"Really?

I nodded.

You don't know how happy it makes me feel to hear that." she continued, also with a smile.

"I think I know. I've been wanting to do that since I first saw you." I confess, breaking our eye contact and I start to at my shoes. What? They're a pretty color….

"So have I." Alice says quietly making me raise my head and stare into her eyes in disbelief.

"Really?"

"Yes, in fact I'd like to do it again."

My reply? Well let's just say I've become a fan of not having any air. Alice's lips were so cold, but so warm at the same time. All thoughts flew out of my
head in that moment. A moment of Alice and me. Me and Alice. Together in one perfect harmony.

A moment I'd remember forever.

A moment where my dream that was a picture on Alice's wall seized to exist. A picture that would change my life.

Forever.

"Tell me why you moved to Forks." Alice asked propping herself up on an elbow. We were sitting on her floor (since for some reason she lacked a bed…)
ending up there after getting to know each other in the best way possible. (Kissing you know?)

"Well it's kind of a long story and I don't want to bore you." I answered.

Really I just want to kiss you again and again and again…

She smiled again "You won't bore me, I promise. I want to know who Bella Swan is."

" Alright," I start with a sigh, " I used to live with my mom in Arizona and-"

"Wait if you lived in Arizona why are you so pale?" she questioned, eyebrows raised.

"Do you want to know or not?" I asked, raising my own.

"Okay okay sorry." Alice says with a giggle kissing my cheek briefly.

I roll my eyes and try to keep the blush from my face.

"Now as I was saying. I lived with my mom. I could tell she was pretty lonely and she didn't like the fact that I was going to go off to college soon. Anyways
she dated around, but most of the guys left once they learned she had a kid. Until she meet Phil. He was a baseball player so he moved around a lot. I could
tell mom liked him a lot, but she didn't want to move me around constantly. Well to make a long story short I told her that I wanted to move in with Charlie, because
I missed him. And here I am."

"That's very kind of you Bella. Giving up your home for your mother's happiness." Alice said giving me a quick peck on the lips.

I felt myself blush, "So if I tell you I saved a dog from a wild cat would you do that again?"

Alice laughed and I knew in that instant I was in love. In love with this beautiful gorgeous goddess I didn't even know.

In love with this mystery.

"You really are something else Bells."

"Thanks," I replied with a smile. "So tell me about you and your family. I'd like to get to know the infamous Alice Cullen."

Alice scrunched her face slightly.

"There's not much to know. We're all adopted and we live together."

"There's got to be more than that. What about your childhood? Your parents?"

" Aren't you hungry? Shouldn't it be time for you to eat? Let's order some pizza. What kind of toppings do you like?" Alice quickly interrupted.

"Alice.."

"Oh! That's the phone. Be right back."

Alice flew out of the room before I could stop her. I mean really I didn't even hear a phone ring? I don't know what's wrong with Alice, but she's hiding
something. And if this, if we, are going to go anywhere I don't ant any secrets.

I follow the stairs down to the living room looking for Alice. I come across Emmet playing a video game and Jasper reading a book.

But no Alice.

I wave to both of them, not really caring if they notice, and go into what I hope is the kitchen.

It is, but I still don't see Alice anywhere. I continue on until I come to a door (which I'm assuming is the back door). As I go to open it I hear Alice arguing with someone.

"She needs to know if your going to start anything with her."

"She doesn't need to know! I can handle it."

"I'm not saying you can't Ali, I'm just saying I think it's best you tell her."

"I can't tell her. What if I lose her?"

"You're going to lose her if you lie to her."

"You know," A voice said from behind me, causing me to jump, "It's not very polite to ease drop on people's conversations."

"Um.. Yes, sorry.." I tried making my way past her, but she blocked my path.

"It's also impolite to not say excuse me."

"Right, right I'm sorry. Excuse me." I rushed passed this person quickly and mumbled (what I thought was under my breath) bitch.

Let me tell you, this was the worst thing to do. Before I knew it I was pushed (quite hard) against the kitchen door with a hand around my throat.

"Listen here you worthless mortal. I do not and will never like you. Nor will I ever consider you any part of this family. Whether you're with Alice or not.
So I suggest you learn your place or I will sh-"

Before she could finish, she was instantly thrown backwards followed by a large BOOM.

I sank to the floor in shock.

As I sat on the floor all I could hear was the beating of my heart and thunder.

BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!

The noise rang in my head causing me to grab my head in pain. It was so loud! Too loud. A whimper escaped my lips before I could stop it and before I
could blink Edward was standing in front of me.

"Bella? Bella are you ok? Bella can you hear me? Come on let's get you home."

"Home? No, no where's Alice?" I whispered.

"She's uh busy come on Bella you fell and hit your head. Let's get you home."

"Fell? I didn't fall. No, no that girl, she pushed me. Then the booming… ohh my head. Where's Alice? Alice!"

"Come on Bella you'll see her tomorrow." Edward continued, a look of concern on his face.

I shook my head almost violently.

"NO. Alice! Alice!"

Edwards grip on my arm loosened quickly as another BOOM echoed in my head. I stayed steady on my feet, barley, and tried to focus my sight. I look around
and I see Edward on the floor staring up at… Alice.

But that was not Alice. Alice was beautiful, kind, lovely, and looked like an angel.

That was a monster.

I felt my headache increase ten-fold as the pain became too much. The booming was just echoing in my ears and the pressure in my head felt so intense.

"Alice…" I whimpered in pain, leaning against a desk. Instantly her head snapped over to me and the monster in her eyes was replaced with concern. She was
by my side in the next second holding me close to her.

"Oh Bella I'm so sorry. What hurts? What's wrong?"

"My head….Please make it stop…please."

"Shh shh it's okay Bells it's okay." Alice picked me up and before I knew it I was lying on her couch in her room. My head hurt so much I didn't realize that she
moved way to fast. Impossibly fast.

Alice left and was soon back again. She placed a cool ice bag on my head. The booming quieted down, but the pounding still remained. Alice sat on the floor by
my side, softly playing with my hair. Within ten minutes the pounding dropped down to a little pressure and the pain lessoned.

Realization dawned on me, but before I could start questioning Alice she spoke.

"I'm so sorry Bella…I didn't mean for you to get hurt. But I can't tell you what you want to know."

"What? I like you Alice, but I don't want any secrets between us."

"Neither do I Bella, please trust me. I just can't tell you, it's against the rules."

Rules. Rules. Rules. Rules….

"Rules what rules? You moved faster than anything possible! Rosalie called me a mortal! And to top it all off I saw fangs from your mouth! FANGS ALICE!
Now you tell me what the fuck is going on right now or I'm leaving!"

Alice stayed silent and I had to fight back the tears that threatened to fall.

"I though you were different." I said getting up, then quickly falling back down on the couch. Alice shot up to help me, but I pushed her arm away.

"I'm going home. When you want to tell me the truth you can call me."

I marched out of the room (okay walked very slowly, for I still had a headache..). Down the stairs and out the front door. I saw Edward leaning against the
driver side door of my car.

"What do you want Edward?"

"Bella, you're in no condition to drive. So I'll take you home. Don't worry I'll have Emmet drop your truck off in the morning."

I didn't argue because my head was still hurting. I walked over to Edward and the passenger side door, and slide in. Slowly I rested my head on the window
trying to control my head from bursting.

"She really can't tell you Bella. She wants to be with you, but she can't say a word."

I remained silent staring out the window. We pull up to my house a couple minutes later and I get out. Before I shut the door Edward grabs my arm, holding me back.

Edward continued.

"She wants you to know, but she can't tell you. So it's up to you to find the answers you seek. Think back to the beach and the old stories the boy speaks.
There you will find the answers you seek and the puzzle will be complete."

Before I could even tried to reply Edward pulled the car out of the driveway and drove away.

Think back to the beach and the old stories the boy speaks. There you will find the answers you seek and the puzzle will be complete.

What. The. Fuck.

Why did I have to fall for the one girl who holds the greatest mystery? Why? Is it because she's a girl? Well hell then I'll go become a nun!

Think back to the beach and the old stories the boy speaks. There you will find the answers you seek and the puzzle will be complete.

Really why does it have to be a riddle? I mean for fucks sake I already have a headache! I do not need another one.

Think back to the beach and the old stories the boy speaks.

Beach beach beach?

What beach? There's only one beach I've been to….That's it! La push! And La Push means Jacob!

Old stories he speaks.

Story story story? What story? Story.. Story… story…

"So what's the deal with the Cullens not being allowed to come here?"

"Oh there's this old family legend. I don't really believe it, but the tribe is all about it."

"Tell me it."

"Well it says the Tribe is supposed to be descendents of wolves. One day they were hunting for food when they came across a group of people feasting on some deer.
These people were called the cold ones. The Tribe didn't want them around, so the leader made a deal with their coven. If they stayed off our land then they wouldn't be bothered."

"But that's like 100 years ago right? How does it relate to the Cullens?"

"Like I said Bells, it's just a story."

The cold ones! That's it. But what are the cold ones? I sit on my bed and open my laptop. Hundreds of links appeared, but only one got my eye.

The Cold Ones, I started, are immortal beings. They are impossibly fast. Granite like skin. Cold to the touch. They don't eat. And they can sit still without having to move an inch.
They can't sleep. They thrive off blood.

Blood of humans.

Their origin of creation is unknown. They are highly dangerous. And can only die by fire. Obsessive when they meet their mates and controlled by the lust that drives them insane.

They're monsters. A monster that feeds on the blood of humans. A monster that can't be contained.

They are vampires.

Vampire. Vampire. Vampire.

I'm in love with a Vampire.

A fucking vampire.

You'll regret this later Bella. She's a monster. Your going to regret this. Regret it.

And my dream and Alice's picture…

It was a drawing of a meadow. The meadow was beautiful. It was surrounded by trees and covered in flowers. You could see the sky perfectly and along the grassy banks
ran a river or a stream that was just gorgeous. "Wait up Alice! (laughs) Wait up!"

"Hurry up Bells. We don't got all day! We've got to hurry!"

"You run so fast! Where are we going anyways!"

"Just come on! Before the sun sets!"

"What's the sun go to do with anything!"

Huff huff "It's not the sun that's important…." She replies before disappearing ahead of me. I try catching up, but I run out of breath and stager against
a tree. I call out for Alice again. No answer, just the wind.

"It's the night that's important." Alice says right behind me and I jump.

"Geez Alice you scared me shitless!" (laughs) "what about the night?"

Alice doesn't reply just stares at me with her golden eyes.

"Alice?"

Again she doesn't reply, just stares at me and smiles. I see fangs appear from her mouth.

She walks towards me just smiling an.. Evil smile.

"A-Alice? W-what are you doing?"

"I told you," She says with a smirk, "We didn't have all day."

"What are you talking about? What's going on? Your..your freaking me out."

She laughs a laugh I once thought was beautiful, but now it just sends shivers along my spine.

"Oh oh my dear sweet Bella. Do you think I really loved you? No no my sweet clueless Bella. I just used you to get what I wanted. To get what I craved."

"W-what is it that you want?"

"Your life." She says before lunging for my neck.

A Dream.

Picture.

Vampire.

Fuck.

For Halloween I was the Grim Reaper's wife ,yea yea yea
We are in love and we love our life, yah yah yah
He's just perfect and now I see, yea yea yea
That his perfect black rose is just for me, yah yah yah