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Seeing her phone light up with his name what felt for 700th time that night, she couldn't help but feel like she needed to scream. Cory and her relationship had been perfect. but recently they had been getting into arguments at every chance they could, it was mainly to do with the fact that Cory's attitude had changed, he would cancel plans and treat her like she had done something wrong. It was like something had come over him.

After having another heated argument over the phone, Cory was being the classic Cory that he has been for the past 2 weeks and probably calling her to apologise but she didn't want to hear it, not again.

Putting her phone on silent and turning the TV on, she tried to annoy the raging anxiety and fear in her heart, that maybe the relationship wasn't working and they should call it quits before they start to hate each other.

Before she picked up the phone to ring him, they were knock at the door, getting up to answer it she was surprised to see Cory behind it looking guilty as ever.

"Cory, I don't want to talk to you" she said angrily as she tried shutting the door but his foot stopped it.

"Please, Lea, we need to talk" Cory said as she gave in and stepped aside so he could come in.

"Look-" He tried to speak but before e chance to speak Lea cut in.

"I don't want to hear it Cory, I don't want to know how sorry you are, I'm fed up of it, of hearing you say sorry and then the next day we are back here, at each other's throats, you know, I thought, we were it, we were going to get married and have this perfect life but I guess I was wrong, I don't deserve to be treated like shit at the bottom of you shoe, for no reason at at all, I don't deserve to be second best, I don't deserve this. We had a good run Cory but I don't think this is going to work!" Lea shouted.

"Don't you dare, don't you fucking dare end this relationship!"

He shouted back fear in his voice.

"Why shouldn't I?" Its not healthy and you don't fucking love me, you haven't said I love you to me in 2 weeks! How I'm I supposed to feel? I feel like I'm wasting my time, we haven't even kissed in 2 weeks because you just haven't got the time and you don't want to! You know, this was a bad idea, we were a bad idea!" Lea shouted as she started to walk away, turning her back on him but as she went to walk away she heard Cory breakdown in tears which made her turn around to look at him, for the first time in her life, she saw Cory cry, she's never seen him cry.

"The reason why I treated you to way that I did, is because people were making comments" Cory sobbed.

"What comments?!" She questioned trying hard not to run over to him and hug him.

"That you were going to leave me with Dean and you started to act like you did before we got together around him.I knew it wasn't true and they were joking around but I believed it because you're gorgeous and wondered why you were even with a man like me when you could have him and I started too see it for myself and made scenarios in my head, till it got to the point where I started to get down about it and thinking you didn't want me" Cory sobbed.

It all made sense to her now all this time he had been down about the situation so he took it out on her and because he had to overthink about it, he got hisself down about it and obviously it made him feel worthless and made him cancel plans because he just didn't feel up to it. Lea knew he had confidence issues but it never clicked inside of her and obviously his confidence had hit rock bottom to the point he felt worthless and not good enough for her.

"Lea, don't leave me, I'm so sorry" Cory continue to cry softly.

"Why did you believe them, why didn't you talk to me?" Lea said as tears beamed in her eyes.

"I didn't want you to think I had trust issues it was more my confidence then trust, I trust you, I really do but he's so ripped and everything and makes you laugh, I just felt worthless, I know it's pathetic, I'm pathetic and now, I've lost you anyways" He sniffed

Her heart was broken for all different reasons now, it was for him. All this time she was focusing on herself and not really thinking about him and why he was acting the way he was. Now she said all of this stuff to him that probably made him feel more worthless about himself.

"You're not pathetic, neither are you loosing me.." She said trying to hold her emotion in.

"But you think we were a bad idea.." He said as another tear rolled down his cheek.

"No I don't, I just said all that stuff to hurt you, to make you feel pain, like I've felt for these past two weeks, I was angry at you but I've realised that you've been feeling so much more pain then me and it's all my fault" Lea said softly.

"It's not all your fault, it's mine for being so stupid for listening to everyone" Cory shook his head.

"Well don't listen to them and talk to me, I love you, Dean has nothing on you! You make me feel things that I thought were impossible to feel because he has a six pack doesnlnt mean I'm going to fall in love with him, I'm not into anything like that. I'm into you and you only! You are beautiful and have the kindest heart! You have such a low self esteem, that I could shake you and show you how amazing you are, how sexy you are! How funny you are! So don't even think you're in a competition with anyone because you'll always be my winner" Lea said with a small tear rolling down her cheek.

"Wow, why have I been such a twat!" He slumped into the sofa. "You know, I used to dream about us, what I'd do, the places I would take you, the things I would say, the surprises I would do for you and I've blew it, for being jealous of a guy that barely knows you!" He said holding his head in his hands.

"Cory.." Lea said sitting next to him.

"I'll get my stuff and leave,like you said you don't deserve this, I'm a mess.." He said getting up.

"You're my mess..." She said softy grabbing his hand so he wouldn't move "and I wouldn't change you for the world.." She continued.

Turning around to face her tears beamed in both there eyes.

"Don't just stand there, give me a hug" She sniffed as he hugged her tightly afraid she'd faded away if he let go.

"I'm so sorry, I don't know what came over me, Don't leave me.. please.." He sob softly into her shoulder.

"Look at me, I'm not going nowhere.. Now I know the problem, we can look forward, I want to make you confident and make you see yourself the way I see you.. I love you and only you, we're going to get married and have a bunch of kids and nobody and nothing is going to change that, okay?"

"Okay, thank you, thank you so much.. all I want is you, I'm sorry I treated you like I did, I'll make it up to you, I'm sorry you thought I didn't love you, I was just so afraid of losing you and-"

"No more apologises, just kiss me" she said contently as he brought her into the most passionate kiss they ever shared.

"I love you so much" he whispered against her lips.

"I love you so much more, you goon" Lea smiled admiring him

"I can't believe how I treated you, I'm such a dickhead" he said hugging her tightly.

"Come here" She said tapping the seat next to her as he sat down next to her, he sat there uncomfortably feeling awkward as guilt rattled though his body.

"Okay, A, relax. Everything is fine, I'm not leaving, neither am I, mad or seeing you any differently. B, stop getting upset..." She said reaching over to get a tissue and dabbing his face, removing the tears falling from his eyes, he was no longer sobbing but the tears still poured from his eyes as his lips trembled.

"Yeah but the way I've been treating you" Cory said.

"I'm going to fucking shake you in a bag in a minute! I'm over it, although I'm glad you realised what you did but I've got my Cory back and that's all that matters. I love you" Lea said reassuring him.

"I love you too" Cory said kissing her lips gently.

"Are you okay now?" She smiled noticing the lush back in his eyes that had been gone for two weeks.

"Yeah, more than okay, who knew you could make me get that emotional" He said shaking his head with a small laugh.

"It's because you love me" she smiled.

"More than anything and anyone!" He said stroking her cheek.

"Good, I've missed you and your smelly farts" she giggled.

"My farts? How about yours?" He laughed tickling her.

"Ah! No! I'm going to pee! Stop!" Lea said through her laugh.

"Okay, I've stopped!" He laughed "I'm going to make up to you" Cory said looking at her, lips meters apart.

"Why don't you start now" She swallowed.

"Might do" He said slowly biting h=er lip as he kissed her lips slowly.

"Cory Monteith is back" She said feeling herself getting picked up.

"He is baby"

It didn't matter what had happened, all that mattered was that they both loved each-other, nobody and nothing was going to change that.