Chapter 10
The fights, those nights
I tried to pretend it don't hurt
The way I prayed
Someday that you would love me
Really, completely
Just how I wanted it to be
But bo, so wrong
Can't believe I stayed with you so long
You hit, you spit,you split every bit of me, yeah
You stole, you broke, you're cold
You're such a joke to me, yeah
Draco holds me as we reach Gryffindor Tower
"You don't have to go." he tells me gently.
"I do. If I don't I will get hurt." I tell him.
For every last bruise you gave me
For every time I sat in tears
For the million ways you hurt me
I just wanna tell you this
You broke my world, you made me strong
Thank you
Messed up my dreams, made me strong
Thank you
"You won't." he says.
I reluctantly move toward the portrait. "I will." I tell him and quickly whisper the password to Draco couldn't hear it. I walk in.
"Where were you!" He screams at me.
It wasn't a question. It was a sign that if I speak or not I was going to get it.
What's the use of fighting? I'll get hurt anyway.
My head, near dead
Just the way you wanted it
My soul, stone cold
Cos I was under your control
So young, so dumb
Knew just how to make me succumb
But I understand
To make yourself feel like a man
You hit, you spit, you split every bit of me, yeah
You sole, you broke, you're cold
You're such a joke to me, yeah
"I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR ATTITUDE GINNY!" He shouts. He then hits me
I fall to the floor, holding my face where He hit me.
For every last bruise you gave me
For every time I sat in tears
For the million ways you hurt me
I just wanna tell you this
You broke my world, you made me strong
Thank you
Messed up my dreams, made me strong
Thank you
He hurts me over and over.
I just lie there on the floor, allowing Him to torture me this way.
He suddenly stops and raises His wand to me.
The next thing I know, pain is searing through me from head to toe.
I can't help but scream and write in pain.
You coulda had it all babe
It coulda been so right
I woulda given you everything
Morning through night
Yeah you taught me some lessons
Those are my blessings
That won't happen again
Thank you
He takes the Cruciatus Curse off me and kicks me before walking out.
I've learned to take the pain.
For every last bruise you gave me
For every time I sat in tears
For the million ways you hurt me
I just wanna tell you this
You broke my world, you made me strong
Thank you
Messed up my dreams, made me strong
Thank you
I manage to dim out the pain and I stumble out moments after Him. I don't see Draco down the corridor.