This is the second to last installment before the season finale of Common Law before the season finale... WHICH LOOKS AWESOME, by the way! I am soo excited for that! Anyway, this one kind of had more to do with Doc Ryan than the boys. It's in Wes' P.O.V. but there is a lot of Emma Ryan talk in this. I really hope you enjoy this. Thank You for reading! :
Dream
If I ever confide in that no-good, childish, SOB ever again, I will shoot myself!
What in God's name possessed me to open my big, fat mouth in a moment… MOMENT of vulnerability? Why would I tell Travis anything about my dream? MY DREAM! I mean, seriously!
I honestly didn't mean to be such a douche bag to Emma's friend... boyfriend... okay, okay fiancé. The point is I didn't mean to sound so stupid. The stupid part of everything was being me telling Travis anything, about anything. I should have just kept my… my stupid mouth shut!
Body dumps are messy. They're even messier when it involves people who are cared about people I care about- I mean, people we… we care about. People… Dr. Ryan… um… Emma… That we- right so…. Body dumps are messy.
I know that Travis has the inability to shut his freaking mouth, and I know that I may have gone a little overboard with the 'kill you where you sit' thing. I feel kinda bad… That I didn't do it.
I suspect that Travis may be having somewhat of the same problems as me… I mean, he told me about them so yeah, I know that he has had the same kind of dream. I definitely don't ever want to talk about it with anyone ever again, so there's that.
I can't believe that he dream sold me out!
I invoked his freakin' 'Bro Code' and everything!
He just told her! He just blurted it out like the dirty dog that he is! I have never been more embarrassed or have looked harder for my gun after therapy before in my life. I was only going to shoot him a little bit; maybe in the leg or… somewhere else, and in a way more important place.
I don't like it when people are mad at me. I don't like it when the Chief yells at me. I don't like it when Doc Ryan is pissed at me- us or whatever. I didn't like it when Alex used to get mad at me.
I just don't.
I don't think that Travis gives a hoot or a holler, but still.
I don't like it.
Breaking this case for Doctor Ryan… or I mean, for the chief or whatever.
Breaking this case
It was a good thing.
We did a good thing.
But…
I don't think I've ever felt as bad as when we realized that Dr. Ryan was quitting us. I can't believe that… because of what we did. Because of what happened. That she said that she couldn't… couldn't trust us… I couldn't believe…
This was huge. I know that Travis is hurt. People leave him all the time and I know that it hurts. I know that Dr. Ryan knows that too.
We hurt her.
Her confidence in us
Her potential marriage
We hurt that, but… How do we make progress and not give up on ourselves; when she's given up on us?
This is Alex… Foster homes… the time I pulled my gun on Travis… and everything like that mixed together.
Besides… Our new therapist is the worst!
We need to get her back; we still need her to fix us, otherwise… what was the point of it all?
And that is the 10th I believe. Thank you so much for reading. I always appreciate and love reviews. I love this fandom and these boys. Please come again! :
