Here you go the next chapter to Would You Love Me. And of course I don't own Gravitation or any of its characters.

2 Months later- Shuichi

Shuichi opened the door to his apartment that he shared with his two best friends, Hiro and Suguru. When Shuichi opened the door he was not surprised to find it the apartment empty. His roommates had probably gone out of their long recording session. They had just finished one of the songs that was going to go on their new album, that would hopefully be out sometime soon. Shuichi was glad though, ever since that concert, Shuichi had been living the life he had always wanted. Touma Seguchi had offered him a contract and everything was going exactly as he planned, but it just wasn't right. He missed Eiri. He missed him so much it hurt. He had never wanted it to end that way, but it didn't really matter because he couldn't change the past. He wanted to change the past, but he couldn't. Shuichi was just going to have to live with out Eiri. He had to move on with his life. So that was what Shuichi was doing, or trying to do. But right now all he wanted to do was lay on the couch. He just wanted to watch T.V. and forget about Eiri.

When Shuichi finally reached the couch he jumped down on it and looked for the remote. This took a few minutes, but he finally found it stuffed underneath the couch cushions. Once that mission was completed, he turned on the T.V, only to be faced with the man that had haunted his thoughts ever since he had met the man. It seemed that Eiri Yuki was dating a famous actress from America.

" Yeah, we only started dating a month ago, but I knew he was the one and look, now we are getting married," A tall brunette with bright blue eyes and a pretty decent frame told the reporter as she lifted up her hand to show the world. The ring was huge and Shuichi felt a rush of jealousy as he looked at the ring.

" And what about you Eiri? Do you think Amanda is right for you?" the reporter asked and Yuki turned to the camera. It was as if he was staring at Shuichi with his piercing gold eyes.

" I do. I think that she is the first person I have ever loved," Eiri told the reporter and Shuichi turned off the T.V. He couldn't watch that. He couldn't watch the love of his life tell somebody else that he loved them. Shuichi could not watch somebody else have Eiri's heart. He wanted Eiri's heart. Shuichi had loved him, still loved him. And now all Shuichi wanted to do was curl in to a ball, which he did.

Eiri

Eiri had just got done with the interview and he had told Amanda that he would meet her at his apartment. He didn't understand how he managed to get himself into these situations. How did he end up engaged to Amanda Gautier? They had met only a month ago at a bar in Tokyo and now they were engaged. He didn't understand. How did this happened? What had he done? It was so strange, it was not that he hadn't been aware of his actions. It was just that he didn't know why? He didn't understand how he had gotten himself engaged. He figured it was Amanda's personality that had made him propose to her. Her personality reminded him so much of Shuichi's. And at the time he had met her, he had been hurt, not that he would admit it. Eiri Uesugi, wasn't the type of person to show weakness and he sure the hell wasn't one to show emotions or even feel emotions. But with Shuichi it was different. Shuichi brought out the weakness in Eiri. Shuichi made him vulnerable, weak and Eiri hated feeling weak. He hated having someone who was able to hurt him and Shuichi had hurt him. At that concert Shuichi had stomped on his heart and when he did, it woke Eiri up. Eiri was never going to let anyone close to him, he wasn't even supposed to let Shuichi close to him. Ever since Yuki Kitazawa, Eiri had promised himself he wouldn't let anybody close to his heart and he had broke that promise. Shuichi had made his way into his heart, before he could even put up his defenses. And now Eiri was doing it again. He was setting himself up for failure. All of this only to get a little part of Shuichi, that he saw in Amanda. He just wanted to be happy.

Eiri had thought about all this as he drove to his apartment. But he decided to change his destination. Instead of going home, he decided to go to the park. He wanted to get some fresh air, because hopefully it would clear his mind. When he reached a parking space close enough to the park, he got out and walked. He walked around, letting his long legs take him where ever they took him. As Eiri walked he put his arms around his chest. He was cold and it wasn't because of the weather, either. It was the beginning of summer and there wasn't even a cold gust of wind. Eiri figured the coldness was coming from within. Ever since the concert, Eiri was always cold. He would often shiver, especially when he thought about Shuichi, which was often. And it seemed that the only time Eiri could be warm was when he wrote his book. It was strange, ever since he and Shuichi had broken up, he had been able to write. He didn't understand why, but he was lucky. Writing was the only thing that had given him strength after that concert. He figured it was because if he tried hard enough he could write out his life. The way he wanted it to be, with Shuichi in it.

Hiro

When Hiro and Suguru opened the door to their apartment, they were greeted with a crying Shuichi wrapped up in a ball. Hiro immediately seeing this, dropped his keys and ran up to Shuichi.

" Shuichi what is wrong? What happened? Are you okay," Hiro asked Shuichi, he couldn't help but to be worried about his friend.

" He knows," Suguru stated.

" Knows what?" Hiro asked.

" That Eiri is engaged to Amanda Gautier," Suguru stated in monotone, but he knew that his words hurt Shuichi.

" You knew?" Shuichi looked up from his position on the floor and stared at Suguru.

" Touma told me," Suguru felt so bad for Shuichi. He had gotten his love back, but Shuichi hadn't.

" Why didn't you tell me? I thought we were friends?" Shuichi asked.

" We are," Suguru interrupted.

" Friends tell friends when the man they love is going to get married," Shuichi looked at Suguru with cold his eyes.

" Shuichi I am sure Suguru had a reason," Hiro tried to calm down his best friend.

" What is your reason Suguru? You didn't want to tell me because you knew it would hurt my feelings? Well look at ME NOW, my feelings are still hurt," Shuichi asked Suguru as he moved closer to the boy, putting them face to face.

" Shuichi I didn't tell you, because it wasn't my place to tell you."

" YOUR PLACE!! WHAT FUCKING PLACE, SUGURU? THE ONLY PLACE YOU HAVE IS FUCKING MY BEST FRIEND? THAT IS THE ONLY REASON YOU ARE HERE," Shuichi screamed and his words hurt Suguru. He felt like a jerk and he had lost his friendship that he had just gained.

" SHUICHI THAT IS ENOUGH!!," Hiro yelled, no one talked to his boyfriend like that. Not even his best friend.

" No, he is right. I Should have told him, but I didn't want to cause him any more pain. I am sorry Shuichi," Suguru told him as he moved away from Shuichi and closer to Hiro.

Shuichi just looked at him and then down at himself, before he got up and sat on the couch.

" No, I am sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you," Shuichi said from the couch as he laid down on the pillow.

" Don't worry about it. I should have told you," Suguru felt bad for not telling Shuichi.

" Well I am not going to lie, you should have, but I understand why you didn't. But next time you better tell me," Shuichi sat up from the couch and smiled at Suguru and Hiro, who were both still on the floor.

" Friends?" Suguru asked.

"Of course."

" Hey what about me?" Hiro joked.

" Hiro you are always our friend," Shuichi and Suguru said at the same time.

" Jinx," They all three said at the same time and then they broke out laughing.

Eiri

Eiri had been walking around the park for nearly an hour before Amanda found him. She told him that he should have called and that she was worried. The usual stuff, but Eiri wasn't paying attention. He didn't really care what she said, all he wanted to do was think. He liked thinking, just as much as writing, and when he thought, he thought about everything. He especially liked to think about choices. For example if he had never had gone to New York, where would he be now? Would he be happy? Although Eiri liked to think about choices, the most common he thought of was, what would it be like if he hadn't met Shuichi? Would he be there right now, listening to a woman that he doesn't love, talk about their wedding? Would he be happy? The answer was no, Eiri was pretty sure. But he still liked to think about it because it could have been different. Everything could have been different if only he could change those 'if onlys .

" Eiri, are you listening to me?" Amanda asked.

" No."

" Eiri, I was trying to tell you something about the wedding," Amanda whined, which irritated him.

" What do you have to tell me?" Eiri was annoyed by his fiancée.

" It is about the wedding shower," Amanda said, but she didn't finish her sentence. Half the time she never finished her sentences and it annoyed Eiri.

" What about the wedding shower?"

" Well I was thinking we need some entertainment."

" Why? And besides isn't a wedding shower just for girls. Why do I have to go?"

" Because you are my fiancé," She told Eiri in her high frilly voice, that seemed to reach a new level when she whined.

" Your point?" Eiri could see Amanda's smile flicker, but it was still there.

" Eiri, who would you want for entertainment? They can't be to expensive, so maybe a low key band," Amanda told Eiri.

" Do I look like I know any bands?"

" Oh Eiri don't be modest. You have a whole bunch of CD's on that one band that just came out. The one that is slowly becoming poplar. What is it called? B.. band something.

" Bad Luck," Eiri replied with out thinking.

" Ohh yes that one. Why don't we have them?"

" No," Eiri didn't want to see the boy, well he did, but it would most likely cause problems.

" Why not?"

" Because I said so."

" Well it doesn't matter because I want them at our wedding shower."

" Yes dear," Eiri told Amanda, he didn't want to fight with her. Partially because he hated fighting with her and he also wanted to see the boy.

Shuichi

Shuichi was standing in Touma's office, waiting for his best friends. It seemed like they took the elevator again, but Shuichi didn't mind. His friends had been watching him very closely to see how he would react, to make sure he didn't get hurt. Even though he didn't mind it at first, it had become positively irritating. Shuichi didn't need any help, he could deal with his pain on his own. Now since Shuichi had thought of this, all he had to do was tell his friends. Tell them to back off and leave him alone. He was a big boy and surprisingly enough, Shuichi did know how to take care of himself.

There was a couple of knocks at the door, and Touma told them to enter. Suguru and Hiro walked in the room, of course a little disheveled from their elevator ride. Shuichi knew how that went. Thinking this, caused Shuichi to smile , which surprised his friends because he didn't smile often ever since after the concert. His friends, though shocked, still walked into Touma's office and sat on the couch that was to the side and in front of his desk. As they sat down, Touma who had been looking at a magazine, put the magazine down and began to talk to the members of Bad Luck.

" You have a new gig," Touma was straight to the point.

" Where is it?" Hiro asked.

" Well it is my brother- in- laws wedding shower and I thought I would be kind enough to give you the job. They will pay you well," Touma told Bad Luck and Shuichi's heart broke at Touma's words. How could he possibly sing at Eiri's wedding shower.

" I don't think… we want to play there," Shuichi told Touma.

" I think you mean you don't want to play there., but don't you think that your band members have a say?" Touma knew about Eiri and Shuichi's relationship.

" Cousin, if one member of Bad Luck is unwilling. We are all unwilling," Suguru was standing by his new friend's side . There was no way Suguru would let Touma get to Shuichi.

" Yeah what Suguru said," Hiro joined in.

" Well I don't think it is Bad Luck's prerogative to chose to not do this and put themselves in in a compromised position," Touma told the band and Shuichi knew that he was going to see Eiri at his party.

" I see then, that Bad Luck will have to be at your brother-in- laws wedding shower," Shuichi told him.

" Are you sure," Hiro asked his friend.

" No, but I know what I have to do," Shuichi told his friends.

"Good to see you know where you priorities lie," Touma told Shuichi.

" Cousin!" Suguru was out raged.

Eiri

Eiri was driving. He didn't know where he was driving, but he was driving. It was something that calmed him gone. He just let his car take him wherever and it wasn't a surprise that he found himself in front of Shuichi's apartment. He had often wound up in front of Shuichi's apartment during the last couple of months. It was a place that he went when he was lonely or just needed to think. It was also amazing that no one noticed their visitor, because the last thing Eiri wanted to be, was called a stalker. He had been called a lot of things in the past and stalker wasn't one of them. He hoped that he would never be called one of them, even if he sort of was a stalker.

Eiri was contemplating about himself being a stalker when his cell phone went off. Looking down at the phone he saw the name that flashed. It was Touma.

" What?" Eiri asked.

" The dirty deed is done, master," Touma was trying to be funny, but he wasn't succeeding.

" Touma, no matter how much you wish, I will never be your master."

" Ohh darn , Eiri. I guess I will just have to stick with my fantasies," Touma said in a joking tone, but Eiri had a feeling he was telling the truth.

" I am hanging up now," Eiri told him, he had found out everything that he needed to know.

" Oh well you must be warming up to me because you never tell me that you are going to hang up, you just do it," Touma told Eiri, but he had already hung up.

Shuichi

Shuichi was laying in his bed. It was a place where he went when he had a lot to think about. He had been there quite frequently and he was getting sick of it. Sick of his room and sick of thinking. He couldn't believe that Eiri was getting married. He wasn't supposed to get married. They were supposed to get together and forgive each other for all that had been done. But no, life didn't work that way and he was going to be forced to work at Eiri's wedding Shower. Euhhh, how awful would that be? Shuichi would have to look at that beautiful face and try to forget it once more. You know, it was amazing how much Shuichi had tried to forget Eiri, but he couldn't. Forgetting someone as gorgeous as Eiri was difficult, especially when you have to see them again. Shuichi was not very happy with this. He hated how Eiri controlled his thoughts, when the man wasn't even in his life anymore. He hated that he missed Eiri. And he hated that Eiri had the nerve to get married. Who does he think he is? Shuichi asked himself, but he knew it wasn't all Eiri's fault, it was also his . He should have told Eiri. He should have never been ' Maiko' in the first place. It was all because of that stupid dare. It was all because of Hiro. But Shuichi couldn't blame Hiro for his problems and he didn't.

Shuichi sat up abruptly, after thinking about not blaming Hiro. He just got an idea for his song, an inspiration. He was going to sing the most amazing song at Eiri's wedding shower and blow him away. Eiri would be begging Shuichi to come back to him. Begging him for forgiveness for cheating. And forgetting about the whole " I am a boy, but I was dressed as a girl because of a bet, thing" . Shuichi was going to make Eiri want him. All he had to do was come up with a song that conveyed emotion, but had a hot dance beat . Yeah, that was all he had to do!! Shuichi was excited, he was going to make Eiri want him. Screw Amanda Gautier.

Eiri

The wedding shower was tomorrow and Eiri was nervous. He was going to see the brat for the first time in two months and he was scared. He didn't know if he could handle it. He didn't know if he could keep himself in check. Even now he had to constantly remind himself that he was dating Amanda, and that Shuichi was just a fling. A one time moment, that would never happen again. Eiri was trying so hard to convince himself that, but he didn't know if he could. He didn't know if he could handle seeing Shuichi, with out kissing him . It was sad to say, but he missed the boy. He missed the boy, but he wouldn't let his pride down and apologize for cheating. Shuichi had to apologize first and then maybe he would get down on his knees and beg for Shuichi to take him back.

Hiro

Hiro was sitting on the couch flipping through channels. He was worried for his friend. Shuichi was starting to crack under emotional pressure. He didn't know if his friend could take it any longer, especially since they had to play at Eiri's wedding shower. Flipping through the channels once again, he saw that there was nothing on. Nothing to distract him from thinking about his friend. He couldn't help it after all it was his best friend.

" Hiro you are going to use up the batteries if you don't stop changing the channel," Hiro looked over at Suguru who had sat down next to him.

" Ohh sorry. Were you watching something?"

" Yeah, you," Suguru moved closer to Hiro and then kissed him softly on Hiro's lips, " You know you shouldn't worry so much, you'll get wrinkles on your gorgeous face."

" Well I can't help it," Hiro defended.

" I know. It is in your nature to be kind hearted, but you have to relax. Everything will be alright," Suguru told Hiro as he kissed him again.

" How do you know?"

" I don't, but usually everything turns out okay. All we have to do is wait it out. Look what happened to us. We are fine, are we not?"

" Good point, ohh mighty wise Suguru," Hiro laughed.

" Hmm last night it was ohh mighty sexy, hot Suguru. I think I like that one better," Suguru kissed Hiro on his lips again, but this time it was stronger, filled with passion.

" Well you can be the ohh mighty hot, sexy, wise Suguru. Is that okay, baby?"

" I suppose."

" You suppose?" Hiro asked and Suguru nodded, " Well maybe we can add a couple more things to your name tonight."

"Now that is my kind of plan. Maybe we can even add to your name," Suguru told him.

" My name?"

" Yeah."

" What is my name?"

" Ohh mighty Hiro that worries too much," Suguru told him.

" Yuck that is not a sexy name. I guess we have to work on that tonight, eh?"

" Of course, ohh mighty Hiro who is slightly more sexy, but still worries to much."

" Slightly that is it?"

" Yep, you are going to have to prove you name to me," Suguru laughed, but was dragged to the bedroom where Ohh mighty Hiro who is slightly sexy, but still worries to much went to OHH MY GOD HIRO( pant pant) RIGHT THERE!!

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