A/N: This chapter is yaoi. If you don't like it, please don't hurt yourselves or me over it. Ronan wakes up and they notice something in the distance. Uhm, yeah, that's about it. ^^;;;

Chapter 9 - Dream of Desire

Since that first day, you have come to realize that your dreams have some lucidity in them. It is possible for you to think and act as you feel in these situations. But, you also find the end result to always be the same...

Your eyes are shut tight, and you're afraid of what you'll be seeing when you open them. But, you can already feel his grasp on your wrists, pinning them above you. Your back is against the wall. And, you can feel his breath on the left side of your neck.

Too sudden, you thought.

He starts to nip on your collarbone, and you try to gulp back a whimper. You start to pant, and find your body getting warmer from just that one action. He calls your name, before he bites down on the base of your neck, with enough force to make you gasp out loud. He softly licks the mark he made on you, and you start to lose your strength, your fists loosening. You could barely struggle to keep yourself standing.

"Jin, you're going too fast," you mutter.

"Ronan, I can't hold it back," he tells you. "I need you right now."

Slowly, you open your eyes. There is a dim light from your bedside table, but it's blocked by his face looking straight at you. It made him look like he was glowing, becoming your light. He is only wearing his black flame pants. You look at what your wearing: a plain white shirt and blue shorts.

His eyes pierce you, and you lose yourself. He takes you forcefully, crushing his lips on yours. A small sound escapes from your mouth. He begs for you to let him in. And you open your mouth. Your head hits the wall hard. 'Why am I so weak?', you asked in your head. 'Why can't I resist you?'

He lets go of your left hand, and you feel his right snaking its way under your shirt. Your left weakly grips the hair behind his head, his force on your mouth is unrelenting. By now, you're starting to lose your breath, and you instinctively suck in, pulling him closer. A muffled moan comes out when you feel his hand playing with your nipple, pinching it. After a moment, he breaks away, both of you breathing heavily. Your eyes don't break contact, giving silent messages. All thoughts of doubt leave your head.

"Jin," you try to start.

"Yes?"

Your voice quivers. "I want to do it."

In that instant, he reclaims his concern for you, hesitating.

"Please, Jin."

When he doesn't reply, you get to your knees without another word. Your hands are anchored to the ground. With firm resolve, you start to suck on the fabric in between his legs. His surprise makes him balance himself against the wall, pushing it towards you. Your tongue licks it, inciting a reaction in him.

"Guh, Ronan," Jin groans, feeling the sensations intensely.

The fabric rises, pushing at you. You open your mouth wider in return and push back. You move your hands to a distance slightly higher than your forehead, and begin to unbutton his pants. Jin bites his lip and grasps the hair on the top of your head, supposedly trying to pull you back.

"Ronan, wait," Jin tries to say.

You cease sucking his pants and look up at him. His body is beaded with sweat as he looks down on you, panting heavily. You straighten your knees to be in level with his abdomen, and start to lick the salty sweat trailing from it. As you lick your way down, so does his pants go. He grunts as you pull it down to his knees, revealing his hardened member.

You gulp back your saliva and open your mouth once more. Jin moans soundly as he feels it slowly encase his erection. You start to move your head back and forth, trying to go a little deeper with each cycle. But, by the time you reach two-thirds, your gag reflex kicks in, and you pull out, coughing.

"Don't force it," he worriedly tells you.

You simply look at him and shake your head.

You inhale deeply and take it in once again. Jin gasps as you go farther and have the whole thing down to the base in your mouth. Your tongue rubs under it, and you stay that way for a second before you pull out again, gasping for breath. An incomprehensible taste is left with you.

"Jin, please," you try to say, your mouth wide open for him.

He understands what you meant, biting his lip as he takes his member and puts it in your mouth. He thrusts it hard, while his hand grasps your head to keep you steady. You hold back each time you start to gag, as he pushes the whole thing in your mouth. You can hear him gasping with each push he makes. You can feel his member beginning to throb.

"Wait, not yet," he says, pulling it out and stumbling on the floor in front of your bed on his bottom. He pinches the neck to stop himself. He doesn't want to yet. "Ronan."

"Jin," you reply. You go forward and promptly put yourself over him. His hand abruptly pulls you in again into a deep kiss. Your tongues swirl with each other, exchanging your saliva. Your clothes are quickly removed and Jin takes his turn to entice you, while you are left to hold on to the edge of the bed you wouldn't use.

He places two fingers in your mouth as he licks one of your erect nipples, then biting it. your gasp is muffled by the digits in your mouth being coated by saliva. His other hand plays with your member, stroking it. He removes his fingers and places them both in your behind. The sudden sensation surprises you, feeling him scissor them to get you wider.

You shake your head. "Enough of that," you tell him breathily. You go near his ear and whisper, "I'm ready."

With one last thrust from his fingers, he takes them out and holds on to your waist. Slowly, you go down and take his member with your hole. It stretches you painfully, making you stifle a yelp. Jin winces, also finding it very tight. But, you also liked it this way. You begin to move up and down in front of him, and soon enough he finds the rhythm and thrusts you in time. Slowly, your hands migrate to his back, and he pushes you down on the floor. He soon starts to become more intense, and it makes you moan out loud. Your fingers dig down on his back as he goes ever faster inside you. He strokes your member with one hand, and you feel your body convulsing with his ministrations.

"Jin, I-I'm gonna" you try to tell him.

"Ahh, Ronan!" he calls your name. You both release. You feel him emptying his seed inside you, as yours splatters in between your bodies.

"Jin, I love you."

He says something in return, but you can't hear them properly. You feel yourself passing out.

Ronan slowly opened his eyes and sat up straight to stretch. He was mentally fatigued by that last dream, wanting no more than to go lie down again. Until he realized what his pillow was. He looked to his right and found the fighter meditating. Then, he found him resting his head on the spire behind them and figured he was actually sleeping.

The bluenet could feel heat rushing to his face. Good thing Ryan and Lass had gone out to probably scout around. He also really wanted to stab that albino with magic blades after giving him a sleeping potion. Though, it did admittedly help him recover his strength. But, now he was alone with the guy that was always in them for the past week. The whole thing replayed in his head in fast forward, and he cried out in agony.

"Ah! Why did it ever come to this?" Ronan asked himself, holding his head with both hands.

"Oh, good. You're awake," Jin told him.

Ronan looked at him, the only things that changed was where the fighter looked and his eyes being open.

"Oh, yeah. Hehe," Ronan tried to converse. He figured this definitely wasn't anything he himself did normally.

"So, you alright now?"

"Huh? Oh, yeah. That thing really did let me have some rest. Thanks."

"No need to thank me. Lass was the one who gave you the flask right?"

"No, it's not that." Ronan shook his head. "I want to thanks you for letting me sleep on your lap."

"Oh, uh, your welcome."

There was a moment of silence between them. The wind could be clearly heard blowing past.

"Uhm, Jin, can I ask you about something?" Ronan started.

"Oh, funny. I was also having the same thought," Jin said.

"You have something to say to me, too?"

"Yeah, but mine can wait. You go first."

"A-alright. That is... These past few days have been really rough for me. I mean, you know about it already right?"

"I guess. Amy told me about the whole thing. Didn't really think that her grandfather would actually be the cause of you two breaking up, though."

'Yeah... It's just kind of making me distraught."

"Don't worry, I'm sure there is a way for you to settle things with her."

"I see. Thank you, Jin. That made me feel better."

"It's alright. Anything for you, Ronan."

"I see Sleeping Beauty is up and about," someone said right behind Ronan, smirking right after. The bluenet stumbled away from Lass with a sharp shout.

Quickly, Ronan regains his rage at the assassin. "Damn it, Lass. Of all things, a sleeping potion was what you had in mind?"

"That was the most potent potion I had, you know."

"That was practically an item for attack."

"Hey, it's not like you're going solo, aren't you?"

"Still, it's risky as a recovery item!"

"Heh, so it did help you."

Ronan lost his anger after that statement. "Well, yeah. I guess, I have to thank you for that."

"Heh, you're welcome." Lass looked around. "Say, wasn't Ryan with you a while ago, Jin?"

"Yeah, but he went away after a while, saying he's going to look around," Jin replied.

A shining pillar of light suddenly burst forth from somewhere deep in the middle of the dark, desolate land.

"I get the feeling he's in that direction," Ronan stated.

"Well, let's get going. You two stay together. I'm faster so I'll check if he's in danger." Lass said, sprinting before them.

Jin was also about to run, when Ronan suddenly remembered something. "Jin, weren't you supposed to tell me something?"

The fighter looked back at him. He smiled. "I don't think now is the time for that. Ryan's safety is of foremost importance," he answered.

"Oh, alright."

Ronan put that thought at the back of his head as they ran towards the shining pillar fading in the distance.