Trainwreck Chapter Ten

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I didn't want to say,

I'm sorry,

For breaking us apart,

I didn't want to say,

It was my fault,

Even though I knew it was,

I didn't want to call you back,

because I knew I was wrong,

Yeah,

I knew I was wrong.

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He slumps against the fence, his head in his hands, tears prickling through his eyes, dripping softly into his hands.

"Nick, are you okay?" Asked a soft voice from behind him, resting one hand on his shoulder.

"No." He mumbled through his tears.

"I'm so sorry." She said, as he took his head out of his hands, standing up straight, tears stained on his face.

"Don't be sorry, its not your fault I acted like a jerk." He said.

"I still can't help feeling slightly guilty." She said uncertainly.

"Selena, don't blame yourself, this is entirely the fault of my stupid mistake." He muttered.

"I know I'm probably the last person you'll take advice from, but I think you should go find her." She said.

"What makes you think that your the last person I'd come to?" He asked.

"Never mind, just make it up to her." She smiled.

"How? She won't even look at me?" He whimpered, choking back tears.

"Are you really gonna let her walk away from you again?" She asked. He shook his head, hanging low.

"Then go after her Nick, you broke her, broke her heart, into so many pieces she knew only you could pick up." She said, as tears rolled down his cheeks.

"You covered her in cuts and bruises, and you'd almost healed them, and now they're starting to bleed again, and your not doing anything about it, your just sitting here, crying as she walks away again, good and broken." She said.

"Tell me how then, how can I make it up to her, how can I get her to just LOOK at me again?" He cried desperately.

"You know its amazing, the effects she has on you, she says a few words and turns and your a mess." She pointed out, smiling slightly.

"You dated her two years, for TWO years she was your everything, and you still don't know how to get to her?" She smiled.

"I'm not getting where this is going."

"What I'm trying to say is, I can't help you in this, but I know you'll figure something out." She pushed his lightly on his shoulder.

"Can you tell Joe that I left?" He asked, withdrawing himself to his full height.

"Sure thing." She smiled, walking away back to the others, who were standing there looking concerned.

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He knocks on the door, taking in a deep breath.

"Nick?" Asked the confused blond.

"Yeah, its me." He said quietly, looking down.

"Haven't seen you around here since ages."

"I only live next door." He grinned slightly, fading as he saw Miley peek through her window.

"But since you and Miley-" She bit her lip, stopping herself a

she saw his face fall sadder.

"I'll go get her."

"Tell him I'm not here." He heard her hiss from the top of the stairs.

"She's not here Nick." Brandi came back to the door.

"Tell her I came by, and... that I'm really sorry." He added, turning away from her slowly, as he headed back to his house.

"Poor kid." Mumbled Brandi, walking up to Miley's room.

"As you already know, Nick came by."

"He looked really upset Miles." She added.

"He should." She muttered.

"He said he was really sorry."

"Doesn't change anything." She whispered, sliding down to the floor, salty tears escaping her eyes.

"Miles, are you okay?"

"I just want to be alone." She whispered, as Brandi sighed and walked out, shutting the door silently as she did.

Ring Ring.

She slid her phone out of her pocket, looking at the caller ID, Nick. She presses ignore, throwing her phone against the wall.

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The person you are calling is not available,

Please leave a message after the beep,

Beep.

"Not available, more like avoiding me." He scoffed bitterly, choking back more tears.

"Miley, please pick up, I acted like a jerk and I'm sorry, but I'd do anything if you just talked to me again, I'd do anything just to hear your voice again, Its killing me knowing that I hurt you so bad, and I didn't intend on this, it just happened, and... I love you" He cried, hanging up.

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She cried more as she listened to this message, snapping shut her phone.

"Why can't I just go over there and forgive him?!" She yelled at herself, flinging a pillow at the wall.

"Who said you can't?" Said a dark figure, walking out of the darkness, through her door.

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I was going to make this chapter longer,

But I want to end in a cliffhanger,

And to keep you in suspense,

Have fun!

Peace

Love

Jonas

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