I posted this before, but I wasn't sure about it. I am now. It might take awhile to finish, but I will finish it. This is going to have a lot of ups and downs in it. Not always happy, but I like it. Lots of sex.

I own nothing. Please review. Enjoy!

"Glen?" J.D. called walking into the Janitor's house, "Are you here?"

J.D. slowly walked through the now well known house searching for his lover. The living and dining room were empty, but before he could walk into the kitchen a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist pulling him back to the muscled chest of the Janitor. J.D. let out a hum of contentment as he let himself relax in the arms. Safety and happiness filled the younger man as the blue eyes slipped shut.

This was his favorite place. Warmth from his lover seeping into him as the man placed soft kisses to his neck. Never had J.D. thought the man would be so sweet, so loving, but here they were. Ten months into their relationship and the doctor was completely and utterly in love with the Janitor. Something everyone had tried to talk him out of. He'd agree that when his crush started he never thought he'd be in a relationship with the older man. Then he got to know Glen. Not the Janitor, but his loving, amazing boyfriend Glen Matthews.

Glen was the most amazing man J.D. had ever met, but he still held that dangerous energy that the Janitor had. That was something the younger man loved. He never wanted to lose that fire that he was known for. No, that fire had simply stopped being about hurting J.D. to loving him. And of was he loving. All of that fighting and the sneakiness turned into this passion that was beyond anything that J.D. had ever known. And something he truly never wanted to be without.

"Hello," Glen muttered against his skin.

"Hi," J.D. sighed.

"You're tense. Long day?"

"Besides everyone continuing their quest to convince me to break-up with you? Bus accident. We lost…"

Before J.D. could finish his sentence his head was tilted back and his lips covered by his lovers. Unlike the hand that was running up his side gently the kiss was demanding and drove all thoughts from the young doctors mind. That was something that J.D. loved. He was able to drive all the things that were torturing J.D. from his day at work.

Sighing into the kiss J.D. turned around and wrapped his arms around Glen's neck. As the kiss grew deeper J.D. found himself pushed against the wall the older mans tongue pushing past his lips coaxing his to join it. Their tongues brushed against each other sighs falling from both parties. Both simply content in basking in the others warmth.

Pressing his body tightly to his lovers J.D. trailed his hands down Glen's back moaning as he felt the muscles working under the mans shirt. J.D. wasn't a muscular man, he never had been and never would be, but feeling the mans muscles moving under his hands and feeling calloused fingers running over his in return had a shiver running down his spine. It was all made that much better knowing that he was feeling that because the taller man wanted to bring him pleasure.

Glen broke the kiss and stared down at J.D. As always the Janitor had this look of wonder in his eyes. Even with ten months under their belt it was like he had no idea why J.D. was still with him. Actually everyone that knew about their relationship had asked the young doctor that question more times than he could count. J.D. simply smiled each time. He knew he was the only one that believed the relationship would last, but he was going to make the most of it while he could. It wasn't that he wanted Glen to leave him the doctor just knew that if anyone did leave it would be the Janitor.

No, J.D. never wanted this to end. He was in love with the brown eyed man. The very man that tortured him day in and day out sine he started working at the hospital. The very man that had plagued the mans nightmares for so long. Now those dark, twisted nightmares were the most beautiful, colorful, periodically erotic, dreams that J.D. had and he never wanted that to end now that he had the real Glen in his life.

"I'm sorry about today," Glen said running a thumb across J.D.'s jaw.

"Me too," J.D. nodded, "But I don't want to talk, or think about it."

"Oh? What exactly do you want then, Dr. Dorian?"

Smirking at the Janitor J.D. ran his hands over the buttons slowly opening the dark blue shirt. When it was unbuttoned completely J.D. tugged it and his white undershirt out of his pants and slipped them off. Once the muscles were exposed to the doctor he linked a hand with the Janitor's and led him to the couch. Pushing the older man down J.D. sunk to his knees and smiled.

His hands moved to the chest before him and slowly ran his fingers over the skin. The doctor kept his movements teasing. Simply feeling the warm body under his hands. Loving that it was him that was causing the Janitor to pant and the soft sounds to leave him. It was amazing to have that kind of power over the man. Part of J.D. simply wanted to tie Glen down and never let him leave just so he could hear those delicious sounds. Something Glen had pointed out he wanted as well. Of course, then J.D. would be the one tied up.

Moving forward J.D. placed kisses to the chest using his tongue to draw random designs periodically. Sighs and soft groans came from Glen with each swipe of J.D.'s tongue. It was simple for the couple. Innocent. In all the time that they'd been together that was not something that had ever described their sex before. Not that they weren't loving or caring, but they weren't innocent. They both loved how passionate the other was.

J.D. took a nipple into his mouth and gently worried it with his teeth while his hands pinched and twisted the other. The Janitor didn't have the same thing for nipples that the doctor did, but he did love all of the younger mans focus on him. Glen leant his head against the back of the couch and let his eyes slip shut. Getting lost in his own little J.D. world. That was something that he loved. It was blissful feeling of everything the young doctor was willing to give him.

The doctor lapped and nipped at every inch of skin presented to him. Tonight he needed everything to be slow, he needed to feel everything that the Janitor was giving as well as what he was giving to the Janitor. That's all that tonight was going to be about. J.D. remembering what pleasure could come from feeling. Especially after so much feeling at work nearly drove him to tears.

The Janitor seemed to be on the same page because he laid there as J.D. worked. He might not have the same job as the younger man, but he had seen too may people fall apart because of the job. If J.D. needed to feel every inch of the man then so be it. It wasn't as if he wasn't going to get anything out of it either. No, soon he'd feel the most amazing warmth encompass him when J.D. finally sunk down on him. Until then he'd let J.D. do as he please.

When J.D. finished with the chest he unbuckled the belt slowly before stopping all together. His hands shakily started to reach for Glen's pants button, but they were shaking too badly. Everything from the days work hitting him all at once. The doctor did everything he could to hold it back, but a sob fell from his lips because he could stop it.

Instantly the Janitor's eyes were open and he was tilting his young lovers face to him. J.D. hated to hide his feelings. He loved when people said he was an open book. At times like this more than ever. He didn't want to talk. Actually he didn't want to do anything but touch his lover, but as he let out a shaky breath he knew that was out of the window. At least he thought he knew. J.D. could barely believe it as Glen placed his hands more firmly on his pants and helped pull them off. As usual he was wearing nothing underneath.

"Tell me what you need," Glen whispered when he was completely naked.

"You," J.D. replied his voice just as soft.

"I got that already. I meant how. How do you want me?"

"I want…I need to feel you. I need to make sure you're alive."

The Janitor stared at the doctor for a moment before placing both hands on the mans hips and lifting. Once the young man was placed in his lovers lap he was pulled into a deep kiss. Tongues danced together moving in a way no one else could ever know with them. They both wanted the man they were with to be their last.

Not wanting to be the only one naked Glen took off the scrubs top and undershirt J.D. was wearing. A moan came from the younger man as knowing fingers took a nipple between them and rolled and pinched until the nubs were hard. When they were the Janitor bent down and took one in his mouth. J.D. sighed his head falling back while his chest pressed closer to the mans lips. Glen looked up at his young lover, but could only see the mans Adam's apple bobbing up and down as J.D. swallowed harshly.

Pulling back from the lithe body caused a disappointed moan to come from J.D. They both knew just how much J.D. loved having his nipples sucked. The Janitor had vowed to try to bring the young doctor off by just playing with them, but today was not the day for that. No, this was about J.D. He really needed to remember this was for J.D.

Smirking slightly the taller man slowly pushed the scrubs bottom and boxer briefs off the slim hips. J.D. let the other man completely strip him and got comfortable on the mans lap when he was completely naked. A sigh came from both men when they felt their skin touch. So peaceful and warm. It was as if this was where they were meant to be.

As lips met once more hands traveled over naked skin. The movements were soft, but sure. Both men knew what the other liked. Nails skimmed over skin hard enough to leave a red line, but nothing more. They had never gotten violent with each other, at least not in this situation. Though J.D. had a feeling the other man would want to explore that side at some point in time. Something he was fine with as long as he could bring his own kinks as well.

J.D. trailed his hands down the Janitor's chest nails catching slightly on the mans navel. His eyes darkened when he felt the dark hairs that led him to his prize. He made sure to keep his grip lose when he finally wrapped his hand around the mans penis. Everything had been so soft and sweet and open, this side of innocent so he wasn't hard yet, but the hand stroked him into full hardness with a couple of sure tugs. J.D. might be awkward and clumsy in his everyday life, but when it came to sex he knew exactly what he was doing.

Which was why he used his free hand to pull a tube of lube that he knew Glen had between the cushions now. He easily slicked his fingers and pushed one inside of him. A moan came from the man at the feeling. The couple had done this before J.D. left for work, but that had been almost two days ago.

In the back of his mind he knew that he had to go back to work the next day, but J.D. simply pushed another finger in and stretched himself quickly. He didn't want it to hurt, but he wanted to be able to remember this every time he moved. He needed to know that he had someone to go home to. A little happiness for himself. He pushed in a third.

Removing his fingers J.D. moved so he was over Glen's penis. The Janitor looked like he was going to protest knowing that J.D. wasn't fully stretched. Before a sound could slip from his lips the doctor slowly sat down. A bliss filled groan cam from Glen as J.D. whimpered. He felt so filled in that moment and for a second he thought he should have stretched himself more. Then he was fully seated.

"Oh," J.D. sighed his eyes drifting shut, "Have I ever told you how much I love you being in me?"

"A few times," Glen smirked resting his hands on the mans hips, "I don't think I'll ever tire hearing it."

"Good."

Leaning forward J.D. pressed his lips to his lovers his tongue pushing its way into the willing mouth. His hands were placed over Glen's a moment before he lifted up and dropped back down. The motion wasn't much, but it had both men moaning. A hand moved from J.D.'s hip to his hair and tilted his head to a better angle.

Both men kept their movements slowly simply letting each other feel. Soft sighs came from both men as they moved. It was perfect in J.D.'s mind. So loving and amazing. Glen taking care of him in a way no one had been able to before. He was doing all of this for the doctor. Every last thrust and flick of the tongue was for his pleasure. That thought caused J.D. to move faster.

The progression was slow, but soon the younger man was lifting almost all the way off the Janitor's penis and dropping back down as quickly as he could. Glen's hips thrust to met J.D.'s, but when the younger man squeezed around him all thoughts went out the window.

Wrapping an arm under J.D. the Janitor stood up. Once the doctors legs were secure around his waist Glen started to make his way to his bedroom only to stop short when the doctors nails dug into his back. Growling softly the older man pushed J.D. against the wall and thrust into him. Using all his strength he set a breakneck pace that had the doctor panting harshly against his chest small screams coming from his lips every few thrusts.

"You're beautiful," Glen muttered staring at the sweat slicked body before him, "Why? Why are you still here? With me?"

"Be-cause," J.D. moaned his eyes locking with Glen's, "I…I lo-love you."

Glen stopped moving all together at the confession. Some part of him knew that this was where their relationship was heading, but to hear the words said aloud still surprised him. Never would he have thought that the man would ever…Could ever love him. Pressing a kiss to the full lips Glen wrapped a hand around J.D. and started to move once more.

It didn't take much for J.D.'s orgasm to come. A scream came from him as he tightened around Glen causing him to spill into the willing body. As they both came down from their high Glen found himself staring at J.D. He had no idea what he was supposed to do or say now.

"J.D." Glen sighed.

"Don't," the doctor smiled sadly, "I know you don't feel the same way."

"I might. One day."

"Tell me then. Just…Hold me now? Please?"