Ludwig's point of view

" Gilbert beilschmidt?" My brother's voice sounds sad.

" GiL ! It's me Ludwig!" I'm so glad to hear his voice after a long time.

" Ludwig? I - I thought you were . . dead. The SS has been searching for you everywhere"

" So they found Meier's body ?"

" What do you mean ? Meier told me he was with you when two Italians attacked and kidnapped you. He had a very serious head injury but he's doing well now.

" WHAT? An Italian friend of mine, who let me live in his house for a month, shot him in my own apartment . I thought he was dead! "

" Well he ain't dead. He was very worried about you and wanted to do everything to find you"

" GiL, he hurt me.. he almost strangled me. But I don't want to talk about it on the phone"

" I thought he was a nice guy.. Mein Gott. I'm coming over to you, I'll be there tomorrow evening"

" Danke.. . Bye"

" Bye Bruderlein"

The next day I decide to go back to the headquarters early in the morning to make sure nobody sees me yet.

Today I feel worse than before, I couldn't move my fingers well enough to slick back my hair and speaking seems to get more difficult every day, but I can't pay attention to it because I'm on a mission. I need to find out about Meier and maybe get my hands on some identification papers that could help the Resistanza.

When I enter the building I quickly go to the second floor and enter Meier's office, which is next to my office. Luckily I have the keys because I used to be there everyday to deliver important files.

His office is messy, comparing to mine. I search all his drawers , which takes me a long time. In the third drawer I finally find something useful ; A list with the names of Jews and Italian resistance members the SS is searching for. I should give this to Lovino so he can warn those people and destroy the list.

That's when the door opens and Meier enters his office. I quickly put the list in the pocket of my uniform jacket before he sees me.

"Lieutenant Beilschmidt? I'm so glad to see you! I thought you had ran off with that stupid Italian kid who tried to kill me." He seems to be very calm.

So mein Bruder was right... he's still alive.

How dare he to call Feliciano stupid.

I smile at him, tilting my head a little. " I a-lready killed him, he was j-just for fun. I never expected him to s-s-shoot you.. and after I heard you were still a-a-live I decided to come back here. . Because I missed you . .. you've always been like a, like a f- father to me, you know"

He seems to be in heaven, which is a good thing.. seems like he believes me.

Meier approaches me and places his hand upon my cheek.

"You killed him? Good.. I wanted to do that myself, but I couldn't find him. I'm sorry for what I did to you.. though it's somehow cute to hear you stutter like this"

The bastard!

" I told everyone you were kidnapped, I just knew you would come back to me. I'm not mad at you, it wasn't your fault."

I can't stand to hear him talk like this . He needs to trust me, I have to think about the list.

" I'll tell everyone you're back and there will be a little celebration this week."

" D-dan-ke, you're very kind. " My voice sounds weak.

" I have an appointment at twelve o ' clock in the meeting room and I want you to come with me to make some notes, write down everything that seems to be important, because that's what you do best. Alright?"

" Of course. I'll be there right on time."

"It's so good to have you back. Heil Hitler!"

I salute him. " Heil Hitler" Then turn and leave. The list seems to burn inside my pocket. I need to get this to Lovino before that stupid meeting.

It's raining and when I reach Feliciano's house I'm already soaked, my hair clinging to my forehead even tough my cap covers most of my head.

I knock the door a few times and wait, feeling all nervous.

Feliciano's father opens the door. He seems frightened, me standing there wearing my uniform.

" Mr. Vargas? It's me Ludwig"

" Oh.. I'm sorry I thought.. Do you want to come in?"

" I would like that. Than-thank you" I follow him to the living room.

I hear someone running down the stairs.

" LUDWIG?" It's Feliciano, he hugs me tightly.

" Hello Feli.. I don't have much time,I- I've got some important in-formation for Lovino." I give the list to Mr. Vargas, he takes it from me and reads it carefully.

" How can I thank you? We can safe many people's lives with this list. I'll give it to Lovino when he comes home"

" There's no - no need to thank me. I got this from my s-superior's office.. He ain't d-dead.

Feliciano starts coughing, his eyes grow wide.

" But.. but I shot him!"

" He sur-survived ... But don't worry I told him I already k-killed you. I don't have much time there's a meeting at twelve o' clock and I n-need to be there."

" Ludwig , please come upstairs with me for a few minutes.. I want to talk to you in private"

" Of course"

Mr. Vargas smiles, maybe he knows about our relationship... or maybe not.

I follow Feliciano upstairs and when we enter his bedroom he closes the door and pushes me onto the bed. He hops onto my lap, facing me and starts kissing me passionately.

" Feli, this is not the t-ti-ime. I need to get back to work"

" Ssshh.. I want you inside of me right now! Even if it's just for a while. Please?"

How can I refuse such an offer?

I yank down his pants and my own , then I turn him onto his stomach.

I lick his tight entrance for a while before I gently thrust inside him.

" Gott, t-this feels so good"

" Hmm Ludwig, take me faster. Please"

I start thrusting faster and hit his sweet spot. He squirms and starts pushing back. I feel his muscles spasm around my cock and I'm too excited to last long.

I wrap my hand around his cock while I'm fucking him. He's rock hard.

I lose myself into him and my thrusts become even faster. I fuck him into the bedsheets, his voice muffled by one of his pillows.

I come deep inside of him and we stay like that for a while, before I slip out of him. I watch my cum dripping out of his entrance. Feli came into his bedsheets. He slowly turns to me and kisses me softly.

" Thank you.. You're so good"

My cheeks are flushed. " You t-too"

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