Telling (HT)

I still remember it.

That touch. That pleasure. The shivers that ran through my back as she used her self.

I hate them. Especially those who interrupted my thoughts

For heaven's sake why…

Don't look at me like that…it's pointless

I'm not telling.

Your bright blue puppy eyes don't work. You know that.

Why? Why do look brighter. That doesn't matter.

It will be a secret. A secret that I will enjoy by myself.

Why? And what?

It's something I need to know. Something that is a big matter to me.

Finally gone then she comes again. Why?

Just leave. Let me be with these thoughts of her.

Behind her she is hidden. She is here. Her hair swaying.

I can't look away.

I don't want to miss a single moment. I have to absorb her every step, every movement, every breath

It's something that must be done.

Something important. To me. To my life.

To my existence.

Her. My love her black hair sways, oh so gently. It grew.

Why did I not notice then?

Cause then it didn't matter everything was perfect. I just wanted her.

It didn't matter about how she looked.

She is exotic.

She is beautiful

She is an angel.

Angel of seduction

Angel of dreams.

My dreams.

Her walk is light. Light as feather.

She looks so beautiful. But why do formal?

It doesn't make sense. Her gray eyes are soft and strong.

Still with that lust. How like…her

I can't look away.

I can't talk.

Tell her.

Tell her what?

That I want her again. Next to me.

Forever. Until the end that I need her, can't live without her.

Later. Not now.

I can't tell.

No, not telling.

Stop looking at me like that, you are supposed to help. Your blue eyes, take them away. I don't know what she is thinking either.

Take that smirk away. Nothing happened. Kind of. It's partially a lie.

Just leave. You are supposed to help me! Not patronize me.

Shit.

Don't come closer.

Hey why are you closing the door.

Not now my love. Not here.

There is no telling to what I will do. It will be inevitable.

Regrettable? NO

Never. But nonetheless not here.

Don't move like that. Don't close the drapes.

It's not necessary.

Don't. Not like that.

It's too sweet. Too addicting.

Caress me. Again. With your hands and eyes.

Again. You make me throw it away.

My self-control. It is gone.

When you are here. Like this, i can't control it. And you know it.

I hope…I can't guarantee it.

Can't tell you.

Sweet kisses.

Sweet hugs.

Soft flesh.

Mingling. Touching.

Telling?

No telling?

It doesn't matter. Not when it's like this. You are here. With me, you are here.

You came back. And you will stay here.

In the empty office, then the house. It doesn't matter.

You will be with me. In my heart.

My heart, my soul tells me.

It tells me what to do.

Telling me to wait.

Telling me to be patient.

To have control. But what control.

It's bull. It's not needed. I just need her. With me.

Her smile. Her tears, her laugh and her moans. It doesn't matter.

I need her.

It's a given. Don't go away. Keep going.

I need you.

It will suffice. The desk for the bed. Does it matter? No, not when you are here.

My heart is filled. With so much. There is no telling.

When it will explode, no telling.

I won't be gentle. Grab me. Hold me.

Dig into me. Let me feel pain. All the emotions that were vacant. Fill it up again to remind me who we were.

Let it go back.

Let s bring back the sweet urge.

Let it out. The sweet screams. Does the strawberry blonde care? No.

She knows. That is why she left with the door closed.

She knows my need. Need for you.

How much I needed you. She knew and knows. She didn't tell. She wouldn't tell.

But she knew you were for me

She supported me when you were gone.

So, shout, scream. Tell me to go on. Harder and faster. Tell me

Telling me, tell me.

Telling you. Tell you.

Order me around.

Don't be my subordinate. Not now, when you just came back. Fill me up again.

There will be no telling what I will do.

No telling.

Let us finish. Enjoy. Go on until the night comes away. All around, not a place will be left clean.

Not a place will be left untouched.

Neither you nor me or anywhere between us.

I need to tell you.

No telling when.

But soon. Not telling

I need you

No telling.

Telling.

Here is the 9th continuation. It's short…WOW. I am fast. I love winter break! Again forgive me!

But so much CRAP to do. FINALS are coming! EEEEEEKKKK! SAVE ME! Sigh. Well I hope you enjoyed it. I am planning to end it soon in like 10 or less chapters. Then take a break then start on my new story then take a SHORT break then publish it! But who knows. I am unexpected! Muhahha

Thanks for reading!- journeyHK826