Everything
Summary Oh Boy Robin messed up again
Starfire becomes Slade's apprentice after Robin and the other Titans
betray her A new villain has his eye on the Princess and he will do anything to get her
for him self now it's up to Robin Cyborg Raven and
Beast Boy to Save Starfire and the city but can they? Even when she's
in Slades control and broken heart If they don't jump city is doomed
while Starfire may think she is nothing to Robin and the Titans she'll soon discover
that she's really everything
Disclaimer: I do not own TT Blah, Blah, Blah oh yeah GIVE STARFIRE HER WELL EARNED DAMN SEASON! 0
A/N IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK throws confetti and the likes all over the place before she sighs Ok so im not gonna say whats been going on in my life just to let you guys know i have my own laptop now so i can write more often and will try not to make you guys wait SO DAMN long anymore! I do not own the song its property of Sailor moon
Italic is Star
Bold is Rorek
Underline is both
"Princess you're back!" The chibis say as I smile and nod
"Yup did you guys miss me?" I ask tilting my head as Rorak kisses my hand making me smile and Robin gags
"Suck up..." He hisses annoyed as I roll my eyes and Chibi Starfire shakes her head slowly
"Bi polar masked jerk..." Rorek shoots back the two then proceed to pumble each other as Starfire and I watch eating our favorite snacks
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Robin sat on the roof rain sliding down his face creating the tears that he was tempted to spill the rest of the team were downstairs no doubt teaming up against him, he was tempted to remind them that he was not the only one to blame for the situation. He banged a fist into the concrete angry, furious at himself for throwing all his training out the window. For not thinking before he acted he repeated the action until he drew blood he stared at it, it was happening all over again..
(Flashback)
Robin had been frustrated out of his wits looking for Starfire and Slade he rodes around town and the team for the most part stayed in the car and out of his way Raven had been trying to make contact with Starfire, if she had she hadnt told him about it. Then again the 4 remaining titans weren't really on speaking terms. His train of thought was interrupted by Cyborg coming in
"Robin we got her " Those four words set something off within him he had ordered the gang to meet him at the location they locked Star in. When they got there Robin found he was starting to dread meeting Starfire, the images of her with Slade and Rorek flooded his mind and instantly any doubt in his mind was pushed to the very back.
She was a criminal and needed to be stopped no matter what, force would be used if necessary. Pulling off his helmet his eyes widened and darkened beneath the mask as he saw Rorek who was holding Sarfire by her waist. Without warning Robin charged the two and the titans followed suit, Slade was holding off Cybrog and Beast boy with ease. Raven was trying to talk to Starfire while Starfire just charged her and attacked though surprisingly Raven was never hit. Robin however was not nearly as kind with Rorek he used every thing he had to fight the boy. Rorek seemed unnerved by Robins dark demeanor and tried to calm the boy
"It isnt what you're thinking...listen to me this is all a..." Rorek was cut off as Robins fist flew across his face, the boy was slammed into a pole and before he knew it Robin had landed a blow to his face again, swearing he fired a beam at Robin knocking him down for a few moments while he tried to talk
"I'm trying to tell you Starfire is..." Robin had refused to listen and took out a disc using it as a makeshift pocket knife he landed blow after blow to Rorek who for some unknown reason seemed to be doing everything in his power not to blow Robin from here to kingdom come. Then without warning Robin thrust the discs towards Rorek and made contact with flesh. The only sound on the battle field was the soft gasp of the victim before Rorek stared wide eyed and horrified as blood soaked his uniform and Raven looked up to see Robins weapon lodged in Starfires stomach.
"S...Star...Starfire..." Was all Rorek and Robin seemed able to say as the girl collapsed in Roreks arm a trail of blood coming from her mouth before Slade landed an unsuspected blow to Beast boy and Cyborg. Raven was snapped back into the present and tried to run over to Starfire but was stopped as Slade stopped her. Robin backed away shocked, he had meant to attack Rorek and before he knew it Starfire had leap in the way and he stabbed her instead...Slade appeared furious or he was one hell of an actor. Before Robin could regret his rash behavior Slade had knocked him across the road and was attempting to murder him, beating Robin into the concrete before he grabbed Robin by the collar and Rorek stopped him motioning towards Starfire who was bleed profusely Slade threw Robin down and the three left...
"This is all your fault..." Rorek hissed flying off making Robin glare at his back, it wasnt all Robin's fault...
(Flashback ended)
Robin could still see Starfires face those normally happy and loving eyes were narrowed for a split second before he had plunged the blade into her stomach and then she stared at him, her face held no hate no anger, just confusion and betrayal. When he looked in her eyes he saw how she felt...betrayed. She betrayed them not the other way around! Robin was furious at her furious for betraying them...wasnt he? Robin sighed he could picture Starfire smiling laughing and sitting with him hugging him holding him. Why did he miss her? She was traitor and he was angry with her...he didnt care if she drowned he said that!
"But you were lying weren't you? You still care thats why you cant go down there and face everyone...you know you hurt her." A small voice said as Robin tried to ignore it, sliding his hand through his soaked hair. This was frustrating, beyond frustrating he shouldn't keep thinking about her unless its about how to capture her and throw her in a cell! Robin punched the ground again before he felt a lump rise in his throat, he couldnt...today proved he couldnt. If he had been able to do it he would have finished her off. Why did he care so much? Had it been any of the other titans he was sure it would have been hard but, he would have been able to do it what made Starfire so special?
"You love her you idiot. You love her and you felt like she betrayed that..." His mind shouted furiously at him making him put his head in his hands. This entire thing...was a mess, a huge, HUGE out of control mess.
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Rorek had been angry when Robin didnt listen the pinheaded prick! Why the hell did he have to act like an immature 3yr old! Rorek had been sick and tired of trying to get through to him, just as he considered taking Robins head off the boy had tried to stab him and instead ended up hitting Starfire. At that moment Rorek wanted to murder the stupid masked boy. Suddenly he felt bad that was selfish.
"Dont pretend you want to kill him purely for Starfires sake.." His consciousness taunted him he sighed running A hand through his hair. When he first met Starfire she annoyed him her naivety almost struck him as stupidity till he realized she wasnt human. Then her undying loyal for her friends made him think she was weak, her good qualities were hidden for quite some time and Rorek found himself wishing to be rid of the girl slowly she wormed her way into his heart and he begin to look forward to seeing her to spending time with her. She became his friend.
"To bad you didnt stay that way..." He added bitterly before plastering a smile on his face and walking into her bedroom where she lay. Sitting on the edge of the bed he rubbed her face affectionately before she woke up and smiled at him tiredly
"I am glad you are alright..." She murmured making him nod before he removed his hand from her face already missing the warmth it provided
"Yeah dont get too reckless on me though, Slade got pretty angry when you were hurt." He said as she turned her head to the side Rorek regretted bringing it up, no doubt when Robin hit her she felt more then just physical pain.
What is this deep inside my heart
Nothing but "I Miss You,
"I...am truly no longer a titan..." She said, he detected A hint of sadness but chose not to mention it as he was sure it would lead to problems. Starfire blinked a few times before she let her mind wander.
"I...I did not mean to upset friend Robin so much..." She thought as it occurred to her just how much he probably was upset, hurt or angry with her. Starfires mind drifted back to a time not so long ago when the thought Robin would harm her was ridiculous! She missed those times more then anything
Wanting your kindness only one more time
Always never forgetting that profound love
Rorek watched Starfire though she was so deep in thought he knew she probably didnt notice him, his eyes narrowed slightly as he had a feeling he knew what was plaguing her mind but once again chose not to comment.
Inside my heart I only wish
to communicate that
She just wanted to go back to the way things were, before she hurt them and before they hurt her, before she became Slades apprentice, before Robin begin to hate her and wish for her death, before she understood what true heartbreak was. Rorek tried to ignore the torment in Starfires face as she stared into oblivion but found he couldnt and begin to get annoyed with himself.
The fact that love creates loneliness
You know I cannot be an adult
Don't leave me alone anymore
Starfire suddenly reached out and wrapped her arms around Rorek clinging to him for dear life, hugging him with all her might, she half expected him to push her away but found instead he wrapped his arms around her making a faint red blush rise to her face before she rested her head onto his chest. At least she had him he was loyal and faithful he cared about her no matter what. Rorek rubbed her back comforting her silently before he put his head on top of hers and sighed deeply glaring at the picture of her with the titans on her desk...or more at the titan who was holding her in the pic
I cannot replace
The man you love
Always stay by your side
I want to protect you
He wondered if he would ever be enough to make her forget Robin and the others, something deep down told him he wasnt, as much as he hated to admit it, there was a very good chance Starfire would never get over the Titans. Rorek continued to stroke Starfire keeping her calm before his mind wandered. He didn't want her to die, to get hurt anymore. Even if she had made some bad choices, he couldn't, he wouldn't let anything happen to her that much was clear to him..
Now I feel alone close to you
Starfire felt her self drifting to sleep as Rorek continued to lovingly stroke her in an effort to keep her calm, when she was with him things didnt seem so bad and she appreciated and cared deeply for him for that. Suddenly she almost felt the need to push him away, getting close to someone maybe that wasnt the best thing, as if reading her mind Rorek took his head off hers so he could look in her eyes.
"You know I'm going to be here for you right?" He asked as she smiled and nodded he smiled at her tenderly before hugging her.
The fact that love creates sadness
I came to understand good love
Now I feel alone close to you
Don't leave me alone anymore
They had each other that counted for something, maybe it would ease all of her pain but it counted for something, so for them it was enough...
Now I feel alone close to you
Don't leave me alone anymore
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Slade relaxed in the office annoyed at what happened, two minutes he turns his back and that little pain in the as boy wonder had stabbed Starfire! He had to admit this was a surprise it wouldnt do to have some physco teen killer after his prize possession, no no no...he would need to do something to calm Robin down something to throw the boy off their trail at least for the moment. Swearing he took out a file and faxed it to titans tower, sure he was pushing his luck but with this new found evidence they would at least back off of Starfire for a bit...Slade groaned before leaning back
"Girl is more trouble then shes worth..." He muttered before opening a file pulling out several pictures all of Starfire either alone or she was in them, he had taken quite some time to get to know his little alien friend and he had to admit she had an eventful life. For some odd reason he found one of them stuck out to him, a recent one. Of her with him and Rorek she had insisted on taking the photo so Slade obliged, an odd feeling came over him now as he stared the photo in the face before tossing it in the fire
"No going soft..." He hissed as he watched it burn before turning back to his work, he needed to plan their next target and THIS time Robin wouldnt interfere...
A/N Such an emotional depressing chapter right? What a way to say WOOO im happy to be back! Anyways Im already working on the new story and chapter so hopefully you guys will have some story alerts and updates pretty darn soon. Review please? So I know you dont hate me! sobs nah j/k but reviews are nice! Lol Anyways Happy Reading! Princess Starfire!
