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I watch Austin run off, unsure of how to feel. I should feel guilty; because his girlfriend is on the other side of the door, but all I feel is happiness. All I want to do is squeal and run to write about Austin in my songbook/diary, but that would seem weird to Matt and Lilly.
I shake my head of any unnecessary thoughts; composing myself, and entering my penthouse home. When I get in there, Lilly instantly starts bombarding me with questions of Austin's whereabouts, as expected.
"Where's the water?" Matt asks me, skeptically.
"Uh, I just figured I shouldn't waste my money on bottles, when I can just get some from the taps like you said" I tell him, smiling innocently.
Matt was about to speak up again, until Lilly gradually begins to get louder, as I am ignoring her constant questions.
"Where is Austin?"
"He.. his mum text him saying he had to get back to their room. Something about his bedroom being a mess" I shrug.
"Oh. I guess I should go and see him then" She smiles, waving at me and Matt. "Bye! And thanks for your hospitality Ally" She says, hugging me.
"Uh, no problem" I answer, awkwardly hugging her back. I feel so bad now. I mean, Austin just cheated on Lilly with me, and now she is hugging me and thanking me for my hospitality. She is so nice, it's not fair! Why couldn't she be horrible so I don't feel as bad?!
Lilly gives us a quick wave, before hurrying out of the door, and obviously running off to Austin's room. I sigh, and begin to clear the place up.
"You know, just because they are gone, it doesn't mean that you have to clean everything up" Matt states, getting closer to me.
"Yeah, but I don't see any point having 4 bowls of ice cream out, for two people" I tell him, placing the bowls by the sink. I turn around, and jump at our closeness.
"Oh, okay. Does this mean that we get to finish our date alone now?" He asks me, raising his eyebrows. He thinks this is a date?! That's awkward...
"Um, I am not feeling all that well Matt.."
"I know you're lying Ally" He sighs, before continuing. "It's because of Austin isn't it?"
"What's because of Austin?" I ask, tucking a strand of loose hair behind my ear.
"The reason that you don't like me like I like you. You like Austin, it's obvious"
"What?! That's-"
"I've seen the way you look at him Ally. Look, he has a girlfriend; I don't. I like you, he doesn't" I really want to tell him about the kiss, and that Austin does like me! I mean, he said before the kiss that he has been wanting to kiss me for a while! But, he just cheated on his girlfriend; who's to say he wouldn't cheat on me if we ever became a couple? I shouldn't be wasting my time on someone who has a girlfriend! A nice, innocent girlfriend who is polite and doesn't deserve all of this.
I sigh. "You're right.. Why should I waste my time on him?"
Matt smiles, before leaning in, and capturing my lips with his. The kiss is... not as heart-melting as mine and Austin's. Though, maybe it's because I need to give Matt a chance and once I get to know him a bit better; maybe he could end up being someone special.
When Matt leaves, I decide to go and visit Austin. I need to talk to him about all of this. I get to the 2nd floor, taking a deep breath in and out; before hesitantly knocking on the Moons' hotel room door.
Mimi answers a few seconds later, smiling at me. "Hello Ally! Are you here to see Austin?"
"Uh, yeah" I answer, nodding slightly.
"He is in his room" She tells me, moving out of the way to give me access to walk through the doorway. I nod in gratitude, before knocking on Austin's bedroom door. He opens it, and instantly looks nervous upon seeing me.
"Can I come in?" I ask him.
"Uh, yeah sure" He replies, moving out of the way to let me in. I walk in, and sit on his bed awkwardly. I start to play with my hands, looking down at my lap. Let the awkwardness begin! He shuts his door, and sits down next to me.
"Thanks for covering for me. If Lilly ever found out, she would be crushed! I don't want t-" I cut him off.
"You don't want to hurt her; I get it! What about me?! You almost kiss me once; lie to me about Matt for some unknown reason, and then you kiss me, before running away" I state loudly, clearly exasperated.
"I'm sorry Ally. I am just so confused right now"
"How do you think I feel?!"
"I get it! We are both confused about our feelings. But, just give me time Ally. I need to think"
"No. I am not waiting around for you to make a decision anymore. I am not just some 2nd option for you! I don't need to wait for you anyway"
"What do you mean?" He asks me, confused.
"Me and Matt are dating, so that means you can't suddenly say you want me; because I have a boyfriend now! I am not some cheater who plays with people's hearts and emotions. I am going to stay faithful to Matt, so I suggest you stay away" And with that, I am off and running out of the hotel room, and run up to my room; in floods of tears.
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