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Chapter 10: Can't Fight the Moonlight

~Matthew~

The next morning, I woke up before the alarm went off. I quickly changed, then wrote Kelly a note. I left it beside her on the bed, then left before she woke up. I had been afraid she'd wake up, but it was only five in the morning. She was pretty out of it—especially after the night I had given her. I hadn't let her get any sleep until around one in the morning. What can I say? She is a beautiful woman and I am an insatiable man.

I was quite tired, but I had things to do before the show.

I started off by heading home and going to the bathroom. I had had to go so badly when I woke up, but I hadn't wanted to wake Kelly with the flusher.

After going to the bathroom, I washed my hands and brushed my teeth. Next, I shaved, showered, dried, and dressed.

I made myself some breakfast after that, then put the dirty dishes away before feeding the pets.

Finally, I prepared to bring the dogs to Kelly's. I planned on coming back for Moby at lunchtime. Being a cat, he most likely was not going to like it. However, I couldn't bare the thought of him being alone in the apartment without even the dogs to keep him company. As much as he'd deny it if he could speak, I knew he liked having company.

I packed a bag with a couple changes of cleans clothes, as well as my tooth brush and deodorant.

"I then put on my shoes, coat, and gloves. I put one dog in my dog carrier bag, and leashed the other. Then, carrying my overnight bag and dog's leash in one hand, and dog carrier in the other hand, I locked up and headed for Kelly's. I told Moby I'd be back for him later. In return, I got the evil eye. Darn cat.

Having Kelly stay with me was out of the question even though it would make things easier. It was bad enough that I was having an affair. I wasn't about to do it in my wife's and my bed. Not that my wife would take the affair much better if she ever found out about it. Still, it had to count for something.

I sighed as I headed back to Kelly's with the pets. I knew my wife was going to have to find out one way or another. If I left her for Kelly, she'd find out anyway. If I didn't leave her, even if I had nothing more to do with Kelly, I'd still have to tell her. I couldn't live our marriage in a lie. It wasn't the way I was brought up. Then again, neither was having an affair, but these things happened. Not that it made it right. Then again, being with Kelly sure felt right. I'm not just talking about the sex either. I really was falling in love with her.

I arrived at Kelly's and let myself in. She had given me a spare key.

When I arrived, I smelled something great. It smelled like pancakes, bacon, and eggs.

Kelly came into the room, her hair damp, but put up into a bun. She was wearing dark blue jeans, white socks, and a white turtleneck sweater. Her makeup was on, and she looked ready for the day. "Good morning, my love!" She kissed me. "I see you brought the dogs after all." She winked.

I kissed her back before answering. I licked my lips. "Mm, yeah, I'm going to go back and lunchtime and bring Moby here as well. I just don't feel right leaving him alone in the apartment. I hope you don't mind."

Kelly swatted the air. "Nonsense! I told you that you could bring him."

I smiled. "Then again, I didn't think about how Oliver would react to a cat."

Kelly smirked. "It's quite all right. He really just wants to play, but he'll get bored once he realizes that the feeling's not mutual."

"I'm sure they won't be," I said, picturing Moby swatting at Oliver. That cat was fearless.

"I made you breakfast, Love. I hope you're hungry."

I should have told her in the note that I was going to eat at home. Oh well. Luckily I'm the type of guy who usually always has an appetite.

I pulled her close and kissed her again. "Thank you, Baby. Just one request," I said sitting down to a table full of pancakes, bacon, and eggs. I had been right!

"Mm, what's that, my love?" She poured me a glass of orange juice.

"Please don't call me Love. Call me anything but love. It reminds me too much of James."

I could see that Kelly was trying to hide a smile as she replied, "All right, Darling."

I kissed her again. "Thank you."

She sat down on my lap then, and we fed each other.

It was the best breakfast I had ever had.

~Kelly~

The day had already started off bliss.

At first, I wasn't too thrilled about waking up without Matthew in my arms, but, when I read his note, I instantly felt better.

Kel, Good morning, Baby. I hope you slept well. You were amazing last night. I am so lucky to have you. I love you so much! I have a few things to do at home, but I'll be back soon and we can walk to work together. Love, Matt

I had instantly gotten ready for the day, then made him breakfast.

I was glad when he had brought the dogs over and said he planned on bringing the cat over as well. He also had a bag of clean clothes with him. This meant he didn't have to leave me in the mornings anymore. Of course, I only had five mornings left with him, but I was going to make the best of them.

Now, though we had a lot of taping to do (there was another Van der Woodsen/Humphrey/Waldorf party), we got to do all our scenes together.

Our eyes were on each other's most of the time whether it was necessarily in the script or not!

When it came time for lunch, I decided to pick up a little something to wear for him that night. He had to stop by his place to pick up Moby anyway. I figured we could do our own thing for lunch just this once, and make up for lost time later in the day, or rather, night.

When lunchtime arrived Matt came over to me, and placed a hand over my shoulder. "Kel, I have to go pick up Moby, and then I have an errand to run. How about you have lunch with the girls today? I'll probably just pick up McDonald's along the way."

I nodded. "Actually, I had something I wanted to do to anyway. It's all right. We can always make up for lost time tonight."

"If we were alone, I'd kiss you," he said, his voice a little husky.

"If we were alone, I'd expect you to do more than that," I said with a suggestive smile.

He moaned. "Tonight."

He grinned at me before tuning to leave.

I smiled as I watched him disappear. I waited a moment before heading out as well. I would have lunch by myself. No offense to the girls, but, I didn't need any company while I bought what I was about to buy.

I arrived at Fredrick's of Hollywood and smiled when I saw something in the window. It was perfect. Well, it saved me the time of searching for something. Normally, I might have searched for something anyway, but, since I was on limited time and still had to get some lunch, it would do. Besides, the more I looked at it, the more I had no doubt it would have the same effect on Matt as anything else would. Now, if they had my size, I would be all set.

I quickly headed in, hoping I wouldn't be in the tabloids tomorrow. I could see it now: Kelly Rutherford shopping for sexy lingerie in Fredrick's of Hollywood. Who is the lucky mystery man she's going to model it for?

I quickly found the lingerie in question on my own. I didn't want to ask anyone for it for fear of bringing more attention to myself.

Yes! They had it in my size. I quickly grabbed it and took it to the register to pay for it. If the sale's clerk knew who I was, she didn't make it known.

I payed for it in cash, then thanked the girl and headed out. I was happy to be out of there. I had requested no bag. Now that I was outside, I shoved the lingerie and receipt in my purse and headed to a deli for a quick lunch. I was glad the lingerie was tiny enough to fit into my bag. I didn't want Matt to see it until tonight, but I didn't feel like going back to my place to drop it off. Besides, for all I knew, Matt could still be there dropping off Moby.

No. Matt was just going to have to wait until tonight to see it. I knew he was going to love it. I hoped for another long, sex-filled night. Sleep could wait. Who needed it, really, when you had a hot lover like Matt? Not I. That was for sure.

That evening, Matt and I ordered Chinese Take-out for dinner, and brought it back to my place. We were good this time and had our dinner before our "dessert."

As we ate, we talked about our day (me leaving out the Frederick's of Hollywood stop) and we talked about how my kids would be back soon. We thought about taking them sled riding. I'd probably have the nanny stay with Helena if we did that, but we'd find something to do with her later. We definitely wouldn't leave her out!

After we ate, and after we ditched our cartons, plastic utensils, and napkins, I decided it was time that I go get into my little surprise.

"I'll be right back. I want to show you something I bought on our lunch break. I want your opinion on it," I said to Matt as I headed to the bedroom. "Stay here."

"I'm sure you look sexy in it, whatever it is, but all right," Matt said, sitting on the couch and laying back.

I grinned. He had no idea.

~Matthew~

"Where are ya, Kel? I know you couldn't have gotten lost because this apartment just isn't that big, Babe." I couldn't help but get a little impatient. I was eager to ravish her. I wondered what could possibly take her that long to put on.

"All right, all right! Relax, Darling. I'm coming out. Are you ready?" came her voice from the bedroom.

"You're coming out? Don't do that! Then you won't be interested in me!" I joked.

"Do you want to see me or not?" Kelly asked from the bedroom, sounding amused.

"I do. Come on out. I want to see you." I really, did. The sooner I saw her, the sooner I could take off whatever it was she had put on.

"All right, here I come." She appeared in the door frame seconds later and posed with one hand resting against the frame and another hand resting on her hip.

My mouth dropped open. She was wearing a black lingerie set that consisted of a black silk bra with connecting black mesh that covered her stomach, which connected to a black silk skirt that went just past her butt. She was also wearing meshy black thigh-high stockings held up by black guarders. On her feet were red pumps. Her lips were painted a bright red—to go with the heels I guessed. Whether she was wearing underwear or not remained to be seen. The part over her stomach was see-thru except for three thin lines of black around the waist and three vertical lines from the bottom of the bra to the top of her skirt.

She smiled. "Do you like?"

I licked my lips. "Like? Oh baby, I love! Come here!"

She grinned, and ran over to me. She climbed into my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck.

I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her letting my tongue in to play with hers.

"You do realize I'm going to have to take this off you, don't you?" I purred into her ear. I licked at her earlobe, so hungry for her.

She looked in my eyes and smiled. "I'm so glad you like it. I went to Fredrick's of Hollywood before getting lunch today. I saw it in the window and figured you'd like it."

"Mm, baby, you know I love it. You have good taste!" I ran my fingers up her skirt. I was disappointed to see the skirt had attached black silk underwear. Oh well. All the more reason I was going to have to take it off.

She bit her bottom lip as I began tugging at the underwear part of the skirt. "Mm, should we take this to the bedroom?"

I shook my head. "Uh-uh. I have to have you now—I'm not going to make it to the bedroom."

She kissed up my neck. "But, baby, the bedroom's right over there." She nodded towards the bedroom, which was a few yards away.

Is shook my head. "Too far." I lay her down on her back on the couch.

"Matthew, really we just have to walk—"

I cut her off with a kiss. "Uh-uh," I murmured, though it came out "Mm, mm." I stared tugging at the skirt. I was having a bit of trouble getting it off, then I remembered it was attached.

She giggled. "Here. Try this." She tried to move so that she was the one straddling me instead of the other way around, but the couch was quite small, not leaving much room. She screamed as she accidentally tumbled off the couch.

"Kel! Are you all right?" I held out a hand for her to take so that I could help her up, but she pulled on my hand, and I fell down to the floor with her. "What the hell, Kel!" I complained.

We looked at each other, trying to keep straight faces, but it didn't work. We both burst into laughter.

"You're such a dork!" she said to me.

"But you love it!" I said.

She took my face between her hands. I was straddling her again. "Mm, you know I do."

My eyes lowered, and I kissed her.

She moaned, and tangled her fingers in my hair as she deepened the kiss.

I moved her skirt up a little further, but before I could get very far, Oliver, Jackie O, and Zoe all came over to us and started licking our faces. This only made us laugh even harder.

"Now may we please take it to the bedroom?" Kelly asked with a sly smirk.

I smirked as well. "All right. Wish granted." I stood up and helped her up, then I picked her up and carried her to the bedroom, kicking the door shut behind us. After all, I wasn't about to let the dogs interrupt our night—especially not after seeing Kelly in that sexy little number she was wearing.

~Kelly~

I was so incredibly hot for Matt that I wanted him immediately. But I decided to drag it out a little. After all, he wanted me so badly, and I wanted him just as bad. I knew the longer we had to wait for each other, the more intense our love making would be.

He lay me down on the bed, and I immediately puled his shirt off. It definitely had to go.

I tossed it to the floor. He ran a hand up my thigh with one hand and undid his jeans with the other hand. Once he had his jeans undone, he stood up just enough to get his socks and pants off. He pulled down his underwear with his jeans, leaving him naked in front of me.

He sat down on the bed, and I lay him down before he could straddle me. Once he was on his back, I straddled him, like I had originally wanted to do.

I ran my hands slowly down his chest, my eyes following my hands. I then let my eyes meet with his.

"This is like my dream," he said in almost a whisper.

I grinned. "You dreamt about me?"

He nodded. "That night I came over to tell you to stay away from James.

"The night we first made love," I stated.

He nodded again. "I had a dream of you in that black teddy."

I began kissing down his chest. "And?"

He swallowed. "I was alone in my bed, and you came crawling into my bed, wanting to make love. I told you I was a married man, but you said that's never stopped me before. Then..." He trailed off.

I smiled; amused. He was being shy. I rarely saw him being shy. "Then what?"

He blushed. "Well, then you went down on me. Well, you were about to until Jackie O barked and woke me up. Even so, I woke up extremely aroused—and ticked off at the dog for waking me up."

Could he be any more adorable? Not to mention incredibly sexy. I wanted him even more now. "Well, then I think I should take care of that little problem. I promise we won't be interrupted this time."

He moaned. "Kel, you don't have to do this. It was just a dream."

I knew how much he wanted it. He was just being a gentleman. Of course, that only made me want him more.

"Please! You know I want this as much as you do," I purred, and I slid my hands down lower—and then my mouth.

He moaned, and this time it was his hands tangling in my hair. He was gentle though.

It was wonderful pleasing him in that way. Hearing his moans and seeing his head thrown back and his eyes closed his mouth parted slightly was driving me insane with need.

"You're so good at this." Those were the only words from him mouth. The rest were his moans, which were making me so incredibly aroused.

"Kel... I'm gonna..." he warned, his fingers gripping my hair.

I moaned in response, and that was all he needed to climax.

I took own all he had to over.

"Get up here," he said quietly, holding his arms out to me.

I slowly crawled up his body, and he took me in his arms and kissed me. "Thank you, baby. Your so fricking incredible!"

"Mm, as are you, my darling," I said, resting my head against his shoulder.

"Did you ever do that for James?" he asked me.

I hid a smile. "Definitely not."

He licked his lips. "Good. I'm not a violent man by any means, but I'd sure want to deck him if you did."

I was trying so hard not to smile. Should I tell him? I wondered.

He ran his hands up the skirt of my lingerie—the best purchase I have ever made. "I want to return the favor."

I ran my hands up his chest. "Darling, you don't have to. I was happy to pleasure you."

He kissed me. "I know I don't have to, but I want to. "You have no idea how much. Here..." He gently moved us so that he was on top of me again. "Now, let's get this thing off you," he said, moving my skirt up, and gently thrusting once over me.

I moaned. Telling him could most definitely wait.

~Matthew~

With Kelly's help, I finally managed to get her lingerie off. Being a one-piece, it was a pain in the butt. It was worth seeing her in it though.

I kissed her breasts, fondling them a bit, then kissed down her stomach.

"Matt, Darling, you really don't have to..." She cut herself off with a long moan as my mouth made contact with her most intimate area.

I was torn as I pleasured Kelly. It felt like even more of a betrayal than actually making love to her was. I don't know why. I guess because it seemed more intimate for some reason.

But when I heard her drawn-out moan of pleasure as I flicked my tongue and moved it in a circular motion, I didn't exactly want to stop either.

Her hips moved up, and I held them down, continuing to give her exactly what she wanted and needed

I kept it up for a moment after her climax, then I crawled up her body.

She pulled me in for a passionate kiss. "I love you."

I kissed her again. "I love you too—so much..."

She straddled me again, then leaned down so close that her breasts were touching my chest. She brought her lips to my ear. "I wanna ride you."

If I wasn't aroused enough yet, I sure was then! But, for the record, I already was more than aroused enough. But now it was getting to the point where I could hardly contain myself any longer.

"Kel, I want you now," I said with a groan.

She licked her lips. "Well, I guess it's a good thing I need you now too, isn't it?" her voice was a seductive purr that made every part of my being weak.

She kissed me yet again, then slowly slid onto me.

I moaned as I held onto her waist. "Baby...." She felt so good.

I was completely inside of her now, and she wasted no time with her movements.

I bit my lip and closed my eyes as she sent pleasure through me like fireworks. Bam! Bam! Bam! Each jolt of pleasure was like a firework going off.

I opened my eyes, my hands still over her waist as I moved my hips up to meet with her thrusts.

The moan that came out of her lips was enough to send me over the edge, but I did everything I could to hold off. I wasn't going to climax until she did.

Instead, I made my thrusts more firm.

"Matthew, yes!" she screamed, her head thrown back and her eyes closed.

I couldn't take it any longer. I carefully moved us to that I was lying on top of her. I continued to make love to her, kissing and sucking at her breasts as I did so. I then kissed her mouth and I forcefully entered her again.

She screamed in pleasure.

I was moments away from climaxing. I needed to speed things up. "Come for me!" I told her a little out of breath.

She looked me in the eyes, my face held between her hands. "Earn it," she ordered.

That did it. I was only able to thrust one more time before losing it. It was all right though. Apparently she was closer than she had led on because she was right there with me in her climax.

I gently pulled out of her and lay down on my back beside her. My throat was sore from screaming her name, and my body was tired from all that work, but I couldn't help but smile nonetheless. She was incredible in every sense of the way. I knew I shouldn't be thinking that way, but I couldn't help it. She was incredible, and I was full blown in love with her. There was no more denying it or trying to stop it. It had already happened, and I didn't know if there was any way to go back. Heck, I didn't even know if I wanted to.

~Kelly~

As I lie in Matt's arms, I was so at peace. I finally had the man of my dreams. Finally! And, as if that weren't enough, our love making was getting even better. When he gave me oral sex, he felt so good, I could barely even think! All I could concentrate on was Matt and the pleasure he was giving me. Heck, I couldn't speak either for that matter. Well, apart from moaning or occasionally getting his name out.

"What are you smiling about?" Matt asked me with a smile of his own.

I hadn't even realized I'd been smiling, but now I could feel it as I smiled wider. "Just how lucky I am to have you. I'm also thinking of how good you are with your mouth. You had me rendered speechless!" I gently stroked some hair out of his eyes.

He grinned. "You weren't so bad yourself! In fact, you were amazing." He kissed me. "Incredible." He kissed me again. "Fantastic." He kissed me again.

I laughed. "Mm, and you were all those things too."

He pulled me even closer. "And how about my making love to you? Was I better than James?"

I couldn't hold back my smile this time. I even giggled. I quickly covered my mouth. I really hadn't meant to giggle, but it was too funny; the thought of James and I making love.

"What? I'm not that bad that it's laughable that I'd be better than James, is it?" he asked, looking a little concerned.

Unfortunately, this only made me laugh more.

He crossed his arms over his chest and looked away. "Well, my wife never had any complaints!"

This stopped me from laughing. "I'm not laughing because of that," I said, a little hurt.

He sensed my hurt, and immediately turned to me. He pushed some of my hair out of my eyes and kissed me. "I'm sorry, Kel. I didn't mean anything by it. I guess I'm just embarrassed is all."

I sighed, and moved his hair out of his face as well. I gently stroked his cheek. "It's all right. Don't be embarrassed. "You're better at making love than anyone I've ever been with, and that includes my husbands."

He grinned. "Really?"

I nodded. "But, I've never been with James, so I can't compare you to him."

Matt arched an eyebrow. "But what about that teddy he got you? I thought you guys were hot and heavy.

I smiled, and shook my head. "Matt, there's something I have to tell you."

He propped himself up on his elbow. "What?"

I smirked. "James is gay. He was working with me to make you jealous. He told me that teddy thing would be a surefire way to get you into my bed."

Matt didn't say anything for a moment. "Really?" he asked. I couldn't read his tone or expression.

I nodded. "Really! You're not angry with me, are you?"

He was quiet for just a second before a grin appeared across his face. "How could I be? You wanted me so badly that you got outside help. Besides, it worked, didn't it?"

I grinned. "Apparently!"

He straddled me again.

I smiled. "Why, Matthew, what ever are you doing?" I asked in mock surprise.

"You got me in the mood again, thinking of you in that teddy."

I moved the hair out of his eyes again. "All right. There is one way you differ from my husbands though.

He raised an eyebrow. "And what's that?"

"You're a lot smaller." I tried to keep my expression serious, but when I saw the look on his face, I burst into laughter.

"You..." He was at a loss for words. He grinned. "I guess I'm just going to have to remind you how much better it feels than those other ones, aren't I?"

I licked my lips. "Mm, it would be a start."

He moaned, and pulled me under the covers with him.

We both laughed, but our laughter quickly turned to moans as he set out to remind me of just what he had intended to remind me of.